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kaste
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Reality dissolving on a bus ride (or two)
#23386868 - 06/27/16 07:43 AM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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Have we all never done something foolish.
I was going to celebrate summer solstice with a bunch of friends. What better way to start than taking anywhere from 2-3.5g of cubes before coming over by bus. Can you feel the sarcasm?
The cubes started to kick in while I was waiting at the bus stop. What a lesson about choosing the right setting. Standing there was hard as I had become aware of casual human behaviour.
When I got on the bus I managed to find a solo seat and started staring out the window. Pretty intense visuals since I was moving, the whole city was twirling.
I had to take a second bus so after a pretty uncomfortable bus stop wait I was on my way. This is where everything started to come apart. Everything was reducing down to concepts. Time started to lose its meaning (not a very good thing when you have to know when to get off the bus), everything had no attached value and my ego stepped down. I felt as if I was at the controls of this space ship that was my body.
Somehow I managed to recognise the place I had to get off the bus so I did. The place was somewhat of a suburban forest neighborhood and there were trees all over the place. And just as I got off the bus the calmness of nature struck me. I was right where I had to be. My ego started to reassemble itself. I felt like a kid acknowledging his body and existence. Master of my own time and actions. What defined myself best at the moment was this idea - I could think of a secret and not tell anybody, and nobody would ever know. I started to ponder people, friendships and ideas. All very calm and beautiful. From coming apart to coming back together. Also I came up with the idea of straight up asking this one girl to be my girlfriend. Let's see how that goes.
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Totemtripper
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Re: Reality dissolving on a bus ride (or two) [Re: kaste]
#23402314 - 07/01/16 08:47 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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Beautiful, poetic report. I'm really glad everything ended up perfect. Easily one of the most moving trip reports I've read, and it's said with so few words.
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GoodStrong
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Re: Reality dissolving on a bus ride (or two) [Re: kaste]
#23413678 - 07/05/16 12:43 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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kaste said: Everything was reducing down to concepts.
I connect to this on so many levels
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kaste
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Re: Reality dissolving on a bus ride (or two) [Re: Totemtripper]
#23441153 - 07/14/16 03:14 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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Thanks for the feedback!
A mini-update: the lady said no. All is well tho.
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Re: Reality dissolving on a bus ride (or two) [Re: kaste] 1
#23443047 - 07/15/16 06:41 AM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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HAHA good to hear back from you man, love will find you just keep and open mind and heart. This put a huge smile on my face this morning though, you're a trip brother!
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Re: Reality dissolving on a bus ride (or two) [Re: GoodStrong]
#23447919 - 07/16/16 09:27 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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GoodStrong said:
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kaste said: Everything was reducing down to concepts.
I connect to this on so many levels
ditto this. i know exactly what this feels like, i feel sad for the majority of people who will never know/feel this stuff.
ps. your signature image is freaking me out. i love it
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