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Broly
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Re: NONE OF THIS SHIT MATTERS [Re: SonicTitan] 1
#23377928 - 06/24/16 03:56 PM (7 years, 8 months ago) |
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You realized that God exists congrats , god is anti wealth and dwells with the humble. Believe me that God exists man. Took me a very long and tiring is still in progress to make this conclusion.
The world is programmed perfectly and just look at the humble beauty of nature , gods humbleness and love is beautiful. Many times god interved in my life gave me a choice of free will and I followed the humble path and I realized many things and have been blessed so very much.
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LogicaL Chaos
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Re: NONE OF THIS SHIT MATTERS [Re: GuruKhan]
#23378632 - 06/24/16 08:18 PM (7 years, 8 months ago) |
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Welcome to the Psychedelic Experience my friend 
This life is only the beginning, a beginning to something AMAZING
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Bigfeely123
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LogicaL Chaos said: This life is only the beginning, a beginning to something AMAZING 
Remember to live as if this one was the last and only life.
I mean to say, if God is in all of us, let's take God for a good ride. How far can you take this flesh-vehicle? What barriers can you break? How much are you willing to give up to find out?
Love you guys.
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Re: NONE OF THIS SHIT MATTERS [Re: Bigfeely123]
#23380877 - 06/25/16 01:31 PM (7 years, 8 months ago) |
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Hell is right! Try existing in a high class environment or around people playing the game for years and thinking like this! I literally almost committed suicide, while this guy posted above how god is on our side.There is a trade off with everything. If you are new to this realization, you will start to see how hard it is to live in a materialistic society with this mindset. Not many people even think philosophically about their existence. I transformed into a complete outcast over the years, but I would choose outcast over ignorance.
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Re: NONE OF THIS SHIT MATTERS [Re: Dim ethyl]
#23380919 - 06/25/16 01:47 PM (7 years, 8 months ago) |
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Dim ethyl said: Shut him up! I've got a lot invested in this ride, shut him up! Look at my furrows of worry, look at my big bank account, and my family. This has to be real.
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Rainman13


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To all you people saying this life is just the beginning... What do you mean by this. I beileve once your dead you are dead and thats it.
care to elaborate? Ive never done dmt so ive never had this realization.
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Re: NONE OF THIS SHIT MATTERS [Re: Rainman13]
#23381015 - 06/25/16 02:33 PM (7 years, 8 months ago) |
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Rainman13 said: To all you people saying this life is just the beginning... What do you mean by this. I beileve once your dead you are dead and thats it.
care to elaborate? Ive never done dmt so ive never had this realization.
You never really die.
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Re: NONE OF THIS SHIT MATTERS [Re: Psychogenic] 1
#23381032 - 06/25/16 02:42 PM (7 years, 8 months ago) |
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Psychogenic said: Hell is right! Try existing in a high class environment or around people playing the game for years and thinking like this! I literally almost committed suicide, while this guy posted above how god is on our side.There is a trade off with everything. If you are new to this realization, you will start to see how hard it is to live in a materialistic society with this mindset. Not many people even think philosophically about their existence. I transformed into a complete outcast over the years, but I would choose outcast over ignorance.
Speaking the fucking truth. I have a love/hate relationship with all of it... the weed, LSD, mushrooms. I strongly believe they are one of the main reasons why I'm so fucked up these days. No friends, absolutely no fucking social life, my sex life is non existent-haven't had sex in over 5 years, I'm so distant with all my family members, I'm a total outcast and most of the time I hate myself. I wish I had the balls and/or the courage to do something about it but I'm stuck in a hole.
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Re: NONE OF THIS SHIT MATTERS [Re: Dim ethyl]
#23381043 - 06/25/16 02:49 PM (7 years, 8 months ago) |
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Dim ethyl said: Shut him up! I've got a lot invested in this ride, shut him up! Look at my furrows of worry, look at my big bank account, and my family. This has to be real.
The great knowledge of Bill Hicks.
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Rainman13


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Rainman13 said: To all you people saying this life is just the beginning... What do you mean by this. I beileve once your dead you are dead and thats it.
care to elaborate? Ive never done dmt so ive never had this realization.
You never really die.
well to me it seems everything we do/are is governed by our brains. When we die our brains shut down and then our personality, everything we think etc is permanently gone. Just goes black. Not even black just nothing.
Everything we do and have done echoes in eternity, and our physical bodies are left behind and everything including cells and all the particles we are made of etc still exist and we are almost recycled in a way. Is that what you mean or not really?
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Re: NONE OF THIS SHIT MATTERS [Re: Bigfeely123]
#23381078 - 06/25/16 03:02 PM (7 years, 8 months ago) |
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Is it because you alienate yourself from ignorance? What are your reasons? I know it is hard, but if you don't like something you need to try to change it. I'm in the same position. I cant relate to anyone really in my surroundings. I value the intellect such as nontrivial knowledge, perception, creativity, ect. over material possessions and status. Trust me, I have been lower than you could possibly imagine. I have gained insight from it!
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AuroraBorealis88
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Re: NONE OF THIS SHIT MATTERS [Re: Rainman13] 1
#23381089 - 06/25/16 03:05 PM (7 years, 8 months ago) |
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Rainman13 said:
well to me it seems everything we do/are is governed by our brains. When we die our brains shut down and then our personality, everything we think etc is permanently gone. Just goes black. Not even black just nothing.
Everything we do and have done echoes in eternity, and our physical bodies are left behind and everything including cells and all the particles we are made of etc still exist and we are almost recycled in a way. Is that what you mean or not really?
Yes this is an overly human primitive idea imo. Take more mushrooms or just switch to another psychedelic; Ayahuasca, DMT, Ibogaine etc. Each of these molecules have lessons and some people respond better to the lessons of certain molecules better than others.
I may have gotten "lessons" from other psychedelics before but psilocybin for me is the one that really spoke loud and clear and shattered all my paradigms no questions asked. It's not like that for everyone, you have to find what works for you.
The mind rests on a foundation of chemical machinery, it rests there. Your awareness will always exist, this human experience is only temporary. You are not your body so no that's not what I meant. How long have you been taking psychedelics? And how many times?
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Re: NONE OF THIS SHIT MATTERS [Re: Bigfeely123]
#23381091 - 06/25/16 03:06 PM (7 years, 8 months ago) |
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Bigfeely123 said: Speaking the fucking truth. I have a love/hate relationship with all of it... the weed, LSD, mushrooms. I strongly believe they are one of the main reasons why I'm so fucked up these days. No friends, absolutely no fucking social life, my sex life is non existent-haven't had sex in over 5 years, I'm so distant with all my family members, I'm a total outcast and most of the time I hate myself. I wish I had the balls and/or the courage to do something about it but I'm stuck in a hole.
I'd bet almost anything that it was just weed that did that to you lol
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Rainman13


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Rainman13 said:
well to me it seems everything we do/are is governed by our brains. When we die our brains shut down and then our personality, everything we think etc is permanently gone. Just goes black. Not even black just nothing.
Everything we do and have done echoes in eternity, and our physical bodies are left behind and everything including cells and all the particles we are made of etc still exist and we are almost recycled in a way. Is that what you mean or not really?
Yes this is an overly human primitive idea imo. Take more mushrooms or just switch to another psychedelic; Ayahuasca, DMT, Ibogaine etc. Each of these molecules have lessons and some people respond better to the lessons of certain molecules better than others.
I may have gotten "lessons" from other psychedelics before but psilocybin for me is the one that really spoke loud and clear and shattered all my paradigms no questions asked. It's not like that for everyone, you have to find what works for you.
The mind rests on a foundation of chemical machinery, it rests there. Your awareness will always exist, this human experience is only temporary. You are not your body so no that's not what I meant. How long have you been taking psychedelics? And how many times?
Been doin mushrooms for 5 years now. I had one experince. Im not sure the actual weight but they were subaeruginosa which are very strong and i had 40 decent sized mushrooms. I died. Not physically but you know... I was taken places, shown things. you know what im talking about.
Ive eaten mushrooms maybe 10 - 15 times? droped acid twice, but the tabs had a bitter taste to them so not real lsd.
I dont know though. i just cant see it...
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Re: NONE OF THIS SHIT MATTERS [Re: Psychogenic] 1
#23381123 - 06/25/16 03:20 PM (7 years, 8 months ago) |
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I am kind of stubborn I guess you could say. I've tried to fit in before and I probably could if I worked on it hard enough but I feel like in trying to do so I'm faking my own self out. By being and thinking like this the end effect is that I have no one (no relationships with my peers, no friends, no significant other) so that's the hefty price I pay for being an oucast and not wanting to fit in with "normal society" (idk what else to call it). Sometimes I think maybe I'm the one who is the asshole... idk... but reflecting back on myself I can genuinely say that I'm nice to everyone, am never mean/sarcastic/make fun of my peers, I'm just pretty quiet and maybe people take it the wrong way, so I don't think it could be that. I have a distaste for most people and the cookie-cutter lifestyle we are supposed to lead that has been forced on us by our parents and their parents and so on(supposed to by normal standards). As you can probably tell, I'm confused.
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Re: NONE OF THIS SHIT MATTERS [Re: Rainman13] 1
#23381128 - 06/25/16 03:23 PM (7 years, 8 months ago) |
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Rainman13 said: I dont know though. i just cant see it...
Then a higher dose or a different psychedelic. I remember it took me about 13 or 14 mushroom trips to REALLY get it and see death clearly is not the end. I was shown evidence. I am an extreme skeptic btw but even that wasn't enough for psilocybin.
IME the 2 main lessons from mushrooms are that "Humans know nothing" and death is not the end and it's such an overly human view to think that is. The only thing that tricks us into thinking "death is the end of it all" is our biology because that's its job. Our biology's job is to make us think when we die it's over but the only thing that's over when you "die" is your biology. Your biology isn't there to make you happy or give you enlightenment it's there to keep you from dying. Once you take a proper mushroom/DMT trip to the point where you can see past your biological conditioning you will know this.
There is no end to any of this.
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Bigfeely123 said: Speaking the fucking truth. I have a love/hate relationship with all of it... the weed, LSD, mushrooms. I strongly believe they are one of the main reasons why I'm so fucked up these days. No friends, absolutely no fucking social life, my sex life is non existent-haven't had sex in over 5 years, I'm so distant with all my family members, I'm a total outcast and most of the time I hate myself. I wish I had the balls and/or the courage to do something about it but I'm stuck in a hole.
I'd bet almost anything that it was just weed that did that to you lol
bigfreely. I have been where you are. I know its easier said than done but for you to get out of that rut your stuck in you just need to get up, leave the house and do stuf! Just get out there and start doing things and then all those things that you dont have will come in time. It just happens.
Just get out there and do something! It could be anything!
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Bigfeely123
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Bigfeely123 said: Speaking the fucking truth. I have a love/hate relationship with all of it... the weed, LSD, mushrooms. I strongly believe they are one of the main reasons why I'm so fucked up these days. No friends, absolutely no fucking social life, my sex life is non existent-haven't had sex in over 5 years, I'm so distant with all my family members, I'm a total outcast and most of the time I hate myself. I wish I had the balls and/or the courage to do something about it but I'm stuck in a hole.
I'd bet almost anything that it was just weed that did that to you lol
I don't know you'd make that conclusion considering LSD and mushrooms are MUCH more of a mind bender than weed.
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Re: NONE OF THIS SHIT MATTERS [Re: Rainman13]
#23381164 - 06/25/16 03:33 PM (7 years, 8 months ago) |
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Thank you for the suggestions. The weird/shitty part of it is that I know from past times that by getting out and doing things improves my mental wellbeing, I just barely have the motivation to force myself out of the house. An example would be... for weeks at a time I'll eat healthy, go to the gym 4-6 times a week, get in better shape than just out of nowhere I'll lose hope and just think what's the point... then that goes on for a few weeks then eventually again I'll gain the power back to improve myself. It's almost like a cycle of caring, not caring, caring, not caring, and so on. I don't get it. My mind can be strong and then be so weak. I want to visit a childhood friend who lives across country in the next year and I've been thinking instead of taking a plane maybe I'll just drive there and make a few weeks out of the whole thing. I hate my job anyway...
edit: by getting in shape, I mean like "beach body" type psyche. I'm already in pretty good shape, not overweight and have pretty good muscle tone.
Edited by Bigfeely123 (06/25/16 03:47 PM)
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