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Nizmo
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10g mushroom trip report
#23380557 - 06/25/16 11:45 AM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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Ok, so I was very confident when I started this trip and I really thought I was ready for it and could handle it. But boy was I wrong! Around 20 minutes after ingesting 2 cups of lemon tea with each 5g of cubes I could feel it coming on. I can't remember the whole trip and I even think I blacked out a couple of times. The first hour I sat on my computer watching some spacey images and listening to Shpongle. Now it really started to kick in hard, I turned off the lights and laid down onto my comfortable couch under my blanket. I closed my eyes and I immediately I entered some strange kind of void where wasn't really that much going on. I remember insects, I'm pretty sure it were bees and it was very obvious they were showing me something but I have no idea what it was.
I could feel myself being completely ripped apart, layer by layer and at one point I could feel my soul being torn out of my body, I had no sense of self, time, who, where or what I was. it was astonishing the things that I was seeing, I had such a strong feeling I was shown the beginning of the universe and I remember hearing myself say "This is it!", "This is it!". From this point everything started to go very bad, after a while everything became dark and there was some kind of gate with an entity next to it that was guarding it. It was very mad at me and I went through the gate. The place I ended up in was nothing, it was just empty space of black and white, and I was trapped here. There was no sense of time, I was all alone in here and it seemed to go on forever. I was physically not able to move at this point as I could not feel my body. I managed to open my eyes after a while, but it didn't matter I saw the exact same with my eyes open as with my eyes closed which was very scary.
My surroundings were completely replaced with this empty space, eyes open or closed it didn't matter. I have read up to this after my trip what it could be and the closest thing I found to it was that this maybe was "limbo"?. After what felt like a lot of hours I finally had the strength to get up and I needed to go to the bathroom, my legs felt so heavy and I was barely able to walk. It took me over 5 minutes to get up the stairs and when I finally reached the bathroom I forgot how I needed to pee. So instead I stared into a big mirror that is in my bathroom and what I saw was so utterly strange and slightly terrifying. It was not me where I was looking at, I stared closely and I saw my face changing/flashing very quickly in different kind of faces. From young to old and old to young. This was a very weird experience.
My head was aching horribly now for a while already and it was almost too much to bare. I started to feel more horrible every moment, I have no clue how long I was in my trip by now. I have really considered calling an ambulance a couple of times, but I didn't because I could realize this was only temporary. When I was back downstairs I still felt really bad and did not have any grip on reality. I needed to fart, and did so but it felt like I had shit my pants so I went upstairs and checked but there was nothing wrong after all.
I went back downstairs and I really wanted this trip to end, so I thought maybe to get a little grip on reality I have to think about my parents and maybe some friends. I could NOT remember how my parents looked like and this even freaked my out a lot more. I managed to use my phone and look at a picture of my mother but I did not recognize her in the pictures as well. This really hurt and I felt so bad at this point. slowly as time passed my trip started to come down and I watched some tv on the comedown. I went to bed about 8 hours after my trip and didn't sleep for another 4-5 hours because of horrible headaches.
I think I overdid it with the 10 grams and wasn't really ready for such high doses. I really underestimated the power of these mushrooms. I think I will build up from 5 grams from now on and will dose it up from there. Now, almost 24h after my trip I feel pretty decent but still got a pretty bad headache.
Peace, Nizmo
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Edited by Nizmo (06/25/16 12:02 PM)
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UniverseOfTheMind8
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Re: 10g mushroom trip report [Re: Nizmo]
#23380696 - 06/25/16 12:27 PM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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Damn, pretty crazy mushroom trip. Kind've sounds like Salvia or DMT in a way. I have heard that mushrooms can get just as intense as those two substances at high doses. There's this really interesting trip report on Youtube by this guy called spiritualriver who dosed 15 grams in the middle of a lake bed. You should look it up, might find it interesting.
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Re: 10g mushroom trip report [Re: Nizmo]
#23380717 - 06/25/16 12:31 PM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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Ask yourself what you want to get out of these trips.
What are your intentions.
Do you truly feel as if you got something deep and meaningful out of this experience.
I can not fathom why people brush off the lower doses. It's as if they're attempting to transcend unconscious feelings by taking such massive doses.
These are very powerful tools, man.
You can use them to get fucked up and stimulate your senses or you can get something deeper more pure from inside yourself.
Everybody is chasin something different, just ask yourself. What are my deepest desires?
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Nizmo
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Yea it was pretty intense, but it wasn't even close to my DMT trips honestly. At my DMT trips I usually go to a place that is very similar every time I enter it. This one the other hand was a complete new experience for me. I remember seeing that video of spiritualriver a couple months ago, pretty insane.
Nizmo
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Re: 10g mushroom trip report [Re: Crixalis]
#23386530 - 06/27/16 04:21 AM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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Well yes, I absolutely feel like I got something out of this experience. The intentions when I go into these trips are always good and with the right meanings, but I also like to test my limits now and then. If people say that 5g trips are mind blowing and life changing, then I want to know what double that dosage would do.

Nizmo
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Re: 10g mushroom trip report [Re: Nizmo]
#23387269 - 06/27/16 10:20 AM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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Would you say it's an experience that with enough practice you could learn to be able to handle and have at least a decent time through the whole trip? Or is it to chaotic and overwhelming?
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Re: 10g mushroom trip report [Re: Nizmo]
#23387277 - 06/27/16 10:23 AM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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Also, since you heard 5g was supposed to crazy so you tried 10g to see what that could be like, does that mean now that you know how crazy it is that you're going to eventually try 20g? Haha
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Nizmo
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Well I'm not that reckless. I have tried 5g first before taking my 10g dosage of course. And since every trip is so very different it is hard to say if those high dosages are manageable. Perhaps they are for some people, and I guess practice helps too. But before I'm going there again, I want to make sure I feel comfortable with my 5-8g trips first.
-------------------- “Psychedelics are illegal not because a loving government is concerned that you may jump out of a third story window. Psychedelics are illegal because they dissolve opinion structures and culturally laid down models of behaviour and information processing. They open you up to the possibility that everything you know is wrong.” ― Terence McKenna
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