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OfflineOthyem
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At what point would suicide become a viable option for you?
    #23379182 - 06/25/16 12:02 AM (7 years, 7 months ago)

So, the last 5 months for me have been pretty terrible. I have a long drawn out post about it somewhere on the boards.

In short, In 5 months I'ver had multiple strokes, been diagnosed with Cardiomyopathy, vtach, ulcerative colitis, hypothyrodism, and lyme disease. Since then the quality of my life has been a solid 2 out of 10.

The majority of my life is now sitting in hospitals and doctors offices and hopelessness is starting to set in. I'm starting doxy for the lyme and armour for the thyroid tomorrow. Hoping it helps to some degree. If not I really don't know what I'm going to do. Everyday is essentially a battle to not say fuck it and quit the meds and go on a booze and coke binge until it's all over with.

How terrible would your quality of life have to be before you considered 'checking out'?


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Re: At what point would suicide become a viable option for you? [Re: Othyem]
    #23379199 - 06/25/16 12:08 AM (7 years, 7 months ago)

If both my parents and pets died
yeah no brainer duh lol


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Re: At what point would suicide become a viable option for you? [Re: Konyap]
    #23379206 - 06/25/16 12:11 AM (7 years, 7 months ago)

My dog is 13 and probably going to die soon. Alas there is my out.


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Re: At what point would suicide become a viable option for you? [Re: Othyem]
    #23379210 - 06/25/16 12:13 AM (7 years, 7 months ago)

I don't like when emotional yuppies or sensitive adults kill themselves.To me most people are spoiled.


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Re: At what point would suicide become a viable option for you? [Re: Konyap]
    #23379226 - 06/25/16 12:24 AM (7 years, 7 months ago)

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Re: At what point would suicide become a viable option for you? [Re: Othyem]
    #23379229 - 06/25/16 12:26 AM (7 years, 7 months ago)

The only thing that has stopped me in the past is my children. Statically, children of parents who commit suicide have a whopping 50% higher chance of doing it themselves.
Though I think suicide should always be an option. Why not? 
Sorry life is so shitty right now op. If there is a light at the end of the tunnel, wait it out. If there's no hope, then there's no hope.


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Re: At what point would suicide become a viable option for you? [Re: Konyap]
    #23379232 - 06/25/16 12:28 AM (7 years, 7 months ago)

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Konyap said:
I don't know if you need a brain to go to heaven though
that part is tricky, I'd probably do it with heroin or a double barrel shotgun



I'd probably run and jump off a massive cliff. One last adrenaline filled hoo ra before it's over


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Re: At what point would suicide become a viable option for you? [Re: Konyap]
    #23379243 - 06/25/16 12:38 AM (7 years, 7 months ago)

Very sorry to hear that things are that bad. I've been through a lot of shitty times in the past 20 years, of which more bad stuff sticks out than good. I was pretty sure I was cursed for a while. Suicide became a daily preponderance. If it wasn't for my mother, and my dreams, I would have done it. I had some serious health issues (not going to mention them), but not as bad as yours sound.

I like to think I would never really do it if there was a chance that things could improve, but life gets at you sometimes and the world ain't looking so bright depending on where you look. If you can find some pleasure and a reason to stay then do. I hope everyone finds their reason to stick around, including you, because in some way, we need everyone here until their time comes.

If you can afford to go out with booze and coke, is there anything else you could do with that money that you've always wanted to do? Something more sustainable in living out a life long dream or something? I don't know, that's what pulled me out of doing it every time, but I can't know your struggle. Life can be great, but it can also be a major bitch.

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Re: At what point would suicide become a viable option for you? [Re: azur]
    #23379264 - 06/25/16 12:49 AM (7 years, 7 months ago)

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azur said:
The only thing that has stopped me in the past is my children. Statically, children of parents who commit suicide have a whopping 50% higher chance of doing it themselves.
Though I think suicide should always be an option. Why not? 
Sorry life is so shitty right now op. If there is a light at the end of the tunnel, wait it out. If there's no hope, then there's no hope.




Yeah, I haven't really exhausted all of my medical options by any means. I have a pragmatic wait and see mindset at this point.
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Konyap said:
I don't know if you need a brain to go to heaven though
that part is tricky, I'd probably do it with heroin or a double barrel shotgun



I'd probably run and jump off a massive cliff. One last adrenaline filled hoo ra before it's over




I'd just stop taking my heart meds and go on a drug binge with my friends. On second thought probably a terrible idea. I'd probably end up in a vegetative state.


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Re: At what point would suicide become a viable option for you? [Re: Othyem]
    #23379306 - 06/25/16 01:10 AM (7 years, 7 months ago)

Any time that I get remotely suicidal, I start think about all the drugs that I would take before killing myself, and then I quickly decide that there's no reason to kill myself because there's so much fun stuff to do and good drugs to take.

I haven't felt that way in a long time though. My life is going amazingly well right now. Your life sucks right now, but just think of how awesome it could be soon.

You could go the beach, or to the mountains, or you could visit the red light district in some european city somewhere (or nevada), or you could do a bunch of MDMA, or a bunch of MDA, or a bunch of 6-APB, or a bunch of benzos, or a bunch of amphetamine, the possibilities are endless.

You could take acid on the beach while spending the day hiking in the PNW. You could do MDMA at night while camping in the desert. You could do a bunch of stimulants and learn to surf, or to ski, or to boat down rapids, or kayak. Look at all this cool stuff there is to do. You can't do this stuff if you're dead.

Don't kill yourself. In the long run, it's a bad decision because you there are so many good times you can still have that are all ahead of you.


Edited by nooneman (06/25/16 01:10 AM)


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Re: At what point would suicide become a viable option for you? [Re: nooneman]
    #23379327 - 06/25/16 01:18 AM (7 years, 7 months ago)

The only drugs I can take are opiates and benzos due to the heart condition. Sadly, even then I can't go hard on them. So doing any other drugs would essentially be killing myself too hah.


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Re: At what point would suicide become a viable option for you? [Re: Othyem]
    #23379450 - 06/25/16 02:22 AM (7 years, 7 months ago)

:rolleyes:
trust me they kill normal people too


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Re: At what point would suicide become a viable option for you? [Re: Othyem]
    #23379527 - 06/25/16 03:12 AM (7 years, 7 months ago)

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Othyem said:
The only drugs I can take are opiates and benzos due to the heart condition. Sadly, even then I can't go hard on them. So doing any other drugs would essentially be killing myself too hah.



Right now, yes. That's not forever, that's my point. One day you can do whatever you want.


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