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NONE OF THIS SHIT MATTERS
#23376561 - 06/24/16 08:16 AM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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LOL so i just took my largest dose of DMT ever and i did not have a breakthrough where i was transported to another world like previous doses, i had a mental breakthrough where i ralized that none of this shit matters, money, life, anything you care about, etc... all of these are just huge ass distractions & There is something out there MUCH bigger than life (im still on dmt apologize if i sound crazy) I got this feeling on my first LSD trip and now its back. I kinda dont even feel safe sharing this knowledge because i get the feeling that they dont want people to know this but im going to have to search a lot deeper for what it is that does matter, this experience did nt scare me but it was just very eye opening and im now coming down and im beginning to understand that this is gonna sound crazy to the closeminded out there but i need to post this as a self reminder. feel free to comment on this.
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Re: NONE OF THIS SHIT MATTERS [Re: GuruKhan]
#23376578 - 06/24/16 08:19 AM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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I am not saying give up on your life because you still should enjoy life but do not get too attched to things and dont let things drag you down because this is not the final stage, there is a lot more out there beyond this. So happy that i understand this now. if you've never done DMT IT IS A MUST if you know you can handle this knowledge.
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Re: NONE OF THIS SHIT MATTERS [Re: GuruKhan] 1
#23376595 - 06/24/16 08:23 AM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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Shut him up! I've got a lot invested in this ride, shut him up! Look at my furrows of worry, look at my big bank account, and my family. This has to be real.
-------------------- “Today a young man on acid realized that all matter is merely energy condensed to a slow vibration, that we are all one consciousness experiencing itself subjectively, there is no such thing as death, life is only a dream, and we are the imagination of ourselves. Heres Tom with the Weather.” -Bill Hicks
 
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Re: NONE OF THIS SHIT MATTERS [Re: Dim ethyl]
#23376605 - 06/24/16 08:26 AM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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LOL i guess i might be a bit late to this realization LMFAO peace and love bro.
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Re: NONE OF THIS SHIT MATTERS [Re: Dim ethyl]
#23376608 - 06/24/16 08:28 AM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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But seriously dude I totally get where you're coming from. Life is just the middle of the adventure. we come from another place. somewhere much more real and we will return. In the mean time enjoy some dmt every once in awhile ;p
-------------------- “Today a young man on acid realized that all matter is merely energy condensed to a slow vibration, that we are all one consciousness experiencing itself subjectively, there is no such thing as death, life is only a dream, and we are the imagination of ourselves. Heres Tom with the Weather.” -Bill Hicks
 
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Re: NONE OF THIS SHIT MATTERS [Re: Dim ethyl]
#23376627 - 06/24/16 08:36 AM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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i just realized that DMT will humble the fuck out of you LOL i needed that so bad man i was beginning to get very worldly.
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Re: NONE OF THIS SHIT MATTERS [Re: GuruKhan] 1
#23376647 - 06/24/16 08:47 AM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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Nice, man. A lot of people including myself had this kinda trip. It's like a blindfold has been lifted off your vision to see the real truth. Wish you more wisdom in the future.
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Re: NONE OF THIS SHIT MATTERS [Re: Kinshino] 3
#23376749 - 06/24/16 09:22 AM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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There once was a man who said "damn, it certainly seems that I am, but what I'd like to see is the I that knows me, when I know that I am that I am".
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Re: NONE OF THIS SHIT MATTERS [Re: Tmethyl]
#23376773 - 06/24/16 09:31 AM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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Tmethyl said: There once was a man who said "damn, it certainly seems that I am, but what I'd like to see is the I that knows me, when I know that I am that I am".
Excellent.
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Re: NONE OF THIS SHIT MATTERS [Re: GuruKhan]
#23376854 - 06/24/16 10:02 AM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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GuruKhan said: LOL so i just took my largest dose of DMT ever and i did not have a breakthrough where i was transported to another world like previous doses, i had a mental breakthrough where i ralized that none of this shit matters, money, life, anything you care about, etc... all of these are just huge ass distractions & There is something out there MUCH bigger than life (im still on dmt apologize if i sound crazy) I got this feeling on my first LSD trip and now its back. I kinda dont even feel safe sharing this knowledge because i get the feeling that they dont want people to know this but im going to have to search a lot deeper for what it is that does matter, this experience did nt scare me but it was just very eye opening and im now coming down and im beginning to understand that this is gonna sound crazy to the closeminded out there but i need to post this as a self reminder. feel free to comment on this.
I realise now this is how LSD has affected me too. I feel very similar. I feel like being unhappy is an illusion especially if the happiness pertains to desires and wants that you don't have, because none of it means anything. The only thing that matters is the gift of consciousness and awareness, your human being. In that sense we are very very rich and happy and therefore this means to me that being unhappy is an illusion because I now appreciate the shit that matters. Our time.
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Re: NONE OF THIS SHIT MATTERS [Re: YeOlde]
#23376901 - 06/24/16 10:15 AM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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And down he falls back to reality... Shit, I have to go to work in 2 hours. FUCK!
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Re: NONE OF THIS SHIT MATTERS [Re: YeOlde] 1
#23376903 - 06/24/16 10:16 AM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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Welcome home friend. Ive had these revelations my self. Its been about 10 years ago for me. Material things are nothing in the grand scheme of things. But even though these things truly don't matter. I still work to live and enjoy this thing called reality and life. Live music, being outside and active, my girl and her son, my friends and family. All are the true things that make me happy.
Enjoy your new outlook on life friend!
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Edited by a_stoned_sloth (06/24/16 10:17 AM)
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Wisdom
 I still am not sure what to take from my smoked DMT trip, I feel all the wisdom I needed in my life was from one mushroom trip, my smoked dmt trip was just painful and a horrible death, body ignited 1,000 degrees and a nice anxiety attack body poured in sweat all within a minute. Oral DMT only for me, I don't think smoked DMT works for people with anxiety as you can't have time to be calm before it takes you over, at least the only way I could ever see myself doing it again, I would have to be on something already.
Mushrooms, aco DMT, ayahuasca essentially the same DMT message on breakthrough. I feel smoked DMT is the least natural way, at least in my case it's too intense for me to go from sober to dimensions within 30 seconds
Maybe it taught me to appreciate all of life as it showed me true torture and hell, all I know it was extremely unenjoyable
Edited by Eclipse3130 (06/24/16 10:36 AM)
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Re: NONE OF THIS SHIT MATTERS [Re: Dim ethyl]
#23377043 - 06/24/16 10:47 AM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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Lol sick reference. "Network", no?
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Re: NONE OF THIS SHIT MATTERS [Re: Bigfeely123]
#23377150 - 06/24/16 11:28 AM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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Bigfeely123 said: And down he falls back to reality... Shit, I have to go to work in 2 hours. FUCK!
Exactly
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Re: NONE OF THIS SHIT MATTERS [Re: GuruKhan]
#23377289 - 06/24/16 12:09 PM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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Yeah man, every time I take LSD I get those feelings rushing in. I'm not sure if it's due to the chemical though or to my own philosophical biases as I am a little bit nihilistic sometimes
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Re: NONE OF THIS SHIT MATTERS [Re: GuruKhan] 1
#23377686 - 06/24/16 02:09 PM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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Congratulations! You see how big of a joke and how trivial human affairs are. Those are world changing visions! Good luck out there!
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Re: NONE OF THIS SHIT MATTERS [Re: GuruKhan]
#23377690 - 06/24/16 02:11 PM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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Yea, you still want to have a good life without playing the game and enjoy the bigger picture or try to at least.
Edited by Psychogenic (06/24/16 02:11 PM)
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Re: NONE OF THIS SHIT MATTERS [Re: GuruKhan]
#23377694 - 06/24/16 02:12 PM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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I got similar experiences with DMT then later on found alan watts.



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Re: NONE OF THIS SHIT MATTERS [Re: Eggtimer]
#23377711 - 06/24/16 02:19 PM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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It took drugs to realize this about life? Haha
I'm just joking around . It sometimes feels like you have "seen too much" haha. You have seen through the veil that has been casted over society and humanity as a whole.
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Re: NONE OF THIS SHIT MATTERS [Re: SonicTitan] 1
#23377928 - 06/24/16 03:56 PM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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You realized that God exists congrats , god is anti wealth and dwells with the humble. Believe me that God exists man. Took me a very long and tiring is still in progress to make this conclusion.
The world is programmed perfectly and just look at the humble beauty of nature , gods humbleness and love is beautiful. Many times god interved in my life gave me a choice of free will and I followed the humble path and I realized many things and have been blessed so very much.
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Re: NONE OF THIS SHIT MATTERS [Re: GuruKhan]
#23378632 - 06/24/16 08:18 PM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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Welcome to the Psychedelic Experience my friend 
This life is only the beginning, a beginning to something AMAZING
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or HELL
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LogicaL Chaos said: This life is only the beginning, a beginning to something AMAZING 
Remember to live as if this one was the last and only life.
I mean to say, if God is in all of us, let's take God for a good ride. How far can you take this flesh-vehicle? What barriers can you break? How much are you willing to give up to find out?
Love you guys.
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Re: NONE OF THIS SHIT MATTERS [Re: Bigfeely123]
#23380877 - 06/25/16 01:31 PM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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Hell is right! Try existing in a high class environment or around people playing the game for years and thinking like this! I literally almost committed suicide, while this guy posted above how god is on our side.There is a trade off with everything. If you are new to this realization, you will start to see how hard it is to live in a materialistic society with this mindset. Not many people even think philosophically about their existence. I transformed into a complete outcast over the years, but I would choose outcast over ignorance.
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Re: NONE OF THIS SHIT MATTERS [Re: Dim ethyl]
#23380919 - 06/25/16 01:47 PM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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Dim ethyl said: Shut him up! I've got a lot invested in this ride, shut him up! Look at my furrows of worry, look at my big bank account, and my family. This has to be real.
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To all you people saying this life is just the beginning... What do you mean by this. I beileve once your dead you are dead and thats it.
care to elaborate? Ive never done dmt so ive never had this realization.
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Re: NONE OF THIS SHIT MATTERS [Re: Rainman13]
#23381015 - 06/25/16 02:33 PM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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Rainman13 said: To all you people saying this life is just the beginning... What do you mean by this. I beileve once your dead you are dead and thats it.
care to elaborate? Ive never done dmt so ive never had this realization.
You never really die.
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Re: NONE OF THIS SHIT MATTERS [Re: Psychogenic] 1
#23381032 - 06/25/16 02:42 PM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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Psychogenic said: Hell is right! Try existing in a high class environment or around people playing the game for years and thinking like this! I literally almost committed suicide, while this guy posted above how god is on our side.There is a trade off with everything. If you are new to this realization, you will start to see how hard it is to live in a materialistic society with this mindset. Not many people even think philosophically about their existence. I transformed into a complete outcast over the years, but I would choose outcast over ignorance.
Speaking the fucking truth. I have a love/hate relationship with all of it... the weed, LSD, mushrooms. I strongly believe they are one of the main reasons why I'm so fucked up these days. No friends, absolutely no fucking social life, my sex life is non existent-haven't had sex in over 5 years, I'm so distant with all my family members, I'm a total outcast and most of the time I hate myself. I wish I had the balls and/or the courage to do something about it but I'm stuck in a hole.
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Re: NONE OF THIS SHIT MATTERS [Re: Dim ethyl]
#23381043 - 06/25/16 02:49 PM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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Dim ethyl said: Shut him up! I've got a lot invested in this ride, shut him up! Look at my furrows of worry, look at my big bank account, and my family. This has to be real.
The great knowledge of Bill Hicks.
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Rainman13 said: To all you people saying this life is just the beginning... What do you mean by this. I beileve once your dead you are dead and thats it.
care to elaborate? Ive never done dmt so ive never had this realization.
You never really die.
well to me it seems everything we do/are is governed by our brains. When we die our brains shut down and then our personality, everything we think etc is permanently gone. Just goes black. Not even black just nothing.
Everything we do and have done echoes in eternity, and our physical bodies are left behind and everything including cells and all the particles we are made of etc still exist and we are almost recycled in a way. Is that what you mean or not really?
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Re: NONE OF THIS SHIT MATTERS [Re: Bigfeely123]
#23381078 - 06/25/16 03:02 PM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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Is it because you alienate yourself from ignorance? What are your reasons? I know it is hard, but if you don't like something you need to try to change it. I'm in the same position. I cant relate to anyone really in my surroundings. I value the intellect such as nontrivial knowledge, perception, creativity, ect. over material possessions and status. Trust me, I have been lower than you could possibly imagine. I have gained insight from it!
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Re: NONE OF THIS SHIT MATTERS [Re: Rainman13] 1
#23381089 - 06/25/16 03:05 PM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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Rainman13 said:
well to me it seems everything we do/are is governed by our brains. When we die our brains shut down and then our personality, everything we think etc is permanently gone. Just goes black. Not even black just nothing.
Everything we do and have done echoes in eternity, and our physical bodies are left behind and everything including cells and all the particles we are made of etc still exist and we are almost recycled in a way. Is that what you mean or not really?
Yes this is an overly human primitive idea imo. Take more mushrooms or just switch to another psychedelic; Ayahuasca, DMT, Ibogaine etc. Each of these molecules have lessons and some people respond better to the lessons of certain molecules better than others.
I may have gotten "lessons" from other psychedelics before but psilocybin for me is the one that really spoke loud and clear and shattered all my paradigms no questions asked. It's not like that for everyone, you have to find what works for you.
The mind rests on a foundation of chemical machinery, it rests there. Your awareness will always exist, this human experience is only temporary. You are not your body so no that's not what I meant. How long have you been taking psychedelics? And how many times?
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Re: NONE OF THIS SHIT MATTERS [Re: Bigfeely123]
#23381091 - 06/25/16 03:06 PM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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Bigfeely123 said: Speaking the fucking truth. I have a love/hate relationship with all of it... the weed, LSD, mushrooms. I strongly believe they are one of the main reasons why I'm so fucked up these days. No friends, absolutely no fucking social life, my sex life is non existent-haven't had sex in over 5 years, I'm so distant with all my family members, I'm a total outcast and most of the time I hate myself. I wish I had the balls and/or the courage to do something about it but I'm stuck in a hole.
I'd bet almost anything that it was just weed that did that to you lol
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Rainman13 said:
well to me it seems everything we do/are is governed by our brains. When we die our brains shut down and then our personality, everything we think etc is permanently gone. Just goes black. Not even black just nothing.
Everything we do and have done echoes in eternity, and our physical bodies are left behind and everything including cells and all the particles we are made of etc still exist and we are almost recycled in a way. Is that what you mean or not really?
Yes this is an overly human primitive idea imo. Take more mushrooms or just switch to another psychedelic; Ayahuasca, DMT, Ibogaine etc. Each of these molecules have lessons and some people respond better to the lessons of certain molecules better than others.
I may have gotten "lessons" from other psychedelics before but psilocybin for me is the one that really spoke loud and clear and shattered all my paradigms no questions asked. It's not like that for everyone, you have to find what works for you.
The mind rests on a foundation of chemical machinery, it rests there. Your awareness will always exist, this human experience is only temporary. You are not your body so no that's not what I meant. How long have you been taking psychedelics? And how many times?
Been doin mushrooms for 5 years now. I had one experince. Im not sure the actual weight but they were subaeruginosa which are very strong and i had 40 decent sized mushrooms. I died. Not physically but you know... I was taken places, shown things. you know what im talking about.
Ive eaten mushrooms maybe 10 - 15 times? droped acid twice, but the tabs had a bitter taste to them so not real lsd.
I dont know though. i just cant see it...
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Re: NONE OF THIS SHIT MATTERS [Re: Psychogenic] 1
#23381123 - 06/25/16 03:20 PM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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I am kind of stubborn I guess you could say. I've tried to fit in before and I probably could if I worked on it hard enough but I feel like in trying to do so I'm faking my own self out. By being and thinking like this the end effect is that I have no one (no relationships with my peers, no friends, no significant other) so that's the hefty price I pay for being an oucast and not wanting to fit in with "normal society" (idk what else to call it). Sometimes I think maybe I'm the one who is the asshole... idk... but reflecting back on myself I can genuinely say that I'm nice to everyone, am never mean/sarcastic/make fun of my peers, I'm just pretty quiet and maybe people take it the wrong way, so I don't think it could be that. I have a distaste for most people and the cookie-cutter lifestyle we are supposed to lead that has been forced on us by our parents and their parents and so on(supposed to by normal standards). As you can probably tell, I'm confused.
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Re: NONE OF THIS SHIT MATTERS [Re: Rainman13] 1
#23381128 - 06/25/16 03:23 PM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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Rainman13 said: I dont know though. i just cant see it...
Then a higher dose or a different psychedelic. I remember it took me about 13 or 14 mushroom trips to REALLY get it and see death clearly is not the end. I was shown evidence. I am an extreme skeptic btw but even that wasn't enough for psilocybin.
IME the 2 main lessons from mushrooms are that "Humans know nothing" and death is not the end and it's such an overly human view to think that is. The only thing that tricks us into thinking "death is the end of it all" is our biology because that's its job. Our biology's job is to make us think when we die it's over but the only thing that's over when you "die" is your biology. Your biology isn't there to make you happy or give you enlightenment it's there to keep you from dying. Once you take a proper mushroom/DMT trip to the point where you can see past your biological conditioning you will know this.
There is no end to any of this.
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Bigfeely123 said: Speaking the fucking truth. I have a love/hate relationship with all of it... the weed, LSD, mushrooms. I strongly believe they are one of the main reasons why I'm so fucked up these days. No friends, absolutely no fucking social life, my sex life is non existent-haven't had sex in over 5 years, I'm so distant with all my family members, I'm a total outcast and most of the time I hate myself. I wish I had the balls and/or the courage to do something about it but I'm stuck in a hole.
I'd bet almost anything that it was just weed that did that to you lol
bigfreely. I have been where you are. I know its easier said than done but for you to get out of that rut your stuck in you just need to get up, leave the house and do stuf! Just get out there and start doing things and then all those things that you dont have will come in time. It just happens.
Just get out there and do something! It could be anything!
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I'd bet almost anything that it was just weed that did that to you lol
I don't know you'd make that conclusion considering LSD and mushrooms are MUCH more of a mind bender than weed.
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Re: NONE OF THIS SHIT MATTERS [Re: Rainman13]
#23381164 - 06/25/16 03:33 PM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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Thank you for the suggestions. The weird/shitty part of it is that I know from past times that by getting out and doing things improves my mental wellbeing, I just barely have the motivation to force myself out of the house. An example would be... for weeks at a time I'll eat healthy, go to the gym 4-6 times a week, get in better shape than just out of nowhere I'll lose hope and just think what's the point... then that goes on for a few weeks then eventually again I'll gain the power back to improve myself. It's almost like a cycle of caring, not caring, caring, not caring, and so on. I don't get it. My mind can be strong and then be so weak. I want to visit a childhood friend who lives across country in the next year and I've been thinking instead of taking a plane maybe I'll just drive there and make a few weeks out of the whole thing. I hate my job anyway...
edit: by getting in shape, I mean like "beach body" type psyche. I'm already in pretty good shape, not overweight and have pretty good muscle tone.
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Rainman13 said: I dont know though. i just cant see it...
Then a higher dose or a different psychedelic. I remember it took me about 13 or 14 mushroom trips to REALLY get it and see death clearly is not the end. I was shown evidence. I am an extreme skeptic btw but even that wasn't enough for psilocybin.
IME the 2 main lessons from mushrooms are that "Humans know nothing" and death is not the end and it's such an overly human view to think that is. The only thing that tricks us into thinking "death is the end of it all" is our biology because that's its job. Our biology's job is to make us think when we die it's over but the only thing that's over when you "die" is your biology. Your biology isn't there to make you happy or give you enlightenment it's there to keep you from dying. Once you take a proper mushroom/DMT trip to the point where you can see past your biological conditioning you will know this.
There is no end to any of this.
I would like to do dmt.
ok so this awareness that exists when we die... Where is it? is it still in our physical bodys or is it just floating in the breeze so to speak?
Can you explain the evidence you have seen etc? I just still dont really get it. I have pondered this idea for years and i always just come back to the conclusion of when we die our consciousness is ceased to exist. I know you probably feel like your talking to a brick wall but some further explanation would be good!
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I know but at the end of the day I still know that I'm probably right...and I think you know that..
I have seen this countless times and it was never solely because of the LSD, shrooms, 2C-B etc. it was always because that person would continue to smoke pot and drag themselves into that trippy mindset.
People who take psychedelics but don't smoke weed never really have this problem unless they use a ton. It's the weed man.
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I would like to do dmt.
ok so this awareness that exists when we die... Where is it? is it still in our physical bodys or is it just floating in the breeze?
Can you explain the evidence you have seen etc? I just still dont really get it. I have pondered this idea for years and i always just come back to the conclusion of when we die our consciousness is ceased to exist. I know you probably feel like your talking to a brick wall but some further explanation would be good!
Well I haven't done DMT yet but I still got this realization from mushrooms. It just showed me how primitive that idea you have is; that once the brain shuts off consciousness ceases to exist. It just peddled at me how utterly stupid and child-like that idea is. I don't know how to really explain it because I cannot take higher dimensional knowledge and download it into this lower reality. There are no words.
Mushrooms took me to the waiting place between life and death, it's hard to explain how you know this. It proved this to me because it showed me magic was real among other things as well as the soul and its eternal nature. You can feel its eternal nature. You just haven't gone deep enough.
Also just the fact that you can even have an experience like this, even if it's just a hallucination of a drug experience it's still..happening and you're still seeing and feeling this stuff and this experience should be impossible. You come to a point where it doesn't even matter if what you're experiencing is real or not because you still experience it...
Look past your biological conditioning. Study biology more then take a higher dose of mushrooms. I have a feeling you've just forgotten what it's like.
"ok so this awareness that exists when we die... Where is it?"
Beneath the ego. And yes the ego is another biological trick (mechanism) put in place NOT to make you happy or knowledgeable but to keep the whole show of life going because that's biology's only job.
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I know but at the end of the day I still know that I'm probably right...and I think you know that..
I have seen this countless times and it was never solely because of the LSD, shrooms, 2C-B etc. it was always because that person would continue to smoke pot and drag themselves into that trippy mindset.
People who take psychedelics but don't smoke weed never really have this problem unless they use a ton. It's the weed man.
So... when did you conduct these highly elaborate scientific experiments you speak of and how long did it take to reach this conclusion?
I can safely assume, without making an ass out of myself, that more than half of the people who use psychedelics probably (probably being an understatement) use pot.
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It's the weed dude.
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I know but at the end of the day I still know that I'm probably right...and I think you know that..
I have seen this countless times and it was never solely because of the LSD, shrooms, 2C-B etc. it was always because that person would continue to smoke pot and drag themselves into that trippy mindset.
People who take psychedelics but don't smoke weed never really have this problem unless they use a ton. It's the weed man.
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I would like to do dmt.
ok so this awareness that exists when we die... Where is it? is it still in our physical bodys or is it just floating in the breeze?
Can you explain the evidence you have seen etc? I just still dont really get it. I have pondered this idea for years and i always just come back to the conclusion of when we die our consciousness is ceased to exist. I know you probably feel like your talking to a brick wall but some further explanation would be good!
Well I haven't done DMT yet but I still got this realization from mushrooms. It just showed me how primitive that idea you have is; that once the brain shuts off consciousness ceases to exist. It just peddled at me how utterly stupid and child-like that idea is. I don't know how to really explain it because I cannot take higher dimensional knowledge and download it into this lower reality. There are no words.
Mushrooms took me to the waiting place between life and death, it's hard to explain how you know this. It proved this to me because it showed me magic was real among other things as well as the soul and its eternal nature. You can feel its eternal nature. You just haven't gone deep enough.
Also just the fact that you can even have an experience like this, even if it's just a hallucination of a drug experience it's still..happening and you're still seeing and feeling this stuff and this experience should be impossible. You come to a point where it doesn't even matter if what you're experiencing is real or not because you still experience it...
Look past your biological conditioning. Study biology more then take a higher dose of mushrooms. I have a feeling you've just forgotten what it's like.
"ok so this awareness that exists when we die... Where is it?"
Beneath the ego. And yes the ego is another biological trick (mechanism) put in place NOT to make you happy or knowledgeable but to keep the whole show of life going because that's biology's only job.
Your right i sort have forgotten what a good trip is like. It has been a while.
I still cant see what your saying though. I do see what you mean but i just dont see it... Ill get back to you if i am ever enlightened on the matter.
Whats every body elses take on this?
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Ok well I guess my question for you is how can you understand what I mean but not see what I'm saying?
Also I don't expect this to make sense because a lot of this disclosed knowledge is like I said just not explainable. Every single thing I said pertaining to biology was correct though, was it the part about biology that you didn't understand? Because that was the part of what I said that was actually factual. It all has to do with our biology, our biology trying to filter the way things really are and it does a damn good job at it. It's just that we're too stuck in our humanness to see that the ego is an illusion along with "death".
To me the idea that when you die it's "over" is simply far too human
Thus pertaining to biological conditioning. Most of your ideas you only hold because you are human. Once you strip away all your humanness they don't hold up. It's put there for biology. That's it.
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What i mean is I understand what you are saying but i don't agree with it. Because i have never experienced what you speak of.
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Just because you haven't experienced something you disagree with it? Well that's just degrading everything. You're pretty much cutting yourself off at that point. You're sealing yourself away and putting up imaginary walls to make yourself feel better but there are no walls to be put up.
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What i mean is how can i agree with what your saying when i have never experinced what your saying?
Look dude your obviously on another level that i am not on... I just havent been there yet. How can you expect me to understand something so complex straight away from reading a few paragraphs.
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Rainman13 said: Look dude your obviously on another level that i am not on... I just havent been there yet. How can you expect me to understand something so complex straight away from reading a few paragraphs.
Because you have done psilocybin before. If you had never touched the stuff I can see how this would make absolutely no sense but your consciousness has already come in contact with the mushroom. I would assume you're just not listening to them because hell I never tried listening to them but their messages were too loud to ignore and they took me to places where this esoteric "knowledge" was almost common sense like second nature in a way. It's like that for the people I trip with too. I just don't get how anyone couldn't see it even if they tried.
Also I'm not asking you to agree. I'm asking you not to disagree though. You don't have to agree or disagree you just have to open up and really think about things.
It's almost impossible to really think about these things and see them for what they are when you have the ego in the way which is the problem.
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Because you have done psilocybin before. If you had never touched the stuff I can see how this would make absolutely no sense but your consciousness has already come in contact with the mushroom. I would assume you're just not listening to them because hell I never tried listening to them but their messages were too loud to ignore and they took me to places where this esoteric "knowledge" was almost common sense like second nature in a way. It's like that for the people I trip with too. I just don't get how anyone couldn't see it even if they tried.
Also I'm not asking you to agree. I'm asking you not to disagree though. You don't have to agree or disagree you just have to open up and really think about things.
It's almost impossible to really think about these things and see them for what they are when you have the ego in the way which is the problem.
in the current state im in (Dead sober) i understand everything your sayng. but right now i havent seen what you have seen or felt what you have felt so right now what i believe stands for me, because i have nothing else right now to reinforce that of which you are talking about right now.
Im not disregarding what you are saying by any means, if anything it has opened another door but im yet to enter it. You know where im coming from dude?
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Rainman13 said: if anything it has opened another door but im yet to enter it. You know where im coming from dude?
Yes I know what you're saying entirely. I'm just saying there's no real reason for you to agree or disagree only to ponder further.
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Ok i didnt really word that right before. Its not that i disagree with you its just that i hadnt gotten on that level yet. As we have already established.
AAANNNYYYYWAY.... I do want to eat mushrooms right now but im in a relationship right now and its sort of going down hill and it just doesnt feel right to trip right now.
about two years ago i ate some mushrooms around her. I didnt feel comfortable around her at all so i had to leave the house. The way things are i just know it would send me into a spiral of negative thoughts about it. Because i know the mushrooms will make all this very clear to me... I suppose there is no good time to end a relationship...
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Well that feeling negative around her on mushrooms 2 years ago might have been a sign that it wasn't going in the right direction. I did shrooms about 2 1/2 years ago near my significant other who at the time was ignorant to the experience. She's come around now though.
I think there actually are "good" times to end a relationship in the sense that they are better than other times but I know what you mean.
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Yea.. I probably made it out worse than it actually is. Its not that bad actually. But one thing is for certian we are opposites. I smoke lots of weed but she doesnt. She actually hates the smell of it. She doesnt get the whole mushroom thing either.
We have our moments but most of the time its ok. I duno. I think this morning we were just having one of those moments.
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Yea well i dont think i should base my whole life on how i feel on my mushroom trips because they are like a roller coaster. I think i felt uncomfortable around her because she didnt really get it and i was just tripping lol.
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Re: NONE OF THIS SHIT MATTERS [Re: GuruKhan]
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Doesn't sound crazy at all friend
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Re: NONE OF THIS SHIT MATTERS [Re: NotRiley]
#23382488 - 06/25/16 10:46 PM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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This kind of thinking is cool and all but in the real world you'll end up a hobo if you want to live by these kind of thoughts. Yeah it fucking sucks, it really does, but sadly it's not the way how life really is. You can of course make it your reality but I think as time goes on it's only going to harder and harder for these kind of "free spirited" people to live.
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Re: NONE OF THIS SHIT MATTERS [Re: Bigfeely123]
#23382507 - 06/25/16 10:59 PM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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Imagine a normal person reading all this. they would just be thinking, Oh my god... these people are crazy! they need rehabilitation!
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 I still am not sure what to take from my smoked DMT trip, I feel all the wisdom I needed in my life was from one mushroom trip, my smoked dmt trip was just painful and a horrible death, body ignited 1,000 degrees and a nice anxiety attack body poured in sweat all within a minute. Oral DMT only for me, I don't think smoked DMT works for people with anxiety as you can't have time to be calm before it takes you over, at least the only way I could ever see myself doing it again, I would have to be on something already.
Mushrooms, aco DMT, ayahuasca essentially the same DMT message on breakthrough. I feel smoked DMT is the least natural way, at least in my case it's too intense for me to go from sober to dimensions within 30 seconds
Maybe it taught me to appreciate all of life as it showed me true torture and hell, all I know it was extremely unenjoyable 
Smoke dmt while on mushrooms.
It totally rips away the dmt-fear. It works because you are already on mushrooms so instead of going from 0-100 you go from 50-100 so its much easier on you yet more profound. Best of both worlds.
-------------------- Something there is mysteriously formed, Existing before Heaven and Earth, Silent, still, standing alone, unchanging, All-pervading, unfailing, I do not know its name; I call it tao. If forced to give it a name, I call it Great (ta). Being great, it flows out; Flowing out means far-reaching; Being far-reaching, it is said to return. It's just a shot away..
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Really? None of it matters?
Theres real people suffering in real time right now. Life isnt a joke
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Not much of a secret man haha, I come to that realization almost every time I do LSD. You're right that none of the physical things of our existence matter at all, they are just distractions. There also is something bigger, but you're wrong about our lives not mattering. At least to an extent. If you decide to do absolutely nothing with it or just completely throw it away all together than yes it doesn't matter. Although, if you live your life to the fullest, and constantly advance yourself physically, mentally, and spiritually instead of regressing, than it matters a very great deal. That's because then you're not just meaninglessly existing. You're contributing to and becoming apart of that bigger thing. This is all just my subjective opinion, but I think all humans have the potential to be gods. That our lives are meant for being able to progress our souls to that level. As the saying goes "We're not human beings having a spiritual experience, we"re spiritual beings having a human experience."
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