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Sheekle
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Re: How do you not fit in? [Re: pachoo] 2
#23371554 - 06/22/16 09:44 PM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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i'm too good at everything in life so it makes me stand out
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Re: How do you not fit in? [Re: Sheekle]
#23371564 - 06/22/16 09:45 PM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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Went to a festival by myself on the weekend. I just was no where near wasted enough to fit in with the kids there... probably too old in their eyes too.
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Re: How do you not fit in? [Re: Sheekle]
#23371575 - 06/22/16 09:47 PM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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You're too cool for school dude.
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Re: How do you not fit in? [Re: Sheekle]
#23371579 - 06/22/16 09:48 PM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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Sheekle said: i'm too good at everything in life so it makes me stand out
What car do you have Sheeks? Saw you comment about getting your stereo in it earlier...
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Re: How do you not fit in? [Re: pachoo] 1
#23371589 - 06/22/16 09:49 PM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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pachoo said:

You're too old for school dude.
Here, fixed it for you.
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Re: How do you not fit in? [Re: pachoo] 4
#23371597 - 06/22/16 09:51 PM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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I don't fit in because I'm an 18th century peasant who was trapped in an Oak tree by a vindictive witch who seduced my son. A friendly traveler gave me a laptop in 2005.
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Re: How do you not fit in? [Re: Northerner]
#23371601 - 06/22/16 09:52 PM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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I'm talking about the school of life man.
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Re: How do you not fit in? [Re: pachoo]
#23371679 - 06/22/16 10:12 PM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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pachoo said: Ah I used to do that as well. Stay quiet. I would actually go mute for weeks at a time sometimes. I just hate talking sometimes. And don't like to talk if I have nothing to say. Plus I was raised with broken English so I had to work alot with verbal communication. I still write better than I speak. I get a lisp and had a speech impediment too, sometimes I stutter.
See it happens over the internet too...idk how to respond. Im sorry lol
Well ive been so quiet for so long that ive developed a speech impediment too, i dont really stutter, i mummble pretty bad sometimes though.
Yeah i mean sometimes it sucks because i do have something to say, but im too afraid to say it, because then that draws attention towards me. Then theres times when i just simply dont have anything to say, or really feel like talking.
The biggest thing that really annoys me, is that i cannot speak what i think. Like i could have something atleast halfway intelligent to say, but the second i start speaking the thought, i make myself sound stupid by getting nervous and mixing words around
One plus side is always being ahead of everyone else like anytime something goes wrong at work im the first to notice. Sometimes ill say something, sometimes i wont lol im always watching and listening.
I probably come off as a bit creepy as well.
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Re: How do you not fit in? [Re: ModestMouse] 2
#23371706 - 06/22/16 10:19 PM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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If I'm getting more specific there's a lot of material ha
1. don't watch sports or have any interest in them 2. in general I dislike men off the bat until I get to know them 3. I have a policy wherein I do not speak to anyone unless they first engage me 4. dislike a lot of music and tv shows and movie genres to an extreme degree 5. I hate identity politics and am irritated by anyone who tries to bring them into every discussion 6. I believe in an individual's right to intoxicate as they please, and believe that few experiences are as meaningful as those on psychedelics 7. general distaste for all organized religion or any system of irrational belief 8. I hate motorcycles, hip hop, rap, metal and country, ghetto culture, biker culture, metal-head culture, jock culture, fitness culture, sports culture, punk culture 9. I talk too much about Mckenna and Psychedelics and random trivia
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Re: How do you not fit in? [Re: Ezuma] 1
#23371716 - 06/22/16 10:22 PM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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It's interesting that you only use the word 'hate' in regards to people expressing their identity. What's the deal with that brother?
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Jokeshopbeard said: It's interesting that you only use the word 'hate' in regards to people expressing their identity. What's the deal with that brother?
woah that's probably deeply insightful. I dunno. My thing is I 'strongly dislike' groups when I see them as exclusive and divisive. In general I don't like groups, or sub-cultures or any of that, primarily because they often revolve around alienating those not in the group. Of course, there's a fair bit of irony in there, or at least perverseness
probably an insecurity thing or something along those lines
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Re: How do you not fit in? [Re: Ezuma] 1
#23371752 - 06/22/16 10:29 PM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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Ezuma said: probably an insecurity thing or something along those lines 
Meh, it always is. Great being a human ain't it?
I have to admit that I formed my own self image based on how I feel on the inside, rather than due to affiliation with any group or subculture. Haven't been one for groups since my early 20's. Even though I look like a stereotypical biker, I don't have any biker friends from whom I picked this up. It's just an expression of part of the inner me, and, most likely, is linked to insecurities too.
-------------------- Let it be seen that you are nothing. And in knowing that you are nothing... there is nothing to lose, there is nothing to gain. What can happen to you? Something can happen to the body, but it will either heal or it won't. What's the big deal? Let life knock you to bits. Let life take you apart. Let life destroy you. It will only destroy what you are not. --Jac O'keeffe
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Re: How do you not fit in? [Re: Ezuma]
#23371763 - 06/22/16 10:32 PM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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actually in general I have a lot of negativity in me, it comes and goes. My girlfriend and weed tend to even me out A LOT, like I am immensely more emotionally stable these days than before I smoked or dated her, but the negativity still bubbles up, usually an unreasoning misanthropy that manifests outwardly as stubborn grumpiness ha
I don't much enjoy that side of myself, hence the dependence on the weed  it is what it is I guess
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yessir. The thing is, when I actually leave my self-centered shittiness behind and talk to people, I love them. One on one, I have yet to find a person I could not understand and to some degree like. It's all too easy to demonize and degrade groups unfortunately, when you forget they are just a bunch of humans with their own problems and insecurities too
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Jokeshopbeard said:
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Ezuma said: probably an insecurity thing or something along those lines 
Meh, it always is. Great being a human ain't it?
Nope
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Re: How do you not fit in? [Re: Ezuma] 1
#23371779 - 06/22/16 10:37 PM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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Ah I get it man. I was a HUGELY aggressive teenager and young man. I think it mostly stemmed from being moved from place to place all through my childhood and feeling like I never got the chance to fit in anywhere.
Once I became emotionally mature enough I set about fitting in with me, and bollocks to everyone else.
I think I get ya though. Definitely regarding the misanthropy.
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Re: How do you not fit in? [Re: Ezuma]
#23371781 - 06/22/16 10:38 PM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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Ezuma said: yessir. The thing is, when I actually leave my self-centered shittiness behind and talk to people, I love them. One on one, I have yet to find a person I could not understand and to some degree like. It's all too easy to demonize and degrade groups unfortunately, when you forget they are just a bunch of humans with their own problems and insecurities too
I experience this paradox more frequently as I age too; I love individuals more and more, and hate our species more and more along with it.
Fucked if I can figure it out. Hopefully one day.
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Jokeshopbeard said: I'm pretty damn intimidating to many people IRL. Loud, fast riding biker type, not afraid to speak my mind with absolute passion, covered in scars and tattoos and earrings and generally look like a thug all round. And an unashamed drug user, which is enough in itself to shock people. But here my inner self is free to roam, the tender, compassionate, loving person that lies beneath a rough exterior. Most people IRL wouldn't even give me a chance to express that.
Plus, I refuse to indulge people in small, judgemental, or gossiping talk. Which kinda eliminates 95% of the people I meet.
Basically, I don't fit in with people that get shocked easily. Which is most people IME.
You're doing it wrong. I look generic as fuck and people assume I'm a normal person until it's far too late.
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Re: How do you not fit in? [Re: EllisDSox]
#23371811 - 06/22/16 10:44 PM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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What happens when it's 'far too late'? I can but imagine...
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I run away crying.
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