So first a little backstory. If you look through my threads, you'll see that one of my last trip reports was a bit unsatisfying. I took 6 grams (one mushroom accounted for almost half of it, the thing was massive) and I believe that one mushroom was pretty weak, and it threw off the dosage a little. I was also thrown into an odd social situation, which kind of ruined it. I'm very happy to say that my last trip was much, MUCH better.
So I Lemon Tekked about 3.5 grams. I started off by listening to music and podcasts as I usually do, just to pass the first several minutes.
After about 20 minutes I began to get this intense head rush, very common among stimulants. My brain was functioning at 150%.
At about an hour I started to feel kind of cramped, so I went outside to get some fresh air. The people I'm currently living with wouldn't really be happy with what I was doing, and though they dont really disturb one another, I was feeling anxious. I took it outside to my car, where I always feel rather at home regardless of where I am. I began to watch youtube videos and texting with friends. this is where the hallucinations really kicked in. Letters were moving, people were appearing to come off the screen in a very 3d way, and a very subtle, high pitched, vibrating, humming noise began to set in the back of my head.
At about 2 hours, I'm tripping hard in the car. Hallucinations are stronger than before but similar. It begins to rain, and I become even happier (I love rain.) On my way back into the house, someone I live with informed me that we are under a tornado watch.
Now, I've experienced several hurricanes as I'm from the South, and it always happened to turn out fine for me. I have a link in my brain that equates storms or tornados with "no big deal." although i know they're dangerous, they don't cause panic within me.
So I go back inside, and lie down. At this point, I'm tripping big time. At one point, I felt like my body was melting into the floor, and I became the house. I heard conversations within me, I was able to locate every person who lived there, and I felt protective of my residents.
Then it got stranger. First I saw many small, glwoing dots (mostly blue and purple), humming the same vibrating sounds I'd mentioned earlier, only louder and clearer. The noise intensified as the dots grew and expanded towards me (oddly enough, they seemed to replicate the growth patterns of mushrooms, and began to resemble them in shape.) Eventually they were right in my face, and eventually penetrated my body. It didn't hurt at all, and I didn't fear them. They were friendly in nature, and it felt amazing.
At about 3 hours in, the sounds are louder, but have become background. The visuals are so intense that i"m not really noticing it. I zoomed out and saw what I assume was just the universe. I don't claim this to be an accurate depiction of reality, I'm just telling you what I saw.
All matter was a giant cosmic dick. NO JOKE. It's like all tangible things, all matter, is part of the male universe, and all that's unknown was female. Planets, starts, energy was this cylindrical thing flying through space with such force, and everything around it was dark, cold, and somewhat intimidating. When I refer to the male and female, I don't mean to say that all "male and female people" bend to this. I'm referring more to the eastern understanding of male and female as "Yin and Yang" or opposing energies.
Anywho, that part is really hard to explain. Sorry if I butchered it, I honestly don't totally understand what I saw. It's still processing.
I can safely say that was the peak of the trip. After this, I was still seeing hallucinations, in fact they got strangers. Letters were still floating off my phone, and every room I entered looked warbed and distorted like it was a weird mirror you'd see at a carnival.
Although I was coming down, I was feeling kind of anxious. My brain was still at 150%, but I felt drained, so I rolled a joint and smoked it outside to come down a little.
It helped a lot, and I think that was the best part of the trip. I was outside, and it was raining extremely hard. I was sitting under the roof, smoking a joint, and in front of me (due to my still hallucinating brain) was a wall of rain. I started listening to music again until I came down enough to feel comfortable inside.
I gleaned a lot more knowledge from the trip than I'm describing here, I'm just afraid the rest wouldn't make a ton of sense to someone who isn't me, just as I"m sure the wisdom from another shroom trip would be lost on me. I've really just shared that for which I have words. The rest was pretty indescribable
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