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LSD - 150ug - 2nd Experience
    #23369834 - 06/22/16 12:21 PM (7 years, 7 months ago)

So the night begins with this thread: https://www.shroomery.org/forums/showflat.php/Number/23367183

Going into the trip

It's 23:00, I've had a Poppy Tea (daily addict anyway) and became reacquainted with friends from DF (drugs-forum) where I primarily discussed Opiate usage whereas here on the Shroomery I am more focused on Psychedelics. Over on DF I mentioned I was very much thinking about doing some LSD in combination with the Pod Tea. Now with my tolerance and daily usage I don't feel it made much difference. The LSD was powerful and in control. But DF was intrigued to see a documented Combination report so I happily obliged. It did make a positive contribution.

I sat there with a note pad and decided to write down what I was feeling the best I could at the time. Of course there are many elements words will never deliver to the reader but it's the best you can really get.

Mindset and Goals

Mindset going into the experience was weird. I was feeling lost inside myself. I felt like I'd been making positive progress in my life dealing with personal issues, depression but it just seems to creep back. Just can't tame the beast of depression, my mind. My best friend, my worst enemy.

Not long ago an experience with acid where I did 3 hits with nothing but the goal of finding out what it's like I believe may have had a detrimental effect on my overall positive outlook on life but this is only one aspect and I do not blame LSD at all.

Goal
What I wanted from this was time to think about things. I wanted to try and use LSD as a medicine to think about why I get unhappy and let this emotion consume me. I feel like shrooms offered me a part of the answer and LSD did a little tonight also, it all comes down to your consciousness, thoughts.

Now the Report
This comes from a notepad I had where I was capturing ideas and thoughts.

LSD taken at 23:10 (T0:00) - 1 blotter (150ug)

On my notepad I write down a love heart and I connect positive people and things to it. The idea is I will use this is a root point to refer to during any times of darkness I no longer want to think about.

Only one other member of my family ever admitted to using LSD my auntie who died. She was a very loving person and was also deeply religious. True faith in God and Jesus. My auntie had a hard life because she had kidney problems when she was a teenager and was forced to use Dialysis for years. I'm sure this would have steered her towards faith/religion as a comfort but I can only speculate now she has gone.

Stimulation and Vasoconstriction slowly builds up gradually until....

Time is now midnight 00:00 (T0:50) The trip has really begun.

My imagination is stimulated and begin thinking about lots of things. I am comfortable as per the suggestion of Mike4Aco on this forum, blankets, comfort, drinks and a fan.

My thoughts go like this....

My notes:
  • Auntie used LSD and was also very religious...
  • Why do people feel the need for religion?
  • Why do we seek it and feel we need it?
  • Thinking about aspects of my depression I recall it becoming very dominant in my life when I turned my back on my faith. I denounced the idea of God/Jesus/Heaven/Hell when I was coming to terms with a personal sexual trauma. It was at this point when I was very angry and saddened by this trauma that I threw faith, God and everything in the bin.
  • I remember now a time some years of having been depressed and "faithless" that my nan (who is very religious) said to me.. "YeOlde, put your trust and faith back into your life and your life will change"
  • It is true that when I turned my back on my faith, my belief of there being something bigger and "after" this life that I really felt lost and have done ever since.
  • Purpose. Life. Existence. Being without purpose is truly a burden. Consciousness....
  • To be conscious is the gift of human existence, yet even knowing this fact - it still does not seem to be enough to make me feel fulfilled. Why?
  • Death. The non-existence. No more consciousness. Does religion give us a need we feel must be satisfied that relates to our consciousness? The idea that we will be forever conscious in an after life.....


00:15 (T1:05) -
  • Life is beautiful and precious
  • But is not with certainty
  • We can go at any time.....
  • Is real true satisfaction attainable?
  • Do we and will we always want more?
  • Do I focus on sad emotions so much more than positive ones? Happy things.
  • I take happy things for granted. Liberty, freedom, health and do not appreciate them enough or at all.
  • Is this why my life feels dominated by sadness? "feels dominated by sadness" but could it be an illusion? am I really sad? Or just more aware of things that make me sad and less aware of things that make me happy?


00:25 (T1:15)
  • Why isn't the love I have for and from my family enough?
  • I love so much...
  • my mum, my sister...
  • my dad feels missing somewhat...Present...with great love even still.


00:35 (T1:25)
  • Should we fear death?
  • No. We carry it throughout our entire lives knowing it's there.
  • I think we should acknowledge it more and celebrate it
  • We put it in the background and do not think of it enough. It will deliver us all.
  • Death has always featured in my trips, shrooms/LSD
  • Now I'm going to try and understand Death and reflect on it.


00:40 (T1:35)
My LSD PAD..haha what an interesting being I am...
  • Who else is tripping on acid, on there own right now on a Tuesday night pondering life and death?
  • Not many I imagine!
  • I am unique in this sense. Somewhat brave to do such things?
  • I believe every human can benefit from this type of experience, yet it does take a certain someone to do this
  • I AM that someone....


Physical notes / Visual notes:

  • Vasoconstriction is a little annoying but tolerable...
  • Stimulation....
  • TV is on, muted and the visuals in my peripheral are alive and vibrant
  • Things are alive. Shadows are alive, moving as if they breathe life like me, sounds and colours take on animation and being


00:50 (T1:45)

Kicking back and meditating..free my mind...matrix style LOL

  • I hate what I do to my loved ones when they worry for me (Note to you readers: suicidal tendencies / depression)
  • But it all comes down to how we feel about Death in general
  • Death is always considered to be a negative event, yet now I feel immense positivity about the thought of Death..
  • Perhaps because I can think of it in such a different way right now, that I just cannot put into words, I feel it flowing through me as an emotion a positive one. Death is liberating.


01:00 (T1:55)

My LSD PAD (^_^)

  • If the ones we love the most sat together and thought about death as a shared concept I believe we'd all feel so free from the fear of it and would appreciate life more. It is an event planned for us all and we should embrace it.
  • When sober I will propose we (my loved ones) sit and unite, hold hands and unite in our thoughts of our Deaths and share this together.
  • Death is not wholly a Negative thing! WOW!
  • Such a revelation...!!
  • Though easy now for me whilst on LSD to know death is not wholly a negative thing, how do I tell this to my sober family and make them understand like I do now?
  • The feeling of loss will be strong with Death so we will always struggle to find a positive attachment to it....
  • My auntie marie has completed this journey and is by far the most uniting figure amongst us all in the family...
  • Intense love for her spirit is riding through me right now like blood in my veins, pure love, how beautiful...
  • LSD is not for the faint of heart..but offers this level of mental control - such a good quality of this substance unlike any other I have tried.
  • More effort is needed to feel spiritual connection with LSD than with mushrooms, but it's possible. All depends on how your guide your mind. Guide it to the places you shut off.
  • (Now feeling Analytical about Shrooms vs LSD, rapid changes of direction of thought are present during the trip as you can tell)..Mushrooms throw you in and force you through a whirlwind, with LSD I control the whirlwind. It can be as meaningful or as meaningless as you want it to be.
  • Mushrooms never leave you with this possibility, they always are with intense meaning and spirituality.
  • Only moments ago I was feeling the love and spirit of my auntie moving through me, but by not focusing on the beauty of it I lost it and it slipped away from me but she remains...
  • She now makes me smile. She puts a smile on my face that is beyond description, tears now pour - tears of joy, beauty and love. My auntie is back with me...
  • I'm gonna sit back and live this....



..Just beautiful....


01:20 (T:2:15)

Beauty..Dreamy..steerable...I'm driving the ride 100%

Beautiful quality of LSD...

  • Drugs are so misunderstood by people...
  • I'm just one of the ones that understand them...
  • I have the power and wisdom of insight that this brings to me. I belive this to be why people perceive me to be intelligent in person
  • My mind is Open..to those with minds closed I will always project intelligence to those I speak with....




LSD PAD (^_^)

  • I see now why I sought to take 2 tabs of LSD in my first experience
  • It's easy to forget how powerful this substance is. Right now I feel like I could handle another hit and probably could but I won't as this time I am more experienced and wiser.
  • I learned from that last mistake...
  • One must build up a rapport and relationship with Lucy before jumping straight into bed with her!!
  • "LSD My Problem Child" = I now toally get you mr Hoffman. I know EXACTLY what you mean by this..
  • LSD is like a problem child...haha...on so many levels... It's easy to see why she's misunderstood by many due to it's nature and I can see why it's not widely adopted....


01:45: (T2:50) - Time to update the forums....


(Note: I now make first update posts on the original thread on Shroomery and DF)


02:00 (T3:05)

I interact with AuroroaBoreallis88 (shroomery) and perro from DF...

  • Both very interesting human beings. I feel connected to them in a way that can't be explained in words but we are one like minded souls...
  • I made a return to DF today..I think to check on perro..an interesting person with strong appreciation for opium, arts, poetry and love.
  • perro is the most memorable person to me on DF for sure..yes..
  • It's incredible how we can feel such an affinity and connection to people we've never met
  • We do this all the time without realising...
  • When we read a book we get a connection with the author, it feels personal but yet we've never met them in person




02:10 (T3:15)..The word of the moment right now is....drum roll... "CONNECTED"

I'm feeling that shit hard right now..yeah... connected...

Holy shit only 10 minutes passed between those two points.. haha!!

02:15 (T3:20)...

Relaxing...letting the LSD steer me for a bit now, getting lost in a milliom thoughts all at once, rapid changing of ideas and feelings...

My thoughts ARE THE UNIVERSE.....

"Mike4Aco" from Shroomery knows his shit... he got this setting down to a T

02:20 (T3:25) ...

It's clear to me now that LSD is most definitely a problem child LOL!! - My first experience with LSD did me more harm than any good, this time I'm patching things up with my problem child!!


LSD PAD (^_^)...

02:25 (T3:30)

Death. Again. Prominent. I do not fear you though, I revere you.

Note on Visuals

With a 150ug dose visuals seem to accompany thoughts, previously on the higher dose the visuals seemed to drive the thoughts more...
There was intense synesthesia, morphing of faces, my sister became satan... shit was hardcore for a first time and I dived in for the Xanax which saved me from the accompanying thoughts of fear and terror but did not stop visuals.

I learned the hard way :smile:

I see bones. Human Skulls. Powerful imagery . The symbol of death. Our Bones...

I want to come off this path...time to drift off....


02:30 (T3:35)

Time for my thoughts to become the universe again and enjoy the beauty and power of such a gift...


02:35 (T3:40)

  • I feel a fear. An intense fear for the dark side of humanity. This chills me to my bones.
  • What we are capable of doing to one another...
  • CIA, MKULTRA, Nazi's, Unit 731, Rapists, Murderers.....
  • How can I use this to better me? I'm not sure....
  • I'm feeling a connection to this dark side of the human being.....





02:45 (T3:50)

I feel like this trip has been very serious so far. Thinking about DEEP core issues, I want a bit of 'fun' now...

Music...something less serious..enjoy visuals...

Back to the PC for some forum talk and Music...

(Note: I spend much time in a whirlwind of thoughts, bombarded by millions of rapid changing ideas, feelings. I talk online Shroomery and DF, I believe I am making posts on the forums but  some time later realise I am completely imagining them and haven't submitted anything...I think about playing music but never seem to get around to it)

03:40 (T4:45) So I never did get to put music on, I just sat and thought about it whilst making posts online.

I did make a tea with a dash of opium of course (part prepared from earlier) all i needed to do was add hot water, this is all I really achieved in that time.. a drink... (^_^)


03:45 (T4:50) mmmm...Tea...

Thinking about how powerful LSD is and mis understood yet being illegal and unregulated any person of any age can get it. Dealers don't ask for ID. Without proper preparation and education for this it could be catastrophic to a young mind.

Plus now with added dangers of RC's coming on blotters it now makes something safe potentially lethal.

War on drugs. It isn't protecting your kids folks, it's killing them.

Humanities approach to drugs in the western world has been so so wrong.....



03:50 (T4:45)

Early hours now. Still tripping hard but intensity is tapering off very slowly..still lots of stimulation....

04:05 (T5:00)

Just thinking about how much of a ledgend Albert Hoffman was. What a name he made for himself and a huge impact on the world.

Lots of random thoughts.... relaxing...


The tea was nice, it's a great combination (Pod Tea + LSD) though I'm very tolerant to Opiates so the influence was mild it relaxed me more and took an edge off the stimulation which is beautiful.

I'm now thinking about how my sister would handle LSD...

I think she'd struggle but she could handle it.

One tab. My first exp was reckless.

04:10 (T5:05) - time to relax in bed before mum wakes up for work and sees me tripping on Acid on a Tuesday night LOL

(I make some forum posts)

05:00 (T5:55)

Stimulated and tired... dropping a xanax to help take the edge off now the main trip is mostly over. Active mind and stimulation but it's basically over. Just lingering effects now present.....


06:45 (T7:40)

Still awake, residual stimulation. I've been to the shops and bought some food.  Had a great munch as I felt intense hunger, and weirdly do not feel tired at all no more? no prominent stimulation is present.


Conclusion

Notice the timestamps. Particularly the ones with 5 - 15 minute differences. In my mind it felt like hours had passed whilst focusing on the things I discussed.

Next, look at how focused and directed the experience was in the early parts. I went into the trip with a goal. Using it therapeutically and was able to face and think about things that were on my mind in the day earlier.

After eating, I done a line of ketamine in bed and fell asleep nicely just as I came out of a the weird twisted K world. K made me feel beautiful afterwards. I couldn't be bothered to make any pod tea, racking a line was easier. It went down a treat.

I passed out in bed after the K and woke up at like 14:30 in the day feeling a bit tired but have been awake since. I've been walking around with a beautiful afterglow, feeling like a proper "shamen" - haha.

LSD will always have a place in my life now. Respect the Lucy.


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My Psychedelic experiences:
LSD - 30+ times (2 hits min / max 3 hits) every time.
Shrooms - 4 times (2.5 - 3.5g)
DMT - 5 times (Powerful breakthrough only once)

Life can be one hell of a bitter pill to swallow so I chose acid instead -YeOlde


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Re: LSD - 150ug - 2nd Experience [Re: YeOlde]
    #23369898 - 06/22/16 12:52 PM (7 years, 7 months ago)

That was a really nice read. I'm really glad that worked out nicely for you, it sounds like you had a very deep and thought provoking trip, sounds great!


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Re: LSD - 150ug - 2nd Experience [Re: Mike4aco]
    #23370029 - 06/22/16 01:54 PM (7 years, 7 months ago)

Quote:

Mike4aco said:
That was a really nice read. I'm really glad that worked out nicely for you, it sounds like you had a very deep and thought provoking trip, sounds great!




Thanks for reading my report Mike and for setting the scene for my trip. It was a beautiful experience. It's a very special substance.


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LSD - 30+ times (2 hits min / max 3 hits) every time.
Shrooms - 4 times (2.5 - 3.5g)
DMT - 5 times (Powerful breakthrough only once)

Life can be one hell of a bitter pill to swallow so I chose acid instead -YeOlde


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Re: LSD - 150ug - 2nd Experience [Re: YeOlde]
    #23371664 - 06/22/16 10:08 PM (7 years, 7 months ago)

Very nice report man :thumbup:  :bb:

There is no reason to be afraid of death because fear is just a mechanism put there for survival. After death there is nothing left to fear :smirk:



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YeOlde said:

Not long ago an experience with acid where I did 3 hits with nothing but the goal of finding out what it's like I believe may have had a detrimental effect on my overall positive outlook on life but this is only one aspect and I do not blame LSD at all.




Ya but it also might just be the LSD and it's essence. I don't know if I've mentioned this to you or not but I've found LSD to be a very poignant psychedelic and a kind of "sad" serious one. In a profound way though that makes you wonder if sadness is even really a negative emotion.


Quote:

Mushrooms throw you in and force you through a whirlwind, with LSD I control the whirlwind. It can be as meaningful or as meaningless as you want it to be.
  • Mushrooms never leave you with this possibility, they always are with intense meaning and spirituality.




  • True though I always think LSD for me is very meaningful even if I come to a weird conclusion that everything is meaningless the experience itself is still somehow very meaningful and profound. LSD can be extremely meaningful going in with the right attitude or by yourself.

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    I interact with AuroroaBoreallis88 (shroomery) and perro from DF...

    [LIST]
  • Both very interesting human beings. I feel connected to them in a way that can't be explained in words but we are one like minded souls...



  • :sun:


    Edited by AuroraBorealis88 (06/22/16 10:09 PM)


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    Re: LSD - 150ug - 2nd Experience [Re: AuroraBorealis88]
        #23378369 - 06/24/16 06:26 PM (7 years, 7 months ago)

    Quote:

    AuroraBorealis88 said:
    Very nice report man :thumbup:  :bb:

    There is no reason to be afraid of death because fear is just a mechanism put there for survival. After death there is nothing left to fear :smirk:



    Quote:

    YeOlde said:

    Not long ago an experience with acid where I did 3 hits with nothing but the goal of finding out what it's like I believe may have had a detrimental effect on my overall positive outlook on life but this is only one aspect and I do not blame LSD at all.




    Ya but it also might just be the LSD and it's essence. I don't know if I've mentioned this to you or not but I've found LSD to be a very poignant psychedelic and a kind of "sad" serious one. In a profound way though that makes you wonder if sadness is even really a negative emotion.


    Quote:

    Mushrooms throw you in and force you through a whirlwind, with LSD I control the whirlwind. It can be as meaningful or as meaningless as you want it to be.
  • Mushrooms never leave you with this possibility, they always are with intense meaning and spirituality.




  • True though I always think LSD for me is very meaningful even if I come to a weird conclusion that everything is meaningless the experience itself is still somehow very meaningful and profound. LSD can be extremely meaningful going in with the right attitude or by yourself.

    Quote:

    I interact with AuroroaBoreallis88 (shroomery) and perro from DF...

    [LIST]
  • Both very interesting human beings. I feel connected to them in a way that can't be explained in words but we are one like minded souls...



  • :sun:




    Thanks buddy! You never did mention your opinion on LSD (least I didn't see it) regarding it being a "Sad serious one" but this correlates Perfectly with how it's affected me on both occasions and is certainly profound.

    Thanks for reading


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    My Psychedelic experiences:
    LSD - 30+ times (2 hits min / max 3 hits) every time.
    Shrooms - 4 times (2.5 - 3.5g)
    DMT - 5 times (Powerful breakthrough only once)

    Life can be one hell of a bitter pill to swallow so I chose acid instead -YeOlde


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