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Bill_Oreilly
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Bill O's penis envy chronicles 2
#23366260 - 06/21/16 09:22 AM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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First off let me say that i love this place. You guys as well. Enough pleasantries.
Grew these bad boys with cow poo, monotubs, and LED lights in my closet. They are the strongest mushrooms i ever tried. I ate just 1.5 grams and it took me under and i had such an amazing time. Insights. Visions. Laughter. Mystery. Alien..these mushrooms have it all. 1.5g felt like 3 grams. Easy. The high of these PE literally feel like "clean LSD" as far as the trip. I never had such clean and powerful actives. These things would drop Mckenna's dick in the dirt if he ate an 8th.
Anyway, now for the bad news...kinda. so the past 4 months or so, 2 things started happening. 1..my memory is getting worse. This is almost scary because ill walk into a room to get something and my mind goes completely blank. i cant remember why i went in the room. Its like a blackout. The 2nd thing i noticed is every once in a while i will feel this pressure on the top-left side of my head. For about 3 seconds ill feel this "zero-ing" on a certain part of my brain. I asked the mushroom what this was and i was told something i did not want to hear.
I was told that the pressure i occasionally feel up there is what will kill me eventually. I asked the mushroom why i had to develop this "thing" on my brain over the course of my adulthood and the mushroom wouldnt give me a solid answer..it just said "all i can say is that it has to do with evolution. You are not the first and wont be the last". I asked why something could be developing on my head..and i was told "because you were developing in it."
whatever that means
I dont get headaches which is odd. But i have certainly noticed memory decreasing. Maybe i am wrong and this whole pressure on a specific part of my head is just nothing.
Normally realizing all this would send me into anxiety but the mushroom knew what it was doing.
After we talked about my death and all that..the mushroom assured me everything is going according to plan and to never worry about death because Gods singing angels surround us at this very moment in eternal space. I was told that God is so much bigger than us that worrying is ridiculous.
So much more happened Sunday night but i dont feel like typing it all out. Ill just end off by saying that its truly amazing to be able to feel the evolution in the air and to follow its tracks. We are here to live out our dreams. And to dream out our lives..
-------------------- Something there is mysteriously formed, Existing before Heaven and Earth, Silent, still, standing alone, unchanging, All-pervading, unfailing, I do not know its name; I call it tao. If forced to give it a name, I call it Great (ta). Being great, it flows out; Flowing out means far-reaching; Being far-reaching, it is said to return. It's just a shot away..
Edited by Bill_Oreilly (06/21/16 09:29 AM)
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Re: Bill O's penis envy chronicles [Re: Bill_Oreilly]
#23366335 - 06/21/16 09:45 AM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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Peace be with you brother, hope the pressure in your head don't kill you too soon, I always enjoy your wit and humor
Great looking mushies!
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Bill_Oreilly
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Its weird..it doesnt hurt at all when it happens. it happens for 2 seconds its like an electrical pulse quickly circles around the tip of my brain then dissappears. its a sensation, not a painful thing.
could be nothing. if it is, its something that is slowly developing and probably wont be deadly until im 50
thanks for the compliment on my shrooms
-------------------- Something there is mysteriously formed, Existing before Heaven and Earth, Silent, still, standing alone, unchanging, All-pervading, unfailing, I do not know its name; I call it tao. If forced to give it a name, I call it Great (ta). Being great, it flows out; Flowing out means far-reaching; Being far-reaching, it is said to return. It's just a shot away..
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You're delusional. Brain tumors don't cause symptoms like that. If you think you have a brain tumor which is what you're suggesting, then go to a neurologist and have you self evaluated / scanned instead of being a retard.
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Re: Bill O's penis envy chronicles [Re: trees]
#23366386 - 06/21/16 10:00 AM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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trees said: You're delusional. Brain tumors don't cause symptoms like that. If you think you have a brain tI'm or which is what you're suggesting, then go to a neurologist and have you self evaluated / scanned instead of being a retard.
It started happening the same exact time i started having memory lapses. thats why i made the connection.
i said it 3 times...it could be nothing
-------------------- Something there is mysteriously formed, Existing before Heaven and Earth, Silent, still, standing alone, unchanging, All-pervading, unfailing, I do not know its name; I call it tao. If forced to give it a name, I call it Great (ta). Being great, it flows out; Flowing out means far-reaching; Being far-reaching, it is said to return. It's just a shot away..
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Re: Bill O's penis envy chronicles [Re: Bill_Oreilly] 1
#23366393 - 06/21/16 10:02 AM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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Also your not talking to any mushrooms or gods, it's just delusion.
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Re: Bill O's penis envy chronicles [Re: trees]
#23366397 - 06/21/16 10:03 AM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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trees said: Also your not talking to any mushrooms or gods, it's just delusion.
and thats your opinion
i consider god as something in the here and now.
-------------------- Something there is mysteriously formed, Existing before Heaven and Earth, Silent, still, standing alone, unchanging, All-pervading, unfailing, I do not know its name; I call it tao. If forced to give it a name, I call it Great (ta). Being great, it flows out; Flowing out means far-reaching; Being far-reaching, it is said to return. It's just a shot away..
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Re: Bill O's penis envy chronicles [Re: Bill_Oreilly] 1
#23366414 - 06/21/16 10:09 AM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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Walking into a room and drawing a blank is so common, people who are sober as ever do it all the time.
You thinking you're talking to mushroom gods is more rediculous than Jesus freaks saying that Jesus heald their poor ankle.
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Re: Bill O's penis envy chronicles [Re: trees]
#23366424 - 06/21/16 10:11 AM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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I think i know myself and if im having an odd amount of mental lapses than normal
oh wait but you must know me better than i know myself
-------------------- Something there is mysteriously formed, Existing before Heaven and Earth, Silent, still, standing alone, unchanging, All-pervading, unfailing, I do not know its name; I call it tao. If forced to give it a name, I call it Great (ta). Being great, it flows out; Flowing out means far-reaching; Being far-reaching, it is said to return. It's just a shot away..
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Re: Bill O's penis envy chronicles [Re: Bill_Oreilly]
#23366428 - 06/21/16 10:13 AM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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Im not going to sit here and embarrass myself by telling you guys all the stupid "duh" moments i have been having...but let me just say they have about tripled in the past month.
ok im done feeding the reductionist
-------------------- Something there is mysteriously formed, Existing before Heaven and Earth, Silent, still, standing alone, unchanging, All-pervading, unfailing, I do not know its name; I call it tao. If forced to give it a name, I call it Great (ta). Being great, it flows out; Flowing out means far-reaching; Being far-reaching, it is said to return. It's just a shot away..
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Re: Bill O's penis envy chronicles [Re: Bill_Oreilly] 1
#23366431 - 06/21/16 10:14 AM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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I bet i know how the human brain works better than you do. You probably have some kind of anxiety going on that's causing psycosomatic symptoms.
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Re: Bill O's penis envy chronicles [Re: trees] 1
#23366442 - 06/21/16 10:17 AM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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Your symptoms have tripled because you're obsessing about your possible condition. Psycosomatic symptoms are absolutely real.
And if it's truly tripled within months due to a brain tumor than you have less than a year to live.
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Re: Bill O's penis envy chronicles [Re: trees]
#23366449 - 06/21/16 10:19 AM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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Umm..i just made the connection last night so it cant be that 
and i never said i have a brain tumor
all i said was that it could very well be the thing that starts something bigger in the later years of my life
ok now im done. read the whole post before commenting pls
-------------------- Something there is mysteriously formed, Existing before Heaven and Earth, Silent, still, standing alone, unchanging, All-pervading, unfailing, I do not know its name; I call it tao. If forced to give it a name, I call it Great (ta). Being great, it flows out; Flowing out means far-reaching; Being far-reaching, it is said to return. It's just a shot away..
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Re: Bill O's penis envy chronicles [Re: trees]
#23366450 - 06/21/16 10:19 AM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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Just for your info so you can analyze whats "developing" in your brain, there's only a few brain diseases that "grow".
Theres brain tumors of various types, and multiple sclerosis which also comes in a few forms.
I'm just adding my thoughts here so you can maybe live a more realistic life and not die having lived with a really pointless view on reality.
Terrence McKenna definitely realized he had been a bit retarded by the end of his life. Listen to his very last interview. His whole perspective of his own life was like "......yeahhhhh whatever that was kinda pointless to have it lead up to this kind of death".
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Re: Bill O's penis envy chronicles [Re: Bill_Oreilly]
#23366474 - 06/21/16 10:26 AM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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Weird you mention that pressure thing.
For like a year after I started to take psychedelics, I had a weird pressure (borderline headache) on the top right of my forehead 24/7. It kind of felt like it was in a VERY specific place like you mentioned but at the same time I couldn't tell EXACTLY ehere it was. It started to go away after a few months of daily weed smoking (although it's hard to say if it was the weed that fixed it or just time itself) but now it's totally gone and I am happy.
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the mushrooms in my brain are going to start eating itself because it cant take the ills of society and i am going to become mushroom compost at the exact age of 44 
-------------------- Something there is mysteriously formed, Existing before Heaven and Earth, Silent, still, standing alone, unchanging, All-pervading, unfailing, I do not know its name; I call it tao. If forced to give it a name, I call it Great (ta). Being great, it flows out; Flowing out means far-reaching; Being far-reaching, it is said to return. It's just a shot away..
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Gottaloveacid said: Weird you mention that pressure thing.
For like a year after I started to take psychedelics, I had a weird pressure (borderline headache) on the top right of my forehead 24/7. It kind of felt like it was in a VERY specific place like you mentioned but at the same time I couldn't tell EXACTLY ehere it was. It started to go away after a few months of daily weed smoking (although it's hard to say if it was the weed that fixed it or just time itself) but now it's totally gone and I am happy.
interesting man im glad it went away
-------------------- Something there is mysteriously formed, Existing before Heaven and Earth, Silent, still, standing alone, unchanging, All-pervading, unfailing, I do not know its name; I call it tao. If forced to give it a name, I call it Great (ta). Being great, it flows out; Flowing out means far-reaching; Being far-reaching, it is said to return. It's just a shot away..
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Re: Bill O's penis envy chronicles [Re: Bill_Oreilly] 1
#23366487 - 06/21/16 10:34 AM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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Bill_Oreilly said: the mushrooms in my brain are going to start eating itself because it cant take the ills of society and i am going to become mushroom compost at the exact age of 44 

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Re: Bill O's penis envy chronicles [Re: Bill_Oreilly]
#23366491 - 06/21/16 10:35 AM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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I have a feeling that the mushrooms can show us or point to areas of our minds/ bodies that need work. Like, my last substantial trip I felt a tightness in my chest and also different joints in my body that have arthritis issues. They don't speak to me but, nevertheless let me know what needs attention. Like, I am on the down side of my fifties and I have absolutely trashed my body in my younger years...alcohol, cocaine, cigarettes...many times in combination. I think the mushrooms are letting me know that it will be my heart that gives out...even though I have been given a clean bill of health and have been sober for over 17 yrs....in the end.
I'm curious Bill....Did you actually hear voices or did you just have experiences like I had? Also, the forgetful thing with your short term memory could be tied to some of the other substances you have put in your body....How's the opiate thing going? are you consuming alcohol or benzo's?
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