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I was biking downtown with a buddy and we came across this piss poor, toothless homeless man who was pretty much shirtless and wearing a Santa hat. You see so many retarded fucks like this in downtown toronto.
Now, I don't understand why most homeless people don't simply commit suicide to end their miserable lives. I don't mean any offense to them, in fact I respect them for enduring Canadian winters like that. But it blows my mind how they endure so much pain for a chance at hope or whatever other BS they're taught to strive for. Whatever, it's their choice.
Anyway, this Old fucker asked us for money to buy booze.
Now, for some reason I can't fathom this. My life is EASY and I hate my life. If I was in the homeless man's shit brick situation, I can't fathom why the fuck I'd go for booze over the bajillion other amazing drugs that exist.
Like his life is so worthless, so dead, so valueless, so filled with meaningless pain. Any sensible person would rather be dead than live an hour in his shoes. At least have the decency to treat yourself to a decent drug besides shit booze.
So I suddenly had this brilliant idea to offer him some DXM. I told him it's like booze but a million times better. The moment I mentioned cough meds I could see his eyes lighting up. He's probably heard of people getting high off cough meds before on the news.
This homeless fuck is suddenly like "you boys can get that cough shit for me? You know which shits good?"
I'm like yeah, no problem, I just want you to have a good time.
I asked him if he's ever had a dissociative trip before. I mentioned PCP and Ketamine and MXE. You can't expect a concise answer out of a dumb fuck like him but I felt talkative. He shrugged off my question and mentioned he liked Percs. It makes me sad that some people will never experience and appreciate the beauty of a k-hole experience because they'll be too busy doing a fucking shit drug like perks or booze.
Now, there's no way in hell I'll ever waste my precious K to give a homeless man a "chance" to see past his meaningless painful existence. Humans are too stupid to appreciate the true beauty of dissociatives
DXM is the absolute worst dissociative. It is raw and unclean, where as ketamine is crystal clear. But hey, it's a dissociative . And this homeless guy picks cigs from the ground so I doubt he minds swallowing some gel caps.
So we run inside shoppers drug mart and I buy him a pack of cough gels. We bring it out to him and he asks us if we're sure it's safe. We tell him of course, robutussin gel caps are safe from my experience.
Me my friend and the homeless man all looked at each other, all of us aware of the fact that this homeless man really had nothing to lose anyway.
There's a certain look homeless people have, especially older homeless people. A blank stare of hopelessness. Of senseless survival over and over and over again with no purpose. Their life is a cruel joke. The cosmic Big Bang happened billions of years ago and from that cosmic stardust their miserable lives eventually arose.
Anyway, I despise every single speck of this Universe. Every bit of it. If I could make this totally unnecessary Universe disappear forever, I would, in a heart beat.
Anyway, this homeless guy definitely had that look to him. He swallowed all 20 gel caps. My buddy and I left to volcano vape some weed at a hot box cafe and when we were biking back 2.5 hours later we saw this homeless fuck again wandering around, stumbling.
We asked him how he felt and all he could mutter up was "I'm fucked", or that's what we heard. Most of what he said sounded like gibberish. He couldn't even make eye contact with me anymore. We kept saying hello, hello and he just stared on the ground blankly. I could tell he was fucked. 300 mg isn't much but definitely enough for a newb like him. We told him to sit down and relax. Suddenly he started coughing and puked all over his disgusting self. Then he got up and walked around again, staring at the ground, overwhelmed by the dissociative trip.
At the end of the day, I made a homeless man's day and that's what matters. I gave him a chance to see past reality and his own mind, a chance to see something beautiful. Chances are he's too stupid to ever understand such things, as most people are.
But hey , DXM may suck but its a billion times better than booze.
I have nothing against giving homeless people money. I just hate seeing the money being wasted on dumb fucking liquor.
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Don't give homeless people drugs, you could have killed him.
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Re: homeless people [Re: Sun King] 7
#23366203 - 06/21/16 09:01 AM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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hex_enduction said: God damn you are a massive douchebag 
How so?
Most people don't give homeless people the time of day. I gave him free drugs.
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The man was an alcoholic. You need to understand alcoholism a little better. You gave the dude a huge dose of what you refer to as the absolute worst of dissociatives....20 gel caps when his blood alcohol was probably way over what you and I would feel intoxicated from. That is just plain irresponsible dude. Did you even question how they would interact with alcohol?
You treated this man more like a thing than a human being.
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i kept getting flashbacks to patrick bateman.. good on you tho for giving him free drugs and not murdering him 
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He admitted he wanted money for booze and not food? I can respect that.
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I was thinking more that the dude would be thrust into a dysphoric dissociative trip while in alcohol w/d, but either scenario would be fucked. But that's alright, Alex clearly understands the entire spectrum of human psychology. The dude was just too stupid to comprehend DXM's greatness 
I'd expect little else from a rich, jaded, solipsistic teenage sociopath
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Thayendanegea said: The man was an alcoholic. You need to understand alcoholism a little better. You gave the dude a huge dose of what you refer to as the absolute worst of dissociatives....20 gel caps when his blood alcohol was probably way over what you and I would feel intoxicated from. That is just plain irresponsible dude. Did you even question how they would interact with alcohol?
You treated this man more like a thing than a human being.
Lots of alcoholics have stomach ulcers, all of those pills could have him bleeding internally.
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Re: homeless people [Re: quinn] 1
#23366234 - 06/21/16 09:12 AM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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So is he dead?
Somehow I think that what you did is fucked up OP.
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Re: homeless people [Re: Patlal] 1
#23366248 - 06/21/16 09:19 AM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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Alex, you are a piece of shit. Why don't you end your miserable existence? The man wanted some booze, so you felt compelled to give him some cheap, shitty drug? wtf is wrong with you?
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Lol. I see why OP opted out of ratings
That's fucked up dude. Sounds like you ruined the mans life even more. He threw up on his only pair of rags ffs
I've offered a hobo some acid once, some typical wow paper. He thought it was crack and was majorly disappointed when he realized it was paper acid and declined all together
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Obviously because socio/psychopaths don't really feel empathy....duh
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Re: homeless people [Re: plasma] 1
#23366292 - 06/21/16 09:33 AM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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plasma said: Lol. I see why OP opted out of ratings
That's fucked up dude. Sounds like you ruined the mans life even more. He threw up on his only pair of rags ffs
I've offered a hobo some acid once, some typical wow paper. He thought it was crack and was majorly disappointed when he realized it was paper acid and declined all together
No shit..what street bum wants to take psychedelics? Fuck that. I'd probably have some kind of existential crisis
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Re: homeless people [Re: Lucis] 1
#23366308 - 06/21/16 09:37 AM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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Idk if I was a hobo id probably jump on some acid or shrooms
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Re: homeless people [Re: plasma] 6
#23366468 - 06/21/16 10:24 AM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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Did anyone else start reading this story & kept expecting to get to the part where Alex gave the guy 15$ (Canadian) in exchange for a blowjob? That's where his last homeless thread went.
Anyway, with no disrespect meant to anyone, I truly hope Alex becomes that homeless guy through a series of events over the next 30 years.
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lol I was waiting for the part where he told the homeless guy he would of never had to suffer if his parents didn't procreate but it never came and was just his same nihilistic world view bullshit sprinkled throughout over and over like always 
He said just about a week ago that he hopes a woman would rape him too (in a thread where someone was upset about knowing someone who got raped) because he'd love that before a mod deleted it, since he hopes that, then I hope that if his wish ever comes true that she gets pregnant and decides to keep it just for the irony of it
edit: I'm amazed people are still surprised/upset by the things he posts, he couldn't be anymore of a blatant piece of shit if he tried to be.
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Burke Dennings said: Did anyone else start reading this story & kept expecting to get to the part where Alex gave the guy 15$ (Canadian) in exchange for a blowjob? That's where his last homeless thread went.
Anyway, with no disrespect meant to anyone, I truly hope Alex becomes that homeless guy through a series of events over the next 30 years.
It sounds like he's not too far away from it being that his basic mode of transportation is a bicycle.
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Alexestalex said: Now, I don't understand why most homeless people don't simply commit suicide to end their miserable lives.
That's because a sociopath such as yourself wouldn't understand other people very well to begin with.
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We asked him how he felt and all he could mutter up was "I'm fucked", or that's what we heard. Most of what he said sounded like gibberish. He couldn't even make eye contact with me anymore. We kept saying hello, hello and he just stared on the ground blankly. I could tell he was fucked. 300 mg isn't much but definitely enough for a newb like him. We told him to sit down and relax. Suddenly he started coughing and puked all over his disgusting self. Then he got up and walked around again, staring at the ground, overwhelmed by the dissociative trip.
At the end of the day, I made a homeless man's day and that's what matters
Yeah sounds like he had the best day ever. Puking all over yourself...doesn't get much better than that.
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#23366561 - 06/21/16 11:05 AM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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This was difficult to read. You are a terrible person. You should have just given him alcohol, but that is too easy for a person like you, you had to try to do something else
You dehumanise homeless people so bad. What's bad way to think
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I know I'm going to get flack for this but that guy couldve refused the cough syrup and that shit usually isn't cheap. If I were homeless I'd be stoked to have that. But people are essentially right. He may have liked the trip but if anything it would've been easier on him and you if you just got him booze.
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Alexestalex said: At the end of the day, I made a homeless man's day and that's what matters.
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ALSO:
The man loves drugs and the idea of drugs, as exemplified by his excitement at you offering him DXM. He just can't say that to every passerby if he hopes to actually get money out of them and the cheapest, most socially acceptable is alcohol.
Imagine some yuppie walking by and he says "Can I get a ten spot to buy some dope?"
Besides this, his life probably ISN'T as miserable and awful as you think it is. Many homeless are homeless because they prefer to get fucked up all the time and not deal with life's normal bullshit paperwork and bill-paying monotonous nonsense. Sure it may be bad, but don't be so quick to think these people are down on their luck. Spoiler Alert: It's not luck, 90% + is choice, In My Humble but Incredibly Experienced opinion.
Maybe not the best choice, though my first question on that is: Who decides they're wrong and we're right?
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ChemicalSpark said: This post disgusts me.
You're fucked in the head OP. Even more mental than that poor homeless man.
I don't understand how you can use psychedelics and still have no empathy for the less fortunate.
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Re: homeless people [Re: masspan]
#23367046 - 06/21/16 02:47 PM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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masspan said: disgusting, your parents have failed us all
They should of known, all of the suffering we have to endure from reading his posts, the tradegy of all the dieing brain cells that comes with it, it simply wouldn't exist had they been moral and ethical enough not to procreate.
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well fucking said, Mr Dennings
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i live in an area with a lot of homeless people. we have a huge poverty and homeless problem in tx. whenever i see someone it tugs on my heartstrings. over the winters (when we have them), i keep a bag of old hoodies in the back seat of my vehicle to give out to people in need i encounter. i give money to homeless people every time i can and i donate to charities that seek to help them. i should be doing more.
this past memorial day, i was running errands. i stop in to get gas and there was a man who appeared to be a homeless vietnam veteran. it was really, really hot out. he was buying a beer. i had grabbed a couple of gatoraids for myself because i was in the middle of a move and was in that phase where i just can't stop until everything is done.
as my vehicle is filling up, i look around and see the man sitting on the side of the building. i go over and ask him if he wants the gatoraid and he's like "sure!" and is very gracious. we shake hands and i go about my business and leave. i'm sure i'll sound like an asshole by saying this, but i just pulled over a couple of blocks away and wept at the thought of him having to spend his day out in the heat among people who largely pretend he doesn't even exist. and it wasn't because he was a vet; i would've done it for anyone in front of me. just an odd coincidence i guess.
whenever i talk to homeless people, i have this urge to tell them i'm sorry. i'm sorry that our society is such a massive shit show of greed and human failure that we can't provide shelter to most of our most vulnerable people, who we just leave to rot in the streets without a second's thought in most cases. we can do better.
alex - judging by your posts, you have a lot to learn. and it wouldn't be surprising if you have quite a lesson waiting for you when you least expect it.
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What kind of restaurants do you go to?
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Re: homeless people [Re: Sun King]
#23367259 - 06/21/16 03:49 PM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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only the best kinds obviously
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Typical Tuesday in T Dot.
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SirShroomsAlott said: lol I was waiting for the part where he told the homeless guy he would of never had to suffer if his parents didn't procreate but it never came and was just his same nihilistic world view bullshit sprinkled throughout over and over like always 
He said just about a week ago that he hopes a woman would rape him too (in a thread where someone was upset about knowing someone who got raped) because he'd love that before a mod deleted it, since he hopes that, then I hope that if his wish ever comes true that she gets pregnant and decides to keep it just for the irony of it
edit: I'm amazed people are still surprised/upset by the things he posts, he couldn't be anymore of a blatant piece of shit if he tried to be.
You can mock antinatalism all you want but it's the truth. 
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Re: homeless people [Re: 1234go]
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1234go said: Ban OP on general principal. 
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Burke Dennings said: Did anyone else start reading this story & kept expecting to get to the part where Alex gave the guy 15$ (Canadian) in exchange for a blowjob? That's where his last homeless thread went.
Anyway, with no disrespect meant to anyone, I truly hope Alex becomes that homeless guy through a series of events over the next 30 years.
It would only take 2 events, mommy and daddy croaking. Dude is a dishwasher, if he didn't have mum and dad to support him he would already be homeless. Anyway I don't believe this story either. OP makes up shit to try and sound edgy, its pathetic.
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Alexestalex said: I was biking downtown with a buddy and we came across this piss poor, toothless homeless man who was pretty much shirtless and wearing a Santa hat. You see so many retarded fucks like this in downtown toronto.
Now, I don't understand why most homeless people don't simply commit suicide to end their miserable lives. I don't mean any offense to them, in fact I respect them for enduring Canadian winters like that. But it blows my mind how they endure so much pain for a chance at hope or whatever other BS they're taught to strive for. Whatever, it's their choice.
Anyway, this Old fucker asked us for money to buy booze.
Now, for some reason I can't fathom this. My life is EASY and I hate my life. If I was in the homeless man's shit brick situation, I can't fathom why the fuck I'd go for booze over the bajillion other amazing drugs that exist.
Like his life is so worthless, so dead, so valueless, so filled with meaningless pain. Any sensible person would rather be dead than live an hour in his shoes. At least have the decency to treat yourself to a decent drug besides shit booze.
So I suddenly had this brilliant idea to offer him some DXM. I told him it's like booze but a million times better. The moment I mentioned cough meds I could see his eyes lighting up. He's probably heard of people getting high off cough meds before on the news.
This homeless fuck is suddenly like "you boys can get that cough shit for me? You know which shits good?"
I'm like yeah, no problem, I just want you to have a good time.
I asked him if he's ever had a dissociative trip before. I mentioned PCP and Ketamine and MXE. You can't expect a concise answer out of a dumb fuck like him but I felt talkative. He shrugged off my question and mentioned he liked Percs. It makes me sad that some people will never experience and appreciate the beauty of a k-hole experience because they'll be too busy doing a fucking shit drug like perks or booze.
Now, there's no way in hell I'll ever waste my precious K to give a homeless man a "chance" to see past his meaningless painful existence. Humans are too stupid to appreciate the true beauty of dissociatives
DXM is the absolute worst dissociative. It is raw and unclean, where as ketamine is crystal clear. But hey, it's a dissociative . And this homeless guy picks cigs from the ground so I doubt he minds swallowing some gel caps.
So we run inside shoppers drug mart and I buy him a pack of cough gels. We bring it out to him and he asks us if we're sure it's safe. We tell him of course, robutussin gel caps are safe from my experience.
Me my friend and the homeless man all looked at each other, all of us aware of the fact that this homeless man really had nothing to lose anyway.
There's a certain look homeless people have, especially older homeless people. A blank stare of hopelessness. Of senseless survival over and over and over again with no purpose. Their life is a cruel joke. The cosmic Big Bang happened billions of years ago and from that cosmic stardust their miserable lives eventually arose.
Anyway, I despise every single speck of this Universe. Every bit of it. If I could make this totally unnecessary Universe disappear forever, I would, in a heart beat.
Anyway, this homeless guy definitely had that look to him. He swallowed all 20 gel caps. My buddy and I left to volcano vape some weed at a hot box cafe and when we were biking back 2.5 hours later we saw this homeless fuck again wandering around, stumbling.
We asked him how he felt and all he could mutter up was "I'm fucked", or that's what we heard. Most of what he said sounded like gibberish. He couldn't even make eye contact with me anymore. We kept saying hello, hello and he just stared on the ground blankly. I could tell he was fucked. 300 mg isn't much but definitely enough for a newb like him. We told him to sit down and relax. Suddenly he started coughing and puked all over his disgusting self. Then he got up and walked around again, staring at the ground, overwhelmed by the dissociative trip.
At the end of the day, I made a homeless man's day and that's what matters. I gave him a chance to see past reality and his own mind, a chance to see something beautiful. Chances are he's too stupid to ever understand such things, as most people are.
But hey , DXM may suck but its a billion times better than booze.
I have nothing against giving homeless people money. I just hate seeing the money being wasted on dumb fucking liquor.
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Midnight_Toker
Gone Fishin'


Registered: 09/26/10
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Loc: Canada
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