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I'm depressed as shit from heartache. I can't even eat properly. WTF.
    #23365489 - 06/21/16 12:40 AM (7 years, 8 months ago)

Been talking and dating with this chick for a while. I really liked her. I was excited to even be talking with her -- that's how much I liked her -- and by all accounts the feeling was mutual. We were seeing movies, having dinners, holding hands, hugging, the chemistry was great... Last Friday, I was finally going to bring her to my place. After a nice dinner at Outback Steakhouse, we go to my place.

We went into my room and she went to the bathroom and then she came back in my room, sat for a minute and then suddenly had to leave for vague reasons having to do with a friend in crisis. And she hasn't talked to me since and refuses to respond to my texts... Ouch.

It dawned on me what probably happened. Here's the thing, my place is kinda crazy because I live in a house with 5 to 6 other people and freaking five loud ass dogs. The bathroom isn't exactly spotless, but I tried my best to clean it up with what little time I had. And then there's my room... picture this, a barren, stripped down room with no furniture and only a bed that's so small that it's only wide enough for me and long enough to only extend to my calves (I'm 6'3"). On the floor, are two suitcases that I've been living out of for a year (I live in Hawaii and just moved out here a year ago and haven't gotten to the point where I've found a long-term home). Why would any of this matter to her, you ask? She may have gotten the impression that I'm more financially established because I'm a bookkeeper for a clinic and do a lot of work part-time for a few other organizations; I'm busy as shit. But the truth is...I'm not a freaking ATM machine. I drive a 1996 Volvo beater that's about to break down any minute and wear a pretty limited range of clothing.

All of this is to say... it seems pretty clear that this person that I really, really liked saw me as a 32 year old loser living in a shitty residence and out of two suitcases -- I mean, how attractive is that, right? What hurts so bad is that it was so sudden...I was genuinely excited and interested...as corny and naive as it sounds, I was ready to commit to a long-term experience of being an outstanding friend and lover wrapped up in one...

And the thing is, I want to demonstrate my loyalty and determination by standing by her side, through all the neglect even if it hurts me... because I have faith that she has a heart after all. But where do I draw the line, right? Fuck.

I've never been 'don't care if I haven't eaten all day long' depressed. I couldn't finish eating anything yesterday, I had probably under 500 calories total. Today, same thing, but I forced myself to eat more chicken... and I still couldn't finish it. I just don't care. WTF. Never in my life have I ever felt like THIS. It's a strange feeling, to say the least.


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Re: I'm depressed as shit from heartache. I can't even eat properly. WTF. [Re: SkorpivoMusterion]
    #23365544 - 06/21/16 01:16 AM (7 years, 8 months ago)

Hoes will be hoes, you know bro?

I would say you should just text her saying what you just said here..that it's a temporary thing and you're not as bad off as your place made it look..but then again if she left just like that I personally wouldn't even have the urge to convince her anyway. It's weird isn't it? That people feel sad that they lost a woman that's obviously pretty shallow in the first place?

Just keep workin at it, find someone else. Go exercise or something and take your mind off it, maybe repeat to yourself that you're not missin out on much anyway. Exercising always helps to some degree no matter what's wrong, in my experience anyway.

Also, maybe find a way to clarify your current living situation before you invite another woman to your place.


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Re: I'm depressed as shit from heartache. I can't even eat properly. WTF. [Re: SkorpivoMusterion]
    #23365560 - 06/21/16 01:21 AM (7 years, 8 months ago)

why the heck do you have five dogs?


I have a rule; any person with more than two cats is crazy.  Any person with more than two dogs is crazy.  Five dogs is more than a little excessive.  Unless you are keeping them around for food but even then you have to feed them and they arent worth their weight in food they'd provide you.


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Re: I'm depressed as shit from heartache. I can't even eat properly. WTF. [Re: sprinkles]
    #23365571 - 06/21/16 01:25 AM (7 years, 8 months ago)

You have a rule.:breakthrough:


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Re: I'm depressed as shit from heartache. I can't even eat properly. WTF. [Re: Eminence]
    #23365574 - 06/21/16 01:26 AM (7 years, 8 months ago)

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Re: I'm depressed as shit from heartache. I can't even eat properly. WTF. [Re: pineninja] * 1
    #23365583 - 06/21/16 01:32 AM (7 years, 8 months ago)

I gots lots of "rules."  I will include them in my book.  It will be available  sometime in the next 10 or 20 years.


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Re: I'm depressed as shit from heartache. I can't even eat properly. WTF. [Re: sprinkles]
    #23365592 - 06/21/16 01:37 AM (7 years, 8 months ago)

They're not my dogs. They're my landlord's dogs. I rent a small room out of a crazy dog lady's house.


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Re: I'm depressed as shit from heartache. I can't even eat properly. WTF. [Re: sprinkles] * 1
    #23365595 - 06/21/16 01:38 AM (7 years, 8 months ago)

I actually have had nothing BUT quality women since high school :lol:. I only date the good ones, the rest of them I just fuck around with. But yes, if a woman accepts your money in the form of dinners and movies and all this other stuff and immediately skips out on you the second she realizes she doesn't like the way your house looks, she's a hoe. And fuck you for disrespecting my mother, by the way. I respect those who I feel deserve it, you don't get extra respect from me by default just because you're a woman :lol:


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Re: I'm depressed as shit from heartache. I can't even eat properly. WTF. [Re: Eminence]
    #23365867 - 06/21/16 05:46 AM (7 years, 8 months ago)

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    #23365993 - 06/21/16 07:05 AM (7 years, 8 months ago)

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Re: I'm depressed as shit from heartache. I can't even eat properly. WTF. [Re: Eminence]
    #23366027 - 06/21/16 07:34 AM (7 years, 8 months ago)

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Re: I'm depressed as shit from heartache. I can't even eat properly. WTF. [Re: Eminence]
    #23366108 - 06/21/16 08:21 AM (7 years, 8 months ago)

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    #23366242 - 06/21/16 09:15 AM (7 years, 8 months ago)

i apologize.  Im wrong. and I need to stop cutting people up with words and start building them up.  What takes ten seconds to say can sometimes take 10 years to get over. Ugh


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    #23366980 - 06/21/16 02:24 PM (7 years, 8 months ago)

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Eminence said:
I actually have had nothing BUT quality women since high school :lol:. I only date the good ones, the rest of them I just fuck around with. But yes, if a woman accepts your money in the form of dinners and movies and all this other stuff and immediately skips out on you the second she realizes she doesn't like the way your house looks, she's a hoe. And fuck you for disrespecting my mother, by the way. I respect those who I feel deserve it, you don't get extra respect from me by default just because you're a woman :lol:



I wouldn't exactly call this woman a quality woman if she dumped you because you're financially stressed...I would call her a gold digger and by her ending things now...she did you a favor by not stringing you on longer. You will find someone that cares about you...the person. Just hang in there and keep being a good dude. By the way, I'm speaking from experience.:sunny::peace:


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Re: I'm depressed as shit from heartache. I can't even eat properly. WTF. [Re: Thayendanegea]
    #23368034 - 06/21/16 07:36 PM (7 years, 8 months ago)

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Thayendanegea said:
By the way, I'm speaking from experience.:sunny::peace:



Based on the discussions we've had and what I've seen you write here, I wanna back you up 100% on that. I think Thayendanegea's words are perfectly succinct OP.


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