Hey everbody i hope you had a good day today. One subject i want to touch upon is lucid dreaming, i dont know if its because of weed or psychedelics but i can testify from my own experience that it intensifies when am dry on weed. I've had horrible lucid nightmares, i can sometimes feel very very! Dark energy in my dreams like there is some kind of a supreme evil entity around my presence that i never see only feel in my dreams.
There was one night where i had an awful nightmare that haunted me for weeks when i was awake, the bad vibe i had in the dream tormented my peace of mind for awhile. So here's what happened: i became all of a sudden lucid and i was runnin for my life up from a basement i believe towards the exist door, i could feel such dark vibes, i was truly runnin for my life! I was 2 meters from the exist door and i heard a demonic like scream as if it was in pain and this scream pierced through my soul and bones almost paralyzing me with fear, but i fuckin made it out he door! I usually never succeed cause the fear is so strong that i wake up looking like a ghost so frightened. I was fully lucid and could probably do whatever i wanted but i am to afraid, i always force myself to wake up.
I've had many lucid dreams and the amazing part is that I've successfully flied (couple of seconds at most) and i can lift up things like a jedi (telekinesis) and throw objects and shit, i love that part. Why am writing this is because i need advice on how to break through the scary level full with fear and "evil creatures" that i sense, the moment am fearful everything seems to turn on me and i dont know how to maintain a good energy there, the most freaky part is that when i do lucid dream i feel that my eyes are shut in real life, i can truly can feel em shut! I even squeeze my eyes and feel that they are shut but i can see at the same time in my lucid dream, it feels like i see from the third eye between my forehead if it even exists but thats what i experience.it gets so freaky when this happens hence i get conscious that am dreaming so i force myself to wake up, its crazzy
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