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Connoisseur

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Re: I hate my life [Re: Moonshoe]
#23389191 - 06/27/16 09:22 PM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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Thats just stupid dude you could have said anything right there and posed it the same way.
Do you want a big house and a car?
Do you want a poppy field in your backyard?
Do you want a million dollars?
Your posing nothing eye opening.
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Moonshoe
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Thats exactly my point man. Mine was just one example of all the countless amazing futures you could work towards if you wanted to.
Don't any of those things appeal to you?
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If you feel resent, you're not a total loss, i think someone said. Don't be so hard on yourself.
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Bigfeely123
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do you have friends and family?
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Connoisseur

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Re: I hate my life [Re: Moonshoe]
#23389217 - 06/27/16 09:31 PM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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Moonshoe said: Thats exactly my point man. Mine was just one example of all the countless amazing futures you could work towards if you wanted to.
Don't any of those things appeal to you?
They dont, its all bullshit and all the value you place in all that is really just dust
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Bigfeely123
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so you'd rather be a loser heroin junkie living on the street scrounging through the dumpster and begging for money instead?
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thelanzii

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depressed people arent really good at seeing the light at the end of the tunnel
i just got out of a brutal 7-year long addiction myself
feels so damn good not to have to be around scummy ass people no more lying cheating and stealing
no more worry about cops no more anxiously waiting for annoying drug dealers
drugs and addiction and general become a replacement for life
I am told life can be pretty damn good without drugs, can't say I can speak on that yet as I am pretty fucking lost but not being a slave to a substance that was ruining my life and negatively affecting those around me is reason enough to keep on trucking.
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Cowb0yNeal00


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Smoke weed
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Connoisseur said: Its gonna be a lot more than just heroin 
Also mouse ive fully given up quitting heroin, ive actually decided to go full throttle
theres a saying that goes something like this...If you want to ruin your life binge amphetamines or benzos. if you want to end it, binge opiates
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ModestMouse said: Than I have no sympathy for you and your inevitable melt down.
Good luck on that path. Look where it led everyone else. Lonely road.
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Moonshoe
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Quote:
Connoisseur said:
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Moonshoe said: Thats exactly my point man. Mine was just one example of all the countless amazing futures you could work towards if you wanted to.
Don't any of those things appeal to you?
They dont, its all bullshit and all the value you place in all that is really just dust
It is pretty clear to me that heroin users try to pretend there is nothing worth accomplishing or achieving in life to justify their addictions , rather than that being addicted is actually a response to perceiving no worth In life.
Obviously happiness, health and love are all wonderful things worth having, but since you don't have any of them you tell yourself they are "dust" instead of doing anything to work towards them.
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Edited by Moonshoe (06/28/16 11:33 AM)
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Connoisseur said: I need to get my head screwed back on straight but when I think of what im living for I realize its nothing and thus the motivation is lost
You need to get clean. And now. Opiates are destroying your brains natural capability to live and love living. Exercising. Having dreams. Doing your goals. Having sex. Developing relationships. Feeling good from laughing. Petting your pet. Learning.
You are depressed and not motivated because your brain and body chemistry is fucked. Your body can't function without heroin and now it's got to the stage it dosen't know what to do even when it has its wants.
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Cowb0yNeal00 said: Smoke weed
Truly helped me.
Also your comment on materialsm being a bunch of dust or whatever is purely the heroin speaking. I used to think that exact same way.
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Re: I hate my life [Re: SoloTrip]
#23391541 - 06/28/16 04:27 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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Wow, has the ring of truth, fer sher!
best cinctilus at ~6:40
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Moonshoe
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ModestMouse said:
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Cowb0yNeal00 said: Smoke weed
Truly helped me.
Also your comment on materialsm being a bunch of dust or whatever is purely the heroin speaking. I used to think that exact same way.
Yeah but I was talking about being in love and traveling the world. Thats not materialism at all. You are talking about love and the Earth/Life itself.
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Re: I hate my life [Re: Moonshoe]
#23395495 - 06/29/16 08:55 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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dude is making lame excuses instead of even making a fraction of an effort to dig himself out of the hole he dug. let him be a loser junkie.
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Connoisseur said: I need to get my head screwed back on straight but when I think of what im living for I realize its nothing and thus the motivation is lost
Man, have you never been there? All it takes is for some checks to bounce, your babe dumps you, your boss chews you out and your , idont know, herpes. Sometimes a perfect storm of shit comes down on somebody. and, yeah I wimp out and get shitfaced. we can be a sounding board for him...at least he was responding.
If youve never been up to your ears in Elephant snot and a monkey pukes above you, good on ya. But I know just how impossible it is to take good advice when youre paralysed from the ankle up.
He's been pretty quiet alll of a sudden. Must be on a bender. Hope he's reading this crap and comes back ready to fight. I like him. He helped me with a problem and come to think of it he was the only one with helpful advice. worth listening to this one, i say
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Bigfeely123
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You don't know me dude.
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