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Connoisseur

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Re: I hate my life [Re: 1234go]
#23357808 - 06/18/16 11:40 AM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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I just have to much consideration for others to kill myself
I know that people care about me and I really respect that so much
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MysticMoteToter



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Connoisseur said: Im not trying to get off H
then you'll continue to feel completely worthless without it, and guilty/worthless even when high.
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1234go
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That's usin' your noggin.
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thelanzii

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Re: I hate my life [Re: 1234go]
#23359257 - 06/18/16 09:10 PM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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start helping others, you will think less about yourself
attitude of gratitude
accept yourself unconditionally in the present moment
the end of suffering is living in a way where everything happened exactly as it needed to
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Lucis
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Shroomopotamus said: take some lsd and be (:
It would be nice if things were that easy, but they're not. Drugs only offer temporary relief, but not lasting relief, if you want to change your life, you need to try to promote changes that last. You might eat some good acid and have some really great ideas about what you want for your future, but once that wears off, what ya gonna do?
I have seen people do this so many times it's not even funny, dose, talk about all they plan on doing and how creative they can be, come down, and do nothing about it because the drugs aren't there taking the normal anxieties of life away, and you have to deal with real shit.
Hope you feel better soon Connoisseur.
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Re: I hate my life [Re: Lucis]
#23359386 - 06/18/16 10:05 PM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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But you CAN'T do anything over again. You can make changes though. I understand that feeling extremely well. You've got to just keep moving on though. Make positive changes in your life and you may just end up in the same position you would be in if you could redo everything.
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Moonshoe
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You can't think your way out of these problems . Instead escape from thoughts through exercise and meditation .
Exercise is the miracle cure . Anxiety and depression are relieved enormously when you do a hard workout and sweat and burn off the stress: the post workout endorphins are the best antidepressant .
Breathing deep and seeking peace in meditation will serially allow you to clear your mind of the depressing thoughts .
Because both exercise and meditation are hard to motivate yourself for when severely depressed start with the SAMe for a brighter mood and then Carry that momentum forward into healthy activity like exercise and meditation and yoga .
You can't go back in time and redo anything so the next best thing is to get a journal out and make a list of what you want to do going forward with your life .
You can't undo past mistakes but you can make sure you won't waste any more years.
Things could always be so much worse and you are young enough you can still attain anything you set your mind to.
Travel the world. Fall in love and marry. Get in shape. Write a book. Take up a hobby.
It's not to late for any or all of these !
Spirituality and religion really can help a lot of people as well; especially many addicts find religion helps them .
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Re: I hate my life [Re: Moonshoe]
#23361090 - 06/19/16 03:08 PM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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Hey man I have been there many times before. I also know for a fact that the only reason I haven't killed myself is because I couldn't do that to my family. The only way out is to pull yourself out. You have to get up. Right now, GET UP! Do something! Give me twenty push right now. You're stuck in the sticky sludge of depression and you have to get up and fight for your life. I know you don't feel like you have the energy or motivation, but the fact that you got on here and posted this is proof you still want to live and get better.
Just admit it, you don't want to die, you just want things to get better. So change your mind from being a victim to being a badass that takes control of their own life. What are you waiting for? Get up and start moving. We're in this together brother and we can't let the depression win.
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timelapses
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Connoisseur said: I hate myself and dont know what to do about it, I wish I could go back and do it all over again......
I felt that way once. Then a convienience store clerk said just to it, my feel sorry for me put on her.
Woke me up. Victimhood. Despite many attempts I am still here. Expressing through my body. There is something no one can comprehend, or I guess many can this being the shroomery, the body, I saw my body hovering above it with so much love and compassion.
Progress or digress through the body. Depths that a veil conciels though brief glimpses. Grass is not greener on the other side. At least in my life now.
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Connoisseur

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While I do feel I am a victim of certain things a lot of what has happened is simply my own doing.
Ive decided to go on the most insane binge ive ever had to "settle my mind"
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Starstepper
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What is the price tag on that in the heroin world?
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ModestMouse
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The propaganda around dope being impossible to escape and an all consuming monster only make it harder to detach. In reality, quitting the needle is as easy as anything else in this word; It takes but an effort.
you mean to tell me you can't spare an effort?
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Connoisseur

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Its gonna be a lot more than just heroin 
Also mouse ive fully given up quitting heroin, ive actually decided to go full throttle
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ModestMouse
IM WALKIN ON SUNSHINE


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Than I have no sympathy for you and your inevitable melt down.
Good luck on that path. Look where it led everyone else. Lonely road.
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wigglewak



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We all do the best with what we have. People are raised in a world of confusion. I'm sure the mistakes we make could be far worse but at least you have self awareness. This is not a blessing when you want it to be but it does offer a path to something else.
A great weakness can be a great strength when properly incorporated.
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SirShroomsAlott
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Connoisseur said: Its gonna be a lot more than just heroin 
Also mouse ive fully given up quitting heroin, ive actually decided to go full throttle
why?
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Connoisseur

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No one should need to feel sympathy for my choice to use a drug(s) that would just be silly
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hex_enduction
satta massa gana


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I don't foresee your future going well if you follow these plans. I hope you get your mind right and reconsider.
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Connoisseur said: oh ive cried on drugs sunshine said: Tragic. I told the cop not to do it but he didn't listen.
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Connoisseur said:
Ive decided to go on the most insane binge ive ever had to "settle my mind"
It could backfire on you, be a miserable, depressed time and waste of drugs. C'mon man snap out of it! Find a well of strength inside of you and overcome, because it's more interesting that way than the alternative.
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