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Re: I hate my life [Re: Plain]
#23357521 - 06/18/16 10:22 AM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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I already have given up
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hex_enduction
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Re: I hate my life [Re: Plain] 1
#23357525 - 06/18/16 10:24 AM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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Yeah Conn, you're still young. You have plenty of time to turn your life around and make something amazing out of it. In a few months time you'll be off books and can do whatever the fuck you want, go wherever the fuck you want, and make a new life for yourself. Don't lose sight of that. It's hard to avoid getting bogged down by the past, but it will get you nowhere.
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Connoisseur

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None of that matters when I hate myself so much
Im a worthless piece of shit
I dont care if I die because the worlds better without me
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Connoisseur

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I cant enjoy anything anymore because I fucked up everything that ever mattered to me.
Ive ruined the most important things in my life and now I just want to die.
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It will get better man i promise i have been in some low places and im still not the best role model in the world but you can get better. We are here for ya man, the world would not be better off without you and the shroomery cant lose ya either man.
It all starts with a positive outlook, nothing is instant it will take time but you can make a come back connoisseur anyone can with enough positive reinforcement.
You got this man take your time try to see the glass as half full
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Brother, we had a heart to heart tonight don't lose sight of a happier future that you can make your life into, I have so much faith in you my brother Your a awesome guy,
Its Gonnna get better quick if you make it, and you got a lot of support. You got it good compared to some

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I don't mean to sound harsh Conn, but whining to us about it is a complete waste of your time and energy that could be put to much better use elsewhere.
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Connoisseur

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Yall are right I gotta stop complaining and do something about it
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Plain
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I don't mean to sound harsh Conn, but whining to us about it is a complete waste of your time and energy that could be put to much better use elsewhere.
Hes looking for support i would think this is the place to go for that even though you do have to deal with people who cant see past their own noseQuote:
Connoisseur said: Yall are right I gotta stop complaining and do something about it
Its good you got that down, now dont forget we are here for support man.
I hope everything works out for you
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Yeah man, what jsb & malquan are saying. Everyone else has addressed the other stuff and you've been ignoring it, so all there is to do now is to stop with the self-flagellation.
This puppy hates himself too.
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Re: I hate my life [Re: Plain]
#23357629 - 06/18/16 10:56 AM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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Plain said: Hes looking for support i would think this is the place to go for that
Of course it is, I fucking live for that shit; this community means the world to me. But it doesn't mean we should go all soft placating every cry of a man (or woman) that's in pain; sometimes that shit does more harm than good.
-------------------- Let it be seen that you are nothing. And in knowing that you are nothing... there is nothing to lose, there is nothing to gain. What can happen to you? Something can happen to the body, but it will either heal or it won't. What's the big deal? Let life knock you to bits. Let life take you apart. Let life destroy you. It will only destroy what you are not. --Jac O'keeffe
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Why not yry to calm someone down from that point and try to get them to a level mind where they can actually work on ehat they need to work on, that is the point of support.
Albeit, i do understand how the aggressive ones balance out the softies and i think thats what makes this place work
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Burke Dennings said: Yeah man, what jsb & malquan are saying. Everyone else has addressed the other stuff and you've been ignoring it, so all there is to do now is to stop with the self-flagellation.
This puppy hates himself too.

Awwww poor lil dude
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Are you trolling us conn?
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Connoisseur said: I hate myself and dont know what to do about it, I wish I could go back and do it all over again......
I feel the same way sometimes.
at one point to ended with me having one leg over the railing of the golden gate bridge about to jump and a lovely involuntary trip to the locked down psych ward at sf general.
Now when that feeling hits me i try and make a change in my life even if its as simple as cleaning ,y goddamn room or going out and drinking and trying to pull some numbers. Sure it might not always be the healthiest way to distract myself from those thoughts and feelings but atleast im trying something.
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Re: I hate my life [Re: 1234go]
#23357742 - 06/18/16 11:22 AM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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No im just being a bitch im sorry everyone........
Im really depressed and I feel stupid to puke my emotions all over the community but I dont know who else to turn to and its hard to deal with feeling suicidal when you know you cant really kill yourself
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Re: I hate my life [Re: chulutu]
#23357758 - 06/18/16 11:27 AM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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Connoisseur said: I hate myself and dont know what to do about it, I wish I could go back and do it all over again......
I feel the same way sometimes.
at one point to ended with me having one leg over the railing of the golden gate bridge about to jump and a lovely involuntary trip to the locked down psych ward at sf general.
Now when that feeling hits me i try and make a change in my life even if its as simple as cleaning ,y goddamn room or going out and drinking and trying to pull some numbers. Sure it might not always be the healthiest way to distract myself from those thoughts and feelings but atleast im trying something.
Thats real shit man, respect to you. hope things work out ok for you brother.
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Connoisseur said: No im just being a bitch im sorry everyone........
Im really depressed and I feel stupid to puke my emotions all over the community but I dont know who else to turn to and its hard to deal with feeling suicidal when you know you cant really kill yourself 
Don't sweat it brother, you're in good company here. I bet nearly every person here knows where you're at. I was there last what.. about 3 days ago? I'll be there again sometime soon I'm sure. At some point, it'll feel like distant history. I'm sure of that too.
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Connoisseur said: its hard to deal with feeling suicidal when you know you cant really kill yourself
I know the feeling, it's a bitch to be alive and stick it out on this planet but a man's gotta do what a man's gotta do.
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