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Jokeshopbeard
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I mowed my lawn on mescaline earlier. I fucking enjoyed it fully.
Of course I had my tunes cranked up thouth...
-------------------- Let it be seen that you are nothing. And in knowing that you are nothing... there is nothing to lose, there is nothing to gain. What can happen to you? Something can happen to the body, but it will either heal or it won't. What's the big deal? Let life knock you to bits. Let life take you apart. Let life destroy you. It will only destroy what you are not. --Jac O'keeffe
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vandago



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Oh for sure. I love it. Mars Volta and a weed whacker. Fucking god.
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Malcolm_Xtasy
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I can't do mundane tasks while tripping. I get stuck in "whats the point?" thought loops and end up just laughing my ass off.
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vandago



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Re: I just got jumped... [Re: vandago]
#23358278 - 06/18/16 02:44 PM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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I fucking love you guys 
Dude the weed whacker gave out hours ago. I've just been laughing motherfucking the shit outta those fucking weeds. I swears to britches!!!!
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vandago



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Re: I just got jumped... [Re: vandago]
#23358287 - 06/18/16 02:46 PM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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Chicken.and.fixins.
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Kush_Zombie
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Re: I just got jumped... [Re: vandago]
#23358633 - 06/18/16 05:02 PM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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I already have a little .25 Beretta pocket pistol that I keep for protection in the house. I didn't take it with me yesterday though. I'm not licensed so I keep it for home security usually. I'm also glad I didn't have it. That guy is the one who sold me my gun and they were searching for it when they grabbed my phone and the guy that owed me money kept saying that I had it on me and they were askin me where it was while they were jumping me. I know for a fact if I brought it there that I would be far from the only one to have a gun. It would've just escalated way farther if I had brought it. Didn't show up with the intention of violence anyways
The piece of shit sent me a text this morning apologizing and saying things got out of hand. I never replied because if I did I'd make matters worse with anything I have to say.
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vandago



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Just suck it up, accept the apology, and gtfo of that area. Its not heroic, it's intelligent. You could try police, but I personally don't file reports. Ive been fucked up beyond belief and just move on. Life's a bitch. I know that's a pacifist thinking, but I dunno, learn and avoid in the future. Keep the gun at home imo. I never once in my life carried a piece on me anywhere aside from moving from house to house. I kept it in my nightstand at all times though.
When I finally got raided on some sbitchy shit, I had 5 really nice pistols taken from me. Couple .38s couple .22 long nose and and a ppk. Miss those guns something fierce. Cant own an again cause I got caught with them around drugs. Try to steer clear of shit paths like I took. Ain't worth it at all.
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Jokeshopbeard
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Re: I just got jumped... [Re: vandago]
#23358689 - 06/18/16 05:18 PM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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vandago said: I know that's a pacifist thinking, but I dunno, learn and avoid in the future.
Meh, pacifism and strategism are two very different things. A man that does not react when attacked is not necessarily weak; it's just as likely he knows the art of war.
-------------------- Let it be seen that you are nothing. And in knowing that you are nothing... there is nothing to lose, there is nothing to gain. What can happen to you? Something can happen to the body, but it will either heal or it won't. What's the big deal? Let life knock you to bits. Let life take you apart. Let life destroy you. It will only destroy what you are not. --Jac O'keeffe
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Nothing good comes from hanging out with blacks or mex,they may pretend to be your friend but they r not,they have a constant scam mentality,zero impulse control
-------------------- "the way of the warrior is the resolute acceptance of death" Miyamoto Musashi
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Kush_Zombie
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Re: I just got jumped... [Re: 5150]
#23358704 - 06/18/16 05:23 PM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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I am sucking it up. By not replying shit and leaving the situation where it stands. I'll be damned if I'm going to accept an apology for this shit, you must be out of your fucking mind.
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PatrickKn



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Sounds like he's trying to suck up to you so you don't make a report or something.
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vandago



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Quote:
Kush_Zombie said: I am sucking it up. By not replying shit and leaving the situation where it stands. I'll be damned if I'm going to accept an apology for this shit, you must be out of your fucking mind.
I can also respect this.
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Kush_Zombie
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Re: I just got jumped... [Re: vandago]
#23359171 - 06/18/16 08:32 PM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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I have sort of an odd question. The main thing that bothers me is the principal of it all. Before that happened I had a lot of bottled up anger and stress. When I was getting beat, it wasn't nearly as bad as I thought it would be. I know that sounds stupid but I expected it to be a lot worse but I could feel the punches and everything but it was all kind of numb feeling. I guess maybe because of adrenaline. But even waking up this morning I could tell I was in a lot of pain but the pain is easy to deal with as far as mentality is concerned. Where I'm going with this is I feel like I needed to get my ass beat. Not by them in that situation but I feel like it did me a lot of good in the end. I've never has my ass kicked and I've hardly ever been in any fights. But I feel like a lot of my anger and stress is gone and I think I learned a lot about myself. So my question is, has anyone else had similar feelings like this?
I'm not going to go into details about it because I don't want the spammed messages of "I doubt it happened like that." but even though I got my ass kicked, I got some respect from some of those people for how I handled the situation and didn't run away. I don't need their respect but I am proud of myself. I never knew what I would do in a situation like that so to take what I did just sort of proved a lot to myself personally.
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You know what would have genuinely earned you their respect? If you went back there and sent them all to the hospital. They don't respect you, they're just glad you didn't report them.
And no, never felt that way. That's odd.
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vandago



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Re: I just got jumped... [Re: Eminence]
#23359189 - 06/18/16 08:39 PM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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Ya I've never felt good being curb stomped. It fucking sucks.
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vandago



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Re: I just got jumped... [Re: vandago]
#23359191 - 06/18/16 08:40 PM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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Shroomslip
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I guess sort of. I'm not really a fighter. I got into a legit fight with my brother when I was 18-ish though. Like not a squabble, the house ended up destroyed my face looked kinda like yours and he looked just as bad as me, at one point he was slamming my head into the corner of the washer and then he tried to head butt me and I put my head down and he broke his nose of my head, stuff like that. It went on until we were both basically completely winded and couldn't keep it going anymore. Up to that point I'd always been afraid of getting in a fight because I thought it would hurt a lot more than it did. I didn't even really feel it til the next day and it was just the soreness from all the swelling and what not. I still don't like fighting, mostly because I know from experience that aside from being physically unable to carry on, I won't stop until I feel justified and who knows how bad that might end up being.. But I'm not really "afraid" anymore. I stopped being afraid that day. I end up more sore and hurt from a good day of manual labor than I did from that fight that had been brewing between me and him for about a decade.
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With my face against the floor I can’t see who knocked me out of the way. I don’t want to get back up but I have to so it might as well be today. Nothing appeals to me no one feels like me, I’m too busy being calm to disappear. I’m in no shape to be alone contrary to the shit that you might hear. You can't wake up, this is not a dream. You're part of a machine, you are not a human being With your face all made up, living on a screen. Low on self esteem, so you run on gasoline
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Kush_Zombie
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Re: I just got jumped... [Re: vandago]
#23359207 - 06/18/16 08:45 PM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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Yeah I was just coming on here to say that most of what I just posted was bullshit. The last post I mean. I don't know how I feel right now but I know the anger and stress isn't gone, but I guess what I meant is the anger and stress from other shit is gone and I guess that feels good..
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Kush_Zombie
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And ignore the respect comment. That's not the point I was trying to make. I gained respect for myself I guess in a way. I see how that's definitely disagreeable but I at least know I can get my ass kicked now.
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vandago



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You'll be alright man. Its a whirlwind of emotions taking a beating like that.
If it makes you feel better I coulda smoked a joint with Maynard, but I was on probation and had to turn it down a few months ago. Equal to a beat down emotionally, but not pysically.
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