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liquidlounge

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Did I go psychotic?
#23354428 - 06/17/16 11:13 AM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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I may have been psychotic for the past 3 years and I need your help to recover.
I used to believe several members on this forum were making me a god, OrgoneConclusion in particular. I have tried sending you (OC) several PM's asking you if you knew anything about that but you remain silent, it would be nice of you to reply in this thread, so I can fully rest assured I've been psychotic and recover.
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DividedQuantum
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I might be a good idea to seek professional psychiatric help, rather than rely on the Shroomery to diagnose you.
Call me old fashioned.
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I guess this means he will disappear from this database, as did TheMushroomJesus
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LordSenate said: ...So that TMJ guy changed his name? Or did you mean Friskie?
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BERSERK DESTROYER said: I meant TMJ. He was constantly having break downs then changing his name to try and make people forget who he was. He'd put a huge amount of effort into changing his entire posting style each time, but he'd inevitably go bat shit again.
When he finally realised he was just a nut case, he changed the name one last time...
Aah..I see.
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DividedQuantum said: I might be a good idea to seek professional psychiatric help, rather than rely on the Shroomery to diagnose you.
Call me old fashioned.
liquidlounge I've found your behavior to be extremely off the wall and attention seeking, sometimes post whoring a half a dozen spammed posts back to back, starting multiple nonsensical threads, etc. that said, i'd suggest seeking a psychologist and be candid about your behavior and thought patterns as possible, who may then refer you to a psychiatrist.
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I used to believe several members on this forum were making me a god, OrgoneConclusion in particular.
If I had the power to make you a god, then I must be The God. All hail OC!
Yes, LL - seek help.
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Get professional help.
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I'm hurt that you didn't include me in your delusions.
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Re: Did I go psychotic? [Re: Sun King]
#23355104 - 06/17/16 03:19 PM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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Send $49.95 to my Paypal account and I will also make you a god.
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okay
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Re: Did I go psychotic? [Re: Sun King] 2
#23356791 - 06/18/16 04:51 AM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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If OC is your moral mentor, seek professional help. For what, exactly, is up to you.
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DividedQuantum said: I might be a good idea to seek professional psychiatric help, rather than rely on the Shroomery to diagnose you.
Call me old fashioned.
Couldn't we compromise and bring in Markos for some advice?
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We're all psychotic here brah
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Re: Did I go psychotic? [Re: viktor]
#23356957 - 06/18/16 06:42 AM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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OrgoneConclusion
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Re: Did I go psychotic? [Re: hTx]
#23357266 - 06/18/16 09:04 AM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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If OC is your moral mentor, seek professional help.
Don't be jelly. 
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I think that's great that you are having some insight, LL
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We all need professional help tbh
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deff
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I would say yes, those were delusions LL. I had wondered before when reading your posts if you might be having delusions. Insight into it is a huge first step Proceed from here as you will best wishes to you
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OrgoneConclusion said:
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If OC is your moral mentor, seek professional help.
Don't be jelly. 
Not everyone can be a deity.
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Edited by LunarEclipse (06/18/16 05:53 PM)
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TameMe
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xxBonkRipper420xx said: We all need professional help tbh
NO. What we need is patience from one another to, just be human....
too many unrealistic expectations in this world.
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3 things you need more than professional help:
consistent regular sleep, stay productive, make a friend...and be their friend (meaning don't just be a needy person...give and take appropriately)
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Re: Did I go psychotic? [Re: TameMe]
#23360251 - 06/19/16 09:21 AM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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Maybe the question is, did psychotic go you?
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Re: Did I go psychotic? [Re: Khancious]
#23360394 - 06/19/16 10:14 AM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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Khancious said: Maybe the question is, did psychotic go you?
The OC Make You A God package cost this dude 2 years out of his life, and you think it's funny? It's not funny, not at all. Well if you don't think it's funny then maybe you are behind it. Are you in on the program too? What's with that crow thing? What's that all about? Or are you raven?
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Anyone else notice how the sun feels so hot lately? Do we need to use some SPF30 all the time? Will that help us not to get cancer while not getting the necessary natural vitamins the sun provides that 99% of the population doesn't get enough of but instead is getting UV freaking B'd and even UV seriously freakin' C'd?
Probably Just My Imagination...
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Is this stream of experience the outpouring of mind, or the influx of eternity within the spectrum of the I? Do I feel the air, or does the air feel me?
That's all I'm implying, an angle of perspective within the halls and mirrors of time. Who's in charge here or is that an illusion?
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Re: Did I go psychotic? [Re: Khancious]
#23360622 - 06/19/16 11:43 AM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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Khancious said: Is this stream of experience the outpouring of mind, or the influx of eternity within the spectrum of the I? Do I feel the air, or does the air feel me?
That's all I'm implying, an angle of perspective within the halls and mirrors of time. Who's in charge here or is that an illusion?
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Psychosis is supposedly an abnormal condition of the mind involving a "loss of contact with reality".
What part of reality do you think you lost?
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liquidlounge

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OrgoneConclusion said:
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I used to believe several members on this forum were making me a god, OrgoneConclusion in particular.
If I had the power to make you a god, then I must be The God. All hail OC!
Yes, LL - seek help.
No, you were a peasant who had spiritual connects, no joke.
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liquidlounge

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LunarEclipse said:
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Khancious said: Maybe the question is, did psychotic go you?
The OC Make You A God package cost this dude 2 years out of his life, and you think it's funny? It's not funny, not at all. Well if you don't think it's funny then maybe you are behind it. Are you in on the program too? What's with that crow thing? What's that all about? Or are you raven?
You try to make it seem funny, Looney.
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liquidlounge said:
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LunarEclipse said:
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Khancious said: Maybe the question is, did psychotic go you?
The OC Make You A God package cost this dude 2 years out of his life, and you think it's funny? It's not funny, not at all. Well if you don't think it's funny then maybe you are behind it. Are you in on the program too? What's with that crow thing? What's that all about? Or are you raven?
You try to make it seem funny, Looney.
No it's not funny. It's seriously not funny. At least you learned how to stalk the stalk. It's a start.
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No it's not funny. It's seriously not funny. At least you learned how to stalk the stalk.
That reminds me: what is up with corn and horror?
Short film: "Disciples of the Crow" (1983)
Film series: Children of the Corn (1984) Children of the Corn II: The Final Sacrifice (1993) Children of the Corn III: Urban Harvest (1995) Children of the Corn IV: The Gathering (1996) Children of the Corn V: Fields of Terror (1998) Children of the Corn 666: Isaac's Return (1999) Children of the Corn: Revelation (2001) Children of the Corn: Genesis (2011)
Syfy TV film: Children of the Corn (2009)
Those movies aren't scary, just make me want some butter and salt.
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OrgoneConclusion said:
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No it's not funny. It's seriously not funny. At least you learned how to stalk the stalk.
That reminds me: what is up with corn and horror?
Short film: "Disciples of the Crow" (1983)
Film series: Children of the Corn (1984) Children of the Corn II: The Final Sacrifice (1993) Children of the Corn III: Urban Harvest (1995) Children of the Corn IV: The Gathering (1996) Children of the Corn V: Fields of Terror (1998) Children of the Corn 666: Isaac's Return (1999) Children of the Corn: Revelation (2001) Children of the Corn: Genesis (2011)
Syfy TV film: Children of the Corn (2009)
Those movies aren't scary, just make me want some butter and salt.
That should scare you. Why do you want to watch all that?
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I am scared of all of you. Markos, Markos, where is MarKos?
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redgreenvines said: I am scared of all of you. Markos, Markos, where is MarKos?
He's off to judge the fucking heifers at the state fair. Some of them were young but after all he worked in a middle school he should know.
You are scared? Oh boy.
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You forgot a more or less related song.
How about this one?
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liquidlounge

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RJ Tubs 202 said: Psychosis is supposedly an abnormal condition of the mind involving a "loss of contact with reality".
What part of reality do you think you lost?
That I was becoming a god.
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liquidlounge

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Re: Did I go psychotic? [Re: deff]
#23382831 - 06/26/16 02:34 AM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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Hippocampus said: I think that's great that you are having some insight, LL

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deff said: I would say yes, those were delusions LL. I had wondered before when reading your posts if you might be having delusions. Insight into it is a huge first step Proceed from here as you will best wishes to you 
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liquidlounge

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CosmicJoke said:
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DividedQuantum said: I might be a good idea to seek professional psychiatric help, rather than rely on the Shroomery to diagnose you.
Call me old fashioned.
liquidlounge I've found your behavior to be extremely off the wall and attention seeking, sometimes post whoring a half a dozen spammed posts back to back, starting multiple nonsensical threads, etc.
You should look up pedagogy.
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You should look up pedagogy.

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You should probably go to a mental health practitioner... best case scenario, you get a highfive and all is good. other best case scenario, you get to know yourself better and what to do to keep you on this side of reality.
It's a win-win.
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What if he actually is a god? Should we not try to win favor? I, for one, could use a new car...
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liquidlounge

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You're wise OC, velly wise.
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OrgoneConclusion said: What if he actually is a god? Should we not try to win favor? I, for one, could use a new car...
I think we deserve more than just a car.
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Re: Did I go psychotic? [Re: Sun King]
#23384049 - 06/26/16 12:38 PM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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Before I ask LL to make me 20 again, I thought I would start with something small.
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liquidlounge

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If I was borderline psychotic this would likely fuel my madness.
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Sun King



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good thing you're not borderline.
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liquidlounge

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Re: Did I go psychotic? [Re: Sun King]
#23384196 - 06/26/16 01:42 PM (7 years, 7 months ago) |
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OrgoneConclusion
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The easiest way to prove you are not psychotic is to perform a miracle.
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The Potter forms Mud into something useful.
Let the miracles begin.
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liquidlounge

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OrgoneConclusion said: The easiest way to prove you are not psychotic is to perform a miracle. 
You want me to jump out of the window. Fuck off.
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OrgoneConclusion
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Huh? Sounds like your paranoia is speaking.
I am way more selfish that that. I want to win The Lottery and party like it's 2999.
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Speaking of charity, I'm waiting...
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OrgoneConclusion
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Don't push! I have a few good years left.
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liquidlounge

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Nevertheless, that would be totally awesome!

Then again, if it's too good to be true, it must be OC.
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Edited by liquidlounge (07/02/16 11:03 AM)
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Well, the definition of "a god" or 'God' necessarily includes an immortal or eternal ontological status. Eternal means without beginning or end, since beginnings and ends occur only in time, so 'gods' or 'God' is not made/created. Therefore you were not necessarily psychotic, but you were believing an untenable possibility, since 'gods' are not made, they exist from all eternity, if they exist at all. Your belief itself was both incorrect and delusional, but it is not possible to determine whether that delusion was an isolated subclinical phenomenon, or whether you were in the throes of a full-fledged psychotic episode. Psychosis is a component of certain mental disorders, physical disorders, or drug abreactions, but is not itself a disorder. One can become psychotic as a consequence of Schizophrenia or Bipolar Disorder for example, or from a physical lesion on/in the brain, or from a drug-induced psychosis.
Lastly, it is professionally unethical for a licensed mental health professional to make clinical diagnoses, sight unseen, or to venture one under the circumstances of a public forum violating the ethics of confidentiality. A face-to-face clinical evaluation in the presence of presenting symptoms is necessary in order to make a proper diagnosis. It sounds like you have a need to see a psychotherapist of one discipline or another. I'm not a medical doctor, so I recommend non-medical clinicians unless it seems that medical intervention is called for, like a presentation of florid psychotic symptoms. Yeah, they're 'chemical restraints,' but they're better than leather shackles and straight-jackets, and only for the short-term to prevent harm to self or other during the worst of it.
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MarkostheGnostic said: ...you were believing an untenable possibility...
"Ye are gods" Psalm 82:6King
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LunarEclipse
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Buster_Brown said:
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MarkostheGnostic said: ...you were believing an untenable possibility...
"Ye are gods" Psalm 82:6King
For $49.99 you too can realize your reality.
Do you get a black light too?
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Markos is being very helpful.
Psychosis is often breaking THROUGH TO reality, or some aspect of the many realities, the "infinite worlds".
If you go psychotic, you are actually more sane than most.
You need to push THROUGH TO the OTHER SIDE. Generally, there is some kind of psychological damage that prevents it.
They can't cure schizophrenia because it is "just one of the many ways in which the light shone through the cracks on our dark age".
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LunarEclipse said:
Do you get a black light too?
LOL, Blacklights can be useful "In a country where they turn back time" (bacteria) Year of the Cat lyrics
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God does not deny anybody for their actions. Many of us experience psychosis on some level, especially with drug use and/or paranoia. This part of our lives are vital to the rest of our lives, because either way we choose, our perspective will manifest itself. the choice is to continue falling, or to realize that everyone else is falling with us, and we are the only ones that know it. God is nothing to fear. Being fearful, is scarier than being fearless, and only the fearless embrace God.
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Re: Did I go psychotic? [Re: bigdoodie]
#23423531 - 07/08/16 12:54 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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bigdoodie said: ... Being fearful, is scarier than being fearless, and only the fearless embrace God.
irrefutable logic at it's finest
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