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Re: Opiate addicts support group (moved) [Re: Anonymous #13]
    #27165693 - 01/23/21 03:46 PM (3 years, 4 days ago)

Help, I have never tried opiates but I got a source for pure opium and I keep feeling the urge to try it. I'm not a downer person -and so the rationalization begins before I've even started- and so think I could get away with. But I gotta write it out of me. I just feel lonely and bored. And am constantly thinking about taking drugs. I'm more addicted to thinking about it then to drugs themselves, that doesn't make sense, I know. I think about amp or coke a lot. I'm taking a long break from psychedelics, like 10 years but still think about doing them as well. And I think about MD. Basically I'm obsessed even though I use sporadic.

I can't enjoi weed anymore after psychosis. And opiates have the lowest potential for psychosis, that's how they came on my radar and I started to fantasize about it. Reading DeQuincy, Burroughs, etc. I know if I already have this obsession with regular drugs, once I've tried opium it's always going to be there waiting for me..

I just need to get my life together right now


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Anonymous #14

Re: Opiate addicts support group (moved) [Re: theRealrollforever]
    #27165802 - 01/23/21 04:51 PM (3 years, 4 days ago)

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theRealrollforever said:
Just do something.  If you aren't in withdrawal go work out.  Life is not supposed to  be about feeling bliss 24/7.  You don't need to enjoy weed.  Just don't smoke it.  Or enjoy the medicinal effects it gives you.  How old are you?  You strike me as 18-21




I'm 25. And the post does indeed look like it's written by a kid. It's not the obsession of just starting it's the obsession of doing a lot, going through psychotic hell twice, having to quit for your own sake but then your mind keeps going there. Psychological addiction. I Don't know what exactly I was going to get out of typing the post. Except for trying to type my way out of doing opiates, and it worked, for now...

But I'm on the computer to much I guess... Thanks for your reply anyway mate, I need to give myself a kick in the arse and go excercise more.


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