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Re: Opiate addicts support group [Re: del_phoenix]
#24032848 - 01/23/17 09:46 AM (7 years, 6 days ago) |
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Just a general tip for anyone undergoing w/ds that dxm, mxe, mxp, amd 3-meo-pcp can help you so much as to not even feel withdrawals at all.
Stay safe and sane guys i'm still on the train but I wish you all could get off at the next stop you know?
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Re: Opiate addicts support group (moved) [Re: Connoisseur] 1
#24230376 - 04/09/17 01:21 PM (6 years, 9 months ago) |
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Yo conn you can stay on the wagon dog have high hopes for your future.
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Re: Opiate addicts support group (moved) [Re: Connoisseur]
#24256283 - 04/19/17 06:40 AM (6 years, 9 months ago) |
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I'm shaking, it true
I wanna sniff some blues
smoke my body weight in opium and sleep all afternoon
but I ain't a doped out zombie with a broke down body anymore.
I have meat around my bones.
I can catch a hard on finally. I'm going to live.
I wish I could say the same about sancho but he's got deeper issues than his dope habit if he still can't kick for more than a week.
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Re: Opiate addicts support group (moved) [Re: daz01] 1
#24265226 - 04/22/17 10:56 PM (6 years, 9 months ago) |
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It's really the same beast. Poppy Tea might be harder to use on occasion because it's active for so damn long.
Kratom and Suboxone are really the only two "maintenance" solutions for a junkie. I used poppy tea to prevent heroin use for a time but what ended up happening is I delayed the inevitable by a much longer time.
BTW i'm 1 month 5 days clean (of opiates only) and I feel great.
Anyone playing around with the idea of quitting remember it starts as a post like this:
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Today I woke up with the idea of quitting opiates dancing around in my head. I gathered all my paraphernalia related and did all of my leftover heroin. I'm bout to toss the bag. It's got my speed pills in it too but those are nothing but trouble to me anyways.
average junkie is dead 7 years from first use. that's fucking scary.
I want to live a long and happy life not a short and very happy life.
I wont become a fucking statistic. I want to live god dammit. The nice numbing sensation is not worth the lifetime of struggle.
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Re: Opiate addicts support group (moved) [Re: czech]
#24265232 - 04/22/17 11:04 PM (6 years, 9 months ago) |
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Another word on poppy tea...
a) I used pills, heroin and poppy tea when I had a lot of money.
b) I used heroin and poppy tea when I had a chunk of drug cash to allocate.
c) I used poppy tea when I was poor/desperate.
I always, always, always tried to stick on the poppy tea, it's a better solution. But as soon as my means improved i'd go back to A or B depending on how much dough I had.
Mother poppy will rope you in. She was designed to by nature. She will drag you down to the depths in a Sisyphean struggle. Dragged down again only to climb free and be dragged down. Break the cycle or the boulder will crush you.
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Re: Opiate addicts support group (moved) [Re: Connoisseur] 1
#24265236 - 04/22/17 11:07 PM (6 years, 9 months ago) |
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I do too. Which is why my money was allocated toward pods more than anything else (dose for dose). It lasts so damn long and it's such a clean high.
Poison. How are you doing conn?
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Re: Opiate addicts support group (moved) [Re: Connoisseur]
#24267407 - 04/23/17 10:29 PM (6 years, 9 months ago) |
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opiates are subtle. it can be hard to tell if you're feeling them.
but that slight improvement of everything is what gets people hooked.
there's nothing to hate about opiates. but there's a lot to love about life. you'll lose a lot to opiates. it's a fact. just money and time wasted.
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Re: Opiate addicts support group (moved) [Re: czech] 1
#24268586 - 04/24/17 02:23 PM (6 years, 9 months ago) |
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blender full of poppy stems
how could we not be friends
burn it down and make amends
i need to stop these trends
now more than ever I pray for the sunshine. fuck the photosensitivity.
praise the sun
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Re: Opiate addicts support group (moved) [Re: czech] 1
#24271854 - 04/25/17 10:22 PM (6 years, 8 months ago) |
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I convinced my friends dad to switch from methadone to kratom. It's a big step in the right direction for him but he's not doing it by choice cause they're making him dose in front of them and his girlfriend is dependent on takehome pills.
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Re: Opiate addicts support group (moved) [Re: Connoisseur] 1
#24334677 - 05/20/17 01:14 AM (6 years, 8 months ago) |
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Well if you're trying to stretch out that kratom, maybe try akuamma cause it works super well for withdrawal while keeping your kratom tolerance and dependence low.
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Re: Opiate addicts support group (moved) [Re: Connoisseur] 1
#24334694 - 05/20/17 01:32 AM (6 years, 8 months ago) |
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Yeah man they work alright and are pretty strong you only need like 3-4 seeds a day with your tolerance to stay well and they do last a bit longer than kratom; 6 hours. The high is somewhere between kratom and codiene.
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I'm super glad to be alive on this earth.
I'm so happy that I can feel again.
All these kids out there think life's so great when you party all the time. There needs to be a contrast. There is no light without the dark. Being comfortable is boring.
There's a thousand better ways to throw your life away.
2 months and 2 days clean of opiates and i've never been better.
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Re: Opiate addicts support group (moved) [Re: Nolan92]
#24356968 - 05/28/17 05:24 PM (6 years, 7 months ago) |
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Tramadol is a weak opiate and strong snri.
It decays into a strong opiate and weak snri
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Re: Opiate addicts support group (moved) [Re: Churning] 2
#24390871 - 06/09/17 11:26 AM (6 years, 7 months ago) |
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80 days clean of opiates today.
I took kratom 2 weeks ago but I don't count it as a relapse.
Now to work on my speed compulsion...
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Re: Opiate addicts support group (moved) [Re: Connoisseur] 2
#24427651 - 06/22/17 08:26 PM (6 years, 7 months ago) |
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Been clean of opiates for 3 whole months now.
Gonna smoke a bowl to celebrate but I smoke weed erreyday so it's just an excuse.
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Nah the money just shifted it didn't really go back to pre-dope.
That said most of my money saving, producing, and managing skills actually came from my dope habit.
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Re: Opiate addicts support group (moved) [Re: Connoisseur]
#24550792 - 08/13/17 01:47 PM (6 years, 5 months ago) |
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don't need dope I got the bottle
like a baby sucking at the teat
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Re: Opiate addicts support group (moved) [Re: Connoisseur]
#24551056 - 08/13/17 03:31 PM (6 years, 5 months ago) |
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Yeah but it don't show up drug tests, it's got built in anti-injection features, and no matter how much I drink i'll never overdose.
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Quote:
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czech said: no matter how much I drink i'll never overdose.
*facepalm*
I hope you're trolling. If not then you are the biggest fool.
I used to actually be an alcoholic. When I was 14-16 I stole a bottle of liquor every day.
My alcohol tolerance is so high. I drank a whole litre of 80 proof vodka the other day with no tolerance and I was barely inebriated. I've gone through two bottles of old crow and have yet to start slurring. Liver of steel. If I pushed my limits on a 2 pointer stamp of dope that would be a death sentence lol. Nobodies lacing my whiskey with fentanyl just yet.
It's also much easier to stop drinking. More dangerous but far easier.
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Re: Opiate addicts support group (moved) [Re: Anonymous #2]
#24553424 - 08/14/17 02:51 PM (6 years, 5 months ago) |
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Yeah you're probably right. But the if the price of my mind being calm is alcoholism then so be it.
Oh and I drink slowly. Sip away at the bottle. Taste is important to me as well.
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