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Re: Marijuana Abstinence Support Thread *DELETED* *DELETED* [Re: Crixalis]
#23425694 - 07/09/16 05:32 AM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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Hello, im Ryan
I used to be a part of those who didnt believe weed could ever be addicting only to find out its just not physically addicting but still is addicitive.
I have been smoking pretty much daily since i was 15 and im now 21 the longest ive gone without was a little over a month for a job and quitting was easy because i had a job and a girlfriend to keepe occupied.
I started back up telling myself i would only smoke 1 time a month but ended up falling back into the habit heavy again.
I have altogether probably gone 2 months not smoking of you add up all the times i had to take breaks.
I feel very addicted and it bothers me alot that i feel so uncomfortable without weed and like i cant focus on anything until i get weed.
I love cannabis and im not against nor will i ever be but i just want control back of my life.
When i quit for a month there was a time where i though maybe i can grow past it but then after a little over a month and after i passed my drug test i had cravings to do it again.
When i did it was much stronger of a high since i had zero tolerance and it was incredibly psychedelic in ways and i kept chasing that state of mind until it just turned into smoking for pleasure which is not all that pleasurable when you spend all pf your money on it.
I dont have my job anymore and am in the middle of trying to get one but i feel so depressed and THAT is what keeps me unmotivated and i smoke to make up for that and get my mind off it and it digs me deeper and deeper.
Im asking for any advice on how to get past this intense desire to smoke weed or some example on some free hobbies or past times, or things that can hrlp get me motivated and just get moving in life.
I hope i made sense
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Anonymous #1
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Re: Marijuana Abstinence Support Thread *DELETED* *DELETED* [Re: Trippedytrip]
#23425719 - 07/09/16 06:06 AM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
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Thank you
I try drinking beer every so often and i kinda like the stimulation from it but it doesnt last long and im not big on alcohol at all.
I want to be at a point where i only smoke every great once in awhile or just holidays or parties what have you.
But i know i need a good long break like really long break in order to rid myself of this desire.
Thank you i have an excercise plan i neglect to do anymore all the time
Just that first step is the hardest yknow
Wish me luck ill probably report back woth how its going in a month or so
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