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Re: Marijuana Abstinence Support Thread [Re: Jokeshopbeard]
    #23334971 - 06/12/16 03:38 AM (7 years, 7 months ago)

Dear Shroomery Forumers ,
I would be very thankfull if you read .

So here's my story ,
I moved to another Country to start my apprenticeship as i was 17 .
I had there the chance to meet new people and start in a really good Hotellerie company. The first year of working i was really entuthiastic and hat a lot of fun working and met a bunch of new people who gave me a new. impression world as i before lived in another country ( Spain) .


I met there people with who i then started smoking ganja regularly, every day 1,2 g when we had time after work etc.
I also got in the Trance/psychedelic scene and went a lot to raves and partying.
After 1,5 years of working i have gotten more and more into shit and really started creating a new carachter of myself but i wasnt really aware of how drugs where changing myself. I was heading more into a spiritual path. I had before always been an extroverted boy and have  very good school friends .

There somehow drugs have led with all the other such as stressfull/monotone and unorganized life to a more and more tunnel vision if anyone gets that.
I have also tried then Shrooms(3)when i was ready and some MDMA(1) and some times Ecstasy(5)
The MDMA on that night of my birthday fucked me up mixed with high quality weed. The anxiety came out!

I had then come to a point where i couldnt control the mind anymore. I was going working , then smoking a bowl and trying to relax after a stressy day in the hotel.

I woken up once and since that day i saw everything in 3rd person.As if i was behind me controlling myself.I was basically  aware of everything on my surroundings. At that time i didnt do much Herb and neither other drugs.
  It did felt rare but i didnt panic and kept on with my daily life basis. After 3,4 months nearly in that state i had lost totally the North vision and opened my eyes for very first time looking how i had messed up myself physically and mentally due to depression followed by anxiety and psychosis finally.

I have now gotten an medical break about for 2 months from my doctor .
I am home now  with family and i have figured it all out but the consequences are devastating.
I didnt have my feet on the ground anymore i had been on such a long mental journey that i have basically lost my head . Its like i have consumes all of my past thoughts and good moments in life and i cant see it with the same eyes , i think  i had  an spiritual awakening.

I still can speak my 5 languages and live normal but i have lost my short-term memory/photographic memory and my head has dramatically shrinked , the hippocampus and the frontal cortex aswell.

Me perceiving life is now completely different but i asume in what i have been into and tryng to take a turn. I have my family , friends and my phsycologist who helps me. I am neither taking anti-psychotics and i wont take them.
Doing lot of sport and meditation and pumping nice Goa/Psytrance tunes .
I am now feeling better but i regret that i have harmed so much myself .

It is my first ever breakdown/depression and i am gaining time by time my autoestime again. I have misunderstood a lot about how Marihuana works and underevaluated it . I think i must be now abstinent for. along time from drugs.
I have learned from it , it also has teached me wich way i should lead really in life and how.
I am thankfull that for but its still very complicated to restart.
Do you think when im recovered when smoking again can lead to a same path???
Has anyone had such a nervous breakdown ?
Do you have any tips for a better recovery?
I am happy how i am now but i cant truly see life as i did before and it will take a long time !
I am going with my 2 eyes opened and with my guts loaded and much more prepared as i was before in terms of security.
I would be happy if someone answers.
Thanks guys peace out


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Re: Marijuana Abstinence Support Thread [Re: Jean-guy Masta]
    #23336108 - 06/12/16 11:55 AM (7 years, 7 months ago)

Thanks Masta it helps knowing that there are more people out there troubling with it.

What makes me go crazy is i have like lost my entirely back head or my  face has gotten inside me lol.

Should i also stop smoking cigarettes ?
Depersonalisation correlates with the person who someone is?
If you have a very strong personality are there less possibilities that something like this happens to you?

Thanks mate


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Re: Marijuana Abstinence Support Thread [Re: Jean-guy Masta]
    #23336575 - 06/12/16 02:22 PM (7 years, 7 months ago)

Hey again Masta,

Its truly interesant and shoking like in wich state i am.
I have all the symptoms you have listed up , the worse one is the one with the time lol its freaking fast! The days pass by so fuckig fast. Before i could slow the time !

Well maybe it hasnt happened the thing bout the Hipoocampus and cortex and it just in my mind. But i perceive like that my body is enormous and my head is really tiny  and my near family says it tough.

I cant see it like trough my eyes neither when i close them i see it from the 3rd eye perspective you know what i mean??  I cant remember like situations photographically btw thats because of the short memory
. I am now 2 weeks without Weed/Alcohol , it has gotten better but i still feel like i cant do the shit i used to and be the same extroverted guy as before!  thats pretty annoying.

I guess it is a matter of time and i know i can really take life more calmly as i used to unless the time is going 2x faster lol!!

I stay chilled with the ones i love and try do live a normal life , the anxiety comes a little when im outside but i have passed that . I can control my toughts and i have passed the state of "numbness"

I think if you reach the point in socializing again and doing a normal life without even thinking about it your mind will forget it and youll come out or how does this go ?

Have you got out of it completely?
Is there a brain damage ?
As i am 19 , brain is totally evolved at 25 so it will get bigger no?
I think it is not from drug abundance, i think i have used them wrong because many times il just always think bout the past like if i have changed that this would be now like this etc..
Dumb thoughts on drugs wich have made me go in that state !

Thanks Masta !

Cya

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Re: Marijuana Abstinence Support Thread [Re: LittleDaddy]
    #23338327 - 06/13/16 02:39 AM (7 years, 7 months ago)

Thanks for the answer Masta !
I truly had a shocking dream last night haha!! i was like alive in the dream scaryy.
I think my body has the Phisical craving of pot and my mind is sometimes still racing but i can stop it with no prob!
LittleDaddy good idea going walking/hiking !

I think the same as you ,

The Hotter the Battle , the sweeter Jah Victory  and i know it will be sweet i have battled way to long!:stoned:


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Re: Marijuana Abstinence Support Thread [Re: Trippedytrip]
    #23338749 - 06/13/16 08:42 AM (7 years, 7 months ago)

Another Questions Guys!


I have neirly all the smoking time i had smoked a lot of Sativa with hogh THC levels.

What about indica going only on body high with more CBD .

Does iit go good for recovering body pain ?
Have you tried while on recovering from DP?

thats all thanks

cya


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Re: Marijuana Abstinence Support Thread [Re: Jean-guy Masta]
    #23339922 - 06/13/16 03:26 PM (7 years, 7 months ago)

Thanks Masta ,

I am walking now every day , good for relaxing mind and body and getting fresh air.

Do you have a link to the vid i cant open it hm

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Re: Marijuana Abstinence Support Thread [Re: Trippedytrip]
    #23339979 - 06/13/16 03:43 PM (7 years, 7 months ago)

Aha so The opposite isnt sobriety it is connection , social connection as in the nicely rat park haha

Well that makes pretty well since and explains it all about coming out of the cage!


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Re: Marijuana Abstinence Support Thread [Re: Shroomism]
    #23392879 - 06/29/16 01:58 AM (7 years, 6 months ago)

Agree ,

You were lazy before smoking..
You get thinner
Moderation is the clue
Abusing it will pawn you in the ass as it did to me.
My anxiety just kicked in when i stopped smoking.
Genetics..


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Re: Marijuana Abstinence Support Thread *DELETED* *DELETED* [Re: Lizamasllama]
    #23416458 - 07/06/16 10:13 AM (7 years, 6 months ago)

Good decision, when the time has come it has come , by some earlier some less.


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Re: Marijuana Abstinence Support Thread *DELETED* *DELETED* [Re: Anonymous #1]
    #23425715 - 07/09/16 06:00 AM (7 years, 6 months ago)

Weed is briging you deeper in a hole wich you wont be able to come out so fast if you continue so.
Do some exercising/meditate instead of smoking/yoga/est well/socialise/go outside.

I stopped weed because it doesnt get me anymore to the point i want it as before.

Just pass on to alcohol a time and then your craving will get less and less. You get addicted mentally and physically and your brain is now on the stop of thinking i guess because you could only have a clear head on weed.

Let time pass by do the things i suggested and you will get better and you can achieve a life with less consume.
Smoke once a month and get yourself as a present some goodies and smoke all the night out as reward :smile:


Thats my advice keep on

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Re: Marijuana Abstinence Support Thread *DELETED* *DELETED* [Re: Anonymous #1]
    #23425751 - 07/09/16 06:37 AM (7 years, 6 months ago)

Best wishes for you ,

My situation is worse so be happy :smile:


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Re: Marijuana Abstinence Support Thread *DELETED* *DELETED* [Re: LittleDaddy]
    #23454986 - 07/19/16 04:37 AM (7 years, 6 months ago)

Just wanted to post.

I had been 5-6 absinent from Mj.
As time passes by i dont really need it i am going to live sober some time and its cool and maybe smoke one when im nervous.

I am sweating as shit haha but thats all . Goddes plant <3

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    #23471335 - 07/24/16 03:27 AM (7 years, 6 months ago)

Exactly the same.
Working 2 years and the best of the day was the J after worl wich kept me motivated to hard work.

I just was very happy when i finished work and could give a fuck to all those dumb people.

I feel ya .


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