Wow holy shit. Seeing this post today is crazy. There was a lot of truth in what I wrote those years ago, but it was basically me going crazy from mushrooms, and obsessing over this girl.
The way it finally ended up was: I eventually started to date a girl at my work at the time, and about a week after that, the girl I was still in love with, Id still go visit her everyday. About a week after hooking up with the girl at work, Her and her crazy ex bf broke up, after I came in and witnessed him trying to rape her, and beat her.
The timing was soooo strange. Because i had been trying to get with her for YEARS. And then a week after I started going out with another girl, she finally became available. After they broke up, we all went out for one last supper, at the bar across the street. I was there with my new gf, and the girl i haad loved for so many years before. Another guy snaked his way in right after they broke up, and I wasn't single, so it all seemed like THat was the way it was supposed to be.....
So I decided It's time to move on, and see where my new relationship would take me. So me and the new girl moved away from our small town to the big city.
It was a month later, we had our own apt, and everything seemed fine. One day I went into a subway to get lunch in the big city, and WHO DO YOU THINK SERVED ME.
The girl I had loved for so many years before that, put her hand on my shoulder, and said "Guess who" she had moved to the same big city as me, a month after I did, and she literally worked, and lived right down the street from my new place.
When this started happening, I refuse to think it was all a coincidence. There were too many coincidences involving her. It actually frustrated the hell out of me, and I thought I was crazy.
I then began to tell my gf at the time, about all these coincidences, and admitted i had loved the girl for years before i met her. (which made her extremely jealous of this girl)
Anyways I broke contact with the girl, and tried just avoiding her like she didn't exist, because it hurt too much to be around her, but not be with me romantically.
Currently I am single, and I broke up with that other girl, a year ago. (she was insane i found out)
The girl i had loved to this day still works at the store As a few years back, and she's single.
Crazy to see how it all turned out. And I don't doubt Our path will cross again one day.
-------------------- Fact: Saving the environment can take centuries A blow job can take up to 5 minutes. "When was the last time you heard green peace talk about the immense pleasure you get when you put your penis in someone Else's mouth? " -jonlajoie
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