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Re: Has anyone broken the barrier between mind/ percieved reality? Dream in real life? [Re: glimpee]
#21426443 - 03/18/15 11:52 AM (8 years, 10 months ago) |
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God I hate reading but I guess I really HAVE to read it haha. I really hope one day I can at least take a diet - if not I would be more than willing to give myself over to a shaman as an aid for a few years. God I wish I had connections
Castaneda's books are fantastic and fun to read. There's a reason why they sold millions and millions of copies and had so much cultural influence. You'll probably enjoy them. One of the absolute most remarkable first hand accounts of what is truly possible for a human being to spiritually achieve that has nothing to do with traditional definitions of success and fame.
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Re: Has anyone broken the barrier between mind/ percieved reality? Dream in real life? [Re: KauaiOrca]
#21427090 - 03/18/15 02:36 PM (8 years, 10 months ago) |
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God I hate reading but I guess I really HAVE to read it haha. I really hope one day I can at least take a diet - if not I would be more than willing to give myself over to a shaman as an aid for a few years. God I wish I had connections
Castaneda's books are fantastic and fun to read. There's a reason why they sold millions and millions of copies and had so much cultural influence. You'll probably enjoy them. One of the absolute most remarkable first hand accounts of what is truly possible for a human being to spiritually achieve that has nothing to do with traditional definitions of success and fame.
ah well seeing as I read that stuff on my computer anyways I guess you're right 
I'll order the first 2 within the week
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Re: Has anyone broken the barrier between mind/ percieved reality? Dream in real life? [Re: glimpee]
#21570921 - 04/20/15 09:07 AM (8 years, 9 months ago) |
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So I just had an amazing yet extremely frightening experience
So I was laying in bed. I had initially woke up four hours before. I had spend those four hours MOSTLY squirming in discomfort
At around 10:30, I remembered that I just had a dream.
In reality - a friend I just got in a fight with showed me some glass he blew
In my dream - a similar friend who is way too into drugs and dealing showed me the glass he blew
I think I ripped DMT out of one, and I remember "Seeing" into the bowl as I ripped it somehow, and seeing almost like a portal stretching the neck and like an eye at the end of it. Pretty cool.
I woke up, remembered this, and then closed my eyes. I saw a detailed greenish yellow eye. I opened my eyes, and I saw two MASSIVE spiders coming down from the ceiling. I was wondering how they were so big, and then I realized that it must just be my perspective. They're descending right onto me! Holy shit! (this is also important because I recently contemplated the return of the spiders - vowing to let them bite me, I need to extend my need of love. I kinda forgot this and killed two spiders though)
But here's the craziest part. When I got up - I kept my eyes on the spiders. They inverted on themselves (kinda like the image of a spider curling its legs - but grosser and imagine it continues curling in.)
So the spiders disappeared from reality.
I JUST HAD MY FIRST HALLUCINATION!
The problem is - I didn't control it. In fact - I thought it was real and it actually SCARED me.
Im a little worried now 1. I didn't think I would be hallucinating this soon. I thought I would have better control of mind-body-soul before that happened
2. I need to find a way to harness these hallucinations before they begin to interfere with my life. I don't know how, at least not for sure.
-------------------- Just because I am arrogant does not mean I forget my place. It is how I choose to talk. I am not a monk. I am my own path, and I am without influence. Talk to me about my core being before you question my mental stability or life-choices. Chances are, they're only shocking to you because they don't fit your idea of what is.
Check out my Art Journal for some stuff I do http://www.shroomery.org/forums/showflat.php/Number/21647069
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Re: Has anyone broken the barrier between mind/ percieved reality? Dream in real life? [Re: glimpee]
#21571072 - 04/20/15 09:51 AM (8 years, 9 months ago) |
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i find that post confusing!
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Re: Has anyone broken the barrier between mind/ percieved reality? Dream in real life? [Re: zzripz]
#21571102 - 04/20/15 10:01 AM (8 years, 9 months ago) |
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zzripz said: i find that post confusing!
The initial one or the spider hallucination one?
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Check out my Art Journal for some stuff I do http://www.shroomery.org/forums/showflat.php/Number/21647069
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Re: Has anyone broken the barrier between mind/ percieved reality? Dream in real life? [Re: glimpee]
#21571291 - 04/20/15 11:14 AM (8 years, 9 months ago) |
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the one above mine that said 'i find your post confusing'...
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Re: Has anyone broken the barrier between mind/ percieved reality? Dream in real life? [Re: zzripz]
#21571306 - 04/20/15 11:22 AM (8 years, 9 months ago) |
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zzripz said: the one above mine that said 'i find your post confusing'...
Ok I decided to make it a thread http://www.shroomery.org/forums/showflat.php/Number/21571299/vc/1#21571299
but I guess a TL:DR is I was laying in bed this morning, I closed my eyes, and since I couldn't sleep I decided to "look at stuff" with my eyes closed. I somehow got a pretty detailed eye to mirror my eyes movements - and it was pretty cool.
I then opened my eyes, and saw two massive spiders. Like they'd each be a few pounds.
I kinda didn't register how it was possible. I then realized "they're not huge, its just the perspective!"
So I got up - and it turned out they weren't above me, they were a foot to my left - and still pretty big. As I got up, the spiders kindof inverted in on themselves, and reduced in size until they were completely gone.
I had hallucinated for the first time. Something I haven't been able to achieve on any drug but DMT, and something that I did not think I was going to experience while sober until I went through a few more years of practice.
Hope that clears stuff up
-------------------- Just because I am arrogant does not mean I forget my place. It is how I choose to talk. I am not a monk. I am my own path, and I am without influence. Talk to me about my core being before you question my mental stability or life-choices. Chances are, they're only shocking to you because they don't fit your idea of what is.
Check out my Art Journal for some stuff I do http://www.shroomery.org/forums/showflat.php/Number/21647069
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Re: Has anyone broken the barrier between mind/ percieved reality? Dream in real life? [Re: glimpee]
#21572212 - 04/20/15 03:15 PM (8 years, 9 months ago) |
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some years ago, it was daylight and I was walking down a road near my home, and I looked at some where and had EXPECTED to see something--a car--and for a split second I saw it as clear and solid as you like and then it disappeared
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Re: Has anyone broken the barrier between mind/ percieved reality? Dream in real life? [Re: zzripz]
#21572595 - 04/20/15 05:11 PM (8 years, 9 months ago) |
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Hi Glimpee, I was thinking about this yesterday (the topic in general) and one thing that occurred to me was to ask, have you ever thought about delving into prescient abilities? That is, to see the future, this type of thing? For me, this has usually been the area of focus when I think of such things. . . It seems that, to be able to predict the future, and choose the best path, is one of the most valuable skills.
The Tantra teachings of visualization are interesting, to be able to produce visualizations and then to dispel them, knowing they were only appearances... it's also one of the higher parts of the training, the last stages before full realization.
One good thing to remember is to go slowly - what Emerson said, and also Hanh, the leader of the Rinzai school, expressed it well: 'Smile, breathe and go slowly.'
Just wondering what your thoughts on prediction powers are; to me those might be most useful in adverting some of the crises which are facing us -- environmental primarily, war secondarily.
It's interesting you wrote about spiders -- they're actually very significant in some traditions, especially Paganism.
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Re: Has anyone broken the barrier between mind/ percieved reality? Dream in real life? [Re: once in a lifetime]
#21572833 - 04/20/15 06:16 PM (8 years, 9 months ago) |
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once in a lifetime said: Hi Glimpee, I was thinking about this yesterday (the topic in general) and one thing that occurred to me was to ask, have you ever thought about delving into prescient abilities? That is, to see the future, this type of thing? For me, this has usually been the area of focus when I think of such things. . . It seems that, to be able to predict the future, and choose the best path, is one of the most valuable skills.
The Tantra teachings of visualization are interesting, to be able to produce visualizations and then to dispel them, knowing they were only appearances... it's also one of the higher parts of the training, the last stages before full realization.
One good thing to remember is to go slowly - what Emerson said, and also Hanh, the leader of the Rinzai school, expressed it well: 'Smile, breathe and go slowly.'
Just wondering what your thoughts on prediction powers are; to me those might be most useful in adverting some of the crises which are facing us -- environmental primarily, war secondarily.
It's interesting you wrote about spiders -- they're actually very significant in some traditions, especially Paganism.
I believe in the fourth dimension, which means I believe in a predestined future... in a way. Considering the fifth exists - I know we have SOME type of "free will"
but intuition and gut feelings are 100% forms of "future telling" in my book
I've had too many coincidences with my thoughts/intuition and subsequent events.
Edit: I should add - I don't care about knowing the future. Im trying to focus on living in the now, for now
-------------------- Just because I am arrogant does not mean I forget my place. It is how I choose to talk. I am not a monk. I am my own path, and I am without influence. Talk to me about my core being before you question my mental stability or life-choices. Chances are, they're only shocking to you because they don't fit your idea of what is.
Check out my Art Journal for some stuff I do http://www.shroomery.org/forums/showflat.php/Number/21647069
Edited by glimpee (04/20/15 06:17 PM)
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Re: Has anyone broken the barrier between mind/ percieved reality? Dream in real life? [Re: crkhd]
#22719659 - 12/31/15 03:42 AM (8 years, 1 month ago) |
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crkhd said: Oh you have a visually and spiritually different world. My hands tingle with Divine Light, if I focus carefully I can reconfigure my DNA, my very Who-I-AM-ness and it will alter the lines on my palms, each line represents an aspect of yourself. I can feel the chakras of my own body and those around me on my hands, I can intuit directly everything about the world around me, what people are thinking and feeling, how they're feeling, what they're about to decide before they've even decided, all sorts, it's pure Oneness. Even so, life is a test and a trial, even so the quest to Love and be Loved remains, it's not about these powers though these powers are super fucking cool and far far beyond anything humans could dream of in a superhero movie, but in any case the real deal is the Cosmic Love, tapping into Divine Love and manifesting it in the moment Now, purifying oneself so as to be a truer conduit of Divine Light, to raise the vibration of the Earth from crude and filled with suffering needless to pure and light and loving and joyful, that's the whole real reason Kundalini awakens in the first place.
In this state you sense everything not simply as 3D, but as a field of infinite potential in infinite dimensions, and everything is ruled by the imagination. Now in this state it's like the hallucinogenic state in that you can manifest whatever you want to imagine but what differentiates it from the hallucinogenic state is that it's an objective physical manifestation, and yes, by that I mean that you can manifest shit and others can see it with their own two eyes, you develop the ability to warp and bend Reality to your will. Freaky shit, scary shit, real shit.
You get the Turiya state which is basically like being awake continuously and completely uninterrupted, you stay awake and aware even while sleeping, waking up is like switching on a computer from suspend mode. Then with the Kundalini itself you can enter astral states in waking consciousness and manifest other worldly beings and all sorts, all wide awake, it's like one constant DMT trip.
It's scary as fuck as you don't know what's out there, it's all new territory. But there is solace to be found in knowing that the Self is One, the Self itself is Pure Love so ultimately none of these beings are all that scary.
With active Kundalini you are permanently in the zone 24/7 too. Your life becomes one long synchronicity. The world moves around you, through You, through your thoughts and mind, everything makes perfect sense, no more questioning "is it coincidence?", for you begin to see the hyperspatial currents of divine thought, the ideas of the Overmind which breathes and shapes everything into being. You can see exactly how the outer world is manifested through your innermost thoughts, feelings and actions and you can understand the behaviour of others as it arises in the moment, knowing others intimately as you know your own self. Kundalini is basically 'real life', that's the best way I could put it. Previous to this, the sober human life felt so limited and restricted that I wondered what the point of life was at all, if it was just to eat and shit I'd rather die than bother. But now it is known that each of us, should we choose to accept our mission, has an ultimate Divine purpose to fulfill on Earth.
Kundalini is everything you could dream of, and more, and then some more on top of that and beyond. It makes you respect the vastness and majesty of the universe, knowing that very same vastness and majesty to be your very own Being
It's soooo much more, it's real life. For instance today I operated on my mother, she's been suffering from 'schizophrenia' which really to say she talks to the spirits, today I did a healing on her and felt currents of energy running through me into her third eye/brain, cleansing her field and rearranging my DNA in turn, purifying it. That's basically the primary point of it all, it's to purify and attain to your authentic fully enlightened self, the pure radiant luminous joyful self, the One with perfect compassion and perfect Love. Essentially, God-mode. You gain the ability to sense Reality for what it is, its full dimensionality, when holding an object you can feel its entire past, present and future, put it this way - if "normal" life is being a player in the game, then Kundalini is basically like having the game on debug mode where you can code it at will.
Teach me. I've experienced these states in bursts - any experienced a lot far beyond any human comprehension in a regular state
But I haven't been able to achieve it for more than a few hours, if that. And only while I'm tripping so far. I had a glimpse or two of this creational power in dreams recently as well
I am beginning to understand, I know existence vs reality, I have felt oneness and ultimate unbound creation
But I have no control. And you're right, its fucking scary
but always infinitely beautiful.
-------------------- Just because I am arrogant does not mean I forget my place. It is how I choose to talk. I am not a monk. I am my own path, and I am without influence. Talk to me about my core being before you question my mental stability or life-choices. Chances are, they're only shocking to you because they don't fit your idea of what is.
Check out my Art Journal for some stuff I do http://www.shroomery.org/forums/showflat.php/Number/21647069
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