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if u cant trust love if u cant trust that its strength is stronger then time and hate and injustice and that love is a pool of energy that never runs out then what can you trust when love fails u search for more love only to find blank sheets of paper where a story was once told and u see the future this struggle against an unseen force the force of destiny draging u along the bottom of a miserable world that brings u down as high as u may go my love my passion a thing of past memories my love faded and here i will remain to the last remembernce my soul drifting with her eyes the nakedness of my soul exposed and torn away
fuckin hell as soon as i started lifting my head up and started trying to be posotive i get fucked in the head and i cant stand it.........the girl i love my first love told me she wanted to go out with me i have been wanting this a long time but i never felt that she wanted too but now the guy she just broke up with convinced her to go back out with her so in the same instance she tells me that she cant go out with me .... i fuckin am breaking now i walked around today a stone cold mess nothing feels anymore im so pissed at everything i cant stand the way my life comes in pairs . every time something positve happens a negative thing happens to make it worthless and make me feel like shit........i started college today and all i could think about was her she kept me awake all night last night. instead of being happy im sad.. my thoughts drifting i cant keep going on like this i need to understand all of this shit and i cant i just want to let go and not feel this pain that constantly joins my happyness why do the ones that u love hurt u the most
but me and her have been friends since we broke up a year ago and as much as i want to forget about her its so hard when she comes over and hangs out... and how can i tell her that how could i just give up and forget her thats impossible i want her in my life even if she isnt my lover and she is my friend and so im doomed inside my self inflicted prison