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Re: Alcoholics Anonymous (Come and share thread) [Re: Anonymous #24] * 1
    #27559629 - 11/27/21 02:33 PM (2 years, 1 month ago)

Whats going on in this thread?

Hi im Alex and im an alcohol, drug, sex, love, fantasy, intrigue, codependent, sugar, gambling,shopping, device/internet, and THINKING type 3 addict

I am without defense against the first think.When im not too far gone I can usually snap myself out of it by cracking open the BigBook, when I am too far gone I start running rampant on self will which can carry me in strange directions, commiting strange actions

im only about 40 days in program, ive been stalled on step 4 for a while, I half measured it twice before deciding to litterly writing down every memory that came to mind, when im finished that im going to comb through it for resentments, fears and harms, and do a proper inventory

I havnt actually done any work in like 4 or 5 days, I have to get on that tonight


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Re: Alcoholics Anonymous (Come and share thread) [Re: Northerner]
    #27566533 - 12/02/21 05:05 PM (2 years, 1 month ago)

So someone today kinda snapped me out of the weird people snorting I was.doing the last 5 days or so, but im still super unmotivated, I writ out my life story, I just have to comb it for inventory items, and then im finished step 4, but I feel super unmotivated since like a week ago, maybe 2 weeks, today I spent literally all day on social media once I stopped the people snorting

EDIT;

I was getting really weird too, you should have seen what I did in the bathroom today afyer my shower


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For most of the normies out there, an operating system is just a bootloader for Google Chrome.

Since Disney has obtained tremendous value from the public domain, knows how important the public domain is, and is firmly determined to never contribute anything to it.

My pronouns are He and Him, and my adjectives are Fat and Jazzy

:kratom:


Edited by gopher (12/02/21 05:07 PM)


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Re: Alcoholics Anonymous (Come and share thread) [Re: Doc9151]
    #27571872 - 12/06/21 09:12 PM (2 years, 1 month ago)

SLAA members are weird like that, we quit the drugs and people become the new drugs

And I said 5 days, but my concept of time was fucked, when I seen a meeting last night I remembered shareing at the week before that I was strugling, I realized its been at least 10 days, if not like 15


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For most of the normies out there, an operating system is just a bootloader for Google Chrome.

Since Disney has obtained tremendous value from the public domain, knows how important the public domain is, and is firmly determined to never contribute anything to it.

My pronouns are He and Him, and my adjectives are Fat and Jazzy

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Re: Alcoholics Anonymous (Come and share thread) [Re: Anonymous #26]
    #27575006 - 12/09/21 04:36 PM (2 years, 1 month ago)

Quote:

Anonymous #25 said:
My dad just found my brother dead in his apt from drinking.


Stop drinking.



:hug:


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For most of the normies out there, an operating system is just a bootloader for Google Chrome.

Since Disney has obtained tremendous value from the public domain, knows how important the public domain is, and is firmly determined to never contribute anything to it.

My pronouns are He and Him, and my adjectives are Fat and Jazzy

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Re: Alcoholics Anonymous (Come and share thread) [Re: gopher]
    #27575011 - 12/09/21 04:45 PM (2 years, 1 month ago)

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The idea that somehow, someday he will control and enjoy his drinking is the great obsession of every abnormal drinker. The persistence of this illusion is astonishing. Many pursue it into the gates of insanity or death.





Im kinda heading down the insanity road myself these days


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For most of the normies out there, an operating system is just a bootloader for Google Chrome.

Since Disney has obtained tremendous value from the public domain, knows how important the public domain is, and is firmly determined to never contribute anything to it.

My pronouns are He and Him, and my adjectives are Fat and Jazzy

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Re: Alcoholics Anonymous (Come and share thread) [Re: Anonymous #24]
    #27578524 - 12/12/21 10:45 AM (2 years, 1 month ago)

Yeah ,I don't really crave drugs these days, and when I do it quickly passes

Thinking addictions suck though blocking me from God, I'm always in the past or future, never in the present, Gods showed me his hand, but I don't have conscious contact, when I meditate, I just have all the same thoughts I have throughout the day

I find music helps me stay present, its hard to be somewhere else while focusing on the lyrics, but music dosnt allow me to improve behaviors, sorta a crutch, but I have music on most of the day


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For most of the normies out there, an operating system is just a bootloader for Google Chrome.

Since Disney has obtained tremendous value from the public domain, knows how important the public domain is, and is firmly determined to never contribute anything to it.

My pronouns are He and Him, and my adjectives are Fat and Jazzy

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Re: Alcoholics Anonymous (Come and share thread) [Re: Anonymous #24]
    #27578527 - 12/12/21 10:46 AM (2 years, 1 month ago)

Have you done the step? I've been on four forever, kinda been slacking, but I'm almost done, I got a date set on the 28th to five my doctor


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For most of the normies out there, an operating system is just a bootloader for Google Chrome.

Since Disney has obtained tremendous value from the public domain, knows how important the public domain is, and is firmly determined to never contribute anything to it.

My pronouns are He and Him, and my adjectives are Fat and Jazzy

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Re: Alcoholics Anonymous (Come and share thread) [Re: Anonymous #24] * 1
    #27578642 - 12/12/21 12:13 PM (2 years, 1 month ago)

Yeah, I already rushed 4/5 and it led to some strange shit happening, in my reflection on the end of 5 start of 6 there was a fire lol, my sponsor felt compelled to tell me he is writing his life story out for his couples therapy, and didn't know why he had to tell me, and I was like cause that's what my shrink wants from me, so I have it written out, I just need to comb through it for fears, resentments and harms and do a proper inventory on them

My home group is SLAA, a group called spiritual gangsters, started as a few ppl in Toronto, and then covid blew it up into a thousands of people international fellowship, we follow the BigBook as its the undiluted message, but we replace drinking with thinking, there's multiple meetings everyday, but the big meeting is Wednesday at 7pm

There's also a AA meeting in my town, but its a speaker meeting so I don't get to share during it, and I'm too shy to socialize before and after, so I don't even know why I go

If Spiritual Gangsters ever starts meeting in person again, I'll probably move back to Toronto, don't think any other fellowships would have caught my attention like these guys did


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For most of the normies out there, an operating system is just a bootloader for Google Chrome.

Since Disney has obtained tremendous value from the public domain, knows how important the public domain is, and is firmly determined to never contribute anything to it.

My pronouns are He and Him, and my adjectives are Fat and Jazzy

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Re: Alcoholics Anonymous (Come and share thread) [Re: gopher] * 1
    #27578649 - 12/12/21 12:19 PM (2 years, 1 month ago)

I chose my doctor because my sponsor wants me to give my entire step 5 to one person, not to compartmentalize it various people, and a doctor is the properly appointed authority for some of my items


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For most of the normies out there, an operating system is just a bootloader for Google Chrome.

Since Disney has obtained tremendous value from the public domain, knows how important the public domain is, and is firmly determined to never contribute anything to it.

My pronouns are He and Him, and my adjectives are Fat and Jazzy

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Re: Alcoholics Anonymous (Come and share thread) [Re: Doc9151]
    #27596424 - 12/27/21 03:10 PM (2 years, 1 month ago)

Quote:

Doc9151 said:

I have just inherited a bar, but I'm having serious reservations about it, even though I no longer desire alcohol. I have a problem killing a nearly hundred year legacy by closing the doors, because I'm feeling guilty for being a poison peddler now.






Lol, fill the bar with slogans, 90 in 90,meeting makers make it, easy does it but do it, nothing changes if nothing changes

Have BigBooks for sale

Have planted fellows drinking cokes slipping in solution into peoples conversations


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For most of the normies out there, an operating system is just a bootloader for Google Chrome.

Since Disney has obtained tremendous value from the public domain, knows how important the public domain is, and is firmly determined to never contribute anything to it.

My pronouns are He and Him, and my adjectives are Fat and Jazzy

:kratom:


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Re: Alcoholics Anonymous (Come and share thread) [Re: asterix]
    #27612414 - 01/09/22 03:46 AM (2 years, 19 days ago)

I heard you face your darkest demons on ibogaine, the book says you need to experience a total psychic change, perhaps ibogaine is one way to do that

The program is more then just not drinking, its sorta a whole occult practice, combining both faith and works


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For most of the normies out there, an operating system is just a bootloader for Google Chrome.

Since Disney has obtained tremendous value from the public domain, knows how important the public domain is, and is firmly determined to never contribute anything to it.

My pronouns are He and Him, and my adjectives are Fat and Jazzy

:kratom:


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Re: Alcoholics Anonymous (Come and share thread) [Re: CaptainTrips420]
    #27623625 - 01/18/22 02:19 PM (2 years, 9 days ago)

The description of the addict is on 20-21, it describes three types of addict, type 1s can quit or moderate like its nothing, type 2s can quit or moderate if a reason becomes operative, like ill health or meeting a new life partner, type 3s can't quit and have a problem, a doctor could tell them they have 10% of a liver left and they will continue to drink

I'm only a type 2 drinker/addict/sex addict, I attend program because I'm a type 3 thinker, I can't put down the self-will, I need a program for living

Its a problem when folks start qualifying other peoples addictions, people can self qualify using the text on 20-21, did anyone there even have a BigBook?


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For most of the normies out there, an operating system is just a bootloader for Google Chrome.

Since Disney has obtained tremendous value from the public domain, knows how important the public domain is, and is firmly determined to never contribute anything to it.

My pronouns are He and Him, and my adjectives are Fat and Jazzy

:kratom:


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Re: Alcoholics Anonymous (Come and share thread) [Re: TheFakeSunRa]
    #27634023 - 01/26/22 03:56 PM (2 years, 1 day ago)

What's everyone's opinion of going against your sponsors wishes?

My sponsor wants me to do in person amends when possible, video conferencing amends if in person is not possible, and email/ snailmail if video conferencing not possible

I'm going to chicken out of a few of the amends if I have to do in person or video

I need to start off with the buffer of text

I'm going to send my email and put my phone number at the bottom

If they want to hear me in person they can call me

I am absolutely terrified of making first contact, but if they contact me I can deal


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For most of the normies out there, an operating system is just a bootloader for Google Chrome.

Since Disney has obtained tremendous value from the public domain, knows how important the public domain is, and is firmly determined to never contribute anything to it.

My pronouns are He and Him, and my adjectives are Fat and Jazzy

:kratom:


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Re: Alcoholics Anonymous (Come and share thread) [Re: TheFakeSunRa]
    #27634129 - 01/26/22 05:25 PM (2 years, 1 day ago)

My sponsor says not to do what he says blindly and to ask God

I'm not in 12 step to stop drinking, kratom did that for me without steps, I'm in 12 step because I need a program for living, I'm a classic case of self will run riot


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For most of the normies out there, an operating system is just a bootloader for Google Chrome.

Since Disney has obtained tremendous value from the public domain, knows how important the public domain is, and is firmly determined to never contribute anything to it.

My pronouns are He and Him, and my adjectives are Fat and Jazzy

:kratom:


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Re: Alcoholics Anonymous (Come and share thread) [Re: CaptainTrips420] * 1
    #27637108 - 01/29/22 07:31 AM (1 year, 11 months ago)

Go to a meeting and get a sponsor, I'm only on step 9 so I can't sponsor yet, but I'd be comfortable walking you through step 1, which I think will get you wanting to find a real sponsor


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For most of the normies out there, an operating system is just a bootloader for Google Chrome.

Since Disney has obtained tremendous value from the public domain, knows how important the public domain is, and is firmly determined to never contribute anything to it.

My pronouns are He and Him, and my adjectives are Fat and Jazzy

:kratom:


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Re: Alcoholics Anonymous (Come and share thread) [Re: TheFakeSunRa] * 1
    #27637114 - 01/29/22 07:36 AM (1 year, 11 months ago)

Yes but people dont generally show up to meetings, whip out a bottle and say I only drank this much, he's new and needs help, but there could be other new people who sees the bottle and its a huge trigger


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For most of the normies out there, an operating system is just a bootloader for Google Chrome.

Since Disney has obtained tremendous value from the public domain, knows how important the public domain is, and is firmly determined to never contribute anything to it.

My pronouns are He and Him, and my adjectives are Fat and Jazzy

:kratom:


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Re: Alcoholics Anonymous (Come and share thread) [Re: Anonymous #24]
    #27637601 - 01/29/22 02:42 PM (1 year, 11 months ago)

I also know a meeting that kicks ass, but its SLAA not AA, but its also a Big Book meeting so the addiction dosnt really matter when you are talking about the BigBook, its Wednesdays at 7pm EST if anyone wants to go I willpost the zoom deets, its OPEN so you dont have to identify as a sex and love addict, they also secretly want codependants there, but there was a huge drama putting "codepedants welcome" in the info, we almost got delisted


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For most of the normies out there, an operating system is just a bootloader for Google Chrome.

Since Disney has obtained tremendous value from the public domain, knows how important the public domain is, and is firmly determined to never contribute anything to it.

My pronouns are He and Him, and my adjectives are Fat and Jazzy

:kratom:


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Re: Alcoholics Anonymous (Come and share thread) [Re: gopher]
    #27639838 - 01/31/22 04:00 PM (1 year, 11 months ago)

My sponsor said my plan for step 9 is half measuring the program, and he brings up good points, its gophers will creeping in and fear
.I'm at the tipping point, I just want to send out letters for step 9, her wants me to do video conferencing

This is where I drop outta program, cause I can't have my way LOL


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For most of the normies out there, an operating system is just a bootloader for Google Chrome.

Since Disney has obtained tremendous value from the public domain, knows how important the public domain is, and is firmly determined to never contribute anything to it.

My pronouns are He and Him, and my adjectives are Fat and Jazzy

:kratom:


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Re: Alcoholics Anonymous (Come and share thread) [Re: Amanita86]
    #27639882 - 01/31/22 04:33 PM (1 year, 11 months ago)

Yeah you can fire sponsors at will


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For most of the normies out there, an operating system is just a bootloader for Google Chrome.

Since Disney has obtained tremendous value from the public domain, knows how important the public domain is, and is firmly determined to never contribute anything to it.

My pronouns are He and Him, and my adjectives are Fat and Jazzy

:kratom:


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Re: Alcoholics Anonymous (Come and share thread) [Re: TheFakeSunRa]
    #27639931 - 01/31/22 05:09 PM (1 year, 11 months ago)

I'm not focused on recovery from alcohol, I took some kratom last year and thought alcohol is icky now

I'm interested in a program for living


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For most of the normies out there, an operating system is just a bootloader for Google Chrome.

Since Disney has obtained tremendous value from the public domain, knows how important the public domain is, and is firmly determined to never contribute anything to it.

My pronouns are He and Him, and my adjectives are Fat and Jazzy

:kratom:


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