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Re: Alcoholics Anonymous (Come and share thread) [Re: JustForToday]
    #23447424 - 07/16/16 05:45 PM (7 years, 6 months ago)

I know you know but the harder you binge the harder the withdrawal will be. As soon as you can return to sobriety. I know that's predictible but it's all I have to say. Don't drink.


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You know how shit you are, you just don't give a fuck for precisely that reason.

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Re: Alcoholics Anonymous (Come and share thread) [Re: JustForToday]
    #23448873 - 07/17/16 05:56 AM (7 years, 6 months ago)

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JustForToday said:
All I've been thinking about is more more more I can't get it off my mind. Thinking about quitting my job flying home and looking for my mom's preserved bottle of hydrocodones and come back. I can't stay there though.




Don't.


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You constantly make posts thatr fling middle school insults at people you don't like mixed in with maladjusted psychopathic comments about wanting to beat up the other poster with a crowbar.

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Re: Alcoholics Anonymous (Come and share thread) [Re: vinsue]
    #23450760 - 07/17/16 06:44 PM (7 years, 6 months ago)

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Fight your demon while you're young,
it won't get any easier with time.




Church.


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You constantly make posts thatr fling middle school insults at people you don't like mixed in with maladjusted psychopathic comments about wanting to beat up the other poster with a crowbar.

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Re: Alcoholics Anonymous (Come and share thread) [Re: Enjoywho]
    #23462965 - 07/21/16 03:29 PM (7 years, 6 months ago)

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Enjoywho said:
I strayed from the group for a day. And I just wanted to be normal. I can only work and sleep so long. And the majority of my life has been spent not sober. I'm still trying to figure this out.

The past 2 days I have considered suicide 50 times a minute. But nothing sounds fun and my friend took my guns.




Before you do anything like that just call 911 and say you're having a medical emergency.


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Re: Alcoholics Anonymous (Come and share thread) [Re: TheMovement]
    #23463205 - 07/21/16 04:41 PM (7 years, 6 months ago)

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I'm so scared to put down the bottle.  It has been my coping mechanism for a while now.  Theres this bug in my head that tells me to drink and then i drink.  I'm up to nearly 700ml of whiskey a day right now and thats being conservative.  I don't know what to do I know it's killing me and taking control and I feel powerless.




That's around the quantity I hit. You HAVE to stop. It's killing you (like you said) Get medical help if you can. Be ready to call 911 if you're on your own. I don't know if you're going to meetings but google the meetings in your town and go and tell them. Be honest. Get help. Help yourself. Do everything it takes. You cannot last at those quantities.


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You constantly make posts thatr fling middle school insults at people you don't like mixed in with maladjusted psychopathic comments about wanting to beat up the other poster with a crowbar.

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Re: Alcoholics Anonymous (Come and share thread) [Re: TheMovement]
    #23463513 - 07/21/16 06:15 PM (7 years, 6 months ago)

Yeah

I actually agree with you about the control issue. YOU decide if you drink or not. I will concede it's next to impossible not to drink yourself into oblivion after that first drink once you're in that habit.

I'm new to AA but I'm trying to focus on what I do like and not drink. Even though there's this God bullshit and stupid semantics games and members so into the group it's like they think following the steps is more important than actually not drinking.

All that said, so fucking far it seems to be working for me. I'm really close to moving from the painful detox phase, like it's really closing out, and I'm moving into the next phase: staying the fuck sober through good times and bad.

Criticisms aside going to meetings has been working for me. I'm not going to question that. I'm just planning on staying the fuck sober, going to meetings, and wherever that takes me it's better than cirrhosis of the liver and wet brain.

There's more than one way to get and stay sober. And the only way that REALLY works is to simply never take that first drink. If you can really get there it doesn't matter how. Just stop drinking. You're afraid of not drinking? Shit man, it's KILLING you. Ain't nothing scarier than that.


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You constantly make posts thatr fling middle school insults at people you don't like mixed in with maladjusted psychopathic comments about wanting to beat up the other poster with a crowbar.

You know how shit you are, you just don't give a fuck for precisely that reason.

I disendorse you.[/quote]


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Re: Alcoholics Anonymous (Come and share thread) [Re: Enjoywho] * 1
    #23463741 - 07/21/16 07:31 PM (7 years, 6 months ago)

It would be nice if I believed in a higher power.


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Re: Alcoholics Anonymous (Come and share thread) [Re: Enjoywho]
    #23464307 - 07/21/16 10:37 PM (7 years, 6 months ago)

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There's an entire chapter in the book to the agnostic/atheist. Some dude came in and the discussion was about it. I'm not here because I need a drink my wife just pissed me the fuck off. But he told this entire story about how his sponsor took him to a park with a group  of kids playing? Pick one. Why? That's your higher power.




That's not working the program honestly unless you believe that kid has some kind of spiritual super power to enter your being and give you more strength. There's no getting around that the Big Book and the Steps are referring to a supernatural interventionist being. Pretending you believe in one when you don't is dishonest and being honest with yourself is one of the cornerstones of the program working. To honestly work the steps you have to honestly believe in a spiritual (same as supernatural) higher power (God, as we know him. I don't know him. You know why not? He's not real.) It's an unworkable Catch 22 for a real atheist and the chapter on agnostics does nothing to relieve that. So you know what? Fuck the steps. If you're like me, I'm going to meetings, I'm going to a therapist and steps 1-12 are all the same: Don't fucking drink.


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You constantly make posts thatr fling middle school insults at people you don't like mixed in with maladjusted psychopathic comments about wanting to beat up the other poster with a crowbar.

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Re: Alcoholics Anonymous (Come and share thread) [Re: TheFakeSunRa]
    #23464331 - 07/21/16 10:47 PM (7 years, 6 months ago)

PS That may sound like I'm saying the program can't work for me but I'm not. It just means I'm stuck on step one working it as honestly as possible and staying sober. There's no timeline about how quickly you have to do the steps. If I'm sober 30 years working step one that's great. If the next guy is sober 30 years finding some back door around the higher power bullshit that's great, too. Some people may really go on to make a spiritual discovery. Others may somehow save their livers. Who fucking cares? Just do what you gotta do for you. And if you're an alcoholic that means don't drink.


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You constantly make posts thatr fling middle school insults at people you don't like mixed in with maladjusted psychopathic comments about wanting to beat up the other poster with a crowbar.

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Re: Alcoholics Anonymous (Come and share thread) [Re: TheMovement]
    #23464892 - 07/22/16 05:01 AM (7 years, 6 months ago)

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I just want to be sober.




That's the ONLY requirement for membership. If you make it to a meeting you'll probably have someone offering to pick you up and give you rides.Many people at AA are incredibly non-judgmental and kind. They UNDERSTAND brother.


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You constantly make posts thatr fling middle school insults at people you don't like mixed in with maladjusted psychopathic comments about wanting to beat up the other poster with a crowbar.

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Re: Alcoholics Anonymous (Come and share thread) [Re: Enjoywho]
    #23466669 - 07/22/16 04:35 PM (7 years, 6 months ago)

Dude if it's any consolation I got creepy bad shit going on too. Like I said before, if you have to call 911 or suicide prevention.

You can ride it out man. Ride this motherfucker out. Just do what you need to do one step at a time. Call the bank. Get your cards cancelled. If the police can help you use them. If not don't. Try to slow down. Step by step.

Getting your wallet back, doing those annoying chores gives you something to think about besides booze. Solve your problems sober and you will have proven that you can. Boost up your sober living skills.

You can do it. You can get through it.


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You constantly make posts thatr fling middle school insults at people you don't like mixed in with maladjusted psychopathic comments about wanting to beat up the other poster with a crowbar.

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Re: Alcoholics Anonymous (Come and share thread) [Re: JustForToday]
    #23466759 - 07/22/16 05:10 PM (7 years, 6 months ago)

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My question is how I do I come back from a relapse. This is my first time relapsing ever.. I feel alot of guilt. I haven't made this public. I let alot of people down now it seems pointless to stop. Might as well just drink I already fucked up...




Fuck guilt. Just don't drink. Shit man, those dudes have seen it all plus more.


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You constantly make posts thatr fling middle school insults at people you don't like mixed in with maladjusted psychopathic comments about wanting to beat up the other poster with a crowbar.

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Re: Alcoholics Anonymous (Come and share thread) [Re: RJ Tubs 202]
    #23467003 - 07/22/16 06:20 PM (7 years, 6 months ago)

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Thayendanegea said:

Sounds to me like you haven't conceded that you are powerless over alcohol yet.





Is it possible that we are powerless over our urges, but we decide how to behave?

I think that's a more accurate way to say it.




Church.


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Re: Alcoholics Anonymous (Come and share thread) [Re: RJ Tubs 202] * 1
    #23467062 - 07/22/16 06:42 PM (7 years, 6 months ago)

No. In the area where I live "church" just means like "right on!" or "damn skippy" so I was just saying I totally agree with your comment. It has nothing to do with those buildings with crosses.


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You constantly make posts thatr fling middle school insults at people you don't like mixed in with maladjusted psychopathic comments about wanting to beat up the other poster with a crowbar.

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Re: Alcoholics Anonymous (Come and share thread) [Re: TheMovement]
    #23470436 - 07/23/16 07:57 PM (7 years, 6 months ago)

Good luck.


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Re: Alcoholics Anonymous (Come and share thread) [Re: Enjoywho]
    #23471267 - 07/24/16 02:44 AM (7 years, 6 months ago)

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Ya it's been a shitty 3 days. Spent most of today sleeping and dreaming as I could tell I was hitting the purge. Layered up 2 blankets and just dumped sweat. Toxins. Next 2 days it's not going to be great but the worst is over.

Fuck that was a rough one I almost went to detox.




My understanding is that it gets harder every time.


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You constantly make posts thatr fling middle school insults at people you don't like mixed in with maladjusted psychopathic comments about wanting to beat up the other poster with a crowbar.

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Re: Alcoholics Anonymous (Come and share thread) [Re: Enjoywho]
    #23474414 - 07/25/16 04:03 AM (7 years, 6 months ago)

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I dunno 6-8 tall cans of 24 Oz Steeles a day. From the time I woke up til the time I fell asleep. About 4 years straight. 4 on a slow one. Not cool.




Why didn't you move on the whiskey like almost every other drunk?


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Re: Alcoholics Anonymous (Come and share thread) [Re: JustForToday]
    #23482203 - 07/27/16 12:12 PM (7 years, 6 months ago)

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JustForToday said:
Going to detox soon. Got robbed at gun point today.. Lost alot of shit.. at least I didn't die.. I will be leaving soon.




Goddamn.


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Re: Alcoholics Anonymous (Come and share thread) [Re: Enjoywho]
    #23482515 - 07/27/16 02:32 PM (7 years, 5 months ago)

It's all hard. But getting through detox is paramount. Don't even worry about anything else. EW, I think it's a little too much to say it doesn't get easier. I think for most people it does. It's hard to compare a long period of time to a short period of time. There's more room for error over a long period of time obviously but the day by day is generally much gentler than detoxing. Don't make it like he has nothing to look forward to.


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You constantly make posts thatr fling middle school insults at people you don't like mixed in with maladjusted psychopathic comments about wanting to beat up the other poster with a crowbar.

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I disendorse you.[/quote]


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Re: Alcoholics Anonymous (Come and share thread) [Re: Bodhi of Ankou]
    #23491624 - 07/30/16 07:21 AM (7 years, 5 months ago)

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Bodhi of Ankou said:
shut the fuck up you little punk ass bitch.




Wait until you're off your binge to post again and maybe we can help you get back on track. Be careful. Don't drink and drive or get in a fight or any stupid shit like that. Good luck.


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You constantly make posts thatr fling middle school insults at people you don't like mixed in with maladjusted psychopathic comments about wanting to beat up the other poster with a crowbar.

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I disendorse you.[/quote]


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