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MsMycelium
Wandering



Registered: 05/17/14
Posts: 46
Last seen: 8 years, 2 months
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Thinking of Smoking Again
#22507459 - 11/10/15 10:50 PM (8 years, 2 months ago) |
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So I've finally passed my piss test for nursing school, been clean 2 and a half months now.. I still get cravings to smoke, and it was a bitch to quit, I know in the future I will need to stop completely. Right now though I got some time on my hands, figure might as well since I've really missed it. I mean, I probably should just keep my streak going strong while I can, but at the same time, fuck I really wanna get high. I've been having a couple drinks tonight which I never do, I'm not a fan of alcohol.. but there's just some kind of angst I think to being alive that I don't understand, I just can't be content with boredom or one frame of mind for too long. Wish I never experimented with drugs sometimes, then I would have never known what I was missing lol but it's also helped I suppose to expand my perception on reality. I would like to be able to be strong enough to go the rest of my life sober, or have the will power to just dabble here and there without becoming consumed by any substance but I just don't think it's in my nature really. So the question of to smoke or not to smoke. Fight it or give into who I am..
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Cowb0yNeal00



Registered: 06/05/13
Posts: 11,059
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Re: Thinking of Smoking Again [Re: MsMycelium]
#22507477 - 11/10/15 10:56 PM (8 years, 2 months ago) |
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Dont do it, u will get addicted again
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Rustifer
prestige worldwide



Registered: 04/10/05
Posts: 7,071
Loc: Central Texas
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dude, go blaze, and get some sythetic urine.
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WhyDidiDoThis
Bay Area Mushroom Collector


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Re: Thinking of Smoking Again [Re: Rustifer]
#22507563 - 11/10/15 11:28 PM (8 years, 2 months ago) |
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Fight It.
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Oeric McKenna
LIFE CAPS


Registered: 06/15/12
Posts: 5,318
Loc: Babylon
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I vote weed 100% of the time but thats just me....
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ergoticmandala



Registered: 06/03/15
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I know how u feel man. I have also been thinking about how i fall into short periods where i just use drugs which have no real benefits to me. For example i just had a period of my life where i ate 6mg of nicotine gum like every day for a month and then was like, i really should stop so i did. Then i will go thru week periods of smoking weed every day and then just stop.
I'm always conscious of why im doing it tho, to alleviate boredom and take the edge off of life.
I think that the thing to do is just go with the research and for me personally it tells me every time just to use psychedelics occasionally and other things like alcohol and weed in moderation. I think moderation is key, only do drugs whivh can be used in moderation. I think if you also have to look onto yourself and ask why u are using said drug.
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ergoticmandala



Registered: 06/03/15
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But psychedelics are the only drug i would ever reccommend to someone with full confidence because they are the only ones that i do with full confidence that they are good to my health and psyche. And im talking about the traditional psychedelics so shrooms,dmt, mescalin and lsd
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