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Luueschen
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Re: I did Heroin for the first time earlier today. [Re: myc_check1212]
#22500712 - 11/09/15 02:36 PM (8 years, 2 months ago) |
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You've been doing heroin but you drank it earlier? And it was your first time? Are you on heroin? Or not?
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CidneyIndole
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Re: I did Heroin for the first time earlier today. [Re: Burke Dennings]
#22500776 - 11/09/15 02:53 PM (8 years, 2 months ago) |
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Burke Dennings said: You guys are all noobs. This is a troll thread created by a puppet. Haha, everyone's trying to either call OP out or explain things rationally.
Nice work, puppet.
To be fair, sometimes it can be difficult to tell the difference between someone who is a drooling moron, and a troll who is effective at pretending to be a drooling moron.
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sharmacy
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Re: I did Heroin for the first time earlier today. [Re: CidneyIndole]
#22500782 - 11/09/15 02:54 PM (8 years, 2 months ago) |
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this thread is full of jaded, cynical trolls imho.
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hTx
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Re: I did Heroin for the first time earlier today. [Re: sharmacy]
#22500991 - 11/09/15 03:53 PM (8 years, 2 months ago) |
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Heroin isn't by any means what its cracked up to be like in the movies or even in some books..."Diary of a Drug Fiend" comes to mind with Aleister Crowley, in which he accurately describes it.
It is basically just a super long-lasting opiate feel, sometimes not even all that euphoric, but it will definitely get you smacked if you do enough...constant nodding out, inability to focus on any one thing as you just sit there blissed out.
I used to IV heroin a few troubled years back, and part of how I was able to stop so easily after 4 months of IV everyday was because I didn't find the high to really be worth the physical addiction and life-style I was getting into. The junkie fiends are real..its quite an eye-opener to watch a junkie fiend and do fiendish behaviors like shoot-up in a parking lot, steal from their friends and family, scurry around desperately looking for some residue of ron.
One time, I was pretty sure I was about to die because the nod was so strong, I literally couldn't open my eyes or even move..even though I felt fully aware. After quite some effort, I finally managed to get my eyes open and looked over to see my friend blue in the face/lips nodded out. It was pretty terrifying, the adrenaline from seeing that got me up and I slapped the shit out of him twice and he finally gasped and came back.
The combined shittiness involved with heroin made me realize deeply that it wasn't for me and I needed to change, and I did. Turned myself in for a warrant, cold-turkey physical withdrawals and everything.. even though I was physically withdrawing, my cravings were relatively non-existent when I decided to quit cold turkey.
Around the third day in jail, and after a few seizures, I had a dream I was fucking some hot chick, then her face got all demon and succubus like, and these odd guys in some sort of armor came from the shadows and drug her away from me.
I woke up and my physical withdrawals were gone as well. I interpreted that to be heroin leaving my body for good, detox successful.
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Re: I did Heroin for the first time earlier today. [Re: hTx]
#22501084 - 11/09/15 04:15 PM (8 years, 2 months ago) |
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^ It sucks that you had to go through that man. I wouldn't wish it on anyone but that was quite a good read. Fuck heroin!
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Re: I did Heroin for the first time earlier today. [Re: hTx]
#22501398 - 11/09/15 05:04 PM (8 years, 2 months ago) |
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hTx said: even though I was physically withdrawing, my cravings were relatively non-existent when I decided to quit cold turkey.
Yep. Tucked myself in bed for four days to get through that shit, just felt like some double-bad flu.
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Luueschen
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Re: I did Heroin for the first time earlier today. [Re: Jokeshopbeard]
#22501445 - 11/09/15 05:10 PM (8 years, 2 months ago) |
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If track marks stayed on yr body and looked just like chicken pox forever I wonder what the average addict would look like
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