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Re: working hard or hardly working? [Re: healing]
#22498675 - 11/08/15 11:54 PM (8 years, 2 months ago) |
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Ive been hospitalized more times than i can remember due to exactly what OP is saying, speed and paranoid thoughts/violence. I thought "the world is out to get me" and the more i thought about that shit, the more it occupied my mind. So much so to the fact that i took a mallet to every phone and tv in the house thinking the government was watching me(and this was after i was clean for a month). After that i experienced extreme dissociation and depersonalization until i was convinced the world wasnt real. Thats when i started smoking weed, and sat home all day not doing shit other than wonder why the hell the world is so fake and why everyone is a projection of my own mind.
Thats when i started doing psychs, believing theyre helping me by kicking my ass and telling me what a piece of shit i am. And they were right, i was a piece of shit smoking an 8th a day, stealing money, pissing in cans and bottles and storing them in my room.
Now its been 3+ years, i dont touch shit besides alcohol and cigarettes, and in doing so well you wouldnt even know i had a problem. I have a longterm girlfriend, i have friends and a job that pays better than i ever thought possible. I dont feel like the world is fake and i dont have these paranoid thoughts anymore because im too damn tired to even begin thinking about that shit.
So healing, regardless of what you may think, theres other approaches to problems than your bullshit hippy "oh take care of yourself, you can move on when youre ready" nonsense.
OP, stop doing ALL drugs for atleast 2 months and then stop for another 2 months and another 2 months. You can do it. Its possible. Its like youre stuck in a hole, but youre not. Nothing is as bad as it seems.
And hes not schizophrenic, hes a methhead. Theres a difference. If he has persisting symptoms after a few months then he might be.
Other than thwt stop labeling him, it just justifies what hes doing and gives him an excuse. The state gives disability like candy
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Re: working hard or hardly working? [Re: JvF]
#22498677 - 11/08/15 11:56 PM (8 years, 2 months ago) |
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Why are you so angry?
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Re: working hard or hardly working? [Re: healing]
#22498691 - 11/09/15 12:02 AM (8 years, 2 months ago) |
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Because OP can fix his issue and enablers telling him that hes "disabled" gives him a reason not to move on. When you call him schizophrenic, youre telling him that no matter what he does, hes always going to be this way, so whats the point of even trying.
Oversensitive nonsense like what youre saying is what makes people think its ok to sit at home being bums and collecting social security, as long as theyre "getting better."
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Re: working hard or hardly working? [Re: healing]
#22498701 - 11/09/15 12:06 AM (8 years, 2 months ago) |
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I hope you're not a troll because it's fucked up to make people worry.
Please ask your grandfather to help you with the gangstalkers. Masons may know something about it.
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oh i think they know something about it all right.
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Re: working hard or hardly working? [Re: JvF]
#22498723 - 11/09/15 12:14 AM (8 years, 2 months ago) |
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jfischer218 said: Because OP can fix his issue and enablers telling him that hes "disabled" gives him a reason not to move on. When you call him schizophrenic, youre telling him that no matter what he does, hes always going to be this way, so whats the point of even trying.
Oversensitive nonsense like what youre saying is what makes people think its ok to sit at home being bums and collecting social security, as long as theyre "getting better."
I have schizoaffective disorder, but I manage my symptoms well and am a productive member of society. My symptoms will never go away, I just learned how to cope with them in a healthy way. That's just a fact of my illness.
You still have no reason to be angry. You don't know this person. If you have no more advice to give, just move on. He doesn't need people being a dick to him.
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Re: working hard or hardly working? [Re: sharmacy]
#22498725 - 11/09/15 12:16 AM (8 years, 2 months ago) |
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sharmacy said: oh i think they know something about it all right.
Well it's clear you don't trust them and it's causing you to lose sleep. If you don't sleep you're going to be continue to be paranoid and that's going to lead to you being homeless, so it seems like that might be a good place to focus your efforts.
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Re: working hard or hardly working? [Re: healing]
#22498733 - 11/09/15 12:20 AM (8 years, 2 months ago) |
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that makes sense and i thank you for your help. to be honest i appreciate all of your guy's contributions in this thread.
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Re: working hard or hardly working? [Re: sharmacy]
#22498761 - 11/09/15 12:37 AM (8 years, 2 months ago) |
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I totally agree with jfischer218.
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sharmacy
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that's beside the point!
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Re: working hard or hardly working? [Re: sharmacy]
#22501859 - 11/09/15 06:26 PM (8 years, 2 months ago) |
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Don't you know meth was designed by the government to bring down the black man?
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haha funny but untrue.
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