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sharmacy
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Re: working hard or hardly working? [Re: sharmacy]
#22498317 - 11/08/15 10:19 PM (8 years, 2 months ago) |
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Re: working hard or hardly working? [Re: sharmacy]
#22498338 - 11/08/15 10:24 PM (8 years, 2 months ago) |
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you are right i really dont.
i do think you are a bit on the paranoid scale though.
if it is a true condition, get help.. if its just the meth, get help.
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sharmacy
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Re: working hard or hardly working? [Re: rackem]
#22498347 - 11/08/15 10:26 PM (8 years, 2 months ago) |
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that's the problem is i am dually diagnosed paranoid schizophrenic and a meth addict.
they are trying to figure out if my schizophrenia caused my drug addiction or vice versa.
personally, when i was an active user at least, i am pretty sure that somebody in close proximity was putting something in my meth intentioanlly to make me paranoid.
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Re: working hard or hardly working? [Re: sharmacy]
#22498369 - 11/08/15 10:30 PM (8 years, 2 months ago) |
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You realize meth makes you paranoid right?
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Re: working hard or hardly working? [Re: The Moose]
#22498375 - 11/08/15 10:31 PM (8 years, 2 months ago) |
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no i didn't realize that. if i wanted to be paranoid i would just smoke weed. i think that's what caused my schizophrenia to go from latent to blatant.
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Re: working hard or hardly working? [Re: The Moose]
#22498380 - 11/08/15 10:32 PM (8 years, 2 months ago) |
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Someone was putting something in his meth to make him paranoid
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Re: working hard or hardly working? [Re: Shroomism]
#22498390 - 11/08/15 10:33 PM (8 years, 2 months ago) |
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Shroomism said: Someone was putting something in his meth to make him paranoid 
pretty much, just like the nazis put fluoride in my toothpaste.
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Re: working hard or hardly working? [Re: sharmacy] 2
#22498416 - 11/08/15 10:40 PM (8 years, 2 months ago) |
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If you have been diagnosed with schizophrenia, that means that your symptoms are not the effects of any drugs or adulterants you may be taking, but rather a problem with your brain that would still exist if you didn't take any drugs. Weed and meth just happen to be particularly good at exacerbating the symptoms of schizophrenia.
Your grandpa was probably just being friendly when he said, "Working hard or hardly working." It's very commonly used in a jocular way. Then your paranoia made you think he was trying to mess with your head, so you overreacted and got mad at him for no real reason, so he said, "Looks like you're going to do some traveling soon." which means that if you don't chill out, you're going to need to find a new place to live because you're going to get kicked out.
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Re: working hard or hardly working? [Re: sharmacy]
#22498420 - 11/08/15 10:41 PM (8 years, 2 months ago) |
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you have been diagnosed right?
where are your meds at again?
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Re: working hard or hardly working? [Re: healing]
#22498427 - 11/08/15 10:42 PM (8 years, 2 months ago) |
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Quote:
healing said: If you have been diagnosed with schizophrenia, that means that your symptoms are not the effects of any drugs or adulterants you may be taking, but rather a problem with your brain that would still exist if you didn't take any drugs. Weed and meth just happen to be particularly good at exacerbating the symptoms of schizophrenia.
Your grandpa was probably just being friendly when he said, "Working hard or hardly working." It's very commonly used in a jocular way. Then your paranoia made you think he was trying to mess with your head, so you overreacted and got mad at him for no real reason, so he said, "Looks like you're going to do some traveling soon." which means that if you don't chill out, you're going to need to find a new place to live because you're going to get kicked out.
i can't tell if you are just being friendly advice or a part of the conspiracy. maybe booth?
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Re: working hard or hardly working? [Re: rackem]
#22498430 - 11/08/15 10:43 PM (8 years, 2 months ago) |
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rackem said: you have been diagnosed right?
where are your meds at again?
i got paranoid that the mediCULL community was trying to kill me so i threw them away.
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Re: working hard or hardly working? [Re: sharmacy]
#22498443 - 11/08/15 10:45 PM (8 years, 2 months ago) |
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Nah. I have schizoaffective disorder. I've been through stuff like this. I'm just trying to help.
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Re: working hard or hardly working? [Re: sharmacy]
#22498448 - 11/08/15 10:46 PM (8 years, 2 months ago) |
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go see a doctor man..
your status is not healthy
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Re: working hard or hardly working? [Re: rackem]
#22498457 - 11/08/15 10:49 PM (8 years, 2 months ago) |
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rackem said: go see a doctor man..
your status is not healthy
how did you read my facebook?
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Re: working hard or hardly working? [Re: rackem]
#22498464 - 11/08/15 10:49 PM (8 years, 2 months ago) |
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He's paranoid that the doctors are trying to harm him. Telling him to go to the doctor probably won't help.
Paranoia is a bitch, especially when you have schizophrenia. It's not something you can simply challenge or ignore like a healthy person. It's all consuming.
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Re: working hard or hardly working? [Re: sharmacy]
#22498471 - 11/08/15 10:51 PM (8 years, 2 months ago) |
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sharmacy said:
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rackem said: go see a doctor man..
your status is not healthy
how did you read my facebook?
It's just a coincidence. That's the paranoia getting to you again. Sorry you're having such a difficult time, dude.
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Re: working hard or hardly working? [Re: healing]
#22498477 - 11/08/15 10:53 PM (8 years, 2 months ago) |
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i'm pretty sure i am being gangstalked too. i know it's probably just a weird coincidence that they gangstalk meth users too...NOT! they might be the one's putting the shit in my meth to begin with.
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Re: working hard or hardly working? [Re: sharmacy]
#22498485 - 11/08/15 10:55 PM (8 years, 2 months ago) |
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What are the gangstalkers doing to you?
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Re: working hard or hardly working? [Re: healing]
#22498488 - 11/08/15 10:56 PM (8 years, 2 months ago) |
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basically trying to isolate me and destroy my life because i am an indigo with rh negative blood.
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Re: working hard or hardly working? [Re: sharmacy]
#22498494 - 11/08/15 10:58 PM (8 years, 2 months ago) |
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ever since i started expanding my mind with meth they have driven me crazy, broken up all of my relationships and alienated me from my friends and family, caused me to lose jobs, caused me to be homeless, gotten me arrested several times (mason connection?!) and have succeeded in getting me committed to mental hospitals. sometimes i question if it's even worth it to them, how far will they go and how much will they keep putting me through. they are my own worst enemy.
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