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What is the worst experience of your life? 1
#22489242 - 11/07/15 04:52 AM (8 years, 2 months ago) |
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I have a notepad entry saved which I'll post tomorrow if I can't recall anything else.
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With my face against the floor I can’t see who knocked me out of the way. I don’t want to get back up but I have to so it might as well be today. Nothing appeals to me no one feels like me, I’m too busy being calm to disappear. I’m in no shape to be alone contrary to the shit that you might hear. You can't wake up, this is not a dream. You're part of a machine, you are not a human being With your face all made up, living on a screen. Low on self esteem, so you run on gasoline
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Re: What is the worst experience of your life? [Re: Shroomslip] 1
#22489269 - 11/07/15 05:24 AM (8 years, 2 months ago) |
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Theres so many that are awful in such unique ways.
Having to authorize and oversee the euthanasia of my mother was absolutely horrid. Scattering her ashes made me so depressed I had to fight the urge to just unbuckle, pop the door open and hurl myself out of my brother's speeding car into traffic on the way home. My heart attack at age 30 gave me panic attacks for the most part of a decade. I have never been so scared and distressed as during my accidental MDPV overdose, literally peeing myself several times on the ER stretcher while holding my fathers hand saying my goodbyes. The sexual abuse at 6 years old which killed my childhood innocence and the atrocity of forcing a socially anxious confused 14yo to take 15mg haldol on his first day of a psychiatric hospitalization, turning into a wordless lifeless zombie, shaking with chemical parkinsons and contorted by the cramped muscles of acute dystonia on his first day in the loony bin. Having to live lifelong with a chronic psychotic disorder and having been morbidly obese and crushingly shy all my adult life.
Theres plenty where that came from but I'd say this is quite enough for one sitting. These are the first events that popped up.
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Re: What is the worst experience of your life? [Re: Asante]
#22489321 - 11/07/15 06:24 AM (8 years, 2 months ago) |
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My baby sister was murdered on Christmas eve. That or being in jail.
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Re: What is the worst experience of your life? [Re: Shroomslip]
#22489327 - 11/07/15 06:28 AM (8 years, 2 months ago) |
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Watching my mom die.
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Seeing some of the other posts I guess I've been lucky. The worst for me was when I was 6 and got up in the morning to play with my dog, only to see him get hit by a car when I went outside (I guess my dad was working in the backyard while the dog was running around. He was 13 years old at this point and he usually knew not to leave the yard). The dog was dragged in the street as the driver sped off and I had no idea what to do while he was struggling to get up so I screamed for my dad. When he came out he made me go inside so I wouldn't see him put the dog down but I could still hear the gunshot.
The weird part about that is when I woke up that morning, I was waking from a freaky dream where my dog was a ghost dog. In the dream I got up to find my dog because I heard him barking and saw him at the bottom of the stairs as a ghost, then he ran up the stairs and ran right through me. After the dream I wanted to play with my dog for peace of mind, but I only got to see his death.
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Re: What is the worst experience of your life? [Re: Zymosis]
#22489393 - 11/07/15 07:14 AM (8 years, 2 months ago) |
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1. Probably a psychotic episode on mushrooms. 2. Allergic reaction to medication.
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Re: What is the worst experience of your life? [Re: Bigfeely123]
#22489498 - 11/07/15 08:03 AM (8 years, 2 months ago) |
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Getting off 80mg of valium a day.
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Re: What is the worst experience of your life? [Re: Shroomslip]
#22489507 - 11/07/15 08:06 AM (8 years, 2 months ago) |
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Re: What is the worst experience of your life? [Re: Sheekle]
#22489571 - 11/07/15 08:24 AM (8 years, 2 months ago) |
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Watching my grandfather die of cancer
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Re: What is the worst experience of your life? [Re: Sheekle]
#22489580 - 11/07/15 08:27 AM (8 years, 2 months ago) |
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When I was 19 my girlfriend died in a head on collision. She was my friend for years before we dated.
Also 2 years ago walking into the house and finding my dog laying there with a chip bag stuck on his head. He got into the trash and couldn't get it off and suffocated and died. I tried to give him doggy CPR but it didn't work. But the worst part was watching my girlfriend come home and find out. That dog was her first pet and she loved him so much. She never had to deal with a death until that point.
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Re: What is the worst experience of your life? [Re: searching]
#22489658 - 11/07/15 08:52 AM (8 years, 2 months ago) |
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Pulmonary embolism at 23 years old
Could have died
Worst pain I ever felt. It felt as if every rib on my right were broken.
That being said. It start with a weird pain in one of your calves. So essentially what I'm saying is. Calf pain can kill you.
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Re: What is the worst experience of your life? [Re: Shroomslip]
#22489673 - 11/07/15 08:59 AM (8 years, 2 months ago) |
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When I had to put my dog down a few years ago was pretty bad. Also a couple different friends dying was pretty tough. A couple of breakups with long time GFs were pretty hard too.
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Re: What is the worst experience of your life? [Re: nicechrisman]
#22489699 - 11/07/15 09:05 AM (8 years, 2 months ago) |
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Waking up in jaIL with 27 charges.
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Re: What is the worst experience of your life? [Re: Bodhi of Ankou] 1
#22489707 - 11/07/15 09:06 AM (8 years, 2 months ago) |
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Bodhi of Ankou said: Waking up in jaIL with 27 charges.
You gotta tell this story.
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Re: What is the worst experience of your life? [Re: nicechrisman]
#22489719 - 11/07/15 09:09 AM (8 years, 2 months ago) |
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Getting three fingers cut off and nearly bleeding to death.
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Re: What is the worst experience of your life? [Re: Rustifer]
#22489720 - 11/07/15 09:09 AM (8 years, 2 months ago) |
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I'm gonna guess there were benzos and alcohol involved
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Re: What is the worst experience of your life? [Re: Rustifer]
#22489790 - 11/07/15 09:27 AM (8 years, 2 months ago) |
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Quote:
Rustifer said:
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Bodhi of Ankou said: Waking up in jaIL with 27 charges.
You gotta tell this story.
Back when I was 17 me and my friend thought it was a good idea to drink a 40oz to our collective domes while popping xannies at this party we were headed to. I ended up getting drunk and billigerent and got kicked out, being new to the town I got totally lost in the dead of winter trying to find my way back home. I started hopping into cars to warm up and being drunk and benzod this turned into rooting around in them while I warmed up which I vaguely remember. Eventually the benzos really started kicking in and I blacked out completely. I cleaned out a total of 24 cars, ripped a mail unit off the wall of a apartment complex and threw it into a yard two houses down the street, walked into some guys house woke him up and asked me to help me find this party again and help me crash it, pillaged another mailbox, clueless as to why I had such a hate for mailboxs at the time. I wandered around after he kicked me out and finally broke into another house and passed out in their kitchen. After that I didn't drink again for 3 years, was extremely lucky my ass didn't end up in jail. I'm sure I could've got most of the car theft charges dropped because their only evidence was my footprints leading up to them, very few of them actually had anything missing from them. Thankfully none of this shows up on my adult record.
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Re: What is the worst experience of your life? [Re: nicechrisman]
#22489807 - 11/07/15 09:29 AM (8 years, 2 months ago) |
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nicechrisman said: I'm gonna guess there were benzos and alcohol involved
LOL guess I called it on that one.
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Re: What is the worst experience of your life? [Re: Shroomslip]
#22489842 - 11/07/15 09:36 AM (8 years, 2 months ago) |
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Either my mom passing away when I was 13 or my recent OD.
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Re: What is the worst experience of your life? [Re: Zombi3]
#22490192 - 11/07/15 10:53 AM (8 years, 2 months ago) |
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Psychotic episode on mushrooms was one. The other was getting raped by someone who I thought was my friend and having the man I was seeing at the time walk in on it. The next morning he kicked me out of his house and told me "If you're going to be such a slut, do it at your own house."
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Re: What is the worst experience of your life? [Re: BobaJones]
#22490208 - 11/07/15 10:55 AM (8 years, 2 months ago) |
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BobaJones said: The other was getting raped by someone who I thought was my friend and having the man I was seeing at the time walk in on it. The next morning he kicked me out of his house and told me "If you're going to be such a slut, do it at your own house."
Wow, that's terrible. What a couple pieces of shit
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Re: What is the worst experience of your life? [Re: Sheekle]
#22490362 - 11/07/15 11:27 AM (8 years, 2 months ago) |
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Getting cavities drilled without novocaine. Also getting 2 teeth pulled without novocaine hurt pretty bad. I hate novocaine.
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Re: What is the worst experience of your life? [Re: trees]
#22490370 - 11/07/15 11:30 AM (8 years, 2 months ago) |
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Why?
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Re: What is the worst experience of your life? [Re: Zombi3]
#22490381 - 11/07/15 11:33 AM (8 years, 2 months ago) |
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Novocaine feels terribad man. It's either 5 hours of numb face or 20 mins of excruciating pain. I choose 20 mins of pain
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Re: What is the worst experience of your life? [Re: trees]
#22490394 - 11/07/15 11:36 AM (8 years, 2 months ago) |
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Novo never numbed me more than 3 hours I have sensitive teeth so I myself would rather te numbing
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Re: What is the worst experience of your life? [Re: Zombi3]
#22490904 - 11/07/15 01:40 PM (8 years, 2 months ago) |
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Mine was probably getting kicked outta my dorm room 2 weeks into my freshman semester because I was having a mini-party in my dorm with a bunch of people in it
I was most definitely the kid who was "made an example of". BUT the silver lining was that it made me pretty popular in a time when everyone's looking for new friends so it wasn't that bad. It did suck though having to find a new place to live, specially since I didnt have a car. Luckily I found a room with another kid who got kicked outta the dorms too and our schedule was almost identical so I just got rides to school with him.
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Re: What is the worst experience of your life? [Re: GreenBean]
#22490983 - 11/07/15 01:55 PM (8 years, 2 months ago) |
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I imagine being born was pretty shitty... that's gotta be why everybody represses it right?  in seriousness though I am not sure
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Re: What is the worst experience of your life? [Re: Sheekle]
#22491005 - 11/07/15 02:00 PM (8 years, 2 months ago) |
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Sheekle said: Wow, that's terrible. What a couple pieces of shit
Agreed! I'm not friends with any of those shitbags anymore for obvious reasons.
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Re: What is the worst experience of your life? [Re: Shroomslip]
#22491285 - 11/07/15 03:04 PM (8 years, 2 months ago) |
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One of the worst experiences for me was getting caught for growing weed by the fuckin cops. That was horrible.
Second was failing a psychology course for the 2nd time. It was one of the two classes i need to graaduated and i flunked out because of it
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Re: What is the worst experience of your life? [Re: LogicaL Chaos]
#22491594 - 11/07/15 04:06 PM (8 years, 2 months ago) |
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Watching loved ones take their last breath is the worst in my opinion. Getting raided by task force is a close second lol
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Re: What is the worst experience of your life? [Re: spirit_shadow]
#22491700 - 11/07/15 04:27 PM (8 years, 2 months ago) |
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Probably any surgery or seeing a family go thro surgery. My life is pretty bland. Well, one time my mom caught me trippin of pills and she thought I was OD'ing so she brought me to the hospital and that really fucking sucked I probably almost really died in the bathroom cuz shit got all fuzzy and weird like a panic attack or something but I just turned around and opened a door, and everything was K.
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Re: What is the worst experience of your life? [Re: Chakanooga]
#22491744 - 11/07/15 04:36 PM (8 years, 2 months ago) |
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Re: What is the worst experience of your life? [Re: Malcolm_Xtasy]
#22491831 - 11/07/15 04:51 PM (8 years, 2 months ago) |
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Open heart surgery sucked pretty bad.
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Re: What is the worst experience of your life? [Re: goldcaphunter]
#22491929 - 11/07/15 05:04 PM (8 years, 2 months ago) |
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Were you sore as fuck after nd shit?
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Re: What is the worst experience of your life? [Re: Malcolm_Xtasy]
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All of them.
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Re: What is the worst experience of your life? [Re: Shroomslip]
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Nothing else has really came to mind.
So I guess mine are either my sister in law and her husband actively trying to split me and my wife up during a hurricane. Neither me or my wife really knows why. We went with them for evacuation and the plan was originally we were gonna all head out the following morning and get further inland. Somehow it changed to just the women and children heading out and me and the brother in law were gonna hang back a few hours longer. That somehow turned into not going at all and riding out a hurricane in a mobile home. When I protested this, I basically got called a baby. If I wanted to ride the hurricane out, I would've just stayed home, since I don't live in an elevated tin can. Spent a week or two with them (neither of us drove at the time and hurricanes around here fuck things up for a good while, especially in my city. You evacuate you probably won't be allowed back in for at least a week while they clean up the mess) and it was just a constant effort to keep me away from my wife. Once they finally gave in and let us back together, we didn't leave each other's side for anything and basically refused to talk to them. We eventually demanded they take me to my mother's house, which became it's own nightmare as the house got damaged in the hurricane and we had to wait on the disaster relief check to get the house fixed, that took a couple of months IIRC. I didn't even like staying the night at my mom's house because of how she was.
The other would be watching my wife get hit by a car and pinned into a brick wall. It was made worse by the fact that she got life flighted which meant I couldn't go with her and it was over an hour away. Had no idea the true extent of her injuries or if she would even be alive by the time I got to the hospital. She ended up with basically just a broken leg. We spent at least a week in the hospital. Since it was so far away from my house and I didn't drive back then, I basically lived in the hospital with her and slept on the floor.
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Re: What is the worst experience of your life? [Re: Shroomslip]
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She's lucky to have you and you her, man
But yeah sheekle, I couldn't lay flat for at least three months, shit hurt.
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Re: What is the worst experience of your life? [Re: Shroomslip]
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This guy has the realest stories.
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LogicaL Chaos said: One of the worst experiences for me was getting caught for growing weed by the fuckin cops. That was horrible.
Second was failing a psychology course for the 2nd time. It was one of the two classes i need to graaduated and i flunked out because of it 
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Re: What is the worst experience of your life? [Re: zappaisgod]
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the week before i spent 9 days in the nuthouse, those 9 days, and several months after that
i wrote a good bit about it in this thread
http://www.shroomery.org/forums/showflat.php/Number/19475194/fpart/1/vc/1
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LogicaL Chaos said: One of the worst experiences for me was getting caught for growing weed by the fuckin cops. That was horrible.
Second was failing a psychology course for the 2nd time. It was one of the two classes i need to graaduated and i flunked out because of it 
You failed a psychology course? Twice?
I was gonna say the same thing
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Re: What is the worst experience of your life? [Re: Shroomslip]
#22492134 - 11/07/15 05:41 PM (8 years, 2 months ago) |
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I'm going with the time I IV'd some suboxone for my induction dose after a solid heroin binge. It was agony on a level I never could have imagined.
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Re: What is the worst experience of your life? [Re: moonrockmushy]
#22492139 - 11/07/15 05:42 PM (8 years, 2 months ago) |
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moonrockmushy said: I'm going with the time I IV'd some suboxone for my induction dose after a solid heroin binge. It was agony on a level I never could have imagined.
that sounds like a awful way to go about withdrawing... i cant even imagine how horrible that felt
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Re: What is the worst experience of your life? [Re: Malcolm_Xtasy]
#22492164 - 11/07/15 05:48 PM (8 years, 2 months ago) |
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Having trouble reading today zap? Quote:
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LogicaL Chaos said: One of the worst experiences for me was getting caught for growing weed by the fuckin cops. That was horrible.
Second was failing a psychology course for the 2nd time. It was one of the two classes i need to graaduated and i flunked out because of it 
You failed a psychology course? Twice?
I was gonna say the same thing
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Re: What is the worst experience of your life? [Re: Zombi3]
#22492198 - 11/07/15 05:55 PM (8 years, 2 months ago) |
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I read and understood it perfectly. How the fuck do you fail a psych course? Twice. I doubt his required psych course was physiological or hemispheric specialization.
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Re: What is the worst experience of your life? [Re: zappaisgod]
#22492215 - 11/07/15 05:58 PM (8 years, 2 months ago) |
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Yeah unless its experimental methods or another class of that caliber, the only way to fail a psych course is to not show up
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#22492216 - 11/07/15 05:58 PM (8 years, 2 months ago) |
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Psychology is gay
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Re: What is the worst experience of your life? [Re: zappaisgod]
#22492256 - 11/07/15 06:05 PM (8 years, 2 months ago) |
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zappaisgod said: I read and understood it perfectly. How the fuck do you fail a psych course? Twice. I doubt his required psych course was physiological or hemispheric specialization.
yeah my most embarrassing university moment was I got a c+ in a psych course. I literally attended 4 classes and forgot I had the course, didn't buy the book and missed a couple tests. Still passed with class average. Psych is a joke
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Re: What is the worst experience of your life? [Re: Adolin]
#22492317 - 11/07/15 06:19 PM (8 years, 2 months ago) |
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binging on acid, then getting arrested with possesion charge, a gross misdemeaner which, unfortunately will always be on my adult record; however is lucky as I had 3 sheets, on me over an oz of real nice bud, and some e pills) plead guilty in the fastest way possible with a public defender, and spent 3 days in jail still out of it(actually this part wasn't too bad). When I got out I continued to binge on acid, go start homelessly wandering and sleeping in the woods and in a train, did a bunch of other stupid shit, I was completely psychotic and paranoid.
Got arrested again breaking into a car, I thought it was a sign from God and the people to take, as part of my psychosis had to do with certain numbers being related to me, particularly the number 3, and they left the car running door open said they were "waiting for a friend to take go somewhere or something of the likes, then saying somehow this number 666(phone # or somehow) and I hopped in. They then yelled at me to gtfo of the car, which I did and they called the cops, but I ran away. Later the police found me and got me to admit to doing the crime. The police were extremely nice to me, as I think they felt bad, and I was totally compliant. Well after gettin arrested, luckily they realized I was completely out of it and spent a week in a mental ward and they dropped the charges with no jail time.
That sucked but was a wierd look at what people go through. After that I had to move back in with my parents though I was supposed to graduate that quarter before I was arrested. Anyways I'm leaving some details out even of the craziness the binge lead too.
And now its >7 months later, I've got a good grasp on reality but I miss the bridges I burned down during that period of my life and places those bridges attached to. Probably ate more than 5 sheets that period, mescaline, mdma, and possibly etiz I dont remember in that time.
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Re: What is the worst experience of your life? [Re: poke smot!]
#22492335 - 11/07/15 06:22 PM (8 years, 2 months ago) |
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Pipe bomb to the face. How about some context to that story?
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Re: What is the worst experience of your life? [Re: Zombi3]
#22492353 - 11/07/15 06:27 PM (8 years, 2 months ago) |
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You really haven't heard the story before? It gets brought up every year around Fourth of July and I think New Year's as well.
http://www.shroomery.org/forums/showflat.php/Number/18506510#18506510
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With my face against the floor I can’t see who knocked me out of the way. I don’t want to get back up but I have to so it might as well be today. Nothing appeals to me no one feels like me, I’m too busy being calm to disappear. I’m in no shape to be alone contrary to the shit that you might hear. You can't wake up, this is not a dream. You're part of a machine, you are not a human being With your face all made up, living on a screen. Low on self esteem, so you run on gasoline
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Re: What is the worst experience of your life? [Re: Shroomslip]
#22492361 - 11/07/15 06:30 PM (8 years, 2 months ago) |
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Holy shit.
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Re: What is the worst experience of your life? [Re: Zombi3] 1
#22492401 - 11/07/15 06:40 PM (8 years, 2 months ago) |
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He makes you look like an amateur
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Re: What is the worst experience of your life? [Re: zappaisgod]
#22492420 - 11/07/15 06:45 PM (8 years, 2 months ago) |
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Neither of us tried to what what we did. Losing digits isn't a game.
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Re: What is the worst experience of your life? [Re: poke smot!]
#22492622 - 11/07/15 07:32 PM (8 years, 2 months ago) |
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Hey bro I'm glad your doing better now and getting feeling back in your fingers.
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Re: What is the worst experience of your life? [Re: Panda89]
#22492632 - 11/07/15 07:34 PM (8 years, 2 months ago) |
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I had a hemorrhoid once
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Re: What is the worst experience of your life? [Re: trees]
#22492654 - 11/07/15 07:40 PM (8 years, 2 months ago) |
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trees said: I hate novocaine.
Me too, I have a numb spot on my face from novo shot when I had some dental work years ago.
Since then I have hated the stuff, I always have to be very gassed out in order to allow them to stick me with novo again, my old dentist was a gas doc and would always prescribe me 40 10mg hydros after everything but cleanings.
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Re: What is the worst experience of your life? [Re: Lucis]
#22492662 - 11/07/15 07:42 PM (8 years, 2 months ago) |
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worst experience?
realizing i was going to die someday and it'll all be neverending darkness and i won't have any reason to have lived because it'll all be gone sooner or later.
i always will remember this moment i'm with you you, you take my hand and set my dreams come true, i said it unto you.
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Re: What is the worst experience of your life? [Re: Lucis]
#22492669 - 11/07/15 07:45 PM (8 years, 2 months ago) |
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trees said: I hate novocaine.
Me too, I have a numb spot on my face from novo shot when I had some dental work years ago.
Since then I have hated the stuff, I always have to be very gassed out in order to allow them to stick me with novo again, my old dentist was a gas doc and would always prescribe me 40 10mg hydros after everything but cleanings.
What the fuck kind of dentist gives you that much god dam hydro? I had toes amputated and barely got 40 T3's. Jesus fuck America.
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Re: What is the worst experience of your life? [Re: Zombi3]
#22492690 - 11/07/15 07:49 PM (8 years, 2 months ago) |
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Zombi3 said: I had a hemorrhoid once
I had a kidney stone. That was impressive.
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Re: What is the worst experience of your life? [Re: zappaisgod]
#22492700 - 11/07/15 07:50 PM (8 years, 2 months ago) |
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I had a kidney stone. That was impressive.
When I was a youngster living in upstate NY years ago the neighbor in the apartment complex my family lived in had kidney stones, you could hear him scream when he passed them.
They really hurt that bad?
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Re: What is the worst experience of your life? [Re: zappaisgod]
#22492705 - 11/07/15 07:52 PM (8 years, 2 months ago) |
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I had an anal fissure once. That was pretty terrible. Every time I pooped it was excruciating pain and blood.
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Re: What is the worst experience of your life? [Re: nicechrisman]
#22492715 - 11/07/15 07:54 PM (8 years, 2 months ago) |
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I pooped blood with my hemorrhoid too. Scared me a lot.
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Re: What is the worst experience of your life? [Re: Lucis]
#22492720 - 11/07/15 07:55 PM (8 years, 2 months ago) |
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The pain is not from passing the stone. The pain is from the muscle spasms in your ureter caused by irritation. Think internal charlie horse that never stops. I have heard women who have given birth and had kidney stones who say the stones are worse. When the ambulance came they asked me what the pain was and I said 9.9 because I don't give 10s. They gave me a shot of morphine and asked again. I said 9.5. They gave me another shot. I gave no shits anymore.
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Re: What is the worst experience of your life? [Re: zappaisgod]
#22492740 - 11/07/15 08:00 PM (8 years, 2 months ago) |
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zappaisgod said: I had a kidney stone. That was impressive.
technically that's the worst pain one can get...save...maybe vivisection or live operation with no sedative or anesthesia.
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Re: What is the worst experience of your life? [Re: akira_akuma]
#22498949 - 11/09/15 02:57 AM (8 years, 2 months ago) |
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This is a great thread shroomslip, in a way. I feel closer to you all now.
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Re: What is the worst experience of your life? [Re: Matt87]
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The human experience is very interesting to me. There are a lot of things that are nearly universal truths, but there are plenty that are pretty unique and shape who people are. Even two people experiencing two negative things in their life the exact same may not agree on which one was worse. I like to get people's own perceptions. For instance there are quite a few really horrible experiences in my life I could've gone with, but most were only bad in that moment and was often short lived. Falling out the attic and landing dead square on my tailbone was one of the most painful experiences of my life and I recovered after a few days more or less, but having to drive for over an hour just to find out if my wife was still alive was vastly more painful to me, it's just a different kind of pain.
I think if I hadn't fucked myself in schooling and had the money to go to college, I would be highly tempted to pick a career based around getting to understand what makes people who they are. It never really gets old for me. I wouldn't say psychologist/psychiatrist because I'm not greatly interested in "fixing" people, I'm more or less only fascinated in understanding why they are the way they are.
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