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Near Dylan
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Alexestalex said: sex and masturbating on amphetamines is AMAZING i can't even imagine how much better it would be on meth
Vyvanse kills my sex drive for at least 2 days. Fuck Vyvanse.
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OhMrJohnson
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Alexestalex said: Ketamine > meth/heroin/crack/coke combined
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moonrockmushy
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ModestMouse said: ... Yes. I think if you like to talk and calculate, theorize, speculate, assess, construct , scrutinize, mostly about bs and such meth is gonna make you feel great...
Sounds more like math to me
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Bigfeely123 said: Maybe it's because you were using meth to have fun and/or be happy and now that you've quit your "happy receptors" coincide being happy with using meth. Just my thought. I don't know though, I'm obviously not a doctor of any kind. I hope things get better for you.
There very well may be other factors contributing to how he's feeling, but long term drug addiction / abuse can literally change the way your brain works. Especially with really hardcore drugs like meth or heroin. Which is one of the reasons it can be so hard to stop-- because even after you quit and make it through the initial withdrawal, there is a period of time where the brain needs to re-regulate itself. Some ex addicts actually experience anhedonia-- an inability to experience pleasure from normally pleasurable activities.
Normally when you do things you enjoy-- from eating food, to having sex, to listening to music, your brain releases a little bit of dopamine. This causes pleasure, which reenforces the behavior. But when you take drugs that play with your dopaminergic system, you throw it out of whack. Do it long enough, and simple things are not as pleasurable as they should seem.
It's pretty fucking terrible.
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OhMrJohnson said: You guys have the wrong idea here
Meth in small controlled doses (25mg oral) is not that bad for you, no
But most people trying to get high are gonna take way more than that
I can blow through a half gram in 12 hours and still be hungry for more but I know better than to go down that road
Tolerance sets in quickly when you abuse it and that's how people really get messed up
I don't understand how anyone could possibly do 500 milligrams of any sort of amphetamine.
I used to do IV meth but I always had xanax for the comedown so I never stayed away too long.
The last time I did meth I did one line what was supposedly less than 100mg, intranasal, and I was still awake for well over 60 hours. I only enjoyed about 10 of them, and those I only sort of enjoyed.
Needless to say, it beats me how anyone could ever take methamphetamine because they think it feels good. I abused amphetamine salts in college to get a lot of work done, but I never really thought they "felt good". It was certainly rewarding to take them because they hit the reward center of the brain, so you get a certain kind of immediate rush of reward, but it doesn't "feel good".
Opiates feel good.
Its subjective. I feel like people with certain personalities are more likely to be euphoric from amphs, while Opiates feel good to everyone 
And i learned a trick while addicted to amphetamines. Once it stops feeling good, but you still cant sleep, drink until you are unconscious
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ModestMouse said: Still awake what the fuck
It's meth, what did you expect.
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Re: Meth for the first time [Re: Lucis]
#22494200 - 11/08/15 03:28 AM (8 years, 2 months ago) |
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Essentially still on the same coaster as originally posted. This is ridiculous. It's the highest your brain can operate (second maybe to the mythical 4-MAR). I got 5 hours of decent sleep last night. Today some friends came over and wanted to try it. The mythical "methamphetamine" had arrived in town and it was like a conch was blown. Somewhere in between this I traded a cut of shrooms for more meth (different dude) which in retrospect was a neutral move. I got matched value and I then had enough to comfortably share with the fiends that had arrived. Good peeps though, can't fault a one of them.
One thing I'll note is that I would have fucked almost any girl, they all seemed beautiful tonight in their own way. The hot ditzy ones, the self conscious ones, the thicker girls (which I never had much of a taste for) all looked like they'd make a great fuck. Id make their day in an instant, and continue to make it for probably an hour or so of excessive but stellar meth sex. except I've got to remain loyal to my love. I miss her, she's out with her family for the weekend.
The crash was pushed back tonight, tomorow is a decidedly final stand on this wretchedly strong and dangerously addictive drug. Since I won't be sleeping tonight I'll be zombying through tomorow getting shit done and then doing whatever I fucking can to sleep early and put this book on the shelf. A story, one still being written as we speak. My buddies and I saw a few couches on the side of the road, gonna try to bring them into our courtyard for when we do fires if they're clean enough.
One of my friends who's on the journey with me is feverishly searching the Internet for the cheapest possible nitrous oxide deal kind of silly, for such a novelty but I won't spoil the fun. He's having a blast calculating out the cost per canister on each and every vendor he can find and then figuring out the recycle value by summing the weight of the lot. He's subtracting the recycle value from the cost, and reading off each potential price per cartridge that he finds. He's trying to beat $0.33/cartridge right now I believe. I'm sure he'll get it lower, he's fucking lit and said he won't stop til he can get it for a quarter a pop. It's all so trivial but entertaining!
Gotta go get that couch still, there's a few out there. It's cold though fuck.
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Re: Meth for the first time [Re: ModestMouse] 1
#22494298 - 11/08/15 05:12 AM (8 years, 2 months ago) |
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I hope you're having fun and I hope you'll also realize that you're not functioning in an acceptable way, and this needs to stop before it gets out of control. Make sure you are eating and drinking plenty of water, and ride out the crash like the champ the you are.
Try to put things in perspective and think of the people you really care about. You've had your experience, seen the best, and now if you continue it will just get worse and worse until your whole life is torn apart.
Take care friend.
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Bigfeely123
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Used couch... bed bugs, dried semen, piss stains... 
Get off the meth man. Do you want this to be you in a year from now?
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Meth doesn't do anything really. It is your brain and body reacting in horror
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Re: Meth for the first time [Re: Shiithead]
#22494450 - 11/08/15 06:50 AM (8 years, 2 months ago) |
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Meth doesn't do anything..?
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Near Dylan
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Re: Meth for the first time [Re: Shiithead]
#22494460 - 11/08/15 06:57 AM (8 years, 2 months ago) |
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Shiithead said: Meth doesn't do anything really. It is your brain and body reacting in horror
Horror must feel pretty good
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Re: Meth for the first time [Re: Near Dylan]
#22494825 - 11/08/15 09:11 AM (8 years, 2 months ago) |
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the twelve people you meet on the sleeping bag
1. the guy who tried meth for the first time
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Re: Meth for the first time [Re: sharmacy]
#22494956 - 11/08/15 09:55 AM (8 years, 2 months ago) |
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my first time with meth was accidental
It was cut with molly
I danced all night was in ecstatic bliss the whole time
it felt like the I could physically feel the feel good chemicals flowing into my brain
stims are lovely every now and then
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Re: Meth for the first time [Re: thelanzii]
#22495066 - 11/08/15 10:32 AM (8 years, 2 months ago) |
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My first time with meth was great. I was super hungover, and this MILF came over to see my one roommate. She'd brought some meth over & were talking about the price; $100 a gram. I thought it was coke, and was like "the fuck? $100??" They replied "but it's really good. Do you want a bump." Of course I said sure. I had sit to do & was glued to the couch. A little coke would do me right. As they were cutting out lines, they asked if I'd ever smoked it. So I regaled them with stories from my crackhead phase. That's when they realized I thought it was blow, and told me what it really was. Did I still want some? Damn right! Even better....shit might actually get done today. We blew out lines, then went into my bedroom where the woman busted out the glass dick. We all took a few rips. It was weird, cause I was expecting something instantaneous. What happened took some time to build, but god damn did I feel good. I got shit done around the house, dropped my buddy off at a party, went to another friends house, out to a bar. Eventually went home & laid down. There was no sleep, but I was feeling great just laying there. I worked in a restaurant at the time, and was opening the next day. When my alarm went off I still hadnt slept. As soon as I stood up my head snapped back into crystal clear get shit done mode. Crushed it at work, then went out & partied. There was no real crash; I just fell asleep that night & that was that. My buddy stayed up for a few more days & flipped his lid, but that's another story.
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Re: Meth for the first time [Re: Dark_Star]
#22495216 - 11/08/15 11:12 AM (8 years, 2 months ago) |
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Dark_Star said: My first time with meth was great. I was super hungover, and this MILF came over to see my one roommate. She'd brought some meth over & were talking about the price; $100 a gram. I thought it was coke, and was like "the fuck? $100??" They replied "but it's really good. Do you want a bump." Of course I said sure. I had sit to do & was glued to the couch. A little coke would do me right. As they were cutting out lines, they asked if I'd ever smoked it. So I regaled them with stories from my crackhead phase. That's when they realized I thought it was blow, and told me what it really was. Did I still want some? Damn right! Even better....shit might actually get done today. We blew out lines, then went into my bedroom where the woman busted out the glass dick. We all took a few rips. It was weird, cause I was expecting something instantaneous. What happened took some time to build, but god damn did I feel good. I got shit done around the house, dropped my buddy off at a party, went to another friends house, out to a bar. Eventually went home & laid down. There was no sleep, but I was feeling great just laying there. I worked in a restaurant at the time, and was opening the next day. When my alarm went off I still hadnt slept. As soon as I stood up my head snapped back into crystal clear get shit done mode. Crushed it at work, then went out & partied. There was no real crash; I just fell asleep that night & that was that. My buddy stayed up for a few more days & flipped his lid, but that's another story.
I wanna hear that story, too
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Re: Meth for the first time [Re: Near Dylan]
#22495969 - 11/08/15 02:34 PM (8 years, 2 months ago) |
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Near Dylan said:
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Shiithead said: Meth doesn't do anything really. It is your brain and body reacting in horror
Horror must feel pretty good
Haven't you ever watched a horror movie? Especially one of those teen-oriented ones? The first half hour or so always looks fun. Kids partying, fucking, etc. Then the horror kicks in, and lasts twice as long as the fun part. 
And this thread is making me want meth. Not cool. 
Fortunately (? lol) it seems like I live in one of the few parts of the country where this shit isn't ubiquitous. I've only seen raw meth once in my life. And that's coming from someone with a decades-long drug history, who has mingled in some sketchy circles.
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Re: Meth for the first time [Re: Near Dylan] 1
#22496388 - 11/08/15 04:01 PM (8 years, 2 months ago) |
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Ok.....
This was a real cool guy; super nice, generous, intellectual, etc. great to hang out to hang out with, awesome conversations... He wasn't exactly wrapped too tight though. I used to hear from him every so often, but it's been years. I hope that he's OK....but I have the feeling that he's not.
This all took place in Colorado several years ago. He was a roommate of mine. I only did that bump & sucked the glass dick a couple times as I mentioned previously. Didn't do anymore that go around. So I fell asleep the next night so where around 2-3 am. He kept going. Sleep deprivation fucked me up, but never made me psychotic. I went through long periods of no sleep due to opiate withdrawal. Meth wise my max was three days or so. My buddy stayed up for five days, and was hearing voices. He was having conversations with himself, which was weird, but I didn't think much of it.
Later that night I woke up to the sound of my buddy talking to himself. He got louder, and louder...and more & more agitated. Noises came from his room as well...the sound of him unsuccessfully trying get out of the window. He was yelling about someone trying to kill him. He screamed *one of the other roommate's name* get your gun. Then more about a guy with a knife, then "I'll tell you when you get here." This is when I realized he was on the phone, and had called 911.
Myself & my one roommate tried to calm my buddy down while simultaneously stashing all illegal items. I went out on the porch to meet the entire Durango PD as they swarmed our house. Violent crimes are very rare there, so they rolled up mad deep. As I let them in the house, I explained that there was no one in the house other than us, and we had been asleep....no random with a knife. They searched the house, our yard, set up a perimeter as they talked to my buddy and the rest of us. This was before even medical was legal, but the cops there didn't care about weed. Didn't take them long to discern that the guy with the knife was all in my buddy's head. They asked us if he was doing any drugs. We didn't mention the meth, just the weed. Cops were like weed doesn't do this to someone. We were all like yeah no shit, we're as confused as you. I suggested that it might've been a nightmare.
Cops discussed amongst themselves about how to proceed. They didn't want to take him, and asked I could just stay up & look after him, which I did. Then the cops & myself all talked with my buddy, and explained that there had never been a guy with a knife. Once he finally believed us the cops left, and I looked my buddy, who now felt like a real dumbass. Turns out he'd been hearing voices, and heard the one roommate that had stayed in his room until the cops rousted banging this girl that my buddy had once banged. There was no one other than him in the room. The girl that he thought was in there was nuts. She was engaged, but ran all over town behind that poor sap's back.
My buddy hallucinated her calling out for him to join her, but he ignored it because at that point he figured it was all in his head. Then he heard her get mad that he was ignoring her, and she told the roommate to get his knife & cut him. That's when he flipped, tried to break out of his room, failed, called our roommate to get his gun, screaming that he was about to get murdered & called the cops. My other roommate wasn't wrapped all that tight either, but the one that he thought was going to stab him was a super straight laced college kid. Needless to say, he was real weirded out by the whole thing.
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Re: Meth for the first time [Re: Dark_Star]
#22496515 - 11/08/15 04:25 PM (8 years, 2 months ago) |
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Sleep deprivation can really fuck you up Have you ever read that cheesy creepypasta story "Russian Sleep Experiment"? After 14 days or something like that they started eating themselves or some shit. I bet that would happen if you smoked meth for 2 weeks with no sleep
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Re: Meth for the first time [Re: Near Dylan]
#22496783 - 11/08/15 05:12 PM (8 years, 2 months ago) |
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My ex and I were up for a while and I had to convince him that our room mate didn't have a gun and was plotting to kill us. Was even flipping thinking they were trying to open the door. There was no one there.
I spent a good few hours one time looking for cameras that I thought were in my room and covering up random shit with duct tape.
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