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Dark_Star
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That's your subjective experience. Amphetamines most certainly made me feel really good. That dopamine rush.... Many other people agree.
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Re: Meth for the first time [Re: Dark_Star]
#22490860 - 11/07/15 01:30 PM (8 years, 2 months ago) |
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Dark_Star said: That's your subjective experience. Amphetamines most certainly made me feel really good. That dopamine rush.... Many other people agree.
I mean I guess it does feel good but in like, a really specific kind of way that doesn't make you actually feel happy, if that makes any sense. Like you could be in a terrible mood and still be getting that dopamine rush that feels good. You know, like Adolf Hitler. Dude was all hopped up on meth constantly, and was super pissed, but I bet he felt good about it. Same way with me. I'd be "feeling good" and people would ask me "What are you thinking so hard about?" or "Are you mad about something?" Cuz I never had a light hearted smile on my face
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Amphetamines made me feel super happy.
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Re: Meth for the first time [Re: Dark_Star]
#22490930 - 11/07/15 01:44 PM (8 years, 2 months ago) |
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Amphetamines just made me really really high. There were points where I was sad, mad, confused, paranoid, delusional. I had also kicked ass at my job when I was on meth as well but it was a constant struggle of always wanting to be high and being able to tone it down and get enough sleep so that I wasn't falling out or hallucinating at work.
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Re: Meth for the first time [Re: Dark_Star]
#22490939 - 11/07/15 01:46 PM (8 years, 2 months ago) |
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Yes. I think if you like to talk and calculate, theorize, speculate, assess, construct , scrutinize, mostly about bs and such meth is gonna make you feel great.
If you like to sit and lay back with small talk and maybe some light tunes in the back opiates are perfect.
I don't know how one person could be so strongly against one or another of these.. They have their time and place. And both drugs are not to be kept around often, that much is certain.
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I use to do it occasionally, then more occasionally, and more and more occasionally, until it was all I lived for.
Sometimes I would do a rip and instantly cum in my pants,,,, just wait until you try fucking with a limp cock and never being able to cum.
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Though meth + sex is the craziest freaky kind of sex I have ever had. That's when I can say it made me feel really really good.
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Hmm yes in the beginning thats all my ex and I would do is smoke and fuck. Then it was more like he couldn't get it up and would flail off doing other random things high as a kite, usually on his phone. Then it was just constantly fighting. Him stealing my money and leaving for days to gamble and smoke it up.
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Oh my god, gambling on meth must be ridiculous. For anyone who's concerned: I decided I won't be smoking it. I won't be selling it, or re-purchasing. I have over a quarter g left and plan to stretch it through to Tuesday for a specific event that I need to be on the ball for
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ModestMouse said: Yes. I think if you like to talk and speculate and calculate, theorize, speculate, assess, construct , scrutinize, and such meth is gonna make you feel great.
If you like to sit and lay back with small talk and maybe some light tunes in the back opiates are perfect.
I don't know how one person could be so strongly against one or another of these.. They have their time and place. And both drugs are not to be kept around often, that much is certain.
Anyone who follows what I post on here knows I like to do all of those things. When I take amphetamines, that is all I do. I sit down at a computer, and type, for hours and hours and hours and hours and hours. I usually start on some huge writing project that I never finish, and feel like I am writing the best goddamn thing I have ever written in my life. Years after the fact, I realize that amphetamines stunted my creativity. They would make me hyper-focused on minutiae in my writing, so that I would get stuck re-writing the same sentence over and over trying to find the best way to write it, and typically the way I wound up writing was extremely long-winded and filled with an excessive use of qualifiers. I don't know how the fuck I did as well as I did in school, standards have gotten really low.
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ModestMouse said: Oh my god, gambling on meth must be ridiculous. For anyone who's concerned: I decided I won't be smoking it. I won't be selling it, or re-purchasing. I have over a quarter g left and plan to stretch it through to Tuesday for a specific event that I need to be on the ball for
You won't be "on the ball" by Tuesday if you stay awake until then.
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Re: Meth for the first time [Re: morrowasted] 1
#22491047 - 11/07/15 02:06 PM (8 years, 2 months ago) |
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real talk. if you stay up till tuesday, you will be a babbling psycho
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I never understood how people could take amphetamines and masturbate for hours or play video games or anything like that. As soon as that shit went into my brain, I could not stop thinking, and believing that I was having the greatest ideas ever, and that if I did not write them down, I was going to be doing a disservice to myself and to humanity.
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Well that's mental masturbating if you ask me. Meth just makes you hyper into whatever you focus on. If you kept your stimulation on the inside, that's what you'll end up doing the whole time.
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That's a great way of thinking about it.
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ModestMouse said: Oh my god, gambling on meth must be ridiculous. For anyone who's concerned: I decided I won't be smoking it. I won't be selling it, or re-purchasing. I have over a quarter g left and plan to stretch it through to Tuesday for a specific event that I need to be on the ball for
Yah I agree with the others that by Tuesday if you keep it up you'll either be mentally starting to break down our you'll fall the fuck out and totally miss your event. I say tough up buck, come down and get some sleep and do it Tuesday if you wanna go that route.
And yes gambling on meth was perhaps even more destructive than the meth as far as the relationship went, though the meth was the fuel that drove him to not care about stealing from me. I still owe thousands of dollars in debt because of his destructive behavior while he was high. While I was working, trying to keep the house that we were eventually evicted from, he was out spending my money, stealing my cards and checks and forgetting to pick me up. I walked home several times in the rain and snow. I even had dealers give me rides because he never showed up when he said he would. Meth changes people.
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Alexestalex
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Screw meth
I like amphetamine a lot but meth just seems too harmful
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So I just took that 30mg M Amphet Salt capsule and I gotta say I like it.
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#22491678 - 11/07/15 04:23 PM (8 years, 2 months ago) |
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Ketamine > meth/heroin/crack/coke combined
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sex and masturbating on amphetamines is AMAZING i can't even imagine how much better it would be on meth
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