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nicechrisman
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I think the longest I ever stayed up was 5 days. I was hallucinating off my ass. Not good kind of hallucinating. I'm very glad I was able to put it down and leave it behind many years ago. I had some friends and a brother who weren't able to.
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nicechrisman said: I think the longest I ever stayed up was 5 days. I was hallucinating off my ass. Not good kind of hallucinating. I'm very glad I was able to put it down and leave it behind many years ago. I had some friends and a brother who weren't able to.
I've been trying to figure out how to really do that for years now
For the most part I think it comes down to who you hang out with
If you're around people doing crystal you're gonna do crystal, that's just the way of the world
That's why it's imperative to identify those situations and remove myself from them as quickly as possible but it's hard breaking away from old friends even if they are making you miserable
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It took moving to another state to get clean for me. I think it definitely depends on your environment and state of mind. Being back around my family and having their support definitely helped as well. I never ever wanted to bring that shit or be high around them. Also being away from my boyfriend in which we got into the addiction together so when one slipped usually the other did as well. I relapsed one time after moving and I had such a miserable time, and became so physically ill afterwards I swore it off good and for all.
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Yeah the guilt tears me up when I do it these days especially during the crash
What goes up must come down
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nicechrisman
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That shit sure did fuck up my brain for a while even after I quit.
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OhMrJohnson
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Yeah same here, I think it takes a heavier toll on the brain than other drugs simply because it keeps you awake for so long and gives you a shitload of artificial energy that you shouldn't have
It can get to a point where you aren't even in control of it anymore, you just hit the pipe compulsively over and over again and drive yourself further and further under.. it's a miserable way to go
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Re: Meth for the first time [Re: OhMrJohnson] 3
#22489631 - 11/07/15 08:45 AM (8 years, 2 months ago) |
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OhMrJohnson said: If there was one drug I wish I had never tried it would be meth, hands down
No other chemical has had such a powerful grip on my mind, even years later I still struggle with addiction and staying clean
I believe that being high on meth for so long messed up my brain, my happy receptors just don't work like they used to
Look into n-acetylcysteine. It's an over the counter supplement for liver health that happens to have a lot of promise re-balancing dopamine & glutamine levels. It's used IV in the ER to treat Tylenol overdoses, and had more recently been used to treat recovering cocaine, amphetamine, and methamphetamine addicts due to it's effect on dopamine & glutamate. It can help the brain recover from stimulant abuse. It's also being used for depression.
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Re: Meth for the first time [Re: Dark_Star]
#22489635 - 11/07/15 08:46 AM (8 years, 2 months ago) |
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Re: Meth for the first time [Re: Sheekle] 1
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The sad thing is even after all this badrep bout meth Id still be down to try it..
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Re: Meth for the first time [Re: SunnyD]
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SunnyD said: The sad thing is even after all this badrep bout meth Id still be down to try it..
Well cheer up and tell yourself that your not apt to try it Done diggerino
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nicechrisman said: So many tweekers start out saying they will never do it more than once. I sincerely hope you don't go down this road.
I tried it, there is no high that can surpass it. No accomplishment, no victory, friendship, or love, even heroin pales in comparison.I was smart enough to leave it alone. My two good friends had their lives destroyed by it. I wouldn't fuck with it again personally.
I disagree. Maybe because I was already heavily addicted to RX amphetamines the first time I smoked it. It wasn't nearly as good as people make it out to be. It was way too dirty feeling for me after using pure D amphetamine for so long. I mean the rush was awesome, but the rush of IV heroin was so much better. Just my opinion though.
Watch out for that shit also. Its incredibly addicting, lost a whole year of my life to amphs
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OhMrJohnson
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Re: Meth for the first time [Re: Sheekle]
#22489847 - 11/07/15 09:37 AM (8 years, 2 months ago) |
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Dark_Star said:
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OhMrJohnson said: If there was one drug I wish I had never tried it would be meth, hands down
No other chemical has had such a powerful grip on my mind, even years later I still struggle with addiction and staying clean
I believe that being high on meth for so long messed up my brain, my happy receptors just don't work like they used to
Look into n-acetylcysteine. It's an over the counter supplement for liver health that happens to have a lot of promise re-balancing dopamine & glutamine levels. It's used IV in the ER to treat Tylenol overdoses, and had more recently been used to treat recovering cocaine, amphetamine, and methamphetamine addicts due to it's effect on dopamine & glutamate. It can help the brain recover from stimulant abuse. It's also being used for depression.
Wow, I wasn't aware of that, thanks for the info brotherQuote:
Sheekle said: mr johnson is my daughter
Hi daddy
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Re: Meth for the first time [Re: SunnyD]
#22489870 - 11/07/15 09:42 AM (8 years, 2 months ago) |
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SunnyD said: The sad thing is even after all this badrep bout meth Id still be down to try it..
Don't
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Yeah I always preferred heroin as well, and rush of IV cocaine as well. That's super short lived in general, especially when compared to meth...but the rush is unreal. I never IV'd meth though, and I hear that's a different ballgame than other ROAs. I always smoked & snorted meth when I did it. Always a combo of the two; do a line, then hit the pipe, or hit the pipe & then do a line. I never got too into it, but I most definitely enjoyed it a lot. I did it several times, that's it. Most I stayed up was for was 3 days. That wasn't a big deal, because I was a junkie at the time, and would often run out of money & dope. I would be awake for days while dopesick, so I was used to it. Being awake on meth was actually enjoyable. I never really crashed ether, cause as it would be wearing off on that 3rd day I'd do some heroin & sink into bliss. Those two combined well. I IV'd methylone as well. That rush was nuts, and that comedown was awful. Went on a bender with it, and good lord was the next day terrible.
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Re: Meth for the first time [Re: Dark_Star]
#22489904 - 11/07/15 09:52 AM (8 years, 2 months ago) |
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I gotta say having sex on meth would be absolutely amazing
But sex on LSD with someone truly special would be better on so many levels
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OsculateOfDemise said: It took moving to another state to get clean for me. I think it definitely depends on your environment and state of mind. Being back around my family and having their support definitely helped as well. I never ever wanted to bring that shit or be high around them. Also being away from my boyfriend in which we got into the addiction together so when one slipped usually the other did as well. I relapsed one time after moving and I had such a miserable time, and became so physically ill afterwards I swore it off good and for all.
I can totally relate, I didn't move states but I moved to the opposite side of my state and cut a bunch of friends from my life. Even had to cut my girlfriend of 10 years because she was apart of the toxicity.
Seems like the only success stories ive heard are from people who completely removed themselves from their environment.
Sometimes I miss that warm comfortable womb, but fuck that rollercoaster.
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OhMrJohnson said:
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SunnyD said: The sad thing is even after all this badrep bout meth Id still be down to try it..
Don't
You know how I is with drugs homeslice
that dont wont work  im too intrigued and im well aware of the risks wi th drugs
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Re: Meth for the first time [Re: SunnyD]
#22489937 - 11/07/15 09:59 AM (8 years, 2 months ago) |
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SunnyD said:
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OhMrJohnson said:
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SunnyD said: The sad thing is even after all this badrep bout meth Id still be down to try it..
Don't
You know how I is with drugs homeslice
that dont wont work  im too intrigued and im well aware of the risks wi th drugs
You don't know what you'd be potentially getting yourself into
Like I said, once that door is open, it cannot be shut ever again, period
You will do what you will but you have my advice
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#22489975 - 11/07/15 10:08 AM (8 years, 2 months ago) |
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Actually my success story comes from staying in the same environment & working on myself. Moving across the country didn't do shit. I brought myself with me. Drugs aren't the problem; they're a symptom of the problem that wind up becoming a major problem of their own down the line. If you don't get to the root of the issue, and work on what made you abuse drugs in the first place you'll continue to be self-destructive, whether it's with drugs or not.
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