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Lucis
Nutritional Yeast

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moonrockmushy said: I have a wicked sweet tooth on opiates, and I chain smoke cigarettes. I don't eat regular meals because things tend to just sit in my stomach. Can't drink much alcohol for the same reason. It all just tends to fester and come back up after a while.
I've put on like 10 or 20 pounds since I stopped taking heroin. I eat a fraction of the candy and ice cream that I once did, but alot more regular meals, and I have a huge thirst for liquor. I'm kind of a puss so I chase most of my liquor with soda which is probably my worst habit right now.
I got ordered to do some drug classes once I got back into the free world.
Everyone in the drug class, which was NA related, looked at me like WTF you must still be using because you haven't blown up like a house from substituting food for dope, my secret is exercise and some mild vanity.
I have a good looking face, so don't want to lose that to pounds of flab.
My appetite goes up for a week or two when I quit any drug, but within a month I am back to baseline.
My current weight fluctuates from 185-195 depending on what season it is and how active I am outdoors, if you're really concerned about the weight gain just buy something to stunt your appetite, or if that's not your cup of tea, count your calories.
I have realized I stay toned through winter months here with minimum effort, so that's good, I don't have to be shredded, I am happy with toned, but will probably go hard in the paint if I quit kratom for good.
Soda is a MAJOR weight gainer for people, cut that crap out quick, alcohol is full of empty calories too, like 100 calories per 1 OZ (shot) which is a fuck ton, and it's all carbs.
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moonrockmushy
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Re: Where are all the addicts? [Re: Lucis]
#23762097 - 10/22/16 08:04 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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Banging coke by myself with no xanax for later. What a tard I am. Hope I don't croak shit is just pure anxiety for me at this point. No euphoria whatsoever outside the rush and the relief when it wears off.
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Apostle
Philanthropist



Registered: 12/12/09
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Day 3 no kratom or other opiods
like 2 weeks no Heroin.
Think i'm done with it all.
Pro tip: Gobble down lots of Gabapentin.
I did relapse on fapping(i get really horny on Gaba) which was a pretty big let down but whatever. Baby steps.
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birdeatingspider
Stranger in Paradise



Registered: 12/18/14
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Re: Where are all the addicts? [Re: Apostle]
#23763541 - 10/23/16 08:36 AM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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Congratulations Apostle. This is prolly the hardest thing you will ever have to do, keep up the great work!
Moonmush, be kind to yourself. Beating up on a relapse is counterproductive. Dust yourself off and try again, practice makes perfect.
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moonrockmushy
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I consider it more of a lesson learned the hard way than a relapse. For science.
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Moonshoe
Blue Mantis


Registered: 05/28/04
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Loc: Iceland
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Way to Go Apostle !
Not opiates, but I would like to quit drinking.
Best friends birthday last night seemed impossible to avoid it ... my uncles wedding will be just as impossible not to drink...
But I need to quit for Good, before I turn 30.
@moonrock: 
I know that feeling brother.
Cocaine was always that way for me- pure panic in powder form.
Hope you can get free of it.
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Edited by Moonshoe (10/23/16 08:52 AM)
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kakashi68
Connoiseur of Illicit Substances


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Re: Where are all the addicts? [Re: Moonshoe]
#23764349 - 10/23/16 01:56 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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Moonshoe said: Way to Go Apostle !
Not opiates, but I would like to quit drinking.
Best friends birthday last night seemed impossible to avoid it ... my uncles wedding will be just as impossible not to drink...
But I need to quit for Good, before I turn 30.
@moonrock: 
I know that feeling brother.
Cocaine was always that way for me- pure panic in powder form.
Hope you can get free of it. 
you probably just got shitty coke :/ full of speed. Good coke chills you the fuck out while making you up aswell. But then I hate uppers and only do it a few times a year.
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LSDreams
Contemplative Stoner



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Re: Where are all the addicts? [Re: kakashi68]
#23778012 - 10/27/16 07:33 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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i relapsed on a g of fent and was completely gone for at least 4 and a half months. I ended up running out of my suposed infinite stash and went through THE WORST withdrawals ive ever experienced to date.
But its been like 3 weeks now and i finally feel really good and am talking to someone who is very special, so theres my turn around update.
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Cowb0yNeal00


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Re: Where are all the addicts? [Re: LSDreams]
#23778016 - 10/27/16 07:34 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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sick bump
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moonrockmushy
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Re: Where are all the addicts? [Re: LSDreams]
#23778039 - 10/27/16 07:39 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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LSDreams said: i relapsed on a g of fent and was completely gone for at least 4 and a half months. I ended up running out of my suposed infinite stash and went through THE WORST withdrawals ive ever experienced to date.
But its been like 3 weeks now and i finally feel really good and am talking to someone who is very special, so theres my turn around update. 
That sounds like it's going great. Just don't put all your tacos in one sombrero amigo. You're worth staying clean even not being with someone special. You're not special but you're pretty cool
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Rebelutionsssss
Mdmazing



Registered: 07/23/14
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i did a dug once
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moonrockmushy
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Quote:
Rebelutionsssss said: i did a dug once
You mean a dog? Cool man.
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Cowb0yNeal00


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LSD
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LSDreams
Contemplative Stoner



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Quote:
moonrockmushy said:
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LSDreams said: i relapsed on a g of fent and was completely gone for at least 4 and a half months. I ended up running out of my suposed infinite stash and went through THE WORST withdrawals ive ever experienced to date.
But its been like 3 weeks now and i finally feel really good and am talking to someone who is very special, so theres my turn around update. 
That sounds like it's going great. Just don't put all your tacos in one sombrero amigo. You're worth staying clean even not being with someone special. You're not special but you're pretty cool 
Yeah im doing pretty well buddy, and believe me i know... but it just feels much different this time, this person is not the same as everyone in the past shes mysteriously different.
How are things going for you these days?
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moonrockmushy
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Re: Where are all the addicts? [Re: LSDreams]
#23778113 - 10/27/16 07:50 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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Ehh I'm getting fat and I drink too much, but I'm less miserable than I've been in years so I'm calling it a win.
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Rebelutionsssss
Mdmazing



Registered: 07/23/14
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Cowb0yNeal00 said: LSD
LSDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
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moonrockmushy
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Please LSDon't
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Rebelutionsssss
Mdmazing



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L US DEEEEE
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Cowb0yNeal00


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moonrockmushy
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Stick with mushrooms kids you can't spell loser nerds without LS and D.
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