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Moonshoe
Blue Mantis


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Sorry dude you are fooling yourself at the moment. I have seen people here on the shroomery make threads about how badly they are going through pod tea withdrawal.
It really is apples to apples.
Its great you are now using your opiates without needles, but some people use heroin without needles too.
Its a just a different form of the same exact alkaloids from the same exact plant.
Thats like me pretending I quit weed because I smoke it instead of eating it, or eat instead of dabbing it, or dab it instead of vaping it... you are talking about a different ROA, not a different drug.
But yes, you are better off without the needle.
But no, you are not free of addiction or of the slavery to the opium poppy.
Enjoy your temporary illusions though , and I do mean that- enjoy them.
They wont last.
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Connoisseur

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Re: Where are all the addicts? [Re: Apostle]
#23621583 - 09/07/16 11:03 AM (7 years, 4 months ago) |
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Apostle said: Broke all my needles.
Had .5 millligrams of suboxone IF that, yesterday.
today is 4 or so days off heroin
No opiods at all in my system today.
I feel fine.
The month or two long heroin binge has come to an end and i am just glad i escaped with so little discomfort.
I'm done Guy.
for real this time.
Glad to hear it man!
Im sure youl be back before you know it though lol, just hopefully not to the depths of a depraved oil burner habit.
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Nolan92
Stranger


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Re: Where are all the addicts? [Re: Connoisseur]
#23624216 - 09/07/16 11:01 PM (7 years, 4 months ago) |
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Fuck
If you snort something you would have a fascination of shoving stuff up your nose,
To activate your sense of smelll..
-------------------- "be a child, never be an adult al the problems of the world are made by the adults." "If a child feels like laughing he just laughs and it doesn't matter for him if others know why he laughs or not." By Rael
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kakashi68
Connoiseur of Illicit Substances


Registered: 11/25/11
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Re: Where are all the addicts? [Re: Nolan92]
#23734127 - 10/13/16 01:33 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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aww man... I think I really got it this time. Met this girl who totally changed my life. depression is gone, dont get cravings because shes basically on mind 24/7.
When she hugs me my world fucking crumbles around me.
#loveconquersall
-------------------- You know, just sometimes in between the first cigarette with coffee in the morning to that 400th glass of cornershop piss at 3am--you do sometimes look at yourself and think--this is fantastic. I'm in heaven. -Bernard Black
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moonrockmushy
High on Spite



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Re: Where are all the addicts? [Re: kakashi68]
#23734158 - 10/13/16 01:42 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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Just don't put all your eggs in one basket man.
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xbloodwhipx

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Re: Where are all the addicts? [Re: kakashi68]
#23734170 - 10/13/16 01:46 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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kakashi68 said: aww man... I think I really got it this time. Met this girl who totally changed my life. depression is gone, dont get cravings because shes basically on mind 24/7.
When she hugs me my world fucking crumbles around me.
#loveconquersall
what are you going to do if she leaves your ass?
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kakashi68
Connoiseur of Illicit Substances


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Re: Where are all the addicts? [Re: xbloodwhipx]
#23734202 - 10/13/16 01:53 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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xbloodwhipx said:
Quote:
kakashi68 said: aww man... I think I really got it this time. Met this girl who totally changed my life. depression is gone, dont get cravings because shes basically on mind 24/7.
When she hugs me my world fucking crumbles around me.
#loveconquersall
what are you going to do if she leaves your ass?
Aww like its not ONLY her... but she was a big part of my 2nd real try.
Important thing is the depression gone. I see the world in a different way now. Even if she left... My life has taken such a dramatic change I dont think I could go back to way i was.
-------------------- You know, just sometimes in between the first cigarette with coffee in the morning to that 400th glass of cornershop piss at 3am--you do sometimes look at yourself and think--this is fantastic. I'm in heaven. -Bernard Black
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Apostle
Philanthropist



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Re: Where are all the addicts? [Re: kakashi68]
#23736756 - 10/14/16 10:56 AM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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Dope sickness is my pre-workout.
IT HURTS SOOOO GOOOOOD!!!!!
currently kicking and embracing the pain for as long as possible until the mail comes and if theres nothing in there im gonna kick my ass into gear and go on the prowl.
So far i have zero dollars and a rapidly deteriorating attitude. Should be a fun day.
On the plus side i ran a mile and did some chest so i don't feel that "what am i doing with my life?" feeling anymore.
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Mush 4 Brains
about tree fiddy


Registered: 12/19/07
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Loc: Tacos
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Re: Where are all the addicts? [Re: Apostle]
#23737236 - 10/14/16 01:59 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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You seem to romanticize the whole dope sick thing too much, ive noticed that a lot in your posts the past month or so. And believe me i get it. I kinda get in a weird style of mood where im extra sensitive emotionally and i embrace the sadness and despair and try to move past it. Each time its like here we go again fuck.
Something keeps hanging you up, where you do well for a little bit then fuck up and go through wd again. What do you think it is? Can i ask you, do you want to quit?
Im not trying to judge you at all, ive been there with you. I havent touched heroin for like over 6 months. Went opiate free for a few of those months and now im doing maintenance therapy basically the past few months with potent unwashed poppy seeds. So much different than tbe needle, the desperation, caos and despair that the needle brings is absent.
The cost is easily sustainable, and for me the dose amount is stable. Dont get me wrong i still get pretty nasty wd when im out but im able to fight it much easier than heroin.
Also what u waiting on in the mail? Dope or kratom or what.
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moonrockmushy
High on Spite



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Re: Where are all the addicts? [Re: Apostle]
#23737239 - 10/14/16 02:00 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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Well you can't be that sick if you're running. You'll be kicking yourself later if you use. Fuck being broke. You're better than that.
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ModestMouse
IM WALKIN ON SUNSHINE


Registered: 05/06/13
Posts: 19,227
Loc: Upstate
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Re: Where are all the addicts? [Re: Apostle]
#23737278 - 10/14/16 02:13 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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Checking in I've become a once a week warrior I'm now known in some indigenous dope circles as Tuesday
-------------------- Anyone got a lowpass filter in this biiiiash?
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moonrockmushy
High on Spite



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Re: Where are all the addicts? [Re: ModestMouse]
#23737320 - 10/14/16 02:25 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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Tried that worked until I came across a reliable connection for fire. I will always be like "I am going to forget my dealer's number and just use on weekends" but then I start depending on my friends to have an ok weekend or even worse start hating them because they won't hook it up.
Why Tuesday? Is that when you get paid?
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ModestMouse
IM WALKIN ON SUNSHINE


Registered: 05/06/13
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Loc: Upstate
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A week from my relapse It's something I'm going to try
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moonrockmushy
High on Spite



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Re: Where are all the addicts? [Re: ModestMouse]
#23737406 - 10/14/16 02:53 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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Chipping? don't forget to save a shot for the morning
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ModestMouse
IM WALKIN ON SUNSHINE


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No sir It can't go beyond Tuesday Best I'll do is save a nightcap
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kakashi68
Connoiseur of Illicit Substances


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I chipped for 3 1/2 years.... yea nah m8
if you NEED it once a week... your still going down the dark path.
I understand the whole romantic dope sick thing. However its still rose coloured glasses. Yes it is kinda nice to sit in misery for whatever reason becasuse were all so fucked up. But I always had like tradition.
Id always get the same 6% beer. Monster energy drinks, House MD marathons, sitting in my room all night smoking weed and trying sleep.
But life is better now. You just gotta find out why you use drugs and fix that problem. At least for me anyway, I know thats no easy task. It took me like a year to get to this point. And my addiction is far less severe that other older people.
-------------------- You know, just sometimes in between the first cigarette with coffee in the morning to that 400th glass of cornershop piss at 3am--you do sometimes look at yourself and think--this is fantastic. I'm in heaven. -Bernard Black
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moonrockmushy
High on Spite



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Re: Where are all the addicts? [Re: kakashi68]
#23737441 - 10/14/16 03:04 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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Honestly if I didn't stumble upon a job I liked I never would have stopped. I'm romantic about dopesickness too but I'm also romantic about fire, fumes, machines, filth, and making things. I can't have both, and honestly working a job and just being hooked on booze and kratom is a nice change at least.
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hex_enduction
satta massa gana



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Modest
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Connoisseur said: oh ive cried on drugs sunshine said: Tragic. I told the cop not to do it but he didn't listen.
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moonrockmushy
High on Spite



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me or modestmouse?
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ModestMouse
IM WALKIN ON SUNSHINE


Registered: 05/06/13
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Loc: Upstate
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Ik right classic
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