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Rustifer
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I dunno how experienced you are with this stuff, but going and doing opiates one time, even if it's not shooting has sent me back into the depths of addiction dozens of times. I wouldn't go man, it's a very bad idea.
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Turtletotem
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Good on you for getting out if it people 
Don't go, Ironlung. What is one week compared to a lifetime?
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Midnight_Toker said: Don't go.
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TheMovement
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Re: Where are all the addicts? [Re: Adden]
#22887589 - 02/10/16 12:58 PM (7 years, 11 months ago) |
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Dys said:
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Midnight_Toker said: Don't go.
I seriously think that going is an awful idea.
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Re: Where are all the addicts? [Re: TheMovement]
#22887612 - 02/10/16 01:08 PM (7 years, 11 months ago) |
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I found a vendor for U-47700. 5grams for 200USD. From what I've heard, it's a decent opioid and active in the milligram range. Can you imagine ANY opioid addict having access to such a decent, potent cheap opioid!?
I am very tempted to buy the stuff but I do, I really do, think it would be the death of me, or at the very least send me down into the depths of opioid hell I would not TRULY not be able to escape from. I would not be able to control myself.
-------------------- Pain is temporary. It may last for a minute or an hour or a day or even a year but eventually it will subside and something else will take its place. If I quit, however, it will last forever.
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Re: Where are all the addicts? [Re: daz01]
#22887624 - 02/10/16 01:10 PM (7 years, 11 months ago) |
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daz01 said: I found a vendor for U-47700. 5grams for 200USD. From what I've heard, it's a decent opioid and active in the milligram range. Can you imagine ANY opioid addict having access to such a decent, potent cheap opioid!?
I am very tempted to buy the stuff but I do, I really do, think it would be the death of me, or at the very least send me down into the depths of opioid hell I would not TRULY not be able to escape from. I would not be able to control myself.
So what is.that stuff? Just legal opiate rc? How legal is it? Like order on the regular net legal?
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moonrockmushy
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https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/U-47700
U-47700[1] is an opioid analgesic drug developed by a team at Upjohn in the 1970s.[2] U-47700 was derived from an earlier opioid AH-7921. U-47700 is selective for the µ-opioid receptor, having around 7.5 x the potency of morphine in animal models.[3][4]
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Ir0NLunG68420 said: I've done opiates my whole life. I have been clean since January 20 2015. I was shooting .5-1 gram a day of pure H for 2 years straight. I am going on vacation in less than a week and I know that the person I'm staying with is on opiates. Sad part is I know I will partake. Good thing is I will not use a needle! Still scary, but it's inevitable.
Where the fuck does someone get pure diacetyl morphine? Not asking for a source but how do you know it is pure
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kakashi68
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moonrockmushy said: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/U-47700
U-47700[1] is an opioid analgesic drug developed by a team at Upjohn in the 1970s.[2] U-47700 was derived from an earlier opioid AH-7921. U-47700 is selective for the µ-opioid receptor, having around 7.5 x the potency of morphine in animal models.[3][4]
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Ir0NLunG68420 said: I've done opiates my whole life. I have been clean since January 20 2015. I was shooting .5-1 gram a day of pure H for 2 years straight. I am going on vacation in less than a week and I know that the person I'm staying with is on opiates. Sad part is I know I will partake. Good thing is I will not use a needle! Still scary, but it's inevitable.
Where the fuck does someone get pure diacetyl morphine? Not asking for a source but how do you know it is pure
Dark markets often have alot of pure H that gets lab tested. Otherwise MANY countries do have pharma H.
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Re: Where are all the addicts? [Re: kakashi68]
#22896344 - 02/12/16 03:29 PM (7 years, 11 months ago) |
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You guys are going to call me an idiot, or think I'm lying or something but I don't care. I changed primary care providers. First appointment without looking at my medical records recommended 2x Oxy 80mg/day and six 30mg oxycodone. I turned them down. I don't know whether to be proud, happy, or feel like an idiot. I wanted to fill them but I know if I had them I'd relapse and start this shit all over again.
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Fert Nitty
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Re: Where are all the addicts? [Re: Adden]
#22896485 - 02/12/16 04:16 PM (7 years, 11 months ago) |
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Dys said: You guys are going to call me an idiot, or think I'm lying or something but I don't care. I changed primary care providers. First appointment without looking at my medical records recommended 2x Oxy 80mg/day and six 30mg oxycodone. I turned them down. I don't know whether to be proud, happy, or feel like an idiot. I wanted to fill them but I know if I had them I'd relapse and start this shit all over again.
Not an easy thing to do, but good job dys. I cant say Id make the same decisions as you, although it was a smart move. Im currently trying to taper down my H habit before kickin again..
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Re: Where are all the addicts? [Re: Fert Nitty]
#22896500 - 02/12/16 04:22 PM (7 years, 11 months ago) |
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The experience made me start feeling like I was sick again and I've had dreams of them. I won't lie, I've considered taking him up on it, but I know exactly what will happen. Mama raised a fool but not an idiot. =/
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moonrockmushy
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Re: Where are all the addicts? [Re: Adden]
#22945893 - 02/25/16 05:54 PM (7 years, 10 months ago) |
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Dys said: You guys are going to call me an idiot, or think I'm lying or something but I don't care. I changed primary care providers. First appointment without looking at my medical records recommended 2x Oxy 80mg/day and six 30mg oxycodone. I turned them down. I don't know whether to be proud, happy, or feel like an idiot. I wanted to fill them but I know if I had them I'd relapse and start this shit all over again.
You're a fucking hero and deserve all the good things in life that opiates deprive you of.
Apperently I overdosed on cocaine/heroin last friday. Still not sure I believe it, but my buddy told me I went blue and siezed out, and I don't really remember it. I've seen other people do the same tho and the denied that it happened to me, but I thought I was different. I was probably nodding out and thinking I was fully conscious too, which used to annoy the hell out of me. Also got slightly dopesick because the person that usually just gives me one hit didn't have cash so I bought a bunch thinking I would just have it for a few fridays but of course I was going into work high on monday, and just getting over the little kick today.
It's fucked because I still want to get high tommorow and feel like I can make it work, but at the same time I know I am fucked. I don't know what to do because I'm too much of a smartass to take advice and I just cant be happy without heroin. Actually before I was just hooked on heroin but now I crave the cocaine too.
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I didn't do a lot of cocaine, maybe a few ounces sporadically over a few years, but it's like 15 years later. Sometimes when I smell certain chemicals I'll get a fake rush like that first line very briefly and suddenly *need* it. It happened a few months ago just sniffling my nose.
Please don't go dying on us.
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TNK
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It's a slippery slope, and it's one that will sneak up on you if you're not careful.
On the note of the overdosing thing- I've been told I've overdosed several times with no recollection of it and brushed it off as nothing. I've seen people overdose right in front of me and they said the same exact thing. So looking back on it I wish I had took that as a sign to chill the fuck out; with the drugs we choose to do some of us are lucky to be alive at all.
Be safe and be smart, I wish you the best.
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LSDreams
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moonrockmushy said: I just cant be happy without heroin.
Dont think like that buddy, because it just isnt true. The human body is super adaptable and no matter how long youve been doing it, you can come back. I used to think the same depressing shit. Youre body just isnt used to running without opiates and you have to condition it. I remember being on fentanyl thinking that I wass just broken and that I couldnt be happy or act normal without opiates.. but thats just your own mind tricking you. The entire stage of withdrawing and coming off opiates should be considered a psychotic episode, because nothing youre thinking is actually true. Im not a fan off rehab and meetings andthe whole system.. it just brings up bad feelings and makes me feel like im different than everyone else. Fuck that, get away from it all, and start a new life doing something different. Its the only way ive gotten past it and I dont feel like an incomplete addict in recovery, I feel happy (for the most part) and most importantly I feel like a normal person.
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Re: Where are all the addicts? [Re: LSDreams]
#22946920 - 02/25/16 11:06 PM (7 years, 10 months ago) |
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Just checking in y'all. Gave up on meds (methadone/subs) which I had been on for about 5 years, with a lot of using on top. Have access to LARGE amount of free and very very potent pods, so just spending my cash in 3-4 days when I get paid and using tea to hold me for 10 days til I can use again.
Been good for my veins actually, pods I have hold me better than any dose of 'done ever did. In fact it does more than hold me, I actually don't think about using for 18+ hours after a mug of tea. I am still fucked completely but it is nice not having to lie to doctors, fake piss tests etc every month.
Started smoking rock a lot more often too, always get at least one when I get a few bags of dope. Thank fuck there is actually some decent heroin around at the moment, I thought my days of nodding were gone.
I don't know if I want to stop, it is hard to get motivated with an unlimited supply of opiates that will keep me 100% comfortable, so that fear of sickness has been gone for a few months, fairly sure I have enough to last until summer when I can harvest more locally.. My veins are shit and my life is an empty mess, but it seems better than kicking. I had severe problems with depression/anxiety episodes before I ever touched dope, so kicking is just horrendous. Also got undiagnosed stomach ailments and appetite problems, so every part of kicking is worse, though I know everyone differs and I am sure others have it as bad and have succeeded.
Dunno if I really have anything to say, but I guess you are my peeps on this site, good to show my face every now and again.
Good luck to all, and if you are gonna do it anyway don't beat yourself up, at least enjoy it.
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I have issues with alcohol and amphetamines, but since I don't go to meetings, I am not an addict.
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Rustifer
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Yeah the first thing I learned in AA and rehab is that only I can diagnose myself as an addict.
I've heard of this thing called denial, but I don't believe it actually exists.
113 days, 15 hours, 39 minutes since I did my last hit.
I'm pretty happy without it.
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TNK
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Re: Where are all the addicts? [Re: Rustifer] 1
#22947126 - 02/26/16 12:58 AM (7 years, 10 months ago) |
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Keep up the good work brother. 25 days since my last opiate or benzo dose.
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Cognitive_Shift
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Re: Where are all the addicts? [Re: Rustifer]
#22947130 - 02/26/16 12:59 AM (7 years, 10 months ago) |
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I'm currently kicking dope right now. Day 3 night 2. Didn't eat anything all day, didn't sleep last night, won't tonight. Wouldn't wish this on my worst enemy.
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