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Re: Where are all the addicts? [Re: Rustifer] * 1
    #22608360 - 12/03/15 11:20 AM (8 years, 1 month ago)

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Today marks 30 days since I've shot any dope. :dancingbacon:




Niiice!

Congrats buddy. Keep it up. I'm rootin for ya.


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Re: Where are all the addicts? [Re: Adden] * 1
    #22609377 - 12/03/15 03:56 PM (8 years, 1 month ago)

Yes serious respect and congrats rust.  I wish I could be there with ya, but I'm too much of a weakwilled fuckhead  :whyyy:  Spose statistically one of us had to fail.  I can assure you're doing the right thing, because I would have like 100 less problems had I just toughed it out and got my shit done even though I was feeling sad.



And if you save yourself,
you will make him happy
They'll bring you fine rewards,
and you will feel happy
He'll keep you in a room,
I'm sure you'll be happy
And if you save your soul,
you will think you're happy


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Re: Where are all the addicts? [Re: moonrockmushy]
    #22609456 - 12/03/15 04:14 PM (8 years, 1 month ago)

I'm feeling the sobriety pretty hard right now. I need a fucking drink or a bowl or something.


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Re: Where are all the addicts? [Re: Rustifer]
    #22609474 - 12/03/15 04:18 PM (8 years, 1 month ago)

slipping hard right now. poppin bars like candy, got another 100 and a bundle of dope (which i haven't done in like 7 or 8 months) on the way. ready to just be a complete wreck and give into my addiction for a month)


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Re: Where are all the addicts? [Re: Rustifer]
    #22609487 - 12/03/15 04:23 PM (8 years, 1 month ago)

Honestly drinking and smoking helps at first, but in the end it makes my cravings much worse and corrodes my willpower.  If you're going to get baked then make sure you stop after you get high, and recognize that there will be some rebound from it that you need to be ready to cop with the old fashioned way.

Seriously you're doing awesome, though I know it sucks to hear that from others and not feel it.  Almost makes it worse sometimes to have friends say how good I'm doing when I feel the opposite, but you've come way too far now to go back.  If you're in the manic phase then go exercise hard, and get involved in something.  If you can't afford to join a group like some martial art, yoga, or some hobby you like then go online and design a program of your own and maybe solicit others to practice with you.


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Re: Where are all the addicts? [Re: LeeHarvOz]
    #22609505 - 12/03/15 04:29 PM (8 years, 1 month ago)

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slipping hard right now. poppin bars like candy, got another 100 and a bundle of dope (which i haven't done in like 7 or 8 months) on the way. ready to just be a complete wreck and give into my addiction for a month)




Fuck man plz don't die! :sad: Rehab didn't go well?


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Re: Where are all the addicts? [Re: moonrockmushy]
    #22609508 - 12/03/15 04:29 PM (8 years, 1 month ago)

Yeah I'm noticing that. I smoked a bowl I found in my bag yesterday, and today I just have this overwhelming urge to get fucked up on something. Not craving opiates. But just something. So I'm drinking a fucking sour apple smirnoff of my sister-in-laws, lol. Gonna take a couple of shots of assorted liquor after that and jam out to some tunes.

It's starting to not look like I'm going to hear back from any of these jobs I've applied for. So I'm going to do laundry tonight, because I absolutely am out of clothes. And tomorrow I'm going to put applications into some restaurants and fast food joints up the road so I can get some kinda cash flow coming in and have something to do during the day. I need to get out of the house and meet some people, I know nobody up here.


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Re: Where are all the addicts? [Re: Rustifer]
    #22609608 - 12/03/15 05:00 PM (8 years, 1 month ago)

Yeah don't let the jobs get you down.  You have a whole life to get work, and if you're clean you'll actually be able to hold the job.  I would even say don't work a job that will make you miserable until you're sure that you won't relapse.  If it's not something you're into then just do part time or work long enough to make your money and move onto something better.  Working a miserable job is a huge trigger for me.

Take it easy on the liquor too.  My rule is keep it at 4 drinks, which might be different for you but don't let yourself overdo it, and don't drink night after night.  That is almost certainly going to throw you into depression.  Even just drinking a little, you have to do things like exercise to counter the depression.  Always eat alot while you drink, even though it kills the buzz, and drink plenty of water.


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Re: Where are all the addicts? [Re: moonrockmushy]
    #22609656 - 12/03/15 05:11 PM (8 years, 1 month ago)

Make a ton of cannabutter and use it for homemade hot chocolate. :thumbup:

Sleep will come. :smile:


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Re: Where are all the addicts? [Re: Adden]
    #22609684 - 12/03/15 05:19 PM (8 years, 1 month ago)

Not for me my friend.  I was almost at the point where I could get some sleep, but I fucked up several times and now I'm stuck going through it all again, and I don't really get any relief from weed like most other people.  I just need to be tough, but I'm trying to get through the next couple weeks and pass my final class of the semester. 

Shit's fucked up.  Right now I'm focused on not using more than I need to get my shit done, and trying not to have a breakdown.  Weed doesn't help with that, it makes my cravings worse in the end and put me in a state of anxiety.


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Re: Where are all the addicts? [Re: moonrockmushy]
    #22609687 - 12/03/15 05:20 PM (8 years, 1 month ago)

I'm trying not to. But the reality is that I've been job hopping my whole life, and even trying to lie and cover that up quite a bit on my resume, people still don't wanna hire me for decent jobs. I'm going to just have to face the facts and get a shitty job now and start from there. Then just buy some job references, get into something entry level doing help desk work, and start over from there.

I just got a 40 of bud ice, gonna dome it and lay around listening to music, then feel like shit for a few hours while I try to fall asleep. I probably shouldn't be drinking at all. Last year when I was clean I quickly fell into being an alcoholic. I drank for 90 days straight. Took a little break from drinking everyday, then drank for 6 months straight once I started working with my room mates at a restaurant, we had a lot of fun there, but most days I was drinking for 12 hours a day. The instant I was able to relapse on dope, I did it. I probably would have been a little stronger if it wasn't for all that drinking.


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Re: Where are all the addicts? [Re: Rustifer] * 1
    #22609793 - 12/03/15 05:45 PM (8 years, 1 month ago)

Yeah I fell hard into drinking when I was last clean too, and I attribute my relapse to the resulting depression.

I know nobody wants to hear this, and I'm not saying it's like this for others, but I think cannibis and alcohol is what lead me to being an opiate addict.  I was looking for something to fill the hole in my soul from a young age, and of course there's no drug for that, it will only lead to addiction. 

I haven't been "sober" since I was 12 or something ridiculous.  Even then I was fiending for drugs before I ever did any, which seems so pathetic now, but I can see myself in alot of young users coming up now.  Most everyone who thinks that drugs as a lifestyle is something filled with adventure and intrigue will eventually find out that there is sadly a grain of truth to the anti-drug propaganda.  Addicts are not bad people, but we are definitely not in on some secret loophole that leads to pleasure and escape from life's troubles.  Opiates will take a great life and make it unlivable.  Even if it were pure pleasure, which it isn't, it wouldn't be worth it. 

It changes the way you think, and if like me you're already leaning towards using drugs to self-medicate, opiates will lead to misery and ruin.  They'll take away your drive to create and do good, and leave it with a penchant to fuck people over, especially yourself, in order to keep getting high.

(sorry I'm feeling dramatic  :feelingblue: )


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Re: Where are all the addicts? [Re: moonrockmushy]
    #22609817 - 12/03/15 05:50 PM (8 years, 1 month ago)

The problem with addicts here is they keep dying :sad:

We need to graft crystal G's DNA - she seems to be the most tolerant creature


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Re: Where are all the addicts? [Re: twighead]
    #22609953 - 12/03/15 06:17 PM (8 years, 1 month ago)

fuck rehab, growing weed (legally) kept me off opiates, being on a hill putting in work was my rehab. GF just acted like a child and blew up my spot though and ruined my opportunity to grow at our new place.


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Re: Where are all the addicts? [Re: LeeHarvOz]
    #22609964 - 12/03/15 06:19 PM (8 years, 1 month ago)

I'm just gunna ride out the month i already paid rent for in a drugged out stupor and make her find us a new place to live and work since she ruined this one.


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Re: Where are all the addicts? [Re: LeeHarvOz]
    #22612801 - 12/04/15 12:48 PM (8 years, 1 month ago)

love listening to this song right after railing a bag of dope and poppin 2mg of xanax



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Re: Where are all the addicts? [Re: LeeHarvOz]
    #22613597 - 12/04/15 04:13 PM (8 years, 1 month ago)

Haven't shot heroin or meth in about a year and a half.  I kelt sober from everything for about a year,  and now I just smoke bud,  have a beer here and there, and eat kratom.

I'd Def have to say rehab helped me a ton


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Re: Where are all the addicts? [Re: volcomstoner]
    #22619723 - 12/06/15 01:34 AM (8 years, 1 month ago)

I am alive and well. And the same to all. Ha. River of sadness.


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Re: Where are all the addicts? [Re: suttree]
    #22619758 - 12/06/15 01:52 AM (8 years, 1 month ago)



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Re: Where are all the addicts? [Re: Astral Pain]
    #22621582 - 12/06/15 02:47 PM (8 years, 1 month ago)

I'm getting tired of cigarettes.

I'm tired of stinking and wasting my time. They're not even good without opiates. Dirty drug.

I bet I could've hiked a hell of a lot more this mushroom season. Hiking through dunes in rubber boots in the rain with a heavy backpack has really strengthened my core and I've lost 30 pounds.

Going to join a gym. I have some research to finish. I want to use my early/mid 30s to get better for my 50s. My late teens and early 20s work paid off in the long run.

It's going to be harder to cut and I don't see the need for mass. Need to get myself healthy and back to work. When I can eat two steaks with potatoes and get down half a gallon of milk I'm doing it right. My muscles feel so good, strained a bit, but I remember this feeling and it's so good. I've worked myself to exhaustion nearly every day the past 3 months.

Tired of spending my life dying. Time to get back to living.


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