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Jacek
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Spiritual helper guide and the aspie
#22457331 - 10/31/15 11:21 AM (8 years, 2 months ago) |
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I've been lurking, as is my nature for i have not much to speak. After reading many posts on experience over the nets and here, i've come to wonder something about myself.
Why am i unable to communicate with any entity, no matter the type, good or bad? Is it something to do with the fact i am, well, shit, i am an aspie and it bothers me i cannot meet them.
I would like to be able to, truly i do! Only one scare yet while i tripped, always alone, and that was only because i lost all my memories of myself in a weird way. I became a second person, complete but with no past and wasn't worried about that fact. Heck i was even pondering why this dude(the me that is me) was having to move away in a few months, looking at the stuffs he amassed over the years and clearly saying that he had lots of good stuff.
so i'm wondering, those of you who have managed to do meet those entities, have they helped you if you asked them for help? Were you able to accept their offer and did you manage to better yourself through the experience?
thanks all, Damaged aspie in need to break a few walls.
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Re: Spiritual helper guide and the aspie [Re: Jacek]
#22457344 - 10/31/15 11:24 AM (8 years, 2 months ago) |
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Stop looking at yourself as damaged & embrace who you are.
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Jacek
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Re: Spiritual helper guide and the aspie [Re: Dark_Star]
#22457474 - 10/31/15 12:04 PM (8 years, 2 months ago) |
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damaged in the sens i am different, much different than the normal human mind. I do not process information and feelings and so find it hard to relate to humanity in general. I damaged myself trying to fit in, become something i am not by building rules, braces and walls that are now crushing me and i have trouble tearing down.
Shrooms are great to show you the inner scaffoldings of your self, whether you want to or are ready for it.
but you are right in that i should stop using that way of describing myself for i really am searching for ways to rebuild myself free of those restraints.
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Dark_Star
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Re: Spiritual helper guide and the aspie [Re: Jacek]
#22457847 - 10/31/15 01:52 PM (8 years, 2 months ago) |
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Yeah but that doesn't make you damaged. Check out sensory stories on YouTube, they may help you better express your feelings. There are also MAPS studies on the effects of MDMA assisted psychotherapy for folks on the spectrum, and it's pretty promising stuff. If you're interested, when I get a chance I'll do some digging & see if I get you an application to participate.
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openmind
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Re: Spiritual helper guide and the aspie [Re: Jacek]
#22458269 - 10/31/15 03:52 PM (8 years, 2 months ago) |
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Quote:
Jacek said: ....so i'm wondering, those of you who have managed to do meet those entities, have they helped you if you asked them for help? Were you able to accept their offer and did you manage to better yourself through the experience?
thanks all, Damaged aspie in need to break a few walls.
I'm on the spectrum as well.....
When you mention "entities", I assume you're speaking in regards to encounters during dmt experiences (& other psychedelics)....?...
While I've had my fair share of entity encounters, from DMT as well as sleep paralysis...there was never any "offers" being made, and I was never asking them for help. It's hard for me to pull anything of value to be applied to my daily life, or any sort of meaning, from my entity encounters...The experiences I've had with "entities" has just been more thought provoking, and food for thought, than anything.
But I've certainly "bettered" my self in general through handfuls of experiences with mushrooms, mdma, and LSD...I wouldn't say these things have "cured" me, IMO autism is something that shouldn't be and will never be cured...But these medicines have definitely "fixed" and healed me in ways....in ways that I'm not going to elaborate on at the moment, as it'll take way too long for me to get into and explain .
Feel free to send me a PM if ya want to talk about things related to the spectrum and psychedelics, or what ever....
-OM
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