My last trip on LSDacid(Has been since tested & bunk, don't know what chemical is it but it is tasteless) was a unique one for me.
This happened probably just over a month ago now... I dosed 300ug (which is what I normally do) with my GF (who only had 1/2 of a 150UG tab). I was starving myself off weed that week & the sesh before I dropped was more potent then normal due to tolerance drop.
I was feeling a lot more baked than normally so I was kinda thinking passing on the LSD acid that night & just smoking up but alas I didn't & decided to drop shortly after smoking.
Fast forward about an hour when the vibes were waving in hard 
I was playing Fallout New Vegas while coming up but once I was "there" my GF & I decided to start watching something on Netflixs.
Browsing through all the shit on there deciding what to watch we came across a kid/baby show called "Canimals" (look it up you'll laugh your ass off that this sent me off the deep-end or so I think anyway)
Decided it would be worth a short laugh & played the first ep. The colours & on-going "story" from one thing to the next had me zoning out super hard & got me thinking this is like a trip for babies.
From this moment my mind was rattled. I was thinking about all sorts of fucked up shit. (this point is hard to put into words because I'm still not completely sure why this happened) I started thinking I was trapped within my own mind like a trip in a trip I know it sounds stupid but it felt real. Apart of myself was fighting to tell me its just the drug but then I would be my worst enemy & loop myself back into it. At first I thought I was stuck in an acid trip, then I was like "no this cant be acid, THIS IS FUCKING HELL" I was losing it hard trying to work out if everything was a dream playing out in my head or if it was reality.
I got my GF before I completely looped out to call my tripper friends to come around & aid the situation/calm me down. I started blacking out at this point. It felt like I had died & was re-living situations that have played out over the years. (I wasn't sure who I even was at this point or the people around me. My body was moving on it's own & my conscious was trying to work out what the hell was going on.)
When my friends turned up I still had no idea who I was or who they were or what was happening but I started to "repair" from this point. I apparently did some strange things, snatch drinks from peoples hands, touch shit randomly, spit on the floor & just generally act like a 3 y/o following my GF around like a little kid, I also remember smoking a bong & instantly blacked out & it felt like I had burned alive right after the bowl snapped.
Then out of no where I "came alive" started talking normally & acting fine, one of the first things I said was "Holy fucking shit that was my own little slice of hell" the rest of the trip was like any other 300ug dose. It felt like I had broken through on acid or some shit, super next level.
It only lasted the first 3/2 hours of the trip & I've never really had any bad vibes from LSDacid apart from that trip. I'm not scarred by the experience or anything more curious as what triggered it into my mind.
My guess is set & setting along with my tolerance drop to weed made for a super unexpected trip. Also when I trip with my GF i try to re-frame from exploring the trip more just roll with it so I don't freak her out by zoning out to hard or talking to much tripper shit but it seems trying to not explore/experience it made for a nasty surprise it honestly felt like an ego-death but I don't really want to use those words because I'm sure a lot of other people would beg to differ but I was stripped of everything of who I was, I honestly thought I was fucking dead & in purgatory.
I normally don't post anything big about my trips but I felt after awhile I would try to get this one out there. This trip defiantly taught me not to trip as carelessly & to expect that anything can happen even on doses you have well experienced.
I feel terrible for putting my GF through the horrible experience & I think I have "ruined" acid/trips for her now after seeing how it affected me, at one point in my lunacy I remember seeing her face full of tears saying "You're the one whose meant to know about all this tripping stuff!" really hit home for me.
I tripped on shrooms a week later & that was mostly fine with an intense "un-easy" feeling on the come up but nothing I wasn't expecting really.
Like I said before I'm not good at doing posts like this so I hope its all understandable & makes at lest some sense. Hope it was an interesting read!
Edited by SludgeCity (03/15/16 04:35 AM)
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Man, I know this feeling almost exactly. I like to think of myself as a very experienced tripper, about 100 lsd trips under my belt and like 20 shroom trips, few dmt.
But yeah this one trip I had only taken 2 tabs of really strong stuff, but I had been taking tabs off this sheet all summer, and for some reason it hit me super hard this one night. I chalk it up to set and setting, because the situation I was in.
I was at my best friends house with my one other buddy, we were chillin and smoking as usual (we all have daily-use weed tolerance, I hadn't been on a break or anything like you) but then the friend who's house we were at, his dad came home and apparently had a really bad day at work. I didn't even see him, but the front door of his house is right by my buddies room, so he came in and walked past his room to go up the stairs, and he was just shouting and being super angry and just letting off steam. At this point i was about 2 and 1/2 hours into it, tripping really hard, and I had no idea what was going on, I thought he was mad cause he knew i was tripping, and because we were all smoking and stuff (normally its chill to smoke in his house, and his dad wasnt actually angry about that at all) His dad was angry because of a problem at work, totally unrelated to the present situation.
All of this happening, his dad busting in and shouting, I started getting stuck in a loop, the same 15 seconds would repeat over and over, it was very strange, I was having thoughts like I should go and give his dad some acid, somehow that would fix it? after just about ten minutes of weirdness, the friend who's house we were at thought it would be a good idea for me and my other buddy to leave, so my buddy just drove me to my house and peaced out. I was still kind of caught in a loop at this point, and if only I had not gone right in my house, like just waited a minute outside to come out of the loop, it would have been okay.
But nope, I went right in my house still frying really hard, super confused, started talking to my parents, they knew I was tripping because I was just zonked out. I have been able to keep more cool while on 5x the dose I was on, I had no idea why it was so intense. Sometimes things happen and the pieces just fall in a weird way and what you get is a strange nightmarish spiral of super intense tripping. But yeah, you aren't alone man.
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