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InvisibleBoomer The Great
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Feeling sad, lost, and alone
    #22446239 - 10/28/15 07:16 PM (8 years, 3 months ago)

Hey guys haven't really been posting much lately. I've been on a trip in Europe. Specifically Germany and Spain, well not really Spain depending on who you talk to cause I'm in Barcelona, so we all know that is Catalonia. Anyway that's isn't really the point here.

I'm with my cousin. Now on the way back to the room of course it's late at night here the streets are small and quiet here depending on where you walk here. Most groups of people we walk by, you guessed it you can smell the sweet taste of marijuana. She knew I at least smoked, as I always mention as we walk by how good it smells. Well this ended up opening up a whole conversation about drugs in general.

I started talking about how I used to be into opioids, Xanax, and K-pins. Now I haven't taken any pill on about 8 months. I'm actually pretty proud of myself. Mushrooms and LSD are brought up next. Ok, well I should put out there that she is really against drugs of course including these two. She is one of those people that puts them in the class with all other drugs. We are only 2 weeks apart and have grown up together. This was a new alley for us. We were both getting pretty upset on both sides.

I tried to explain to her how they both help me kick pills and even quit cigarettes, she still didn't want to hear any of it.

To where I'm at now.

I am feeling really sad about how our conversation went down and also really rejected. I feel rejected almost because I thought she could be the one person that I could talk to. I feel alone because I'm in a country that I've never been to I don't know the language and now there is this huge elephant in  the room. She definitely looks at me differently now. I just want to go home guys :sad:


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Re: Feeling sad, lost, and alone [Re: Boomer The Great]
    #22446259 - 10/28/15 07:22 PM (8 years, 3 months ago)

Why do you care so much about what your cousin thinks? Go out and enjoy yourself man. Once you get home you'll look back and wonder why you wasted time getting upset over nothing.


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Re: Feeling sad, lost, and alone [Re: Malcolm_Xtasy]
    #22446277 - 10/28/15 07:28 PM (8 years, 3 months ago)

Yeah I know what you mean. But I was honesty surprised how she reacted. I've been wanting to talk to someone for a really long time about my problem I had with pills. Let alone I'm in a country I've never been too and can't speak the language.

Ps

She lives over here and is really the one showing me around.


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Re: Feeling sad, lost, and alone [Re: Boomer The Great]
    #22446290 - 10/28/15 07:31 PM (8 years, 3 months ago)

People are ignorant man. That's why I rarely talk about my drug usage outside of the shroomery. I still think you should try and make the most out of the time you still have left.


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Re: Feeling sad, lost, and alone [Re: Malcolm_Xtasy]
    #22446307 - 10/28/15 07:35 PM (8 years, 3 months ago)

Yeah I'm here til Sunday. And dude that is the exact words that ended the conversation. I said
"You are being ignorant."


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Re: Feeling sad, lost, and alone [Re: Boomer The Great]
    #22446312 - 10/28/15 07:36 PM (8 years, 3 months ago)

What was her reasoning behind her feelings?


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Re: Feeling sad, lost, and alone [Re: Malcolm_Xtasy]
    #22446315 - 10/28/15 07:37 PM (8 years, 3 months ago)

Hmm well she is a nurse.


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Re: Feeling sad, lost, and alone [Re: Boomer The Great]
    #22446331 - 10/28/15 07:42 PM (8 years, 3 months ago)

Could you be really upfront about it with.her?  Like tell her you feel sad that you reject and judge me
and I think we should part ways for now.. or something like that.  Get it off your chest


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Re: Feeling sad, lost, and alone [Re: Boomer The Great] * 1
    #22446355 - 10/28/15 07:47 PM (8 years, 3 months ago)

That explains everything. My mon is a nurse and probably one of the most ignorant people I've ever come in contact with.


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Re: Feeling sad, lost, and alone [Re: Malcolm_Xtasy]
    #22446435 - 10/28/15 08:11 PM (8 years, 3 months ago)



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Re: Feeling sad, lost, and alone [Re: SleepyE] * 1
    #22446488 - 10/28/15 08:32 PM (8 years, 3 months ago)

Do you get any time away from your cousin? You know there in Barcelona you can just go into a Cannabis Club and get some. You will have to bring an ID and provide an address in Barcelona for where you are staying, as well some cash to join the club and to purchase the cannabis. Most of the clubs cost 20 euro to join, but the cannabis is inexpensively priced. They sell buds, hash, and some even have BHO/wax. Sometimes they can be a little tricky to find. There is never a sign out front that says "CANNABIS CLUB". There will just be a door, and often you will have to wait outside the door to be buzzed in. But they are always happy to serve you, and they always speak English.  These two are my favorites

DCC Dragon Cannabis Club
La Rambla 130, 08002

4:20 Cuatro Veinte Smokers Club
Carrer dels Escudellers 53, 08002


Here is a complete list: http://cannabisbarcelona.com/where/

On that website they make it seem like you have to contact them ahead of time and ask for an invitation or have a referral from someone.. Whatever, man. Every club I ever walked into just asked if I had a membership, I said no, they told me they needed an ID and an address and 20 euro, and that was it.

I stayed high as shit the entire time I was there. People smoke weed like it's nothing. Just be careful leaving the shops themselves, put the weed in your crotch area. Dupposedly cops bust people leaving the shops but they can't search your crotch, at least that is what they told me in the shops. It's not like, jailtime, it's just a fine. But still. Whatever, good luck man. Try to enjoy Barce, it's a cool city.


Edited by morrowasted (10/28/15 08:37 PM)


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Re: Feeling sad, lost, and alone [Re: morrowasted]
    #22446501 - 10/28/15 08:36 PM (8 years, 3 months ago)

I did not know this. I will possibly check this out. I did see a seed store but that was it. It was owed though when I walked by.


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Re: Feeling sad, lost, and alone [Re: Boomer The Great]
    #22446512 - 10/28/15 08:38 PM (8 years, 3 months ago)

Feeling.


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Re: Feeling sad, lost, and alone [Re: morrowasted]
    #22446531 - 10/28/15 08:42 PM (8 years, 3 months ago)

Quote:

morrowasted said:
Do you get any time away from your cousin? You know there in Barcelona you can just go into a Cannabis Club and get some. You will have to bring an ID and provide an address in Barcelona for where you are staying, as well some cash to join the club and to purchase the cannabis. Most of the clubs cost 20 euro to join, but the cannabis is inexpensively priced. They sell buds, hash, and some even have BHO/wax. Sometimes they can be a little tricky to find. There is never a sign out front that says "CANNABIS CLUB". There will just be a door, and often you will have to wait outside the door to be buzzed in. But they are always happy to serve you, and they always speak English.  These two are my favorites

DCC Dragon Cannabis Club
La Rambla 130, 08002

4:20 Cuatro Veinte Smokers Club
Carrer dels Escudellers 53, 08002


Here is a complete list: http://cannabisbarcelona.com/where/

On that website they make it seem like you have to contact them ahead of time and ask for an invitation or have a referral from someone.. Whatever, man. Every club I ever walked into just asked if I had a membership, I said no, they told me they needed an ID and an address and 20 euro, and that was it.

I stayed high as shit the entire time I was there. People smoke weed like it's nothing. Just be careful leaving the shops themselves, put the weed in your crotch area. Dupposedly cops bust people leaving the shops but they can't search your crotch, at least that is what they told me in the shops. It's not like, jailtime, it's just a fine. But still. Whatever, good luck man. Try to enjoy Barce, it's a cool city.




These are not far from where I am at...


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Re: Feeling sad, lost, and alone [Re: Boomer The Great]
    #22446534 - 10/28/15 08:42 PM (8 years, 3 months ago)

Does she drink just go get drunk. I never bring up drugs around family it's just something you don't want to expose. If she's that negative towards marijuana she's pretty much out of the loop or either a super conservative. I really don't know a single person who gives 2 fucks about it besides  employers.


I'm not sure how old you are but most people aren't into hallucinogens etc... If it's brought up sure you can comment on it but it seems you said way too much. How about you just talk to her and ask to go do something that is fun that doesn't involve tripping balls or taking pills.


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Re: Feeling sad, lost, and alone [Re: Gorlax]
    #22446548 - 10/28/15 08:44 PM (8 years, 3 months ago)

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Does she drink just go get drunk. I never bring up drugs around family it's just something you don't want to expose. If she's that negative towards marijuana she's pretty much out of the loop or either a super conservative. I really don't know a single person who gives 2 fucks about it besides  employers.


I'm not sure how old you are but most people aren't into hallucinogens etc... If it's brought up sure you can comment on it but it seems you said way too much. How about you just talk to her and ask to go do something that is fun that doesn't involve tripping balls or taking pills.




It was a conversation about me wanting her to do them.


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Re: Feeling sad, lost, and alone [Re: Boomer The Great]
    #22446557 - 10/28/15 08:47 PM (8 years, 3 months ago)

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These are not far from where I am at...



No, they are all "conveniently located" near where tourists tend to stay, haha. They are used to catering to tourists buddy, don't be shy.


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Re: Feeling sad, lost, and alone [Re: morrowasted]
    #22446566 - 10/28/15 08:50 PM (8 years, 3 months ago)

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Quote:

Boomer The Great said:

These are not far from where I am at...



No, they are all "conveniently located" near where tourists tend to stay, haha. They are used to catering to tourists buddy, don't be shy.




Thank appreciate it. We have some plans in the afternoon. But before that I may say I need to just take walk or something. I mean are living in really close quarters right now. Lol


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Re: Feeling sad, lost, and alone [Re: Boomer The Great]
    #22446571 - 10/28/15 08:51 PM (8 years, 3 months ago)

Well it's just about 4 am here what are there hours? Lmao


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Re: Feeling sad, lost, and alone [Re: Boomer The Great]
    #22446595 - 10/28/15 08:56 PM (8 years, 3 months ago)

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Well it's just about 4 am here what are there hours? Lmao



nah, most of them are only open between like 1pm and 10pm


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