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Stonehenge
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Re: How will you prepare for your death? [Re: Ellis Dee] 1
#22437443 - 10/26/15 07:52 PM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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Death is a part of life, why be afraid of it? Afraid of pain perhaps, cancer can be a beast, some other things can be too. I could die right now and I would be ok with it. I think death would bring peace.
They say you become a spirit being after death, you live on the astral plane and can see everything that goes on. I have heard its nicer there than here. The only question I have is why come back?
So do the things you were planning to do one of these days but never got around to it. Take the trip, try the fun but crazy stuff you always wanted to do. Instead of just living today to make enough money to live tomorrow, do a few things.
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I would like to have my funeral in a large gothic candle lit castle. When my casket closes lightning will strike and it will pop back open. At this moment a pack of wolves will drag my body out of the casket into the nearby wolves, my corpse will be screaming in agony and i will never be seen again.
But i will be heard. You will hear my shriek everynight as you get on the verge of sleep, and right before you fall asleep my shriek will wake you up. You will never sleep again.
Imagine exploding head syndrome, but instead of loud booms you hear me screaming.
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Thank you all for your input.
I have reflected on this and come up with my own strategy and am now going to focus on the spiritual path of yoga and meditation, especially using binaural beats for hours at a time and deep breathing and yoga.
I am going to focus on attaining inner peace and enlightenment, the only things I can think of that could help us attain tranquility in this world.
Also spending as much time as possible with my wife, loving her, cuddling her, making love to her, telling her I love her, and enjoying our time together.
This is the path I will walk.
Namaste.
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Re: How will you prepare for your death? [Re: Moonshoe]
#22439497 - 10/27/15 09:56 AM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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If I have a say in it, which I intend on, it will go something like this: I'll reach the point where my mind and or body become less functional than I consider sufficient. I will write a short note to my friends and family explaining that I am not depressed or angry, and that I love them all. I'll explain that I prefer to go out on my own terms, and spare nature the work of slowly beating me down into non-existence. I'll then eat as much morphine as I possibly can, and turn on a comedy.
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Re: How will you prepare for your death? [Re: ModestMouse]
#22439506 - 10/27/15 09:59 AM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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I am concerned because I have no way to obtain opiates, and I feel I absolutely need them for a catastrophe survival situation and for when my death is inevitable or pain is inescapable. I need to find a connection I guess.
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Re: How will you prepare for your death? [Re: Moonshoe]
#22439511 - 10/27/15 10:02 AM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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This sounds stupid but just look to close friends, usually those that tend to be older or play contact sports. Quite often people have painkillers sitting around that they forgot about or simply don't like taking for whatever reason. Cop a few of them whenever possible for a fair price and sit on them for as long as you can.
Try to get oxymorphone or hydromorphone (conveniently the hardest to find amongst pharms) Those are your two best bets because they have the best potency for their weight and don't suck ass like fentanyl. Heroin would work too but its potency can be spotty, and in worst-case-scenarios or euthanasia you want to know exactly how strong your shit is.
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Re: How will you prepare for your death? [Re: ModestMouse]
#22439609 - 10/27/15 10:28 AM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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nothing would change for me my lifes going just how I like it
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Re: How will you prepare for your death? [Re: Moonshoe]
#22439719 - 10/27/15 10:59 AM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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Moon, we aren't allowed to mention sources here but go to the darknet and you will find anything you want. Heroin, fent, morphine, dilaudid, etc on and on. Plus anything else of course. You have to learn how to use tor, how to buy bitcoins, and its a good idea to learn pgp. None of those are hard, just download some software and play with it a little.
Not only that but prices are much lower than street prices and its quite safe. A letter lands in your mailbox, you know nothing about it. After a time you take it in and leave it by the door and if no one comes asking about it after a few days, you "dispose" of it as you see fit.
I think that's the way I would want to go if I had some painful and terminal incurable disease. I would probably get enough so that I could play with it for a few weeks or months, have a little nod or two, I know at first it gives a lot of nausea but later its supposed to be great. And since you are planning to exit anyway, no worries about long term addiction.
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Re: How will you prepare for your death? [Re: Moonshoe]
#22439731 - 10/27/15 11:03 AM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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Simple answer, just start livin! 
Shorty
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Re: How will you prepare for your death? [Re: Moonshoe]
#22439747 - 10/27/15 11:08 AM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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Moonshoe said: I am concerned because I have no way to obtain opiates, and I feel I absolutely need them for a catastrophe survival situation and for when my death is inevitable or pain is inescapable. I need to find a connection I guess.
Why not get some vials of Ketamine and some syringes? 30mg IM doses make intense pain more negotiable by dissociating you from it and you can even do surgery on it.
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Re: How will you prepare for your death? [Re: Moonshoe]
#22439975 - 10/27/15 12:11 PM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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How I will prepare for my death depends in large part on who among my loved ones is still with me at the time. It will depend mostly on whether I outlive my wife and whether we have living descendants. My chief concern in the situation of impending death would be spending quality time with my loved ones, enjoying the cycle of the seasons one last time, and keeping myself physically and mentally comfortable.
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Re: How will you prepare for your death? [Re: Capers] 1
#22439999 - 10/27/15 12:18 PM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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1. Grab a pack of cigarretes from the store. 2. Visit with all my loved ones for one final meeting. 3. Meditate/think on/energize myself for what will happen soon. 4. Smoke some cigs and drink coffee. 5. Walk into death like it was calling my name. No fear, no regret, just here and now.
6. Death. 7. Watch my life like a movie and be like, yup, I was a badass motherfucker. 8. Go Home.
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Re: How will you prepare for your death? [Re: Moonshoe]
#22440335 - 10/27/15 01:45 PM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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Moonshoe said: I am concerned because I have no way to obtain opiates, and I feel I absolutely need them for a catastrophe survival situation and for when my death is inevitable or pain is inescapable. I need to find a connection I guess.
Grow poppy.
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Re: How will you prepare for your death? [Re: Moonshoe]
#22444022 - 10/28/15 09:26 AM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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Focusing on yoga, meditation, Prayer, prepping and smoking deemz at my altar has helped So much ! I feel great , no anxiety. I will continue on this Path!
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Re: How will you prepare for your death? [Re: Moonshoe]
#22444067 - 10/28/15 09:37 AM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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When are you expecting to die?
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Moonshoe
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Re: How will you prepare for your death? [Re: Capers]
#22444331 - 10/28/15 11:04 AM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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I am not sure. I simply don't know. I am just preparing for death as fast as possible because it could happen at any moment even though it might not die for a hundred years.
I suspect there is a roughly 50% chance of a massive global catastrophe within the next 100 years, and a 25% chance of one within 25 years and a 10% chance of one within 10 years.
So I am preparing based on the idea that it's a flip or the coin if I will be able to live out my life in peace and abundance or if it will be a massive change to life as we know it and a colossal catastrophe.
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Re: How will you prepare for your death? [Re: Moonshoe]
#22445223 - 10/28/15 02:46 PM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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Shop for: Incense, Toilet Paper
I'm reading a book on pure land zen, they have an interesting way of prepping for death. Makes me wanna settle down in a monestary sometime later down the road.
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Re: How will you prepare for your death? [Re: Moonshoe]
#22445513 - 10/28/15 03:48 PM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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Moonshoe said: I am not sure. I simply don't know. I am just preparing for death as fast as possible because it could happen at any moment even though it might not die for a hundred years.
I suspect there is a roughly 50% chance of a massive global catastrophe within the next 100 years, and a 25% chance of one within 25 years and a 10% chance of one within 10 years.
So I am preparing based on the idea that it's a flip or the coin if I will be able to live out my life in peace and abundance or if it will be a massive change to life as we know it and a colossal catastrophe.
I know why The Buddha smiles. He was sitting meditating waiting for some state of higher consciousness to happen, then he suddenly realized that it was already happening. The reason why he is still smiling, even now, is because he completely forgot what he was waiting for to happen. Anyone who does drugs might be looking for the same thing - a better state of consciousness. There isn't one - they are all the same in the end - they are just you inside different drugs. I don't think you can ever get to a state of total nirvana unless you learn to be totally balanced and not worried about this or that extreme event. Especially if you have no control over these events. It sounds to me as if you are worried about a lot of extreme things that you have no control over.
Death is so overrated - I know, I died once. I was dead for over 5 minutes, then I received defibrillation and brought back to consciousness - without any brain damage at all (some would disagree ).
I've never had a more clear idea of who I was or why I was here than over the next few days after death - all the bullshit in my life was so easy to spot. How I had not seen it before was a mystery to me.
I would suggest to prepare for death is pointless - it's the other way round! Prepare for life - be honest and seek out the bullshit and compromise and remove it - follow your instincts. The first of these things I removed was the idea of the guru figure itself. After death I realized that nobody can help me - there are no gurus or hidden meanings in anything other than what your own fantasy can create. The ego is also a kind of guru figure - so stop thinking about what you need - you already have it, so trust yourself and get on with it with a Buddha smile.
Peace.
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Re: How will you prepare for your death? [Re: Moonshoe] 1
#22445518 - 10/28/15 03:51 PM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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I am not concerned with death, I am only concerned with living my life. Death happens when and how it does. You don't control it unless you take the coward's path. (or there are some few other exceptions..) I am at peace with it whenever it does happen, tomorrow? So be it? When I'm 900 years old.. whatever. It simply isn't something I'm concerned about at all. More interested in living in the now and making the most of it. Death is just a natural part of the cycle that is life. I've died many times. But not really interested in rushing it. You have forever to be in spirit form.. being a human is a special privilege of unique experience.
So to answer your question, you prepare for death by living.
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Re: How will you prepare for your death? [Re: Asante]
#22445769 - 10/28/15 04:59 PM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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Beanhead said: Barbiturate IV Euthanasia
Wouldnt you prefer the poison cup?
??? i'm intrigued!
I'd prefer mushroom death suit :-)
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