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millzy


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Re: How many have you had? [Re: Le_Canard]
#22418174 - 10/22/15 12:49 PM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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Le_Canard said: LSD, shrooms and Mescaline a few times. Never fooled with that synthetic stuff, ain't gonna start now.
i don't mess with all of the rc's, and i'm always careful when i do. but there are some pretty righteous ones. 2cb, 2ci, 2cc, 4-ho-met, 4-aco-dmt, 5/6-apb, 5-mapb, mxe and 3-meo-pcp have all been really good to me. 4-fa is an extremely nice entactogenic stimulant.
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millzy said: i would consider myself an expert in that i can handle my shit. my experiences are mostly solo now.
I almost always trip alone, and have never had a freak out, but I really agree with people above that said that kind of attitude will get you burned.
the minute you think you totally got it, you get served up a fat slice of humble pie.
not saying you're not an expert, just sharing that I can relate, but went on the side of caution
Exactly. Overconfidence is dangerous. I thought I was an expert after about 8 trips and took a ten strip with little preparation. Unsurprisingly I had a major freak out and never thought of myself as an expert again lol
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millzy said: i would consider myself an expert in that i can handle my shit. my experiences are mostly solo now.
I almost always trip alone, and have never had a freak out, but I really agree with people above that said that kind of attitude will get you burned.
the minute you think you totally got it, you get served up a fat slice of humble pie.
not saying you're not an expert, just sharing that I can relate, but went on the side of caution
there are some things i'd never go at alone. ayahuasca is a big one. i think one time was enough for me with that to be quite honest. and for some reason i won't smoke n,n-dmt alone either. i tend to go for larger doses, especially if i'm alone, but i know the ledge. i am always careful with dosage, set and setting. and i have really close friends i can call if things go south.
i wouldn't say i haven't freaked out though. lol. i've had some very powerful experiences. one thing i like about solo tripping is that i can work some things out without having someone worry about the way i'm acting. generally, i'm pretty laid back. but in the past year or so i've had experiences that have brought me to my knees sobbing like a baby. it was very cleansing. i just couldn't, or wouldn't, do that in a group setting.
i've also ended up on my kitchen floor after 3-meo-pcp giving me a fuck. but the experience itself was great and it was more funny. i was just like whoa how did i get here.
don't do what i do though kids. i'm almost 40 and have been taking psychedelics since i was 15.
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Re: How many have you had? [Re: Zymosis]
#22418202 - 10/22/15 12:56 PM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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to be fair,
thinking you're an expert after 8 trips is pretty funny, but thinking you're an expert after hundreds or thousands of trips is more understandable.
I think for me anyways, I'm still better off being humble.
with that said, I think vet isn't too far off for me laughs aside. I've been around the block, seen a lot, slayed some demons, been rocked, etc.
there's always more to learn though
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Re: How many have you had? [Re: millzy]
#22418243 - 10/22/15 01:03 PM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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millzy said: i would consider myself an expert in that i can handle my shit. my experiences are mostly solo now.
I almost always trip alone, and have never had a freak out, but I really agree with people above that said that kind of attitude will get you burned.
the minute you think you totally got it, you get served up a fat slice of humble pie.
not saying you're not an expert, just sharing that I can relate, but went on the side of caution
there are some things i'd never go at alone. ayahuasca is a big one. i think one time was enough for me with that to be quite honest. and for some reason i won't smoke n,n-dmt alone either. i tend to go for larger doses, especially if i'm alone, but i know the ledge. i am always careful with dosage, set and setting. and i have really close friends i can call if things go south.
i wouldn't say i haven't freaked out though. lol. i've had some very powerful experiences. one thing i like about solo tripping is that i can work some things out without having someone worry about the way i'm acting. generally, i'm pretty laid back. but in the past year or so i've had experiences that have brought me to my knees sobbing like a baby. it was very cleansing. i just couldn't, or wouldn't, do that in a group setting.
i've also ended up on my kitchen floor after 3-meo-pcp giving me a fuck. but the experience itself was great and it was more funny. i was just like whoa how did i get here.
don't do what i do though kids. i'm almost 40 and have been taking psychedelics since i was 15.
interesting, why won't you smoke dmt alone?
i feel weird doing it around people cause they have to watch me flop on the ground liek a corpse for awhile 
I agree 100% about tripping alone. most of the time these days, I'm tripping to try to work stuff out and grow. for those nights, I need to go deep. and shit gets REAL pretty quick 
every once in a while I'll eat some L or Mesc in a social "party" setting and have a good time, but those are always light-ish doses.
I like the comfort that comes from having the freedom to do whatever without the feeling of being judged, or at the very least, worried about.
with all that said, I'm not really scared that I can't handle what will be thrown at me, but I keep a certain level of hesitation to keep me from being stupid. I've been tripping 10 years, but I'm still in my 20's, and can be a little gung-ho sometimes
except L and deems. I wanna try that one really badly, but I've read a couple "horror" stories from vets and I'm a little nervous.
I don't have a ton of experience with L, and I'm sure I'll go for it once I'm a little more acquainted.
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13 times on LSD and Shrooms in the last 3 years, and 5 times on MET. I'd consider myself to be a novice, but more experienced than anyone I actually know in day to day life.
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millzy


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@ phil - man it's weird. not that i take any of this stuff lightly, but dmt kinda spooks me. i had a very powerful aya experience on top of that too. none of my experiences have been bad, but i tread extra carefully with it.
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Re: How many have you had? [Re: millzy]
#22418290 - 10/22/15 01:14 PM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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I feel you.
riding a rocket ship is intense.
I've had some sitting in my stash for like 8 months, and I love the stuff, but was too timid to hit it because it had been long enough to grow the fear again.
my roommate came home one night and was like, "hey lets smoke some changa." just all casually, and for whatever reason that night I was liek, "yeah man cool. ill grab my xtal"
and it was really nice to break the ice again. I've been kind of intimidated to go back for a little while cause I haven't taken more than a social dose of anything in a while.
tried to have a shredding mushroom trip a couple months ago, but the source they came from grew some weak shit and sold it wet so dosing was hard. (not wet but not cracker)
made ten grams in tea and was left sitting there waiting to get torn up.
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i want to take harmala with 4-aco-dmt. not sure when the right time to do that will be though. that's another one i'll take alone but am careful with.
i used to keep changa around the house to give to friends. never smoked any of it myself. with hostilis bark being harder to come by my extractor (i don't fuck with it because i have a good friend who is like a chef with it) there are kinks being worked out with the tech.
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Re: How many have you had? [Re: millzy]
#22418355 - 10/22/15 01:35 PM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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yeah everyone is on acacia now. I only messed with mimosa.
the only time I tried to mix harmalas and tryptamines, I had taken some 25c the day before, and had a terrible reaction to it.
puked my brains out, got assassinated by ufo's on the beach I went to, and just felt like I was dying. that was the last dance with rc's for me,
although i'd be down to try aco.
if you're feelin brave one night, I'd recommend smoking deems on mushrooms. the mushrooms take the edge off and help me rip it, and they go together seemless
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after trying harmala and mushrooms i don't ever want to take them without it. i've heard it's good with the analogs as well. 4-aco-dmt is good by itself too.
i've heard acacia is weak. my friend seems to think it's the abscence of euremamine, which is in hostilis and left in there with his tech.
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Re: How many have you had? [Re: millzy]
#22418376 - 10/22/15 01:43 PM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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your friend knows way more about that extraction than I do then 
I wanna do an extract on the rue and cap it, cause I can never drink that tea again. not to mention the garbage that comes along if you just brew it.
I felt a cool buzz from it for a bit before things went south though.
tried aya a couple times but had some weak ass leaf, and had pleasant rue "trips" before that, but I'm scarred from the one night.
how are your harmalas prepared?
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yeah, i don't want to get too far into the nuts and bolts of extracting because it's above my pay grade. he would be able to answer all of that way better than me. i think he extracted our harmaloids from syrian rue, but i would have to double check.
it sounds like you just combined the harmaloids with something you shouldn't have. you can take it with smoked dmt too from what i hear. i would definitely be up for that sometime.
aya was another category of experience for me. really cool, but really terrifying at certain points. i'm grateful for having had the experience though.
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Re: How many have you had? [Re: millzy]
#22418491 - 10/22/15 02:12 PM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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I didn't intend to combine it. there was just left over garbage in my system from the day before that I didn't expect to react the way it did 
I meant to combine it with mushrooms but shit hit the fan before I could dose. which was probably a good thing.
I have a rue extraction tek saved, I was just asking if you had raw haramlas extracted from the plant matter, which it sounds like you do 
one of these days I'll have a decent aya journey, although it'll probably be a pharmahuasca unless I stumble upon some good leaf.
back on topic though,
I think I've learned way more later in my career with psych usage than I had for awhile in my early years, which i feel is usually the opposite?
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Re: How many have you had? [Re: Asante]
#22418510 - 10/22/15 02:16 PM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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I would say between 250-500, but I am not counting so might be more than that, I forgot to select the amount though, but clicked expert because I am good at not having bad trips, and helping others use psychedelics.
Many people have joked with me and called me an urban shaman.
I have been tripping almost 18 years.
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Re: How many have you had? [Re: Lucis]
#22418523 - 10/22/15 02:22 PM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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i feel like my experiences have an adult have taught me more as well.
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Zymosis
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Re: How many have you had? [Re: millzy]
#22418569 - 10/22/15 02:30 PM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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millzy said: i feel like my experiences have an adult have taught me more as well.
Same here. I started with psychs as a teenager when everything was about getting fucked up and hanging out with friends. As the years went on and I was more experienced in the realities of adulthood I was able to face what learning from psychs actually meant. On a side note, while it definitely helps look inward, I find it helpful as a programmer to trip while coding.
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Re: How many have you had? [Re: Zymosis]
#22418605 - 10/22/15 02:37 PM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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3-10, but I think its 10 on the nose. Eeeking for another one, but not until the hair stands up on my arms 
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........Why did you skip the range 50-75??? Because thats where im at!
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Less than ten, I believe about 8-9. A few more if you broaden the definition a bit.
Getting my hands on some cid this weekend though
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