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BreathlessVision
The Electric Sceptic


Registered: 03/11/14
Posts: 1,736
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Might as-well be crazy.
#22417784 - 10/22/15 11:32 AM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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Each and everyday I lose my mind a little bit more. I have been taking xanax for the last few weeks and when I don't take it I start to go insane. I also smoke weed on a regular basis and it is the only thing which has been (in combination with xanax) keeps me sane inside my crazy head.
Sometimes I lay down and have a good cry about life, put myself into a self-pitying corner of slowly caressing my own wounded ego.
How do I fix it? I mean my brain?
Now the right thing to do would be to stop taking xanax but how in the hell do I even wean myself off of this stuff. It is my own fault because I decided to start taking xanax again but alas I am weak because xanax is like liquid gold dust that you sprinkle on to stop this monkey brain from retreating into it's malfunctions.
I have a lot of shit that I carry around like everyone else, except I have the fine quality of feeling too much and giving too many shits.
I don't even know where I am going with this post, I just need an opinion from people who have been there before.
I am not trying to declare myself to be some sort of highly important creature and demanding sympathies or empathy but I need the help. How do you guys deal with depression and anxiety? It is a 'mental health' question but I figured I would get more interesting replies here in the pub.
Opinions please and make them snappy and judgmental.
Peace
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Davesnothere
Stoner


Registered: 10/22/15
Posts: 63
Loc: MI
Last seen: 8 years, 2 months
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All i can say is consuming alcohol, weed, and whatever else is great for recreation, but when you need it to get on about your day its a problem. I say this drunk and stoned.
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Jean-guy Masta
Railyard Ghost


Registered: 09/23/14
Posts: 1,827
Loc: MT-Hell
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yea the benzo withdrawals plus weed psychologic withdrawals both at the same time is gonna be some heavy shit for anxiety. no wonder you think youre going crazy.
got to give you some time and go day by day and reduce. maybe find a long term medication like SSRI or something. heard they work pretty good doesnt make you zombie at all, pretty much changed the life of some people i know ( you wont be able to trip anymore tho )
other then that excercise take everything you can to boost your ego. work hard eat good, make you a nice circle of friend a nice job or something that occupies you. knowing what you want to do in life is one of the biggest ego boost. feeling useless erodes your self estime terribly everyday.
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