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sudly
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Some are
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Re: How did it feel to be cheated on? [Re: Malcolm_Xtasy] 3
#22437047 - 10/26/15 06:13 PM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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Malcolm_Xtasy said:
Anyways, yes a lot of humans aren't trustworthy. But that doesn't mean you have to slit their throats man 
and isn't that sort of a contradiction in expectations? everyone's untrustworthy but someone who'd slit one's throat is also not trustworthy.
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Re: How did it feel to be cheated on? [Re: sudly]
#22437051 - 10/26/15 06:14 PM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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In part I'm just naturally messed up emotionally. But I'm also someone capable of incredible empathy but I'm also capable of completely cutting off my empathy to the point where I would honestly be tempted to fucking decapitate everyone involved in this situation and throwing their heads through their family's windows at 3 a.m.
-------------------- On the ground you lay, with your dogs you pray, at a neon hieroglyph sky you gaze Hugging your mind, praying to survive, feeling the love of the hieroglyphs in the sky We all need more love, and mainly less hate Hate is the blind that covers the heart's eye That makes the heart's eye cry Locked deep away in the skies of our minds It's all in the mind
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sudly
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Have you looked into BPD or QBD? Borderline personality disorder or quiet borderline disorder
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Re: How did it feel to be cheated on? [Re: sudly]
#22437081 - 10/26/15 06:21 PM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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I'm just half crazy. I like it that way. If someone treats me nicely though I'm really nice honestly
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sudly
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If your symptoms are capable of making you feel like killing someone I'd recommend talking about it to someone. Learning about your symptoms and a specific disorder could help to increase your emotional stability and ability to regulate your emotions.
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Quote:
MagicalOrangutan said: In part I'm just naturally messed up emotionally. But I'm also someone capable of incredible empathy but I'm also capable of completely cutting off my empathy to the point where I would honestly be tempted to fucking decapitate everyone involved in this situation and throwing their heads through their family's windows at 3 a.m.
HA, no.
You were clearly just trying to make cool & edgy posts.
Trust me, I know.
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Re: How did it feel to be cheated on? [Re: 1234go] 2
#22437286 - 10/26/15 07:12 PM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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Posting like a deranged murderer, so cool.
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Re: How did it feel to be cheated on? [Re: Webster10]
#22437411 - 10/26/15 07:42 PM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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I'm just so Fed. Up with the human race that I just lose compassion. I use to not be like this.
-------------------- On the ground you lay, with your dogs you pray, at a neon hieroglyph sky you gaze Hugging your mind, praying to survive, feeling the love of the hieroglyphs in the sky We all need more love, and mainly less hate Hate is the blind that covers the heart's eye That makes the heart's eye cry Locked deep away in the skies of our minds It's all in the mind
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sudly
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Man to Man/(whatever gender you want), I believe you are scared of abandonment.
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1234go
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Take a chill pill fool..
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Re: How did it feel to be cheated on? [Re: sudly]
#22437426 - 10/26/15 07:49 PM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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Nope. Honestly I'm naturally emotionally closer to dogs anyways, and they are actually loyal.
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sudly
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Speaking of loyalty, a dog has it because it won't abandon you :P I'm trying to be objective here but my point still stands that you display symptoms of a fear of abandonment.
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Re: How did it feel to be cheated on? [Re: sudly]
#22437502 - 10/26/15 08:03 PM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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Doesn't everyone? I'll never be abandoned because unlike you I don't have any compassion for motherfuckers so I won't ever get close to one.
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sudly
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Not everyone does, even after what has happened in my life recently I don't fear it. You've just confirmed your fear 
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Re: How did it feel to be cheated on? [Re: sudly]
#22437566 - 10/26/15 08:26 PM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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At least unlike you I won't trust any human enough to where they can hurt me. I'm smarter than that no offense. You should've punched the bitch s teeth down her throat the instant she said she had a profile on TINDER. But you didn't.
For the love of God if you don't promise right now that you'll stop tryintrusting people so stupidly then I will now wish death on YOU for being a fucking idiot. DARWINISM.
If the human race as a whole were as stupidly trusting as you, motherfuckers would quickly destroy it by taking advantage of this free unearned trust and becoming like a cancer.
The human race would fail.
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Cmon man that ain't cool
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Re: How did it feel to be cheated on? [Re: Malcolm_Xtasy]
#22437607 - 10/26/15 08:40 PM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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He would be better gone from this earth than to constantly be hurt because of his own stupidity. It would be for his own good.
What's awful is that I seriously feel very guilty for saying that because I originally felt such genuine sympathy for him at first.
Seriously...sudly..Will you please at least not trust so easily from now on?
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sudly
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I'm not hurt anymore, I've come to acceptance and moved on. That was the challenge of me doing this.
I don't doubt I've acted naively and ignorant and could have spared myself the pain earlier but in the end all it meant is that I didn't know. I do now.
I've had my trust broken but I haven't felt capable of letting go before. I can handle the pain of letting go and have learnt to let go of anyone who breaks it. That doesn't mean I won't trust anyone again, it just means I'll know when to stop.
I was in love and I didn't know how to let it go because I didn't believe she would lie until I knew she did it to my face. I was lost in love and got hurt because of it.
There's no point crying over spilt milk
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Edited by sudly (10/26/15 09:07 PM)
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Re: How did it feel to be cheated on? [Re: sudly]
#22437767 - 10/26/15 09:17 PM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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Are you sure you believe what you just typed? Are you just trying to convince yourself that you have learned?
-------------------- On the ground you lay, with your dogs you pray, at a neon hieroglyph sky you gaze Hugging your mind, praying to survive, feeling the love of the hieroglyphs in the sky We all need more love, and mainly less hate Hate is the blind that covers the heart's eye That makes the heart's eye cry Locked deep away in the skies of our minds It's all in the mind
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