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Hanz
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Re: What are the Big Drugs of your life? [Re: Asante]
#22409548 - 10/20/15 02:18 PM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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Skunk and hash - gave my life sense and a mystical side when i needed it. Quit, after 25 years daily. Loved it, will never forget, but will never start again either. No more smoke for me...
Mushrooms, LSD, and Xtc - my holidays from regular life. Don't use often, but with fierce intensity.
Salvia - showed my True Heaven a couple of times. Recently, more discomfort than I like, using less and less frequent.
MXE - my new love, such class, such comfort, such heights! I know this will be a long term relationship. But want to keep it at arms length.
Risperidon - my healer. I know some people hate it, some say it ruins your trips. I love it, it has changed my life for the better. I'm just lucky, no side effects, only joy and tranquility! Finally a drug that turns me into myself. Don't ever want to live without again.
Finally, I am underwhelmed to say the least by nicotine (what a loser), by alcohol (headache barbarian), coke (thief), and nitrous (just a punch in the face).
Left out the less important substances...
Love, Hanz.
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Near Dylan
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Re: What are the Big Drugs of your life? [Re: Hanz]
#22409602 - 10/20/15 02:34 PM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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Hanz said: Skunk and hash - gave my life sense and a mystical side when i needed it. Quit, after 25 years daily. Loved it, will never forget, but will never start again either. No more smoke for me...
Mushrooms, LSD, and Xtc - my holidays from regular life. Don't use often, but with fierce intensity.
Salvia - showed my True Heaven a couple of times. Recently, more discomfort than I like, using less and less frequent.
MXE - my new love, such class, such comfort, such heights! I know this will be a long term relationship. But want to keep it at arms length.
Risperidon - my healer. I know some people hate it, some say it ruins your trips. I love it, it has changed my life for the better. I'm just lucky, no side effects, only joy and tranquility! Finally a drug that turns me into myself. Don't ever want to live without again.
Finally, I am underwhelmed to say the least by nicotine (what a loser), by alcohol (headache barbarian), coke (thief), and nitrous (just a punch in the face).
Left out the less important substances...
Love, Hanz.
Rispredal caused my psychosis but I'm glad it works for you, I would've never guessed Strange how much one persons brain can differ from the other
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Re: What are the Big Drugs of your life? [Re: Near Dylan]
#22409619 - 10/20/15 02:37 PM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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Marijuana was my first drug abused it so heavily for so long, now i rarely use it alcohol my drug of habit/addiction not choice lol lsd lets me experience festivals to the fullest degree mushrooms are the best thing ever my favorite drug by choice cocaine double edged sword the high so amazing the crash so....... MORE COKE nitrous... hippie crack for a reason mdma/mda helped me with social anxiety really only use it to cross with other drugs
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Hanz
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Re: What are the Big Drugs of your life? [Re: Near Dylan]
#22409655 - 10/20/15 02:46 PM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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Near Dylan said:
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Hanz said: Skunk and hash - gave my life sense and a mystical side when i needed it. Quit, after 25 years daily. Loved it, will never forget, but will never start again either. No more smoke for me...
Mushrooms, LSD, and Xtc - my holidays from regular life. Don't use often, but with fierce intensity.
Salvia - showed my True Heaven a couple of times. Recently, more discomfort than I like, using less and less frequent.
MXE - my new love, such class, such comfort, such heights! I know this will be a long term relationship. But want to keep it at arms length.
Risperidon - my healer. I know some people hate it, some say it ruins your trips. I love it, it has changed my life for the better. I'm just lucky, no side effects, only joy and tranquility! Finally a drug that turns me into myself. Don't ever want to live without again.
Finally, I am underwhelmed to say the least by nicotine (what a loser), by alcohol (headache barbarian), coke (thief), and nitrous (just a punch in the face).
Left out the less important substances...
Love, Hanz.
Rispredal caused my psychosis but I'm glad it works for you, I would've never guessed Strange how much one persons brain can differ from the other
That is strange isn't it? I've read all about the dark side of risp, I'm sure it's pure poison for some. Sorry it was such a pain for you.
However, psychosis was never my problem to begin with. Having no control over thought patterns, maybe. But never lost touch with so called reality
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Re: What are the Big Drugs of your life? [Re: Asante]
#22411644 - 10/20/15 10:44 PM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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Asante said: Big psychoactive drugs of past and present.
For something to be a big drug it must have had a quite profound or life altering effect for you, typically across many years.
Spanning a 30 year drug career (1985-2015), mine are:
Ether - my first drug ever (quit) Tobacco - nails in my coffin, I have escaped (quit) Haloperidol - my voluntary bit and bridle Cannabis - food for my spirit, poison for my heart (quit) Bromazepam - anxiety attack savior Shrooms - First and most impressive psychedelic MDMA - heart opener during my years of Hell (quit) Methoxetamine - my prime dissociative sacrament

I like how you describe Tobacco and Cannabis, it has been the same for me. I haven't quit them just yet, but use has gone down a whole lot.
The other big one is mushrooms... I've been using them for years now, they are such great yet relentless tools for healing and personal growth!
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Re: What are the Big Drugs of your life? [Re: Asante]
#22411684 - 10/20/15 10:57 PM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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Tobacco Hemp Coca tea Kratom tea Marijuana CBD concentrates Alcohol
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mollymadman
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Re: What are the Big Drugs of your life? [Re: Dr.Wongburger]
#22411701 - 10/20/15 11:05 PM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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-Weed: This stuff is great. It makes me realize how stupid any of my problems really are and move on with my day. -Shrooms: Makes me work through my stupid problems and solve them. -DMT: Made me go insane, I still am not right after dmt. lol well I am, but like I've seen too much. -DOC: I used to regularly take DOC and watch David icke for 16 hours in a row... That might have been worse than the dmt lol. -Opiates: Had a fling, enjoyed it, don't really fuck with it anymore.
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Masked
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Re: What are the Big Drugs of your life? [Re: Asante]
#22412021 - 10/21/15 12:52 AM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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In this order:
Tobacco - my first. Grade 3. Off and on until highschool. Smoked a pack a day all highschool until grade 12 and quit cold Turkey
Alcohol - highschool and on. A lot of fond and hilarious memories with friends when I think about this drug. A lot of terrible hangovers to think about as well lol
Marijuana - grade 11 and on. Typical extreme BC stoner. It was right when I was learning guitar and the two synergized so amazingly. To this day, love getting high and playing my guitar. I get anxious easy on the stuff, so low but frequent doses when I'm in the mood
Shrooms - first psychedelic experience. Rocked my world and changed me forever. Bailed on my infantry application. New person. Used them a lot
Lsd - complete wonder that I'll never be able to properly explain to anyone. Mind blowing. Beautiful. Surreal.
Mdma - lost my Virginity to a shroomerite. Flew back to see her less than a month later and rolled with her in a hotel room and had copious amounts of bad sex only used it another couple times after that. White doves from what I remember
Kratom - just this past year someone special to me bought me a BDAY gift of the stuff. I really enjoyed the headspace
That's about it
I bought 3 grams of methoxetamine and didn't touch it for months until finally I got a scare of being busted by my ex so I flushed it all without ever trying it 
Been many years since I've tripped. Coming up on a decade since my last time
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Re: What are the Big Drugs of your life? [Re: Masked]
#22412157 - 10/21/15 02:07 AM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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- Alcohol: first became an alcoholic when I was 16, have since quit and can no longer stomach it - Weed: the longest love affair I've had, hardest to leave, 2mo sober now, going to return once I pass this drug test - Wax/Dabs: This got my tolerance to pot so high I soon replaced how much I smoked all day with that and felt like even that wasn't getting me stoned either, just making me feel normal, so I had to take a tolerance break. - Nicotine: Used it when I couldn't smoke pot, used it while I smoked pot, used it as a social crutch, haven't touched a cig in almost a half year now - Mushrooms: my first dose was an 1/8th and it was life changing, since then though I've only had really one good trip, because I always cry every time after I peak, it's weird. - Coke: Probably miss that one about the same as bud, the cravings are much harder to ignore, I just can't focus on the crave or I literally feel like I'll loose my mind, it's better now but I try not to remember how much I like it. - Adderall: This one I kind of had a love hate relationship with, I always felt like I needed it to make my studying better and indeed my grades improved when I used it, but I hated feeling so wired for like 12hrs straight and it was addicting too, so when I stopped my grades dropped too. - Xanax: This one got me to pretty much end my drug binges. One day I took 8 of these at once, snorted another 80mg of adderall, smoked a few bowls and got so retarded I was speaking so slow and later ended up throwing up. I decided then that I should reevaluate some of my life choices.
I tried a lot of other things too like acid a various types of pain pills but these seemed to be the biggest life changers. Right now I've been totally clean for 2mo and hope to not touch anything else in the future other than the occasional smoke here or there, mushroom trip and maybe some DMT if I can find it.
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Re: What are the Big Drugs of your life? [Re: MsMycelium]
#22412200 - 10/21/15 03:07 AM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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Medical Cannabis-Replaces pharms that ruined my life,saved me in a way and ruined me financially. I have spent around 40k in pot in the last 7 years or so LSD- I love it too much sometimes but has positively affected my life when used in moderation,same with mdma. Ketamine-Started as a replacement for opiates now i know i can be addicted to that too so i'm staying away from it Alcohol- I could take it or leave it Xanax-unbearable slave to it as well as Remeron Opiates-on a controlled ween down administered at my instruction to distribute them to me in a weening down fashion so I can't cheat or steal y out. Almost getting to 2mg of diluadid from a several year 24mg+180mg Morphine sulphate habit. Coke-shut myself off from my source recently Soma-take everyday but i do stop from time to time,i take huge amounts to 1,200mg +
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Re: What are the Big Drugs of your life? [Re: Sham87]
#22412215 - 10/21/15 03:32 AM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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Sham87 said: ]Hashish - Everyday  Psilocybin Mushrooms - First psychedelic  Kratom - Everyday  LSD - It's been a few months since I've taken any. It will probably a couple of more months before I use again. Mescaline - Twice a year affair. DMT - experimented with it for a month or two, would try again. Methamphetamines - Used for 6-8 months then quit. Amphetamines - Quit  MDMA - Love it, helped my girl and I get to a better place. Need to visit soon. 
I thought MDMA was an amphetamine. I can't sleep for shit when I'm rolling.
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Seriously_trippin
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Idk clean mdma ime doesn't have the worst comedown just one of the worst
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stuckinwonderland
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Nicotine(worst, i used to kinda enjoy smoking occasionally but i never liked it that much or could see myself getting addicted. Wrong) Ayahuasca (first psychedelic and my favorite substance) Weed (i can no longer smoke but so many memories) 5mapb(it opens up my heart and is a great therapy session that feels amazing) Mescaline,mushrooms/4acodmt,dpt,lsd, and many other psychedelics i am not even going to type out because i love psychedelics
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Jean-guy Masta
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Weed since I'm 12 influenced my life by alot , I smoke less now only at night time Nicotine kept me motivated, even on the other side of the world , a cigarette made me felt home you know
meth : my endless party motivator , but also a inner demon (almost quit) Alcohol : my gateway drug
Shrooms and dmt : the only thing that makes me question me and my life, they are my teachers
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Re: What are the Big Drugs of your life? [Re: Jean-guy Masta]
#22412731 - 10/21/15 08:58 AM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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Jean-guy Masta said: Weed since I'm 12
whoa bro you're 12?
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Re: What are the Big Drugs of your life? [Re: Mr.PhilCybin]
#22412805 - 10/21/15 09:14 AM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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yea my English sucks sometime, not my first language ,but I'm learning a lot on here
What I meant was I started weed when I was 12. I'm 22 lol
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Re: What are the Big Drugs of your life? [Re: Jean-guy Masta]
#22412845 - 10/21/15 09:21 AM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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I know
I was just givin ya a hard time.
your english is pretty good
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Zymosis
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Re: What are the Big Drugs of your life? [Re: Mr.PhilCybin]
#22412903 - 10/21/15 09:33 AM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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Ordered by importance:
LSD - first psychedelic, done hundreds of times. Haven't dosed in about 10 years though. Cannabis - use it medicinally for insomnia and back pain mostly. Still fun to just get stoned and watch King of the Hill though  Shrooms - soul medicine Alcohol - my first drug. Introduced me to altered states of consciousness. Tobacco - good memories of smoking outside in conversation groups. Quit 2 years ago
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Re: What are the Big Drugs of your life? [Re: Asante]
#22413005 - 10/21/15 10:01 AM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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Greetings! I have never had any problems with drugs, drugs have a way to stick to me like glue.
1: Alcohol 2: Tobacco 3: Marijuana
Radical mental change and perceptional breakthrough.
Medicine: 1: Ayahuasca 2: Psilocybin 3: DMT and 5-MEO-DMT
The cultural integration of psychedelics was the most mind blowing life changing process in my life. I now see life through consciousnesses.
Cheers!
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Re: What are the Big Drugs of your life? [Re: Franflow]
#22413449 - 10/21/15 11:54 AM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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Weed.
I need to quite but I haven't found a good enough reason to yet...
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