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Atrium
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I fucked up a hook up by being awkward and still fucked from a trip last week
#22400722 - 10/18/15 11:17 PM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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On Monday night I dropped a fucking ridiculous dose of 4Ho-MiPT (60mg for anybody who cares). I was fucked seeing miniature barraka looking things and fucking eyeless faces that looked like Milena.
This went on for like 4 days until last night. I'm still having stange visuals but at least the fear is mostly gone.
This chick hits me up asking if we could hangout. I've been wanting to smash since we met but she ended up being sent to rehab. She first off, is worse than before. Secondly, basically wanted to fuck but my fucked head just wanted to get out of the darkness. She took us "mudding" to waste time. I knew what was up when she stopped. Instead though, I made absolutely no moves. Mostly I was afraid of the visuals I'd get from looking away.
I mean my chance with her will come again I guess, hopefully. I'm just upset with myself for allowing a fucked head stopping me from getting some from this chick. She's crazy. I bet she gives dome like mad.
-------------------- The only thing about Chemistry I like is all the psychedelics that come from it. The only reason I study Psychology is to have a legitimate excuse to enjoy Chemistry.
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Chakra Shock
Waxing Prophetic


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Re: I fucked up a hook up by being awkward and still fucked from a trip last week [Re: Atrium]
#22404780 - 10/19/15 06:23 PM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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How's it all feeling now? Still meandering through the bardo? You'll make it to the other side, feeling better and stronger. I bet if you just explained to her what you went through as interestingly as you could, she would understand and likely try to give it another shot!
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Black_Sunset
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Re: I fucked up a hook up by being awkward and still fucked from a trip last week [Re: Chakra Shock]
#22412145 - 10/21/15 01:59 AM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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Yeah where's the follow-up? It's not like we all don't go through strange times. Don't beat yourself up there's nothing you did wrong. She was probably confused because it seemed definite.
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Atrium
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Re: I fucked up a hook up by being awkward and still fucked from a trip last week [Re: Black_Sunset]
#22419492 - 10/22/15 06:18 PM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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Very small talk is going on. I mean requests like, "Did I leave my medication in your car". Ain't shit happening but oh well.
I'll hit her up in a couple days. She's probably out partying like she is nearly every day. Plus she's got two jobs. So that's why I think it sucks. Man I used to catch her staring at me at work last year.
How did the universe fuck with me like this!?
And I wasn't saying I was awkward from being fucked up, though that did contribute to it a lot.
She parks us out in the middle of nowhere, I think I remember hearing her asking what I wanted to do. Part is me still being that scared kid at times, the other was fucking seeing demons swarming around and being a scared adult haha
-------------------- The only thing about Chemistry I like is all the psychedelics that come from it. The only reason I study Psychology is to have a legitimate excuse to enjoy Chemistry.
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