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aciddrop
Lich King



Registered: 07/08/14
Posts: 470
Loc: Hell
Last seen: 7 years, 9 months
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Everything is finally looking up for me.
#22386534 - 10/16/15 12:03 AM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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The last year has been utter hell for me. Although things haven't gotten any easier it's finally starting to look up for me.
Most of my problems came from working with my chakras and raising my kundalini. The hardest thing I had to overcome was the blocks in my Sacral and Heart chakras. These blocks manifested in many ways but it all boiled down to a couple of things that I needed to learn. I had to overcome my shame, lust, fear of death and fear of being alone.
Over the span of a year it felt like I lived a lifetime in hell. The pillar of Severity kicked my ass because I couldn't find fulfillment in the material world while the pillar of Mercy destroyed everything I thought was important.For the longest time I could only see the negative side in all of these things. It almost drove me to commit suicide.
The Qliphoth is no joke and the lhp charlatans who write about the tree of death are full of shit because it doesn't make you a GOD or help you with any of the things that are promised upon completion of a sphere. Leviathan can't be controlled once she becomes roused and this is the first mistake that these pseudo-satanists make when approaching this system. It's not about power because it's geared towards working through the blocks in your energetic body/system by making you face your flaws and fears so you can become whole again. Once you do this the veil that the "Gods" put over our eyes can finally be lifted. It isn't lifted through indulgence and worship of material things like the lhp crowd would like you to believe. At least that's what I think and have learned.
I guess after understanding this you can take the final step and dissolve into nothingness or find something meaningful because there are other worlds out there in hyperspace. Perhaps it's true that you can reincarnate in these "higher worlds". I haven't received any knowledge of this from these otherworldly beings but what I've seen they have something truly special. All is love where they're at and they are happy to see me when I travel there. Is it illusory or an aspect of my subconscious? I don't know but I experience a phenomena known as astral whiplash when I get plunged back into my pain body. Not to mention I get this overwhelming feeling that this place is home when I visit there.
So I guess my next goal is to get better at astral travel and stay there long enough to ask questions.
Edited by aciddrop (10/16/15 12:05 AM)
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once in a lifetime
sun child



Registered: 02/12/15
Posts: 1,807
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Re: Everything is finally looking up for me. [Re: aciddrop] 1
#22388195 - 10/16/15 12:42 PM (8 years, 3 months ago) |
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Hu rah, my friend!
I don't know all about several of these things you've mentioned, yet I feel I understand completely about the material aspect - and overcoming this has been the most wonderful of my own life.
And,
'All is love where they're at and they are happy to see me when I travel there.'
Is of immeasurable value. . Gratitude for your post and your words, dear friend -- many good wishes for the continued success on this journey
-------------------- Innocent, Oldfield & Hegerland Julia Delaney, Bothy Band Rasta Girl, Sister Carol Genesis, Jorma K I Wish You Peace, Lawrence Laughing Do Your Thing, Moondog large . . music garden . . veryall peace them hiStarhouse - main Time Traveler's Guide
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