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    #22377016 - 10/14/15 04:36 AM (8 years, 3 months ago)

I had a bad trip yesterday. It was not what I wanted but apparently just what I needed.

It was on my Precious :mxe:  which I initially took as backache relief.

My Lumbago is gone. Theres no medical explanation for it, I guess it was psychosomatic and the mental anguish healed my body.

I was visited by foul Demons, my spirit guides apologized for letting them in and are remorseful now to have violated my trust.

Insights about the universe, the nature of things, are flooding me at the moment.

I'm OK not terrified, delusional or in denial, just SO VERY TIRED physically and yet mentally alert.

Went to the supermarket to buy comfort foods, guilty pleasures of carbs and fat, but faced with them in the store was disgusted by them and returned home with veggie salad and fruit juice instead.

It was a bad bad trip with good, good, good, good consequences.

Right now I'm overcome and need to vent.

Ask away, send good vibes, come as you are.

Oh wow.

Holy crap I've been taken for a ride.



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Re: I had a Bad Trip yesterday [Re: Asante]
    #22377017 - 10/14/15 04:38 AM (8 years, 3 months ago)

Your spirit guides need to be fired.
Did you hire those schmucks?
How'd they past screening process?
Will they get severance pay?


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Re: I had a Bad Trip yesterday [Re: Apollyphelion]
    #22377019 - 10/14/15 04:40 AM (8 years, 3 months ago)

Its OK. Agreements were made. This won't happen quite like this again.


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Re: I had a Bad Trip yesterday [Re: Asante]
    #22377028 - 10/14/15 04:53 AM (8 years, 3 months ago)

Oh, wow, I just send you a PM with a congratulations on your breakthrough... I had no idea you had such a difficult time!



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Went to the supermarket to buy comfort foods, guilty pleasures of carbs and fat, but faced with them in the store was disgusted by them and returned home with veggie salad and fruit juice instead.

It was a bad bad trip with good, good, good, good consequences.





Good for you. I guess it was time for a trip like this?

:hug:
Good vibes to you, friend.


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Re: I had a Bad Trip yesterday [Re: Turtletotem]
    #22377033 - 10/14/15 04:58 AM (8 years, 3 months ago)




Oh God Demons from down below are so.. wretched, so hollow and cold. Their ways are despicable but they are so lonely, so tormented.

They terrify you but you would hug them if they werent so cold.

That one was more wicked than I am Good. :sad:

Its crazy stuff to write about, I know. But in trips you experience crazy things.

If it was a part of my psyche it needs a hug so bad.


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Re: I had a Bad Trip yesterday [Re: Asante]
    #22377036 - 10/14/15 05:00 AM (8 years, 3 months ago)

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Good for you. I guess it was time for a trip like this?




No no it was. I jusat had hoperd for something more acutely rewarding.

Indirectly though it was a very good trip. right now its raining spiritual gold here.

I'll be OK, I just need to vent, cry it out, laugh it off, and whatnot.

I'll live :heart:




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Re: I had a Bad Trip yesterday [Re: Turtletotem]
    #22377042 - 10/14/15 05:04 AM (8 years, 3 months ago)

That sounds awful.
In Buddhist fables it is the same, Demons are nightmarish creatures to be pitied. Often a previous incarnation of the Buddha forgives his tormenters, and both ascend to a higher bardo.

If you feel up to it, and want to feed your head a little, here are the proverbs of Hell by William Blake.
I don't know why, but I think you might enjoy them:

https://en.wikisource.org/wiki/Proverbs_of_Hell

I guess someone exploring the dualistic nature of the cosmos like you was bound to run into these beings sooner rather than later.
Take what you have learned with you, and try to forgive them, for they are more wretched than they can ever make you feel... or so I have heard, having never encountered demons myself.

Yes, this is very strange to write down, but it comes from a good place.
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Re: I had a Bad Trip yesterday [Re: Asante] * 1
    #22377043 - 10/14/15 05:05 AM (8 years, 3 months ago)

I enjoy bad trips in a way

They're usually fun if you can mentally get past the horror and the scary feelings


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Re: I had a Bad Trip yesterday [Re: Asante]
    #22377045 - 10/14/15 05:06 AM (8 years, 3 months ago)

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Good for you. I guess it was time for a trip like this?




No no it was. I jusat had hoperd for something more acutely rewarding.

Indirectly though it was a very good trip. right now its raining spiritual gold here.

I'll be OK, I just need to vent, cry it out, laugh it off, and whatnot.

I'll live :heart:





Ha, they never give you what you want, only what you need!
Like the bag of Douwe Dabbert. Remember Douwe Dabbert?

Vent, dance, cry, laugh... do whatever comes to you. I think you know better than anyone else here how to get through things like this.


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Re: I had a Bad Trip yesterday [Re: Asante]
    #22377050 - 10/14/15 05:12 AM (8 years, 3 months ago)

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In Buddhist fables it is the same, Demons are nightmarish creatures to be pitied. Often a previous incarnation of the Buddha forgives his tormenters, and both ascend to a higher bardo.




Thats how I experienced it, I'm nowhere near a buddha but it goes for all of us. Fogive, unite, and both will ascend. :yinyang:

I'll read those proverbs later, thank you, no doubt its a piece of the puzzle.

Douwe Dabbert, wow, loooong ago.

Crying tears of joy now. Diagnosis: bipolar like fuck now, but in an awesome way.

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Re: I had a Bad Trip yesterday [Re: Asante]
    #22377071 - 10/14/15 05:31 AM (8 years, 3 months ago)

You need to back up off the drugs man.  There's a reason "God" gave you the mental 'baseline' "He" did.. or do more who gives a fuck..life sucks, that demon you met was probably me in a dream..  having 'creation' dictate your every move will make you an angry, hollow, dark headspace....hence your need to constantly escape it by getting high..

Atleast, if nothing else, give the drugs credit.. acknowledge you worship drugs.,  instead of trading one gluttonous behavior for another and crediting the new addiction as some kind of God, take a note from the satanists and achnowledge you're just feeding your flesh...too serve your own 'desires'..

By your standards, nobody who hasnt shot MXE up their ass, hasnt met God.

Just acknowledge it man...youre a glutton for consumable things you find around you.  That's not God.  You want to know god?  Starve to death...


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Re: I had a Bad Trip yesterday [Re: Amanita86]
    #22377081 - 10/14/15 05:39 AM (8 years, 3 months ago)

I had taken a dry period of no drugs hoping it would make my trip better and got this whopper of a Bad Trip for it.

On retrospect its a good trip though, I am learning so much.

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life sucks




NAY thats the thing, it does NOT.

Quote:

hence your need to constantly escape it by getting high..




I use less drugs than 19 out of 20 Shroomerites.

1 drug day in a month, no coffee, tobacco, weed, barely 3 glasses of alcohol in between.

Quote:

youre a glutton for consumable things you find around you.




Stop rojectingb that on me. I'm a glutton for food, not drugs.

Quote:

You want to know god?  Starve to death...




God is in the Middle Road, the devil is in excesses and shortages.

Thank you for caring though :hug:


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Re: I had a Bad Trip yesterday [Re: Amanita86] * 1
    #22377082 - 10/14/15 05:39 AM (8 years, 3 months ago)

Maybe I'm wrong..probably I am.. Im just some dumbfuck out here that has to perpetually obey my alarm clock.. God didnt give me MXE, it beats me with a fucking alarm clock...day in, day out.

Forever running... maybe god is multifacited, you got the shoot MXE up your ass side of god, I got the do everything you can not to blow a fucking hole through your face because you cant sit down for a goddamn second, and even if you do get an hour you arent going to sleep, you just wait for that goddamn alarm clock to explode so you can be run through and beaten again, side of god.  Either way, I wish MXE would bestow it's blessings upon me..  maybe I'm not praying nicely enough..  again, my fault..


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Re: I had a Bad Trip yesterday [Re: Amanita86]
    #22377086 - 10/14/15 05:44 AM (8 years, 3 months ago)

sorry u flipped out sante! hope ur ok n stuff :hug:


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Re: I had a Bad Trip yesterday [Re: Asante] * 1
    #22377087 - 10/14/15 05:44 AM (8 years, 3 months ago)

Quote:

Asante said:
"I use less drugs than 19 out of 20 Shroomerites."





..yeah well, atleast you have that going for you, :cookiemonster:


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Re: I had a Bad Trip yesterday [Re: Asante] * 1
    #22377089 - 10/14/15 05:44 AM (8 years, 3 months ago)

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Asante said:

They terrify you but you would hug them if they werent so cold.






I had a vision on a heroic dose of mushrooms once where I was massaging a demons heart, I learned that those things can only cause harm to people if the person allows them to, if the person being harassed thinks that the entity has power then it will have power.

The demon I was bombarding with love ended up disappearing and I was left radiating pink light, was truly an awesome experience.

Sorry you had a bad trip Asante, but you're well now, and you chose the right option by buying some healthy food so that is wonderful.


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Re: I had a Bad Trip yesterday [Re: Amanita86]
    #22377090 - 10/14/15 05:45 AM (8 years, 3 months ago)

You need to find your thing, and learn to apply it in ideal measure.

I hope you find it soon.

Dont think the Golden Ticket of MXE is an easy ride for me, Willy Wonka is putting me through the wringer for it.

I wish you win the lottery so you are freed of the alarm clock.




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Re: I had a Bad Trip yesterday [Re: Asante]
    #22377099 - 10/14/15 05:51 AM (8 years, 3 months ago)

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maybe god is multifacited, you got the shoot MXE up your ass side of god




You are on to something here, close to the correct metaphors.

In any case if God asks you to use a drug rectally, overcome your resistance and do it.

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Re: I had a Bad Trip yesterday [Re: Asante]
    #22377103 - 10/14/15 05:54 AM (8 years, 3 months ago)

I'll be sure to keep that in mind..


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Re: I had a Bad Trip yesterday [Re: Amanita86]
    #22377165 - 10/14/15 06:36 AM (8 years, 3 months ago)

There is no such thing as bad trips.

There are the ones that are just pure joy and bliss. And then there are the ones that teach you or put you face to face with your self (IMHO  most negative reactions are caused by this when people are denying theyr problems while facing them or by too small doses)

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Re: I had a Bad Trip yesterday [Re: LeningradCowboy] * 1
    #22377192 - 10/14/15 06:56 AM (8 years, 3 months ago)

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or by too small doses)





I get anxiety if I take to small a dose, you're the first person I have seen agree with that.  That feeling where you feel like you're coming up but you never really make it all the way up, hate that feeling and that is how small doses make me feel.


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Re: I had a Bad Trip yesterday [Re: Lucis] * 2
    #22377443 - 10/14/15 08:40 AM (8 years, 3 months ago)

Bad Trips usually are difficult experiences. I agree that every dark cloud has a silver lining.


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    #22378252 - 10/14/15 12:04 PM (8 years, 3 months ago)

:raisemyglass:

Exactly Brothers.
Lets Spread The Love!

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Re: I had a Bad Trip yesterday [Re: Asante] * 1
    #22378319 - 10/14/15 12:17 PM (8 years, 3 months ago)

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Bad Trips usually are difficult experiences. I agree that every dark cloud has a silver lining.






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Re: I had a Bad Trip yesterday [Re: Amanita86] * 2
    #22379612 - 10/14/15 04:40 PM (8 years, 3 months ago)

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Amanita86 said:
You need to back up off the drugs man.  There's a reason "God" gave you the mental 'baseline' "He" did.. or do more who gives a fuck..life sucks, that demon you met was probably me in a dream..  having 'creation' dictate your every move will make you an angry, hollow, dark headspace....hence your need to constantly escape it by getting high..

Atleast, if nothing else, give the drugs credit.. acknowledge you worship drugs.,  instead of trading one gluttonous behavior for another and crediting the new addiction as some kind of God, take a note from the satanists and achnowledge you're just feeding your flesh...too serve your own 'desires'..

By your standards, nobody who hasnt shot MXE up their ass, hasnt met God.

Just acknowledge it man...youre a glutton for consumable things you find around you.  That's not God.  You want to know god?  Starve to death...



:lolsy:

Isn't this the shroomery? Jesus.

Can't even discuss your run ins with demons in the aether without some small minded know it all giving you a narcotics anonymous lecture.

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