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nicechrisman said: I want to hear a more detailed trip report. What was going through your head when you almost ripped your dick off?
I can't even call it a bad trip it was just something else all together.
This is it this is the end of everything time is reversing the madness is upon us. I have lived a life and now it's my time to die. There's no turning back this is forever. I will be here forever.
I had a strong feeling of not being in my body at the same time in it. I was in a limbo before I was about to be reincarnated or something but not just me the whole universe. I thought it had all ended not just me. I figured everyone was in the same state of mind as me. It's unending it doesn't end it's unending it doesn't end it just keeps going and going and going and going.
Then at some point I think I spilled water all over myself and started feeling cold which really scared me. I was thinking will this coldness last forever?! Will I ever be warm again. While I was pulling my dick and ball skin all I could think is the horned one is rising or something. Liberate the self. I had a raging erection the whole time don't think it went down at all. I'm into some odd occult stuff so that kinda explains that.

To get a better idea of what was going through my head at the time you can read this. I've been reading this book again.
God-Man: The Word Made Flesh Awesome fucking book. Some of these quotes are just killer if you've read about the stuff before.
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SATAN: "Many names hath God given him (Satan), names of mystery, secret and terrible."
"The adversary, because matter opposeth Spirit, and time accuseth even the saints of the Lord."
"For Satan is the magistrate of the Justice of God (Karma). He beareth the balance and the sword."
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"For to him are committed WEIGHT AND MEAS- URE AND NUMBER."
Hades, or the Limbo of Illusion, of which theology makes a region bordering on hell, IS SIMPLY OUR GLOBE, the earth, and thus Satan is called "the angel of the manifested worlds."
It is Satan who is the God of our planet and the ONLY GOD, and this without any metaphorical illusion to its wickedness and depravity. For he is one with the Logos.
"The Gnostics were right, then, in calling the Jewish God an 'Angel of Matter/ or he who breathed (con- scious) life into Adam, and whose planet was Saturn. 'I create good and I create evil, I the Lord God create all these things.' " Bible, Isaiah.
"When the church, then, curses Satan, it curses the Kos- mic reflection of God. It anathematizes God made mani- fest in Matter, or in the objective; it maledicts God, or the ever-incomprehensible Wisdom, revealing itself as Light and Shadow, Good and Evil in Nature, in the only manner comprehensible to the limited intellect of man."
"It was by Kriyashakti, that mysterious and divine power, latent in the WILL of every man, which if not called to life, QUICKENED AND DEVELOPED BY YOGA TRAINING, remains dormant in 999,999 men out of a million, and so gets atrophied"
"It is this mysterious* POWER OF THOUGHT, which enables it to produce external, perceptible, pheno- menal results by its own inherent energy. The ancients held that any idea will manifest itself externally, if one's attention and will is deeply concentrated upon it."
"Mystically Jesus was held to be man-woman."
"The ship or ARK Navis in short, being the sym- bol of the female generative principle, is typified in the heavens by the moon and on earth by the womb; both being the vessels and bearers of the SEEDS of life and being, which the SUN, or Vishnu, the male principle (SON), vivifies and fructifies."
"Water is the symbol of the FEMALE ELEMENT everywhere: Mater, from which comes the letter 'M' is derived pictorially from MMM, a water hieroglyph."
"The human Ego is neither Atman nor Buddhi, but the Higher Manas."
"MAN NOT CREATED FROM NOTHING: Very soon the day will dawn, when the world will have to choose whether it will accept the miraculous creation of man (and Kosmos) out of NOTHING, according to the dead letter of Genesis, or a first man born from a fantastic link, absolutely 'missing,' so far the common ancestor of man, and of the 'true ape.' Between these TWO FALLACIES, Occult philosophy steps in. It teaches that the first human stock was projected by higher and semi-divine beings out of their own essences." (See Prov- erbs quoted elsewhere.)
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O, unfathomable abyss of God's wisdom, which thus hath united and comprised in the virtue and power of One Spirit the qualities of all existing bodies. O, unspeakable honor and boundless joy granted to mortal man; for the destructible things of nature are restored by virtue of said Spirit. O, mystery of mysteries, most secret of all secret things, and healing and medicine of all things. Thou last discovery in earthly natures, last best gift to Patriarchs and Sages, greatly desired by the whole world. O, what a wondrous and laudable spirit is purity in which stand all joy, riches, fruitfulness of life, and art of all arts, a power, which to Initiates grants all material joys. O, de- sirable knowledge lovely above all things beneath the circle of the Moon, by which nature is strengthened, and heart and limbs are renewed, blooming youth is preserved, old age driven away, weakness destroyed, beauty and its perfection preserved and abundance insured in all things to men. O, thou Spiritual substance, lovely above all things. O, thou wondrous power, strengthening all the world. O, thou invincible virtue, highest of all that is, although despised by the ignorant, yet held by the wise in great praise, honor and glory, that proceeding from humors' wakest the dead, expellest diseases and restorest the voice of the dying. O, thou treasure of treasures, mystery of mysteries, .called by Avicenna u An unspeak- able substance," the purest and most perfect soul of the world, than which is nothing more costly under heaven, unfathomable in nature and power, wonderful in virtue and works, having no equal among creatures, possessing the virtues of all bodies under heaven. For from it flows the water of life, the OIL AND HONEY of eternal healing, and thus hath it nourished them with honey and water from the rock. Therefore, saith Morienus: "He who hath it the same hath all things." Blessed art thou, Lord God of our fathers, in that thou hast given the
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prophets this knowledge and understanding that they have hidden these things (lest they should be discovered by the blind and those drowned in worldly godlessness) by which the wise and the pious have praised thee.
u Oh, you doubtful man, you Peter of little faith, who are moved by each wind and sink easily. You are your- self the cause of all your diseases, because your faith is so little and feeble, and your own evil thoughts are your enemies. Moreover, you have hidden within yourself a magnet which attracts those influences which correspond to your will, and this celestial magnet is of such power that for more than a hundred, or even thousands of miles, it attracts that which you desire out of the four elements."
Moral : Purify your desires. Save the seed.
"Matter and force are one and originate from the same
cause."
"True knowledge consists in a direct recognition of TRUTH, and is taught by nature herself."
"The highest aspect of alchemy is the regeneration of man in the Spirit of God from the material elements of his physical body. The physical body itself is the greatest of mysteries, because in it are contained, in a condensed, solidified and corporeal state, the very essences which go to make up the substance of the material man, and this is the secret of the "Philosopher's Stone." The sign in which the true alchemist works is the cross, because man, standing erect among his brothers of the animal kingdom, roots with his material elements in the earth, penetrates with his soul through the elementary forces of nature to suffer and die, but his head reaches above the animal creation into the pure atmosphere of heaven."
"All the powers of the universe are potentially con- tained in man, and man's physical body and all his organs are nothing else but products and representatives of the powers of nature. What is the human body but a con- stellation of the same powers that formed the stars in the sky? He who knows what Iron is, knows the attributes of Mars. He who knows Mars, knows the qualities of iron. What would become of your heart if there were no sun in the universe? To grasp the invisible elements, to attract them by their material correspondences, to con-
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trol, purify and transform them by the living power of the Spirit this is true alchemy."
"Faith is a luminous star that leads the honest seeker into the mysteries of nature. You must seek your point of gravity with God ('Seek ye first the Kingdom of God') and put your trust into an honest, divine, sincere, pure and strong faith, and cling to it with your whole heart, soul, sense and thought, full of love and confidence. If you have such a faith, God will not withhold his Truth from you, but He will reveal His works to you, credibly, visibly and consolingly. This means that by the power of God acting within you and opening your own inner senses, God will reveal His works within yourself; so that His wisdom being born within, you may recognize through you, and you with it, the truth in all nature."
"Nature is the universal Mother of all and, if you are in harmony with her, if the mirror of your mind has not been made blind by the cobwebs of speculations and mis- conceptions and erroneous theories she will hold up before you a mirror in which you will see the truth. But he who is not true to himself will not see the truth as it is taught by nature, and it is far easier to study a number of books and to learn by heart a number of scientific theories than to ennoble ones own character to such an extent as to enter into perfect harmony with nature and be able to see the truth."
"Those living in vice are unworthy of it. Therefore is this Art to be shown to all God-fearing persons, because it cannot be bought with a price. I testify before God that I lie not, although it appears impossible to fools that no one hath hitherto explored Nature so deeply. The Almighty be praised for having created this Art the seed) and for revealing it to God-fearing men. Amen! And thus is fulfilled this precious and excellent work, called the revealing of the Occult Spirit, in which be hidden the secrets and mysteries of the world. But this Spirit is one genius, one divine, wonderful and lordly power. For it embraces the whole world and overcomes the elements. TO OUR TRISMEGISTUS SPA- GYRUS, JESUS CHRIST, BE PRAISE AND GLORY IMMORTAL. AMEN!"
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